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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

   I've got issues.

Time: 9:07 PM
Song: Errr...the song of silence. XD
Mood: Tired and bored

The very purpose of existence is to reconcile the glowing opinion we have of ourselves with the appalling things that other people think about us.
-Quentin Crisp


Okay, I'm in one of those phases where I'm really tired, but I don't want to go to sleep. I really really want to play my videogames...*twitch* But I decided my sudden obsession with my new game is less important than posting on the lovely Otaku. So here I am.

I haven't done this in a while, so if you kind of lose track of what I'm talking about, just stop reading and leave a comment like "So-and-so was here" just so I know you attempted it. Or if you like to leave rambling comments such as I do, that's acceptable as well.

Anyway, I'll start with my day. So I got up at around 10 this morning. Pretty normal for me during the summer. I ate some Cheerios and watched Law and Order SVU...(Which sucks by the way. If you're ever going to watch Law and Order, watch the original or Criminal Intent. Way better.)

Then at around 12:30 I left for my clarinet lesson, riding my bike along, whoop-dee-doo. That ended at like 2. I got back home, read some fanfiction...

ZOMG fanfiction!! I have had a hardcore obsession with YAOI lately. I have NO idea why. I'm usually not that interested in it, but if you find the really funny ones that aren't grossly M-rated, it's kind of entertaining. Along with a Bleach obsession. I am a huge fan of Renji. He will be my next theme, no doubt.

And now I'm sitting here posting this post and petting my doggie. ^.^ Yay. I wish I had more to say, but...WAIT I DO HAVE MORE TO SAY!!

So my good friend Emily has been dating this guy (Jared) for like 2 years. Now, he used to live around here where I live, but then his mom got a new job and they had to move to Florida. Mind you, he lives there now, and their relationship was still quite sturdy, as far as all of us knew.

And then, a couple of days ago, I found out that Jared broke up with her. On the last day of school. THE LAST FRIGGIN DAY OF SCHOOL. Which was June 9th. That was like...A MONTH AGO. And my friends Laura and Laura both knew, and everyone knew, EXCEPT FOR ME. O.O" DUUDE! I hang out with Emily 24/7! I see her ALL THE TIME!! WHY was I not informed of this HUGE newsflash?

She sent an email out to our inner circle! They showed it to me! And my email address was NOT listed! I was kind of pissed, to say the least. I mean, I thought she could trust me enough to tell me stuff like that, but apparently I'm not that awesome. I'm just really confused, because I would've been happy to help with anything and I would've been there, but I can't really be there if no one TELLS me. Sigh. So I don't know what to think.

And thus ends my post for July 7th. *tips invisible hat* Good day. Wo ai tamen. That means I love you all in Chinese. Really. :) Well, the fact that it's Chinese, and that it's true. Ja ne~!

Bleach Pictures, Images and Photos

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Time: 1:27 PM
Mood: Bored
Song: Link (Kiss Mix)-L'arc-en-ciel

Reality is something you rise above.
-Liza Minnelli


Hello, all. So I changed my theme. ^.^ To L'arc! L'arc=LOVE. I love them so much!! XDD Lol.

Sorry I've been gone for so long...Most of you probably thought I'd died. XD But as I've said before, you guys are some of my dearest friends, and I have an obligation to you. ^__^ *hugs*

Anyway, nothing's really been going on with me. I would comment on some of your guys' posts, but it seems no one's updated lately...>.<

So, yup, just thought I'd post on here to ensure you that I'm still alive, school just got a little overhwhelming and now that it's over I've got nothing to do! XD *glomps you all*

Ja ne~! Zai chien!

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

   a special announcement.

Time: 5:29 PM
Mood: Okay
Song: The Resistance (Anberlin)

The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced.
-Frank Zappa


Happy birthday, Zakuro-chan. Best of wishes. ^.^ *hugs*

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

   [insert o////O face here!]

Time: 5:31 PM
Mood: Tired
Song: Blame Me! Blame Me! by Anberlin

Look for the ridiculous in everything and you will find it.
-Jules Renard


Hey guys! Again, sorry I haven't been on, a lot of stuff to do for school lately. Papers, projects, etc. And just a lot of homework in general. Yeah. So, since I have a little time tonight, I changed my layout (and my song ^.^) and decided to update you all on my day today. I know you're excited. XDD

Okay. So today, on the bus...Oh God. I've never been so scared in my life. Okay.

So I got on the bus, shivering my ass off (it's friggin cold up here!), looking for Emily so I could sit next to her. When I finally found her (way in the back T.T), I sat down, said hi, blah blah.

