Birthday 1992-06-20 Gender
Female Location Earth Member Since 2007-07-02 Occupation A Student/A Believer In God/Inspirational seeker and giver/Flower and Disney fantatic Real Name Meagan
Achievements Making it through life this far! ^_^ Anime Fan Since 6 years old Favorite Anime Chobits, Lovely Complex, Ah! My Goddess, Kobato, CLANNAD, Air, Hanamaru Kindergarten, and Saiyuki...and many more. :) Goals To live a life helping others Hobbies Reading, playing video games(Final Fantasy, Zelda, Chrono Trigger, The World Ends With You, Okami, and KH are my FAVS), and Analyzing Talents I play the trumpet, being a DISNEY fantatic, the ability to sing somewhat decent, and giving people adivce^^
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^______^ Hiya my dear friends!!!! Wow, its been forever hasn't it?! I can't believe how long it has been since I have actually posted a REAL post, and especially on myotaku as well!! *HUGS* I have missed you all so much, you have no idea! Please tell me, how have you been?! Anything exciting that has happened to you? How is your week going so far?
Before I start my post, I want to apologize for how long I have been gone and not leaving comments. I know you all say its ok, but its not. I'm not being a good friend. A lot has been going on, but I'm doing much better^^ Some thoughts and had been having some friend troubles, but this is life. Sometimes bad things happen or something unexpected, but that doesn't mean we give up on ourselves. I just have to keep smiling. I know I can get through all of this, I just have to be strong and positive, as you of course have taught me Caprisha^^ and of course you Kathryn. =] And Kelsey, Lys, Xaos, Jessica, Diana, this list goes ON AND ON!! =) Thank you everyone for being here for me, it means a lot.
Well lets see...school is getting out this week, Thursday actually. But I start summer school right after that^^; I'm doing driver's Ed and P.E. -__- oh joyous fun. lol. What are your plans for this summer? Besides homework and summer school, nothing for me. lol. Everyone in my family wants me to get a job, but yeah, I don't really want one right now. lol. I actually wanted to work at Barnes and Nobles, but I have to be 18 because of all the naughty books/magazines. =P I think I'm a bit more mature than that. lol.
Last weekend I had to watch Hanson(remember him?). Well we played Mario Kart Wii ALL DAY LONG!!!!!! O_____O So annoying!!!! and then he would get mad at me when I didn't let him win. -__- He has terrible mood swings. He spent the night and so I slept next to him, and the whole night he was kicking me. So yeah, didn't get much sleep^^; lol. But I love being with little kids, I hope someday I can work with kids.
Wow, now that I think about it...May is almost over with!!! @_@ Where did the time go?! June will soon be here, which my birthday is June 20th. Sweet 16. Oh yay. lol. I don't get excited about my birthdays anymore, I could really care less really. lol.
You are an Innocent Uke!
Cute and sweet, and most gentle of all uke, whips and chains are not for you - you just want someone to love you. You are often spotted in candy shops wearing furry kitty ears, where you are sure to be noticed by the Romantic Seme, whose protective instincts will kick in and will only want to take you home and love and protect you. And you, of course, will be more than happy to spend the rest of your life baking cookies for your seme.
Most compatible with: Romantic Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Don't Fuck With Me Seme
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.
