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Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Oh how it's been so long

Ah apparently you can't change backgrounds anymore on myo? Has Adam all but abandoned this place? I don't know but I'm stuck with this lucky charms like background now. At least Jon is here.

Well, Jenny suggested I post again maybe and I figured what the hell why not? Lord knows this will be the only place I can say something without getting in trouble.

And that means Jenny and I are officially friends again. I don't know how many people care but I hope it makes you happy (Megan, Belinda, Krissy) as it's made me. Feels like old times, yes?

I don't know what to say here um.

I'm in school.

I had a sexual revelation and that truly is the biggest secret. I think I'm in love with a girl. Lies, I don't think, I do know I love her but I don't know what that kind of love means.

Her name is Maureen and she is both the best and worst thing that happened to me. It's too much and too heavy and the way I feel about her changes depending on the weather and the time of day.

I don't know. Don't hold me to that. I've never felt so strongly about another girl before. And it scares me, and I don't want people's opinions of me to change but eh. I've already told my brother and Taylor and my other friends and Maureen knows so. Just my family and I'd only ever tell them if she'd be with me so.

We have a lot of problems. This is getting deep.

I like school and I feel much more settled.

I go to a lot of shows.

I still write a lot.

I've met a lot of people.

I want to go to Chicago.

Maybe I'll post again.

I know this was weird.

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Saturday, August 21, 2010

We can never go back Myo ):

It still feels good to have it here though so I at least know if I ever want to look at my past I can read through it. Though I haven't wanted to do any of the sort.

Oh well, I'll always have a special place here for the people I met and the fun we had.

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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

It's not at all that I'm not happy for you. I am beyond glad that you got everything you wanted because you have suffered a lot in your life and you do deserve someone to make you happy.

It's the way you went about it that's unsettling.

It never should've been a choose one or another sort of thing. It didn't have to be that way. People typically don't have to change all of themselves for one person to like them, not usually the basis of something good.

And it's so easy? It really makes me think that all of it meant nothing but it couldn't have meant nothing because all of those moments were substantial.

I was saddened by it in the beginning. I'm mostly indifferent at this point. I'd like things to be the way they were before but I doubt it's going to happen. So you come to a block and you move on and who knows if you come out better in the end because of it? that's yet to be seen.

Am I as happy as I was before? Quite possibly. They're not the same but maybe that's better. There's a lot of weird spaces that exist now I think. Topics that make people stumble and little things I still find hidden around my room that make me stop and think if only for a brief moment.

We played our roles pretty well. I take comfort in the fact that when shit came crashing down I had tried and I'm not the reason despite what you or anyone else says.

In other news I'm going to see The Young Veins aka Ryan Ross and Jon Walker in April. :D

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

You're awful.

I love you.

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Hey! It's my birthday! :D

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Thursday, November 12, 2009


Is he not the most gorgeous thing ever?

oh Jon Walker

I wanted to show you guys my kittens but my camera decided to die on me so I can't :/

Hopefully I'll get one for christmas.

My birthday is next month too. I am not going to tell you how old I will be lol

I love the holidays, people, how bout you?

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Monday, November 9, 2009


Okay, so, I was more than stoked when Jon Walker, ex-bassist for Panic At The Disco/current guitarist+vocalist for The Young Veins/the guy on my banner/my favorite band boy ever, talked to me on twitter well look what happened now, ya'll.


OH YES, PETE WENTZ FROM FALL OUT BOY TALKED TO ME. weird too how if Pete RT's you then you get like a bunch of fans following you too. Hmm.

Twitter is awesome, the end. Snap, if I get Joe to talk to me on twitter than I'll have gotten all of Fall Out Boy because Patrick doesn't have one.

I love my friends, all of them, even if they don't love me quite as much. <3



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Thursday, October 29, 2009

So, here is a picture of my haircut. This was done like right after I got it cut and I straightened it.


You like?

I should show you guys a picture of my kittens. They're so darn cute. But I'll wait till they're a little bigger. Ryan never wants me to take pictures of him and Spencer is actually a girl and Kurt wiggles a lot and Brendon is really smart.

Also, I'm sick. It's in my chest and it's a major bitch. :/



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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Looking through my archives was a bad idea.

I really miss Jenny. I don't think she understands.

folie a deux 16: we are the fucking equivalent of a gay couple. i don't give a fuck if you're not gay.

So, I'm gonna go cry now or something.

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Friday, October 23, 2009

Sorry, I haven't been around. I've kinda become totally addicted to Twitter. You guys should all get them and I promise I'll follow you. <3


The url if you do happen to have one.

My ear is messed up again, its all closed off and swollen and it hurts :/ I have a doctor's appointment Monday for it but I really don't think he'll do much.

Our cat had kittens, five of them and one died but the others are alive and nearly three weeks old and super adorable. Brendon and Ryan are probably my favorite ones, they're so cute.

Halloween is coming up. Are you guys dressing up? Or getting candy? I don't know if I'll do anything.

I'm gearing up to sign up for college again soon and go back for a second semester.

I got my hair cut and it's really cute and I'd show you except my stupid photobucket is acting up.

Ohh, I did change my site layout out a bit. I updated the pic of Jon in my header because I like that pic of him and my dear friend Mo printscreened a better version of him talking to me (which is still ftw)

So, I'll try to post more often and comment and everything and I love you guys still!



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