Max and Dan are at my bus stop too, and they were walking right behind me--They're 2 of Poodles' best friends. (I know, just my luck.) And the two of them sat somewhere behind me, and little did I know that Poodles was sitting in the seat right across from me! (I was in the aisle seat; he had a seat to himself.)

Okay. So he scooted out to say something to Max, so his head was peeking out of the aisle, and I was still swinging my backpack off and sitting down, and when I finally managed to sit, he turned back around.

OMG. Okay. Our faces were not even 3 inches apart! Oh my God. It was so scary. I could feel my face turning bright red; and you talk about the jitters? Yeah. Jitters. UBER-jitters. I about almost fell off my seat. o.O

Other than that, nothing especially exciting happened today. There's not really anything going on with my friends...I'm just suffering from over-work and stress. Haha. It's all good. All a part of life, right? XD

*glomps you all* I love you all so much! Remember that! Send me an email or a PM if you ever need anything! I usually check my email first when I get on the computer, so yeah, so that if you want to. ^_^ *more hugs* I'll see ya'll as soon as I can! Sayonara!

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

   [insert ANGRY FACE!!! here]

Time: 5:54 PM
Mood: Pissed at the world/Tired
Song: Whatcha Gonna Do With It (Family Force 5)

Genius is an African who dreams up snow.
-Vladimir Nabokov


OMG!!! Okay. So. I was sick yesterday! >.> And so I missed school. I felt a lot better this morning, so I was like "YEAH!! LET'S GO TO SCHOOL!!" And then I look in the mirror.

...Blotches. Bright. Red. Blotches. All over my face!!! I was like, "WTF?! Where did these come from?!" And they didn't go away. Throughout the entire day. So I looked like a frickin...freak. Or something. All day. And I had to ask Poodles something about Spanish! With these ugly red blotches! It was so embarassing. Mom says I might have had an allergic reaction to something I took yesterday. I dunno. And they're really itchy. *itches* Lol.

After I got over THAT, I had to take one of those really fun things--Standardized tests! I took the PSAT. (Preliminary...SAT. I don't know what SAT stands for.) And it was really hard! I'm taking Geometry this year; and I was talking to my friend Michelle (who's in Pre Cal) and she said a lot of the math stuff on the test was Algebra II stuff. Algebra II!!! No wonder I had a hard time with it.

...And so that made me mad. Because I really wanted to do good on it, but they only gave us 25 minutes for the math section and I still had like 5 problems to go when they told us to stop. T__T"

Then I saw...the bitch. ;__; You guys will LOVE this story...(And it's not about Shelby. Shelby has done NOTHING compared to this girl...I'm not even gonna tell you her name. Lol.)

Okay, so Homecoming was this past Saturday. Now, let me give you a brief overview of last year's Homecoming: My group of friends was huge, I got a flower (XD), it was really hot and crowded, and Poodles...is not the dancing type. He sat talking to Dan and Max the whole time. (They're really cool. Ironically, I'm really good friends with them.)

So, this year's Homecoming: A lot more fun. Two groups combined into one at the dance (much easier than last year), everyone was a lot less uptight, and they had better music. And the freshmen were fun. XD

Until...*cough* This happened. So, me and Kaylyn were walking over to the water fountains to get a drink. We were making our way back towards the dancing, and I'm busy adjusting my [uber-cool!] necklace, until Kaylyn says "Sam...Don't look over there. Please don't look over there..." She starts pushing me in the opposite direction, taking the long way around. So, of course, I look over there.

Which had to be the biggest mistake of my life. So (you know what's coming) there was Poodles...and the girl. The bitch. Ummm...You know how girls and guys dance at dances, right? Do I really have to go into the gruesome details? x.X

I must have been standing there for a while, because Kaylyn started poking me. She looked like she was expecting me to cry or something. And she kept saying, "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry! Don't worry about it, okay? It's nothing!"

So, this only gets better. We go back to our little dancing circle of friends. We dance, act like total dorks, blah blah blah. Our circle kind of circulates around the dance floor (because we like talking to people lol). Eventually we made it to...Him and his friends. Thankfully she was off getting punch or something. So we continue our pattern, talk, dance, act like morons, etc etc...

Until she comes back. You will not believe what she did! Okay, so at our school, the main room (this huge room called the Commons, and in the middle there's this pit...Called the Pit. It has three really wide steps leading down to it, and the Pit is where Homecoming basically happens.)

I happened to be standing on one of the awkwardly wide steps (they can fit about two people on one long-wise). It's really crowded; no lie. There were over 1,200 people there this year. So it was closely packed. Someone wanted to get past me, so I scooted back a bit, unknowingly backing right into Poodles. (I swear I didn't know. Really.)