Well I'm going to go visit some more of your sites(I'm sorry, I will try to get to them all as soon as possible!!!) and then I'm going to sleep. Wish me luck on my finals this week! *hugs* Take care everyone! I will post again soon^^ I love you all so much! May you be blessed. ^_^
Hello there everyone^^ I just wanted to thank everyone who looked at my story from yesterday and also for commenting on my last post. *hugs* If you haven't read my story yet, if you could please go look at it^^ Thank you so much! *hugs*
Anyways, I'm not here to type up a long post^^; but I'll do that maybe this weekend or next week. ^_^ Also, before I go, thank you filo05 for the beautiful wallpaper and to DaFeather for making the very heartwarming gif up above. ^_^ I love you guys! And of course, thank you to all of my friends on here! You guys mean the world to me! ^_^ *hugs*
So how are you doing? XD lol. This week for me has been....a bit worrisome and a little bit of suffering, but its ok....one thing that really got me though was my Dad found out I was going through an anxiety disorder right now and he didn't even say anything...we had plans for the weekend, but he called the day before telling me some excuse...even AFTER he knew about my problems. -__- I just don't understand him...I wish I could be able to just see him once! I guess he loves the alcohol more than me. =(
I'm trying my best to be strong and positive though^^ Sorry for being a bit negative in this post^^; Anyways, please take care everyone! May your weekend be a blessed one and may you all shine forever! ^_^ Have a happy Easter! *hugs* I will be visiting sites this weekend! =)
Haha, it feels kind of weird to be posting on a Friday^^; and at almost 1 in the morning. I am just happy to be posting on the good old MyOtaku^^ lol. Anyways, I'm staying home today...actually I have been off since Wednesday from school^^; I'm sick right now, I don't really know what I have. Some kind of cold. lol. I have noticed a lot of people have been getting sick, well if you happen to be sick please feel better soon and rest! Also, if you are not sick...STAY HEALTHY!! XD lol.
Anyways, how has your week been so far? Hopefully good for all of you. My week has been going pretty good actually^^ I went to counselor on Tuesday. I told her I haven't started taking the medicine yet, since I wanted to wait a week or so to see how I was, and she said that was fine...she actually told me I have been improving tremendously and she will probably only have to see me 8 more visits.... ^_^ That really made my day when she said that! I mean, yes, I knew I was feeling better and the thoughts weren't as frequent, but hearing those words come from a professional just makes me really happy^^ lol. She has actually helped me a lot, and a counselor is what I want to be someday...so maybe this was good experience for me?...Anyways, my family and friends have helped me sooo much through this hard time....they mean everything to me. And all of you on here as well^^ You have helped me so much...Thank you. I have no regrets for these thoughts...sure they have made me worry, but its making me into a stronger person...*hugs* Lets pray that I can get through all of this.... ^_^
So do you have anything planned this weekend? This Saturday is Hanson's birthday...were going bowling. XD lol. That should be fun...then I'm spending the night with Keri again. LOL. Her Dad the other day bought me a Disney Princess coloring book... =^.^= That was soooo sweet of him! XD haha.
Anyways, thank you to those who checked out my last Wallpaper. *hugs* ^_^ I dedicated it to DaFeather, for she has helped me so much. I am actually going to be making stuff for my friends on here^^ Animegal84119 and Angel Zakuro, you two are next! XD lol. And also, thank you to everyone who added me on my Otaku World. Thank you so much^^ *hugs* I think I added everyone who had a world on TheOtaku...at least I think...? lol.
Also, before I go into questions, quizzes, etc., do you like my new site changes?
1. What is your favorite anime/video game character?
2. Favorite Song(s)?
3. Do you like the new changes on TheOtaku?
1. Chii from Chobits and Namine from KH
2. "What hurts the most"...the song playing on my site^^
3. um, yeah I really like the site...but I like how everything was before^^;
What is Your Inner Power? (Girls only)
WindYour inner power is Wind. You are carefree, happy, and light. Life doesn't bother you, and this year simply flew by. To observers. Inside, you are also happy, but there is a strange tinge to that happiness...almost bitter. Let me ask you a question: Do you lie? No, let me rephrase that: Do you lie to yourself? Or do you lie to others? Either way, you're making yourself get more and more sad, even though you are working harder and harder at being happy for your friends. There is something gnawing constantly at your insides - what is it? Pain, rage, sorrow? Can you yourself define it? You cover it up with jokes, precision, and music. But it is really working? You are emotionally beaten quite easily. The simple cry of, 'You're annoying!' penetrates through your seemingly iron-thick defenses straight into your heart, where you are most vulnerable. Hot showers are perfect for the healing of hearts; crying and singing while in the shower works well too. Please stop making yourself miserable. We all care about you. Take this quiz!
