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Tuesday, July 5, 2005


Time: 6am
Mood: Surprisingly happy
Music: The Calling
Quote: "Un-huh, i love you more!"

Well between me and Phil, things have gone from bad to worse. I honestly can't be bothered to tell you everything that happened, but after Friday (the party night where i left crying) i was obviously hurt, and quite frankly on the edge. So after some more things happened, i told Phil "Unless you say sorry, don't bother talking to me. Cos i ain't guna bother talking to you until you do". And needless to say, he hasn't even attempted to call me as of yet, and i honestly doubt he will. Once again, i cried the whole night, well the night that i told him.

But i am happy, a few moments ago, me and Val sorted everything out ^.^ Some of you may remember her, some of you may not. Basically alot of messed up shit went on, and we still loved eachother like sisters, but we were scared of talking to one another. How screwed up is that? That talking to someone who makes you happier beyond belief, actually scares you? But anyway, we are back to talking to eachother just like the old days =D Hot damn how much i've missed her.

This whole thing has made me miss Mai...i want Mai *pouts* I can't wait till shes back hehe.

Anyway, the whole of my weekend consisted of playing Timesplitters: Future Perfect. Which is an excellent game btw, very funny indeed =P In the 3rd level i kept zooming in on Cortez's (Steven's character) butt XD That made me giggle. And nearly getting raped by all the monsters in Unreal 2 X3 No seriously! Those things had the hots for my character lol. Steve knows what i'm chatting bout >.> I think i might go up my mum's house again this weekend. Get Steve to rent out TS3 again, or i will, either way ^_^

Ohh and before i disappear, i started my icon challenge for Joey Wheeler, here's the first batch of 10: Clicky Clicky! And yes i know, there's alot of empty space in that post, but i'm working on it ok! Anyway, i'm off ^^ Bye d bye xx

Gothic Kaiba: I am working on your button hun, i just gotta get off my lazy ass and make it =/ Which will hopefully be in the next day or so X3

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005


Time: 3pm
Mood: Content
Music: The Calling - Whenever You Will Go
Quote: "Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups."

Ok well first thing, ain't started work yet. Which is annoying me. I need money! Apperantly i can't start till Jim rings me. Why does this whole thing have to be complicated? It's a fucking factory! As long as i get the work done, who gives a shit?! Seriously. *Sigh* At this rate i'm just guna drop this job and look for another one.

Also, the theme won't be puppyshipping, why? Cos i've used all my best piccys in previous layouts, and i don't like the same layout being used more than once heh. So i'm guna switch it to Link. Yes, Legend of Zelda Link. I've set up my N64 again and have been messing around with Orcarina of Time and Majora's Mask. Phil came round and he played some Super Smash Bros and some Pokemon Stadium. It's the funniest thing to watch a rude boy play something like Pokemon XD Especially when he's losing haha!

I think me and Michelle have this weird rift between us atm. Usually when i go into their house (usually to wait for Phil) she comes chats to me. She made a point of ignoring me yesterday. *Shrugs* For once in my life i ain't guna apoligize to her. I did nothing wrong at that party, and i will not say sorry for something i didn't do. *She* ignored *me* not the other way round. So if she even values anything bout our friendship, she'll have to make the 1st move. Cos i'm not.

Hey, did you notice that i've gone to #8 in the ranks? Haha. How strange, you strange strange strange people who visit me X3 But i do love ya'll for it.

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Sunday, June 26, 2005


Time: 2:10pm
Mood: Blah
Music: SOAD - Peephole
Quotes: "And i care because..?"

Friday. Night. Was. Shit.

I basically had the worse time in my life. In the end i walked out of the party {i keep saying i walked out, but other people said i ran o.O} went home and cried. So yes, the whole night was just a total fuck up and i would rather not go into the whole thing. Simple explaination, my friends near enough ignored me the whole night.

So obviously Saturday i wasn't any better, i wasn't joking or laughing or smiling, just being cold and blunt with everything i was saying. Phil probably got annoyed with me, but fuck it, he upset me Friday. Phil said he will be calling me today to go out as well, but i seriously don't feel like it, this weekend has just been one huge fuck up.

