Birthday 1992-06-20 Gender
Female Location Earth Member Since 2007-07-02 Occupation A Student/A Believer In God/Inspirational seeker and giver/Flower and Disney fantatic Real Name Meagan
Achievements Making it through life this far! ^_^ Anime Fan Since 6 years old Favorite Anime Chobits, Lovely Complex, Ah! My Goddess, Kobato, CLANNAD, Air, Hanamaru Kindergarten, and Saiyuki...and many more. :) Goals To live a life helping others Hobbies Reading, playing video games(Final Fantasy, Zelda, Chrono Trigger, The World Ends With You, Okami, and KH are my FAVS), and Analyzing Talents I play the trumpet, being a DISNEY fantatic, the ability to sing somewhat decent, and giving people adivce^^
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haha, wow! it feels so weird to be posting at 2 in the afternoon. I normally post around midnight. lol. um, anyway, i am feeling much better^^ idk what was really wrong with me, i guess i just had the flu. Except i haven't been in the best mood latley either. -__- I have been crying a lot and have been really sensitive, but i don't know why...? hopefully i will get over these feelings soon.
Anyway, how did your Halloween go? lol, i know this is kind of late to be asking that^^; Mine went ok, didn't really do much...i kind of slept on the couch the whole time...lol. I hope everyone had a fun, safe time though^^
Lets see...Friday was a ton of fun! We saw Bee movie, which is freaken hilarious and soooo cute! X3 haha. and then yesterday i went shopping and came home and did homework. -__- i have soooooooooooooo much homework! I got math and world history done, but i still have this huge biology project to do. -__- its like all of a sudden they just decide to shove homework down our throats. its really, REALLY annoying.
Also, i have been really stressed out lately because of this. What has really made me worry is that i have band auditions coming up, to decide whether we get in Concert or Symphonic band. We have to play 10 scales by memory then play a 15 measure song. -___- its really nerve wrecking. I have to play this Wednesday, so please wish me luck. I really need it^^
I will not be visiting sites today or answering pms! i am sorry, but i still have homework to do. i apologize for that, and i will try to get to them next weekend. *bows* Thank you all for being such great friends^^ *huggles*
1. Do you like my site changes?
2. What is one word to describe me?
3. Favorite movie?
3. hm, i have sooo many! XP Probably Anastasia.
YAY! theotaku is finally working again^^ ^_^ i have really missed this place. lol. but i am just happy to know how hard everyone worked to get this site working even better than before. i really envy them for their hard work and dedication.
So, anyway, how is everyone? Hopefully well. Yeah, i have been sick for the past 5 days now. lol. I didn't even go to my Halloween Parade that was Saturday. haha, i bet my Band director was furious for me not being there, but hopefully he understands why i couldn't make it. I am not even going to school today because i still don't feel the best(which doesn't bother me in the lease, lol). haha, i probably shouldn't be on the computer right now, but oh well. I just hope i get to feeling better soon, if I don't my French teacher is going to kill me if I'm not there on Tuesday. X3 He is going to be so pissed off when he doesn't see me in his class tomorrow. oops, oh well. XD
Anyway, I hope your Monday goes well^^ Halloween is in two more days. XD wow, that is so hard to believe....October! Where have you gone?! XD lol.
1. What was the first anime you ever saw?
2. Do you get hurt easily?
3. Any special talents?
1. I think it was Sailor Moon or Dragonball Z
2. yes, i am a very sensitive person. -__-
3. hmmm...i guess my ability to whistle. lol, i know that sounds ordinary but i can whistle about any tune. It actually helps me to play my trumpet^^
Well i hope your week goes well. Thank you for visiting my site^^ Take care!
^_^ Well I'm off from school now till Monday! XD YAY! haha, it feels so weird to be posting on a week day at midnight! XD i love it though^^ lol. I'm just going to take it easy these next two days till Saturday, which is the Halloween Parade. -__-
So what are you going to be doing for Halloween? Me, probably nothing. I might go hang out with my friends, but i wont go trick-or-treating. -__- I don't know why, but i have always hated trick-or-treating. I am really paranoid about it. I love to dress up in costumes in such, but just wandering around for candy doesn't impress me. haha, i dont know. I just cant believe its almost the end of October. -__- This year is going by so fast!!! XP December will be here before we know it!!!(haha, oh well, thats my all-time favorite month anyway^^)
Also, i know this is random, but some of you have asked what instrument i play in my band. I play the trumpet^^ lol, i never knew the trumpet was such a masculine instrument!! XD i thought mostly girls played the trumpet! but i was proved wrong when i walked into a room filled with 30 boys and only two other girls. lol. oh well, i have played the trumpet for 5 years now and i love it^^ Although, sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be in Orchestra....
