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Thursday, January 25, 2007


New layout! woot! It's not even close to being completely done but I had to stop working on it last night so I could get at least some homework done.

I hope all is well on MyO with you guys. Life has been so busy for me lately.

I don't even know where to start in explaining my past few days.

Well yesterday I went to my first at home indoor track meet ever. It was pretty lame. Our indoor track is a room full of dirt with white lines written on it XD The rest of our athletic facilities are great. We have like a cool physical therapy room, a bunch of pools, a lot of rinks. It's pretty intense. Us track people obviously got jipped.

There was only one other school there and they brought like 10 people so we were pretty much competing against ourselves but that's okay.

I must've ran too hard or something because all yesterday night and so far this morning I've felt very blah-ish. No fun.

Not much else is going on with me. I could go into this whole spill about my past few weeks but that would be boring so I'll resist temptation.

I'll try to post again soon =]

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Saturday, January 13, 2007


Woot. Vanessa has time to post! How exciting.

Yep, first week and a half back at school has been a toughie. They definitely didn't ease us back into school mode after that long break. They kinda just threw all the work back at us but oh well. I'm surviving.

I'm so glad it's Saturday! We have our "Gender Bender" dance tonight. It's sponsored by the Gay-Straight Alliance group at my school (which I am semi-apart of. I hardly get to go to the meetings because of other things though =[ Very sad) and the theme is guys dress up as girls and vice versa. It's going to be pretty amazing. Some of my friends are going to the mall to see a movie tonight so I'm going to have to pick between the two.

I'm leaning towards the dance.

Classes are almost done for today (we have half day classes on Saturday). Just a quick Japanese quiz and I'll be done pretty much.

Well there's not much else to report and I need to actually start studying for this quiz so I'll cut this post.

One quick thing, semi-layout may be up this afternoon if I get the chance. I might not, but I'll see.

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Tuesday, January 2, 2007


Well this might be my last time getting to post in a while since I'm heading on back to school in the morning. Yep, gotta wake up and hop on a plane to New Hampshire. Back to the grind. Oh well, vacations never last forever.

It was a good winter break. I didn't get to see all the people I wanted to and some I didn't get to see enough, but it was decent. Got a lot of new stuff. Got myself obsessed with a certain movie (I've watched it at least once everyday this week). I'll probably have to break that addiction when I go back to school, which I guess is a good thing.

I hope I can stop by every once in a while, but don't expect a new layout until about umm... spring break probably XD

Much love to everyone! I hope the work's not too bad this term and I get time to visit and such.

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Monday, January 1, 2007


Only 15 more minutes until the new year for me! I wanna squeeze in a post before it hits.

This year has been quite exciting. I had my lows, I had my highs. I'm glad to say I made it through another MyOtaku year. Hopefully I can stick it through and make it to another one.

It's weird when you think of all the time that's passed. Years go by so fast. Soon it'll be 2010 and I'll be graduating. Yikes.

I could easily go into some whole spill about the meaning of life and how happy I am to be here with such wonderful friends. I could start talking about how much I love everyone and am really glad that I've been able to get so close with everyone in the almost 3 years since I first registered on this site just to get some new anime wallpapers.

Garbo, Sara, Shadow, Cristina, Vicky, Tiffi, Teri, Alexa, Shanny, Hinaru, Dany, Travis, Lisa, Ina, SessLover, Josh, and everyone else I've met along this wonderful MyOtaku journey, thanks for a wonderful year! I hope we have much more together!!

Happy New Year!! 2007 here we come ^_____^

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006


Hey everyone! I hope you had a good holiday!

Mine wasn't too eventful. We went to mass on Christmas Eve. I'm not much of a mass person, but oh well. I made it through.

We stayed up semi-late on Christmas Eve sitting around so most of my sisters ended up waking up late too.

When everyone was finally up and ready my mom decided to start cooking our Christmas dinner so we had to wait for her to finish. We ended up waiting pretty much sitting around all day, watching t.v. (lots of random Christmas specials were on).

After we ate, we ended up opening gifts when it was already dark outside (yep, my family's pretty slow).