I start work tomorrow, i mean, my normal hours etc. The sucky thing is i don't get paid till 2 weeks o.O; They do this thing called 'week in hand' where you don't get money {what a stupid name then neh?}. I was like "Why can't they take half my payment this week, and then half from the next? I need that fucking money!" Bastards. So that means 2 weeks till i can get that suit, i don't even know if they'll have it that long ~_~ I want that suit.

Theme shall be changing soon-ish, to a puppyshipping theme. With the amount of Joey icons i have to do atm {i'm in this lil thing where you make 100 icons of a character of choice, i choose Joey} he is like taking over my PS7 XD Ahh well, Joey and Seto are always good together {i'm sure some would disagree there, but fuck it}.

Bye <33

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005


Time: 3:40pm
Mood: Achy x.X
Music: Amercian Head Charge - Just so you know
Quote: "I'm just guna blame Phil for everything"

First thing, ok Zero, i don't even know where to begin, lets just say, if you don't like me complaining, then don't show up o.O; Sorry if that sounds bitchy, but so did your comment. And well, this is my site, i put whatever the hell i like. Yes, i know some people don't have a job, so why does that give me no right to complain? Not exactly my fault if other people don't have a job now is it? Oh and for your info, my family does has financial problems at the moment. My mum and sister are in serious need of money, half the reason why i got this job. The minute i stop getting paid cash in hand and get paid my normal amount i'll be helping them out. Not to mention that i'm complaining about working nights for 12 hours, which is different to my normal hours.

Anyway, i ain't working nights anymore =D Yesterday was my last night hehe. Trish said her and Toria will take over my otehr nights. Unfortantly that also means i won't be able to get that suit i wanted. Blah, i'll get it when i have the money i assure you (i want that freakin' suit). Last night was....ok. We started a couple of hours late (hazaa!) but then the time just dragged on ~_~ It was hot and i had bugs chasing me X3 I fucking hate daddy long legs (commonly known as Crane Flies)!!

I didn't get to watch all of Last Exile, my computer was just goin SLOW! But i did make some more icons, hopefully i'll have enough to make a batch of em >.< Takes so long for me to make these things lol. Serial Experiments Lain is now completely downloaded, now onto Inu 3, which by the looks of it, will take forever XD Damn it all! Ahh well, i still have Last Exile, Yami to Boushi and now Lain to get through.

Ohh, and thanks for 12,000 hits! I will make a lil banner or something later when i can be bothered. Anyway, i'm off <3

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


Time: 1:15pm
Mood: Bleh
Music: Wilt - Distortion
Quote: "Pollute yourself with all your idols"

Damn, i have to work tonight x.X I so ai't looking forward to it. It's hot and i can't be bothered to even move XD Yet alone do 12 hours of packing/moving boxes. Blah. I need a better job. At least i need to start working normal hours *shakes fist* Ah well, Trish told me she's sick of doing night work, so this week is possibly our last time doing it *hopes and prays XD*

I'm desperate for Phil to get this job with me o.O; If not i am by myself until i get to know the other workers, but most of them are alot older than me >.< So it will seem quite ackward at first. Blah to that as well.

Serial Experiments Lain finished downloading yesterday b^.^d But when i get to watch it i don't know, i'm barely on the computer when i'm doin several nights of work ~_~ Why does everything keep linkin back to this darn night work! Anyway, before i do go to work i will watch the rest of Last Exile ^^ I love this anime to bits, so cool! Now if only Inuyasha Season 3 finishes so i can start downloading DN Angel (i only like downloading 1 thing at a time). Damn, i've been downloading a shit load of things XD

Anyway, i'm off to watch Last Exile, have a gooden!

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Monday, June 20, 2005


Time: 8:30am
Mood: Hot x.X
Music: SOAD - Soil
Quote: "Treat it like a baby. Burn it if it wants to get burnt!"

ZOMG! Many funnies XD Saturday and Sunday was just a complete laugh. Saturday morning/afternoon went shopping at Camden. I got about 4 t-shirts, 2 skirts and some socks/tight thingies. I'll be going next Saturday as well to buy this suit i saw up there, costs about 56, but well worth it ^.^ Prettiful.