I got to a few sites yesterday!!! XD haha, not many though. Sorry, i fell asleep. lol. But i will be getting to them all today!!! XD I haven't been to all of your sites for awhile now! So i am very sorry.
1. Favorite month? Why?
2. Favorite anime male character?
3. Tell me your goal in life.
1. December, because its so cheery!! XD
2. Hakkai from Saiyuki, i ♥ him^^
3. To be able to smile for the right reasons
Lets see...well yesterday went good, i mean with my band competition^^ We made third place! XD I felt really proud of my band. Last year in marching season we didn't do so good at our competitions. This marching season has been amazing. I have never felt so confident before. That was our last band competition for the season, now all we have left is the Halloween Parade, which is next Saturday. -__- i hate that parade. lol. But i hope that next year our marching season will be even better than this year's. Except we have 53 seniors that are graduating next year that won't be in the band anymore. -__- i have so many friends that are seniors in the band, its going to be so weird when i dont see them in band anymore. Especially Tiffany, who is one of my very dear friends. But she said she will come to visit us whenever she can^^
Yesterday was also a bit of a creepy/weird day. First off, my bus driver on my bus(We had 5 buses, i was on bus 5) was acting like he was drunk the whole time. When i got off the bus, he yelled, "WHERE'S THE PARADE?!" He yelled that like 3 times and i said to him this is a band competition, not a parade. And then later on he said, "LETS GO TO WAL-MART!" -__- and you know what is so hilarious about that? He actually went to walmart....he drove the bus we came down on to walmart while we were doing rehearsal....lmao...but it made me mad because we had all of our stuff on there!!! T_T I want to know if he got into trouble or not, because i dont think he was supposed to do that. lol. but at least he came back. haha.
and Secondly, we had some free time when we first got to Carthage(where my band competition was held. So keri and i just kind of wandered around the area. Well, there was this small playground and there was this man with his granddaughter. He looked at us when we were walking by and he asked me, "Hey, are the cooking barbecue up there?" We have a chuck wagon by our buses, where they were cooking food for us. i told him yes, but it was for the band. Then he just gave me this really creepy smile and said, "Oh, ok, thank you baby."...alright then..well we went past the playground and then later we headed back up to the buses, and we had to pass the playground to get there. He looked at me again and said, "Do you think you could get some food for my granddaughter?" i just stared at him and i started to get this really sickening feeling in my stomach. He saw the look i was giving him and just laughed, "Im not gonna bite! i have a granddaughter!" Like he was basically saying since i have a kid here with me, im not going to hurt you....stupid...Anyway, he stared to move closer to me and i inched toward keri more, who was walking a little bit ahead of me. He was saying, "Are you ok baby? Whats wrong?" I was so scared. i mean, here is this strange man coming towards me calling me baby...keri took my hand then and we practically ran up to the buses....thankfully we never saw him after that....he gave me such a creepy feeling...i was just thankful for keri to be there with me.
I am just happy yesterday is over with. lol. i am happy its Sunday, even though school is tomorrow. -__- which reminds me...i need to do my homework...lol, i shouldn't even be on here right now. but im off Thursday and Friday from school^^ YAY! XD that makes me so happy! =^_^=
Well i apologize for not getting to sites at all this weekend, but this coming week i will get to them. So thank you to all of those who have been so loyal and always come by and read my post^^ It makes me so happy to read all of your comments, so thank you very much.
1. Favorite Disney character?
2. What age do you wish you could be?
3. Favorite holiday?
1. Belle from Beauty and the Beast. ^_^
2. 10 years old, you seem to be so care-free and are so innocent
3. Valentine's Day
Well i hope you all have a great Sunday and a new week^^ i apologize for this long post, but thank you for reading it^^ i shall see you all soon^^ take care!
Wow, i just got back from my vacation^^ it was a ton of fun! Well, kind of. -__- Everyone started getting all cranky like the second day we were in Branson and we all started fighting. I cried like 3 times out of nowhere and i walked away from my family about 5 times. lol. i am a really sensitive person i guess. but other than that, it was sooo much fun^^ Branson is amazing! There is so much to do there! So we just got home tonight and im pretty tired. it feels good to be back home, but at the same time it feels kind of weird. Now i have a load of homework to look forward to. -__- oh yay. lol. Keri has really missed me at school. lmao. she said she started crying because she missed me so much.That made me feel bad. =( poor keri. oh well, i get to see her this weekend^^ Which this Saturday is my last band competition!! YAY! XDXD
I bought way too much stuff. lol. the sad thing is half of my stuff is Nightmare Before Christmas. lol. i bought 4 t-shirts and a plush doll. lol. I have an obsession with Jack Skellington and Sally. lol
I apologize for not making it to sites lately. i really am. i have been so busy though. Also, i probably wont be getting to them this weekend either. I have a football game Friday, band competition Saturday, and tons of homework. -___- so i am very sorry. please don't delete me from your friend's list!!! Also, i will try to get to everyone's messages soon.