I guess I didn't get anything I wanted, but oh well. My sisters liked all the gifts I got them I think. Mine weren't too bad so it could've been worse.

Well I only have a week before I go back to school so I'm definitely going to be as lazy as I possibly can for the next few days. Sorry I didn't get any kind of greeting out to you guys for the holidays.

Thanks to everyone who gave me a card though even though I couldn't return the favor. I rarely get on my computer for more than 20 minutes lately.

Well I'm going to wrap this up now. Laters



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Sunday, December 24, 2006


Woot. People are liking my layout. Yesss.

I wanted to make sure to post before Christmas so yep, I'm posting now.

I still have a little cold. It's not too bad. I can function. At least it's not the cold where you can't do anything except lie in bed and eat soup all day.

I don't know how this whole buying gifts thing is going to work out. My mom's been off work for more than a year now because she has to pass this test to continue her work as a doctor. The only income we've been getting is monthly divorce money from my dad. It's not really enough to live on, especially during Christmastime.

I only came home with enough money to buy a few gifts and since I thought my mom was going to give us $50 to shop with, I thought I'd be okay. With the tight budget situation, that's not going to happen.

We're going to the mall so hopefully I can at least get them all small things. It's better than nothing.

I guess we'll see how that works out. I guess we're not getting a Christmas tree this year (my mom went out to buy one and the salesman told her to just wait until after Christmas since it'll be so cheap. Since she didn't want to waste money on one in the first place, that little push made her decide not to), but oh well. Rather than those problems, I hope Christmas isn't too bad. It should still be fun. We'll probably all sit around and just watch all those Christmas specials that have got to be on today.

I hope you guys have a great holiday!! I'll try to get out a greeting for everyone sometime tonight. I might not get on my computer so if I don't, Happy Holidays!!!!!


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Friday, December 22, 2006


Hey everyone! If you haven't already seen the new layout, now I guess you have. Yep, that holiday season's definitely upon us.

It's kinda sad that Christmas is in 3 days and I haven't bought half my gifts, we haven't put up the decorations, our tree isn't even up yet! We're just a little behind, oops.

Well today I went to the mall and met up with my friend Zack who brought some of his friends. Even though Zack and I are like best friends, his group of people definitely aren't who I would normally hang out with. They're pretty strange, but fun. It was interesting.

For a little while, I just hang out with him. It was pretty cool. We just wandered around joked around. Pretty awesome. Hopefully I can hang out with him again before I leave for school.

I'm definitely in the middle of a full-scale cold right now. It's pretty depressing. Right around Christmas too! Hopefully if I have a good night's rest, I can get better. I won't even have time to sit around and recover with all the Christmas-related stuff I have to do. Maybe it'll just go away soon.

Well I think I'm going to make this post semi-short. I'll probably just take a Suda-fed and read fanfictions go to sleep (yeah, I'll probably end up reading fanfictions actually. Those always tempt me).

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Monday, December 18, 2006


Ahh! I want to get my holiday layout up but I'm being really lazy and craving fanfictions that I don't think I'm going to tonight.

Well this is my second day home from boarding school (not college, everyone seems to think that. It's high school you live at and yes, it is co-ed!) and I'm pretty excited. I got around to about everyone who posted yesterday (new concept since school's started). Tomorrow my sisters will be at school since their break hasn't started. I'll probably be sitting around to I'll probably end up making the new layout then. Hopefully at least.

It's really great being home. I get to go to sleep when I want, wake up when I want, not be flooded with homework, see my friends I haven't seen in 3 months, and just take a shower in a private bathroom! It's great. This morning I went to my friend Zack's hockey game and saw him for the first time in months. It was amazing. He's like my best friend so I was really excited when I saw him. I've been talking to him pretty much all day since then. I think from like 2 p.m. until now we've been talking on and off. It's hard to talk like this when you're at school so it's just one big catching up time.

I can't believe the holidays are already coming up. Christmas is only in a week and I haven't even gotten the chance to go shopping. I definitely don't have time, energy, or selection when I'm at school. It's going to be great going back to my good ol' mall at home whenever I get to this week.