This is the position she "caught" me in when she came back. She comes back to the group, you know, and she sees me. Mind you, I don't even know who she is--She inconspicuously makes her way in my general direction, talks with Poodles for a bit...And then the slow song stopped, and the normal music came on...I looked behind me, saw Poodles, freaked, and frantically tried to push my way back towards McKenzie and Laura.

The bitch...before I could escape, she pushes me over. She PUSHED me! I felt her hands on my arm. The bitch pushed me, and I fell down the steps.

I FELL DOWN THE FUCKING STEPS!! My dress went whoosh! right up over my waist, giving everyone (including Poodles, Greg, Harley and Dan) a nice view of my underwear.


I was so mad. SO. F-ING. MAD. UNIMAGINABLY. ANGRY. And at school today, she gave me this really dirty look and shoved past me on her way to class. Which just pissed me off even more. If anyone should be angry, it should be ME!!!

God...I can't even look him in the face now...And it's all her fault!! That's one of the most embarrassing things that has ever happened to me IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!! *mumbles a bunch of vulgar obscenities under my breath*

Not to mention the weather was horrible today, and I had a crapload of make-up work to do for yesterday. Which reminds me, I should be doing my debate prep. So I'll see ya'll later--I'm gonna try updating once a week. Hope it works. ^.^ *glomps* I love you all!

To the Girl Who Pushed Me Over:
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Thursday, October 9, 2008


Time: 7:13 PM
Mood: Tired/Glad that tomorrow's Friday
Song: Get Your Back Off the Wall (Family Force 5)

You must first have a lot of patience to learn to have patience.
-Stanislaw J. Lec


In case you haven't noticed, I'm obsessed with Family Force 5. XD Yeah, their music's a little strange, and most people I know don't like them, but that's why I think they're so cool. You won't find anyone else who sounds like FF5! *cough* But if you don't like the song, hey, just pause it. You know? Lol.

So I've been really busy. Actually, right now I should be studying for a Bio test tomorrow. But I don't feel like it. I'll do it during Journalism tomorrow. ^.^ I've had so much homework. SO MUCH HOMEWORK. Yeah. That's why I haven't been on.

Updates on my life:

1. Homecoming is Saturday night (o.O)
2. I have suddenly become the smartest person in my Spanish class. (What about Pablo? Pablo's supposed to be the smartest person in Spanish! NOT ME!! I've gotten three 100's in a row on our tests...)
3. Lots of homework
4. I've accidentally sat next to Poodles on the bus 3 or 4 times now. Not cool. I never realize before it's too late...>.>
5. Not much else.

Don't worry guys, you're not missing anything...T__T My life is boring. *sigh* Well, this is all I have time for.

LATER DUDES!! *glomps* Rofl.

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

   woo, i really don't like sundays

Time: 5:22 PM
Mood: Tired
Song: I'm...watching TV (lol)

If there wasn't a God, there wouldn't be any Atheists.
-My Google homepage

[No Astronomy pic today...I'm not on my computer...]


Hey all, just thought I'd post today since I don't know the next time I'll post. I just finished my AP History homework, so I'm pretty bored. XD Thank goodness for weekends.

Let's see, nothing really out of the ordinary happened this weekend. Yesterday me, Tonks and Moony went to see that Star Wars: Clone Wars movie at the mall. For animated sci-fi, it was actually pretty awesome. XD Yeah, we're nerds. There were like 8 people in the theater at the beginning of the movie, and then in the middle a crapload of people started coming in. It was really weird. I was thinking "Um, you've kinda missed half the movie, folks...o.O" Rofl.

After that I went over to Tonks' place since no one was home at my house. (My parents abandoned me! Haha) It was fun, since I haven't been over there in such a long time-over a year. In 8th grade, I went over to her house all the time. So we just ate pizza and hung out and talked. It was cool.

Right now, I am watching the Nascar race with my dad and my Uncle Brian. It's a pretty standard Sunday. And oh yeah, I went to church today. That was pretty normal too.

I'll try posting sometime this week, but I don't know how much extra time I'll have. If anything seriously major happens or something, I'll post, but if it's a pretty ordinary week, and I'm really busy, then I probably won't be on here at all.

So yeah. I'm thirsty. *glompage* Adios!

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Friday, September 12, 2008

   you people aren't the only ones lost on the poodles thing T.T

Time: 7:20 PM
Mood: Suckish
Song: SILENCE!!! I am not listening to anything.