Wow, yesterday was such a busy day! I didn't get home till 2 in the morning. I was so tired and my muscles ached terribly. Even when i laid down to go to sleep there were throbbing so bad i could hardly keep still. The school that we had to perform at was a mile away from where are buses parked, and i had to walk up there 6 times! XP and perform our show 2 times. god, i was sooooo tired! lol. But anyway my band did a great job yesterday^^ Out of 33 bands we made 6th place. XD that is amazing i think, to get in the top 6 out of 33. My band director was very pleased^^ and that is all that matters to us. If we make our band director happy and proud of us, then to us it basically makes us feel like we did make first place. The band that did make first place was Cammington, but they have made first place for the past 2 years. lol, there like unbeatable! XD
The funnest part of the day was going back home actually, when i rode home with my uncle, grandma, and my mom. It was pitch black outside and we were in the country side of the city, so i could see the stars so clearly. it was really beautiful to me. i even saw a shooting star^^ lol. They kept singing songs out loud, and kept asking me to join them. haha, I'm like half asleep in my seat and my eyes kept closing, so no, i didn't sing. XD lol. but all in all, it was a good day^^ but it felt nice to come back home.
Actually next week is another long 3 hour trip, but I'm going on vacation right after my band competition^^ so its going to be very nice.
lol, i think I'm developing a crush on my friend Jeremy. haha, it was so funny^^ i kept looking at him yesterday and my face would blush every time and i kept wanting to talk to him. XP how embarrassing. but haha, who knows^^
So what are you planning on doing today? Well thankfully i don't have any homework, so I'm probably just going to relax today. and also, i will be getting to sites^^ so i apologize again for not getting to them yesterday. lol, and sorry for my constant rambling in this post^^ i hope it wasn't too boring for you.
1. Describe yourself in three words
2. Clouds or Stars?
3. Do you wish you could live anywhere else?
1. sweet, romantic, and caring
2. clouds, to me they represent pureness and innocence
3. no, i am content of where i live now, with my friends and family^^
So how did your week go? I hope it went well^^ and i hope you are all doing good. Its the weekend! XD YAY! Well, i have a band competition today. -__- i have to get at my school at 10 in the morning and if we make finals, i wont be back home till around 2 in the morning. lol. its going to be such a long day! XP i have to be on a stupid bus for almost 4 hours. -__- lol. ill just sleep on the way there. Well, wish us luck^^
My week this week was so busy. i was crammed with homework. -__- and i had to do a presentation yesterday, which was not fun. i hate standing up in front of other people. They just seem to stare at me with these blank eyes and it worries me to what there thinking at the moment. My brother says though that you should never really care how people think of you, just be yourself and be happy about it^^
Besides homework and school, everything has been going good^^ lol, except for Cody. He won't leave me alone!!! XP and he keeps asking me if i want a hug! lol. he says that to me everyday, "Meagan, can i give you a hug?" umm, no Cody, sorry. lol. i dont even hardly know him and he says the creepiest things to me. XP but my friend Jeremy really watches over me while Cody is around. lol, he is like my big brother. Thank god for Jeremy^^ XD lol.
So how are you liking my site? yes its a Halloween theme^^ and of course has the ever knowing "Nightmare before Christmas" music. lol. i ♥ that movie( and Jack Skellington is my love^^ XD) haha. and this theme is going to stay up all month long! XD wow, not changing my site for another month?! i dont think i can do that. ^_~ lol.
Well sadly i will not be getting to sites today, and i apologize for that. but i should get to them tomorrow^^ Also, thank you so much LGA775 and MyuKitsune for the wonderful drawings you made me^^ thank you!
1. What is your favorite song at the moment?
2. least favorite food?
3. Do you like to read?
1. DJ Melodie-"Beautiful Day"
2. taco salad XP
3. yes! XD i read all of the time! usually i read fantasy
Here is a quiz and video for you:
You Are a White Flower
A white flower tends to represent purity, simple beauty, and modesty.
At times, you are dignified like a magnolia.
And at other times, you represent great ecstasy, like a white orchid.
And more than you wish, you're a little boastful, like a white hydrangea.
