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Tuesday, April 12, 2011


Jenny I'm not sure I wanna go anymore. Jon is being an ass, but I love Empires. I'm not sure, we'll see what Taylor ends up doing since it depends on her.

Belinda I am alive! I'm usually on Twitter and rarely on facebook.

Well I can't be just friends and she's too emotionally stunted to be more. So I think I need to say goodbye. It's for the best anyway. It only hurts for a little while. I need to keep my resolve, though I think I will this time. I'm too embarrassed to carry on.

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Friday, April 8, 2011


There's a light on...

Jenny I hope you know I am not saying that Maureen is a better best friend than you were because it simply isn't the case. You two are too different to compare.

AZ Well, I definitely don't love her as a sister. I love her in a romantic way one of which I've never felt with a girl before really. She does know and she said she'd figured it out a while ago, but she's so emotionally detached that even if she felt the same way for me she would never be with me because she can't open up.


I really want to go to Chicago in May. It started as a joke but the more I think about it the more serious I am. I never do stuff like that and that's really the whole point.

I never do stuff like that.

But maybe I want to now? It'd be really spontaneous and fun and you only live once right?

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Wednesday, April 6, 2011


Oh how it's been so long

Ah apparently you can't change backgrounds anymore on myo? Has Adam all but abandoned this place? I don't know but I'm stuck with this lucky charms like background now. At least Jon is here.

Well, Jenny suggested I post again maybe and I figured what the hell why not? Lord knows this will be the only place I can say something without getting in trouble.

And that means Jenny and I are officially friends again. I don't know how many people care but I hope it makes you happy (Megan, Belinda, Krissy) as it's made me. Feels like old times, yes?

I don't know what to say here um.

I'm in school.

I had a sexual revelation and that truly is the biggest secret. I think I'm in love with a girl. Lies, I don't think, I do know I love her but I don't know what that kind of love means.

Her name is Maureen and she is both the best and worst thing that happened to me. It's too much and too heavy and the way I feel about her changes depending on the weather and the time of day.

I don't know. Don't hold me to that. I've never felt so strongly about another girl before. And it scares me, and I don't want people's opinions of me to change but eh. I've already told my brother and Taylor and my other friends and Maureen knows so. Just my family and I'd only ever tell them if she'd be with me so.

We have a lot of problems. This is getting deep.

I like school and I feel much more settled.

I go to a lot of shows.

I still write a lot.

I've met a lot of people.

I want to go to Chicago.

Maybe I'll post again.

I know this was weird.


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