He's turned his life around. He used to be depressed and miserable. Now he's miserable and depressed.
-David Frost

Astronomy Pic of the Day


So I'm really glad today's over, cuz this week has absolutely sucked. I don't think anything good has happened all year...*sigh*

Basically, all of my classes are never-ending voids of boredom, there's craploads of homework, I never have any free time, and dammit the guy I like has a slutty girlfriend!!! *fumes* Excuse my profanity...

We get to order class rings soon. It's pretty cool, I can't wait to order mine...Rings are pretty. Lol. I have nothing else to say. I have to go write an English essay.

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

   busy week!

Time: 4:28 PM
Mood: Relieved
Song: If Everyone Cared (Nickelback)

In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is stoned to death.
-Joan D. Vinge

Astronomy Pic of the Day


Whooo...I think I'm gonna make myself a button today. ^.^ Bwahaha...Okay, on to a different subject(s).

This week has been horrible. In Bio, Ms. Yenrick (our teacher) is such a bitch. She doesn't teach us anything, all she makes us do is take notes about stuff we already know (like how to make graphs T.T). And we started a lab yesterday, and 99.9% of the class has no idea how to do it/what we're doing/or why we're doing it. And we're expected to write a 4-page, 150-point lab report on it that is due next Thursday. In APA format (whatever that is), and it has more format requirements than an English paper.

Spanish is depressing; you know all those fun people from last year that are in my class this year? Mrs. Myers seems to have sucked all of the fun-ness out of them. That class is dead boring...I'm not used to a Spanish class being boring. To me, Spanish and "boring" do not go into the same sentence unless the word "not" is between them. I've never been in a boring Spanish class before, so it's quite strange/sad.

AP American History (ironically enough) is now my only interesting class of the day. We're doing a skit tomorrow on The Crucible. I'm so excited! It's gonna be a lot of fun, and the best thing is, we're not graded on it, it's all for extra credit! ^^ Pretty awesome.

Seriously. My life right now is seriously...boring. Uneventful. I have no interesting classes, with no interesting people or the interesting gossip that usually goes along with them. Well, I do have some gossip...*cough* About You-Know-Who...Bitch of the Century. Slut of the Season (haha, I like that one).

*takes a deep, calming breath* A very close friend of mine witnessed the WORST POSSIBLE SCENARIO the other day. THE WORST POSSIBLE SCENARIO!!!!!

Shelby...and...*takes another deep breath* Poodles. Walking down the hallway. Holding hands. Holding hands, folks.

*internally screaming BEOTCH!!!!!! BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH!!!!* ^__^ At least he's got himself a girlfriend, right? He's finally found somebody, right?

...I'm trying to force myself to be positive here...*still internally screaming "STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM HIM!!!"* ;___; And the worst part is, no one seems to be able to confirm anything: one minute, it's "OMG Poodles has a girlfriend!" and the next it's "I think they broke up or something, or the relationship is really awkward..."

But it's always best to assume the worst, because then if it's not true, you feel loads better! *horribly fake smile* I'm so confused...I don't even know what to think anymore...About anything.

So, I think that's all I can come up with for "news" at the moment. *glomps you all* Thanks for tuning in to "The Boring Abyss that is Kyofan's Life". XD

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Sunday, September 7, 2008


Time: 3:19 PM
Mood: Better/Good
Song: Stab My Back (All-American Rejects)

You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.
-Mark Twain

Astro Pic of the Day!


I AM GOING TO A SANCTUS REAL CONCERT IN LESS THAN AN HOUR!!!!! XDDDDDDDD I am so excited! And I'm eating chocolate! ^.^ Yay for me!

And I finished most of my AP homework (which was really the only homework I had), so I'll definitely be able to finish it tomorrow, since it's due Tuesday. It's happy-making.

Other than that, my weekend's been pretty boring. Texting and homework. Eating. Shower. The normal functions of life. Except for the homework. XD Lol.

Woot woot, the Sanctus Real concert I'm going to is a fundraiser concert for Extreme Home Makeover: Home Edition! You know that show with Ty Pennington and the crazy army of construction workers? Well, their next show is gonna be really close to where I live! They actually started filming at like 11:30 this morning. And since Sanctus originated in this town, they're gonna hold a concert for the lucky-duck family!

Lol, so for all you stalkers out there, watch it and discover Fanatic's place of residence! Haha. XD

Okay, end of post time, thank-yous for the comments, love you all, blah blah blah, everyday stuff, right? *hugs* Later!

Kinda crappy quality, but here they are! The best band ever, Sanctus Real!

[Misa cosplay! Oh yeah!]

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