Hello there everyone^^ Thank you so much for your comments yesterday! I love reading all of them. They seem to make me in a great mood^^ So thank you! *huggles*
So how is your weekend going? Hopefully well. Yesterday for me was fun, in some ways. The football game was really boring, and i actually fell asleep on Tiffany. lol. Except i had this kind of depression mood feeling, so i wasnt very happy at the game. Tiffany kept giving me these huge hugs though that always made me laugh^^ Tiffany is really short, so when she hugs me, she can only put her arms around my waste. lol. but Cody wasnt making my mood any better. He came up and gave me this huge hug from the back. i kind of got mad at him^^; lol. i yelled at him to never touch me agian like that. lol. it was scary!! XP
After the football game, i got to see my brother Zach, so he cheered me up a bit^^ he was there at the football game with my mom. ^_^ that really made me happy. He is like my father almost, since my Dad is oblivious to when my football games and competitions are. i tell him all of the time and he just forgets about them!!! XP thats because he has short term memory loss from drinking too much. -___- i havent seen him since March 5th and he only lives 20 minutes away. *sigh* i really want to see my Dad....
Also, i have some great news^^ My aunt's one foot is completely healed now!! XD YAY! i am soooo happy for her^^ but her other foot is still not doing too well, but the doctor said in another month she should be doing fine^^
Well i think i got to everyone's site yesterday.i apologize if i missed you. i should be getting to all of them again today^^
1. Have you ever wished that you were never born?
2. Do you dream very often?
3. What is your favorite food?
1. i have once before, but someone made me change my mind.
2. no i hardly ever dream, if i do, i never remember them
3. sweet potatoes X3
Here is a video and quiz for you(oh joy. lol):
Ouran High school host club Numa Numa! XD YAY!
What Anime Stereotype Is Yours? (Lots of Beautiful, Detailed, Banner Results!)
May you all have a great Sunday^^ and have a happy new month starting tomorrow^^ First day of October!! Also, i wish you a happy birthday kutekittykyo for Monday! XD YAY! Well, take care my sweet souls^^
So how did your Week go? hopefully it went well^^ i am so happy its the weekend! YAY! XD even though i have a football game to go to today. -___- and its the homecoming football game. but it starts right at noon, so hopefully it will go by fast^^ lol. but then after that im going to go hang out with my brother Zach. That should be fun^^ lol.
This week for me was harsh in some ways. This religion project were supposed to do for World History is due next week, actually we have to present them. Well my group of 4 just barely finished it today. Actually, I finished it. -__- i was the one who got most of the information and i did the power point. i hope im not sounding selfish, but my group didn't hardly do any work and they just sat there! This one boy in my group named Hayden, he just sat there and kept saying, "Im confused..." -__- I think its really unfair that i had to do all of the work. And supposedly the everyone in the group gets the same grade. My mom kept telling me to tell the teacher about it, but i dont think i could. I would feel bad telling on them like that, and they did get a little information. I just hope we get a decent grade on it, because it has really been making me stressful. -__-
Next week i go to Springfield with my band. it takes about 3 hours to get there, so ill probably just fall asleep on keri like i did last time. lol. Except i have to make sure i sit on the inside of the seat and not the outside, because last time i almost fell out of my seat completely. lol. luckily Keri caught my arm before i fell out. lol. she said i was still fast asleep. Haha, it seems like Keri is always saving me in some way. She has saved me from going out in front of at least 5 cars. lol. Haha, its also funny when Derek is saying something perverted(he is a big pervert), keri always jumps in and covers my ears, and then she yells at Derek telling him not to corrupt my mind. lol. I am so thankful for all of my friends^^ i have a lot of friends, but i have 5 really close friends and i love them so much. i dont know what i would do without them^^
Well i should be getting to sites today^^ So thank you for reading my post! Haha, sorry it wasn't very exciting^^; oh! also, Angel Zakuro if your reading this, i just want to say i hope your feeling better^^
1. What is your worst negative trait?
2. If you could have any animal as a pet, what would you have?
3. Is there any animes right now that you want to see?
1. probably being too worrisome. i worry a lot.
2. a polar bear^^ they are so cute! X3
3. yes^^ i want to see D.Gray-Man and Shuffle!
Here is a quiz and video for you:
You Are Strength
You represent both fiery energy and steadfast will.
You are innocent and naive - yet unafraid and undaunted.
Perhaps you don't have the most powerful physical strength...
But your mental powers make up for any amount of muscle.
Lately, you have been a pillar of ethics and moral strength.
And while things may be difficult, your faith in yourself will come through.
You may need to conquer the animalistic nature of yourself or others, with gentle force.
Although this may seem like the darkest hour for you, victory is near.