Thank you for visiting me! I will be posting back and forth between my sites^^ I'm not leaving MyOtaku...I would never do that. Anyways, sorry for the long post^^; I hope you all have a great day though and a good weekend! =D Take care my dearest friends! And again, thank you for everything^^ *huggles*
Hello there everyone^^ I will update a better post this Friday, but I just wanted to say I have a new "blog/site" thing on theOtaku. lol. So please go check it out^^ I haven't written a post up there yet, but I will soon!
^_^ It's a new month now! YAY! XD haha. I am actually very happy about that^^ February was not a good month for me...at all. -__- So lets hope March is a wonderful month; for all of us^^
Anyways, how have you all been? How has your weekend been going? Mine has been going pretty good so far! Keri spent the night Friday; we went to Target and had a puppet show! XD haha, you should have seen all the crazy looks people were giving us! lol. Then yesterday we went and saw Penelope. It is a FANTASTIC movie! So sweet^^ Then I got a manga called "High School Debut". XD And now I'm watching Hanson...haha, he's playing Kingdom Hearts right now.
Well my "disturbing thoughts" are improving. I still have them and I still get in these really sad moods. Just thinking them makes my stomach hurt and I just feel like I want to cry. It is so miserable....I just want them to go away so badly. I just pray in my heart that I don't ever hurt anyone or myself.....
But enough about this. I have decided to make my posts more positive. I know you guys have your own problems and you certainly don't need to hear mine! I know you guys would always be there for me but I don't want to trouble you guys with my problems. Besides, if I told some of you my thoughts you would think I was crazy. -__- So from now on, my posts WILL be positive and more meaningful^^ I want you guys to be in a happy mood after you read my post; not a depressing one. *hugs*
This coming week I have a band concert AND a contest^^ So please wish me luck! ^_^
1. Who is someone on the Otaku that you are truly happy to have met?
2. Favorite Smiley?
3. Any movies you want to see?
1. I have many friends on here that I am truly blessed to have met. But I must say DaFeather. She has helped me so much through my problems and is SO positive. She has been through so much, but still she amazes me! She is a very awesome person^^ Thank you DaFeather!...and of course I am happy to have met you Animegal84119^^(lol XD) And Angel Zakuro, Master Hiko, LGA775, Lys...this list goes on and on!
3. I really want to see that "Horton Hears a Who" movie^^
You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat
You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.
I hope this coming week for you will be a blessed one^^ Thank you so much for visiting me, it means so much. All you guys are awesome! XD Sorry I haven't commented that much lately^^; I will get better at that. lol. Before I go though, can you please go check out my E-card section? Thank you^^ Now time to work on my Sunflower Texture project for Art! XD lol. Take care my dearest friends!
Haha, so how did your weekend go? Hopefully it went well^^ Mine was great! Saturday I spent time with the family for my Grandma's birthday, which was A LOT of fun. Except my brother's adopted son Hanson was VERY annoying. -__- He's a cute kid, but has some issues....anyways, Sunday was a blast. Keri came over(and still is! She's sitting right next to me right now! XD lol). We have been taking random pictures and laughing at extremely stupid things. But hey, whats new...lol. Keri is awesome, she's the greatest friend you could ever have!! XD =D
So how did last week go for you? Mine was...eh..? No it went pretty well. I got off early from school on Wednesday and don't go back till tomorrow.*Makes sad face* lol. Also this week I have been watching Hanson almost every day. He doesn't leave me alone!!!!!! He seems to be violent at times....*cough* but moving right along. In a way I have grown fond of him like he is my own younger brother, even though I have only known him for a few weeks. lol. He seems to have grown fond of me, since he loves to try tackle me to the ground and give me random hugs...lol. He is soooo cute! XD lol.