Saturday i got back around 5-6pm, i didn't even get a 15 minute break before i was out the door again XD It was me, Michelle, Paul, Phil, Peek, Chris, Shane, Rich, i think thats it. We were all just sittin in Phil's back yard having a laugh and enjoyin the non-cold weather X3 Then we went off to some field and just pissed around.

Phil said the funniest thing XD He was joking earlier that Paul kills everything he touches, and that he is the crazy frog (that weird ring tune thing), so half way through the convo all i hear is "It's alright. He's the Grim Reaper Frog" XD ZOMG! It was so random and funny o.O Or i'm just weird, either way. Michelle and Paul kept saying "I am gorgeous" for some odd reason. And than Peek goes to Chris "What are you, a fuckin tape recorder?" (Chris was repeating the whole convo, thats why). Funny stuff ^.^

Sunday, went out fot Fathers Day. Had a meal with dad and us kids ^.^ It's always fun when we get together. We had this blasted tree attacking us o.O No, i'm bein completely serious, it kept throwing things at us, hit me in the arm the bastard.

Sunday evening went up to Holly Hill and soaked up more sun x.X I hate sun lol. But the funniest part was when it was just me and Phil in my backyard smoking. He had just rolled a joint and said "That's a nice joint. Treat it like a baby. Burn it if it wans to get burnt" XD Can you imagine a baby wanting to get burnt and some random person sets it alight. Yes i know, its evil, but it is funny the way he said it cos he didn't mean it like that XD And then from then on i was giggling like a mad woman ^.~

It's now Thundering outside XD British weather is so unpredictable, damn it lol. I have to work Tuesday, Wednesday and possibly Thursday evening. I seriously don't want too x.x I HATE night work. But money is good, so lets just look forward to that.

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Saturday, June 18, 2005


Time: 9:20am
Mood: Happy but Hot x.X
Music: SOAD - CUBErt
Quote: "I am Steve!"

Ack, well i gotta make this a quick post, gotta get ready to go out to Camdem x.X It's fucking HOT! My face caught the sun yesterday from just walking around! I was out from about 11/12am-ish till 11pm. We were all just wandering around and smoking XD But the day was hot! And apperantly it's hotter today! I honestly ain't a lover of hot hot weather, especially when it's sticky. Ya know, when there's no breeze to it? I can't stand sticky weather >.<

Sorry i'm complaining XD Going shopping in a moment, and then getting stoned again tonight o.O Damn i get stoned enough XD Aww well, it gives ya giggles.

Sorry if that wallpaper disturbed some of you XD But as i said, i gave ya a warning. Also someone asked if i made it myself, indeed i did. I make all my own stuff. That's a point i wanna make more icons *pouts* with me going out all the time, and work, i don't get time to make em anymore x.X But i will find time to make em! I have too!

Anyway, seriously gotta go or Amy will KILL me >.> Love ya ^.^

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Friday, June 17, 2005


Time: 5:15am
Mood: Dry Mouth >.<
Music: SOAD - Peephole
Quote: "You and your fucking security!"

Well i should be in bed, but i ain't tired XD Damn my screwed up sleeping pattern, damn it to hell i tell ya *shakes fist* Well i finished my last night work...until next week XD I will be doing Tuesday, Wednesday and possibly Thursday next week *le sigh* I hate night work, but Trish needs the money, and i always end up getting dragged into it with her x.X I want to work my normal hours!

Well here's a quick review on what Sephy will be doing/has been doing over the week:
Thursday: Finally finished work, got paid 150. Made some pretty icons ^.^ Went out with Phil, got stoned and giggled at everyone on MSN X3
Friday: Go out with Phil, Shane and a few others, get stoned again XP
Saturday: Go shopping with family up Camdem (whoohoo!). Go out with Phil at end of day.
Sunday: Go out for meal for Fathers Day. Go out with Phil at end of day.