Well, I'm going to go now loves. I'll post and visit again soon. Now that I'm home, I have time!

Laters

[ Edit: 3:35 p.m. ]

As you can see, I actually got my holiday layout up. Still a few kinks to work out, but here it is ^____^



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Friday, December 8, 2006


Only a week until I go home and I can get back into the regular pattern of posting and visiting. Until then, I'm going to keep up with my pattern of just posting whenever I get the chance.

Everyone's been taking Patrick's (a boy at my school) death pretty differently. A lot of people are indifferent. A lot of people seem indifferent but are obviously really sad. Others are really emotional about the whole thing. I was really emotional at first, but I've realized you can't be sad forever and I should try to be strong for those who need me.

My roommate's taking it pretty hard. She didn't know him, but she went to his wake yesterday to support a friend who was going and pay her respects. When she came back, she was pretty hysterical. I think the shock of seeing his family was pretty intense. I couldn't really get myself to comfort her the way everyone else was. I knew that if I tried hugging her and telling her "it'd be okay", I would just turn into a crying mess.

She was really shaken last night so I stayed up with her. We talked and I let her sleep in my bed. I kept on talking to her about anything I could think of until she fell asleep. I only got 3 hours of sleep and have to survive classes until 6 p.m. but it's okay. The weekend's coming so I'll be able to make it.

I'm trying not to only think of what happened. I can't stop living and just mourn.

We finally got the first snow of New Hampshire. We woke up and looked out the window and it was completely white. So much fun.

Laters

P.S. For some reason MyOtaku won't let me leave comments if someone else hasn't commented before me. I tried to comment on people's pages but since I was the first one, it just said "No comments available" and there wasn't one of those boxes to type your comments in. It's kinda strange. I hope I figure it out eventually. Laters again.



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Wednesday, December 6, 2006


Hey everyone. I had this big post planned for this weekend to tell you guys about how greast my week's been. We had a big dance, I went with my big crush, I got 100% on my math test, we're doing "Secret Santa" in my dorm and its lots of fun, but all that doesn't seem worth posting about right now.

I didn't have any classes until 10:50 today so I was waking up at 9:30 when some girls in my dorm came into my room and told me there was an urgent assembly going on at 9:50. I wasn't going to go since I had homework to finish up. Then, I heard that it was really urgent. They think someone had died.

His name was Patrick. I've never met him, heard of him, knew him at all. Still, when I got to the assembly, I could barely stop myself from crying. He'd just died in his sleep the night before. No one knew why.

When I got back to my dorm afterwards I got to thinking. What if it had been me? Before I left for boarding school, I didn't get to say bye to most of my friends. Parris, who's pretty much my best friend, didn't even get to say bye to me. If it had been me, how long would it be afterwards that they would've found out? Would you guys on MyOtaku ever find out? No one in my family would ever think of posting on here to tell you guys the news.

I met up with my best guyfriend here. He was in the same grade as Patrick. My friend told me how they had been in the same history class their freshman year. Patrick had been one of his first friends. At such a big boarding school, that's an important person to remember. He didn't cry in front of me. He left and came back a couple minutes later. Even though I hadn't seen him, I knew that even my big football player friend had to cry. I didn't ask him if he was okay. I knew he wasn't.

The girl who lives across the hall from me came in and we were talking. She said she wasn't sad. It was more like fear. The frailty of life had just hit her. Know one knew that he was going to die. It wasn't like he was sick and everyone knew it was going to happen. He just died. Who knows if he had talked to his mom in a week? What if he had just said a quick "hi" before hurrying off to class? He lived in New York, so they won't even be here for a while.

Everyone says that you've got to live everyday like it's your last. It's easier said than done. Something like this happening makes me realize that you really have to. No one had a clue Patrick was going to die. Everywhere you turn on campus, someone's bursting into tears.

I don't think that many people will read this post. I hardly visit anymore so I would understand. I just had to let it all out on someone.

I hope you guys are all having a good week and looking forward to the holidays.

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