Here are the classes I signed up for my Junior year:
-American Lit. and Comp.
-AP US History
-Becoming a Teacher
So yeah, there's my lovely classes. XD lol. Wow, I'm going to be busy....
Oh yeah, I'm doing a lot better with my "depression" issues. My family and friends(KERI) have really helped me out. I love them so much^^ I am going to a counselor, who is helping me as well. I hope I can go back to being my positive self once again^^ lol
Anyways, I better wrap this post up since its getting a little long^^; I apologize. Thank you for your lovely comments and messages. I love you guys! =D *hugs* Also, please go check out my E-card section, there's a new one up^^(well from V-day) *hugs*
1. Anything exciting happen to you last week?
2. Favorite Candy?
3. Do you like to spend time with your friends or family the most?
1. Umm...haha, Animegal84119 and DaFeather gave me their cell phone numbers^^ Its a lot of fun! Now I can text/call them whenever! XD lol
3. It depends, there are only a couple of friends that I like to spend time with, so I guess my family
YAY! A BUNCH OF PICS. OF KERI AND I!!! =D(Keri is the one with the dark/shorter hair and glasses; and I'm the one with the long/auburn colored hair.lol) Yeah I look freaken hideous. -__-
Hello there everyone! =D How is your weekend going so far? Hopefully well^^
Did you have a good week? My week was pretty insane. lol. I have Influenza A, this terrible flu. -__- Thankfully though I think its going away. So I only went to school on Monday. Haha, wow so much homework! Thankfully my friend Keri though went to most of my teachers and got my work for me^^ So that was very nice of her.
Are you doing anything special this weekend? Today I'm going to go get my haircut, then I think I'm going to go spend the night with Keri. Watch movies and all that fun stuff. lol. I need to get my mind off a lot of things at the moment....
Do you ever think really stupid thoughts? That are really negative or just not you? And some of them are just plain creepy or disturbing? Lol, thats how I've been. Its so scary and so not like me. I'm going to a psychiatrist this coming Friday, so I hope she can help me out. -___- I'm sick of being like this, I want to go back to being my positive, happy self again. Now I keep overreacting to everything and analyzing everything. Ugh. -___- I pray that the good lord may help me and bless me. Is it normal though to be like this at times?
On a happier note, I get off early Wednesday next week^^ And don't go back to school till Tuesday that next week! Does anyone else have any days off next week? Mine is becuase of enrollment, which I have a conference for that this coming Wednesday. Oh yay. Lol. I'm taking a "Becoming a Teacher" class, so that should be fun. XD lol. I'm also taking a higher English class, so lets hope I do well in there!
Anyways, I need to sum this post up^^ Its getting kind of long. But before I go on to questions and all that quiz fun stuff(lmao) I just wanted to say thank you to all of you who come by and read my post, comment on my ecards/wallpapers, and message me^^ You are all the best! *hugs*
1. Say one positive thing to me^^
2. When is your birthday? How old will you be turning?
3. Excited for Valentine's Day?
1. Um...Flowers and God^^ XD haha.
2. June 20th, I'll be turning the sweet 16. -__- oh yay.
3. Valentine's Day is a very special day to me. It was the day my Grandpa was born on and the day he passed away. I also just really love this holiday, but at the same time kind of sad. -__-
Which character from Pucca are you?
You are ching. Gentle, kind but sometimes hardcore. You're weapon involves the sword and you enjoy nature. You are true blue! or pink in this option. XD Take this quiz!
Ok I guess thats all I have to say^^ Sorry this post was kind of long^^; But thank you for visiting me! *bows* And if you haven't checked out my new E-cards from the other day, please do so...if its not too much trouble of course^^; Thank you! I will try my best to get to sites! *hugs* Take care my lovely friends^^
Hello there Everybody! =D Did you guys miss me?! XD My computer is finally fixed!!! =D
Wow, its been such a long time! Its been over a month since I have written a decent post! >_< I am so sorry I haven't been here to get to sites! I tried my best to get to some yesterday, but I really wasn't feeling the best. Still isn't. I'm staying home today from school because I'm sick and so is my Mom. =( A lot of people have been sick lately.......