Is it just me, or do i seem to go out alot with Phil XD Ohh and just to make sure you don't get mixed up, no, i don't date Phil. He is in a perfectly happy relationship, and so am i, with Mai-chan =D Love ya babe! And me and Phil are just like best friends, he said it today to Chris, which made me happy ^.^ Phil said he was coming to my house (help me babysit) and Chris goes "Yeah, your guna fuck Josie" (this kinda sentence always come up o.O Normal) and Phil said "Yeah of course Chris, best friends are guna fuck, moron!" (he was obviously being sarcastic about the 'yeah' thing). Yeah just me being silly, but it's nice to hear it ^^ Even if it was in a weird sentence XD

Well, i'm stuck for things to say, and i need a drink for this dry mouth i got X3 So i'm guna leave it there. Ohh and i won "Judge's Choice Award" at SKF's site contest thingy, cool!

[Edit] Made a wallpaper cos i was bored x.X Warning though, Serenity is nakey *shock* *gasp* *horror* So now that ye've had your warning, here it is: {Serenity Wallpaper}

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005


Time: 7:20am
Mood: Pretty Good
Music: SOAD - Spiders

I just go back from work, and now your thinking, "Wtf are you doing here? Go to bed crazy woman byatch" XD Well, surprisingly, i ain't tired, or achy. But the no achy thing can be explained, i rubbed painkiller (creme version) on my ankle, then wore a supporter for the whole day. And for my back i had this weird heat pad thingy. But it always might be due to the fact that i sat on my fat ass the whole time XD All me and Trish done for the whole day was put this leaflet thingy together.

Ohh, did i tell you i had a premanent job? Yeah at this factory that i'm working in at the moment. I won't always be working nights mind you, my normal hours will be 10:30am - 6pm or something like that. I'm trying to get Phil a job there with me XD Damn, if he works there, we probably won't get any work done! Haha, nah we will, it will just be jokes as well ^.^ Sp hopefully Jim says yes to Phil getting a job. So now Sephy won't be complained at by people, and she will have money to buy all the cool stuff she wants ^.^

You know they got a new monopoly board out? The new London version one is out XD Oh God, instead of getting 200 when passing go, you get 2 million! The money thing has been raised to actually seem abit more realistic to London prices. Fuck me London is an expensive place XD No wonder all my money gets drained haha!

Ok, there's probably something else i was meant to mention, but like always, i've forgotten X3 So i'll leave it at that. Have fun and take care people!

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005


Time: 4:36pm
Mood: Achy x.x
Music: SOAD - Sugar

Dear God i feel like shit >.< My whole body is aching like hell! Yesterday's work was probably the worst i've done. Not the actual work, just how i felt the whole time. As i said in the last update Phil called and we went out. We ended walking non-stop from when he rang me till about 5pm. Then i go to work and have to stand for 12 hours straight. MY FEET WERE FUCKED!! They still hurt x.X I'm guna kill Phil when i see him i swear i will. I had to sit dwn every 5 minutes, or my feet and ankles would have given in and i would just have collapsed (i have weak ankles).

Michael Jackson was found NOT-guilty on all 10 charges ^.^ I am happy about that. I honestly don't believe he done any of that stuff. I could give my reasons why, but then this post will be a million times longer XD Ohh, and i don't mind if you disagree with him being not-guilty, but just don't bad mouth the guy on my site thanks.

What else was there? Last Exile is getting better ^.^ I seriously love this anime, if you have a chance to see it, take that chance, i'm quite sure you won't regret it =D Serial Experiments Lain is about 95% done, so that should be hopefully done today. And i still need to watch the rest of Yami no Boushi.

Ravey babe, you ain't going mad, and neither is your computer, my navi bar is gone ^.^ I took it off. For those who haven't seen it yet, the Backroom and Guestbook buttons are just under my chatterbox picture. Both of those are links. I didn't bother putting Quiz Results, Log Out etc, cos you can get to those from GB or BR anyway, and it saves me making a million and one buttons.

There was probably something else i was meant to be chatting about, but i completely forgot XD So i think i'll leave it here. Ohh and if your wondering why i'm on, i get to go to work late ^.^

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