Anyways, how have all of you been?! I missed you guys sooooo much!!! *hugs computer* ^_^ Its great to be back! Haha, well I guess I'll give an up-to-date report on me:
-Have been making really good grades at school, lowest is a B right now! =D Also, in school we are starting enrollment soon. So I am looking for classes to take next year^^
-My uncle and aunt are going to be adopting a little boy from China soon
-Saw "Meet the Spartans" last weekend. Freaken hilarious. Also, went up against a 7 year old boy on Dance Revolution! =D I beat him at that but he beat me at bowling. =( Pretty pathetic. lmao
-I am taking confirmation classes, so I will be getting baptized soon^^ On April 20th
-Been watching a TON of anime. My current obsession is Pucca, seen every episode so far. lol
-I have been depressed lately....been thinking bad thoughts...really bad thoughts. Anyways, I have been trying my best to stay positive, so hopefully I will get over it soon. I'm going to a psychiatrist sometime next week.
-I put up some new ecards! =D Please go look at them when you can. Thank you to those who already have! *bows*
....Well thats about it for me, nothing too exciting. Well it is February, which in a way is a very special month to me. Lets hope this month goes good^^
I will try my best to get to more sites this week, I am so sorry again. I feel awful for not visiting in such a long time. =( And I promise as well to go see any artwork, wallpapers, etc. you might had submitted when I was away, I will go and comment on those^^
Sorry this post is really random. I'll try to make it better "arranged" this weekend^^, thats when I'll be posting again. I might be spending the night with Keri that day though, since her birthday is this Wednesday. Haha, I got her a build a bear for her birthday^^ lol. Anyways, on to questions AND quiz result! =D Wow!
1. How has you week been going for you?
2. Miss me while I was away? =P
3. Any obsessions you have been having lately?
1. ok so far I guess
2. I hope you did! XD lol. I know I missed you!
3. Yes, PUCCA!!!! XD lol and my world history teacher....*cough* ^_~ lmao.
Which Ouran High School Host Club Guy's Heart will fall for you? [Contain Spoilers] [For Girls Only] [Includes Pics]
Mitsukuni Haninozuka - The [CUTE HUNNY] The [HOST CLUB LOLITA] The [NEIGHBOUR]About Him: Mitsukuni is also known as Hunny, his nickname. He likes to be cute and do rather cute things such as eating cakes and sweets, carrying his stuffed rabbit, Bun-Bun. This is why he is known as the Host Club Lolita. Even though he is small and cute, he is the National Middle School Champion in karate and judo. He is very physically strong and will protect his friends no matter what. [In his past time, he tried to stop doing cute stuff and just be a strict tight champion, but nobody can see him as that and so he turned back. (Anime version)]Why? Hunny, is a small cute boy. Hunny is protective and cares for all his friends, especially his cousin Takeshi. It probably would take time for Hunny to love you so much because he isn't the romantic material. Just the cute type. It's not just the cute side he has, he is strong. Whenever someone bullies or hurts you, Hunny will come save the day. But when Hunny does fall in love with you (whenever that day will come), he'll do anything for you, just like most guys. He'll probably present you with some bouquet or flowers picked up from various places. You love cute things just like Hunny, you probably like cakes and sweets. Make sure you give him plenty or else he'll be very angry! He hates to be mean to others. But he likes to take naps and hugs, I'm sure you do too! You probably the type to wake up late like him, so there will not be any problems with Hunny waking up as he hates being woke up in the morning. Eventually, the more time you spend with Hunny, you might see Hunny's dark side accidentally even if you didn't want to. You have been warned. =) Having an adorable guy like Hunny will leave a protective, cute, fun lifestyle. Take this quiz!
Again, its great to be back and I have missed you all so much^^ Thank you for being awesome friends! You are all truly great! Oh! And before I go I would like to thank Lys and excalababe for making me the beautiful buttons^^ I cherish them deeply!
I hope you all have a great week! Take care my fantastic friends^^ May you be blessed! *hugs*
Hello there everyone! Well this is going to be a very short post. My computer has a virus on it right now. I am on the internet at my unlce's house right now. =( I don't exactly know when I will be on next....hopefully pretty soon...so please don't delete me off your friend's list. Also, I will try to get to messages when I come on next. *hugs.* I miss you guys! I hope I can be on soon! but it might be awhile...anyways, take my lovely friends. Comments (20) |
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Haha, I can't believe its 2008!!! =D That is so amazing! Time sure has gone by fast..I am just hoping 2008 will be a better year^^ So how did your 2007 year go? Did you have a lot of good times?...or did you have more bad times? Haha, or maybe your just half and half? ^_^ That year for me was...emotional. I don't think I have ever cried so much in my life then what I have this year, but I know thats just because I am a sensitive person. lol. I would write about how each month went for me, but I can't remember anything. lol
So here are some of my resolutions for the New Year:
1. To be baptized, I am actually starting classes In January, so I hope I continue going to them....being closer to God has helped me become a better person, so I hope being baptized will help me even more^^
2. Start being more confident. I have extremely low self-esteem, so I wish to change that
3. Making more gifts for my friends here on theotaku^^
4. Be more kind and helping to people, especially to some of the people at school
Well those are some of my resolutions, haha, I hope I can achieve some of them. What are some of your resolutions?
Anyways, enough about the new year...so how is your week going so far? Hopefully well^^ Haha, my week so far has been...humorous? lol. Yeah Yesterday My mom and Grandma went to the grocery store, so I just sat in the car. Well I ended up just curling up in the backseat and falling asleep. Well my friend Keri was in the store I guess the same time my Mom and Grandma were, so she came out to the car to see me...lmao. She said it looked like someone had kidnapped me. lol. I wonder how many people looked in my grandma's car and just saw me laying in the backseat....lol.
Haha, also just like 2 minutes ago we called my Grandma to wish her a happy new year and she yelled, "Happy Birthday Debbie("My mom's name)...XD lmao. Is my Grandma drunk?
Ugh, I can't believe its almost time for me to go back to school! >_< I go back this Thursday. Oh joyous fun. haha. But one good thing to really look forward to is having art class with Keri! =D I feel really sorry for that teacher. lol. Yeah, but the remainder of my break I don't think I am doing anything special...probably just going to be sitting around. Actually, I might go see a movie. Hopefully. Haha, but I know I will be on here a lot! So I will be getting to sites most of this week^^ I got to some yesterday, but I had to watch the precious dogs as well. Thankfully they are going home today^^ YAY!
Also, before I close this post up, I added a GIFT section to my page. If I have ever requested anything or if anyone ever gave me a gift, your in there. I dedicate to all those people who have. But don't think just because you have never made me a gift I don't appreciate you! I love everyone of my friends on here, I love reading your posts and all your comments you gave me. So thank you so much for letting 2007 on theotaku be a great one for me....you all are truly great friends! ^_^
1. Is there anything you are looking forward to in 2008?
2. Any worries about the new year?
1. Hmmm...not really^^; Just living each day to the fullest is fine enough for me
2. Oh yes, this is a big year for me. I am going to learn how to drive finally(I should have done that months ago), I am getting a part-time job, and need to start getting my community service hours in to school. ugh. -__- please wish me luck with all of this.
Well before I go, I thank you all again for making 2007 be a great year. May all your wishes and dreams come true my friends^^ Also, thank you to those who sent me lovely New Year greetings^^ Take care! *hugs* Down below is a tiny gift I made to all my friends on here^^