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Wednesday, January 14, 2009


Hi everyone!!! How are all of you? It seems like I haven't been online forever. Its been a pretty busy year. I'm halfway through my senior year and I feel like I'm going crazy. Applying to college sucks. I haven't applied yet, but i've filled out online applications. I have to bring up my french grade before apply though. I don't want it to look really sucky. Its just well a little stupid to have such a dumb minded class like french holding back your GPA. My grade is just because I don't have time to put in the effort and study time needed for french. Its freakin' crazy with everything that I have to get done, and i don't have enough time to do it. Next term should be a lot easier. I only have one actual class. My classes are as follows:

block 1: Childcare
Block 2: Childcare
------Lunch--------
Block 3 I: Studyhall
Block 3 II: Chorus
Block 4: Modern European History Honors.

Thats a pretty easy class load. It actually looks really pathetic on College Aps. but thats okay I've worked my ass off for four years to have this semester. I have nothing better to take. Though, I do have to take some college courses. I'm going to take French III, Euro History 101, Intro to social services, and Freshman Comp. Doesn't sound to tuff, I just want to get some core classes out of the way before I go to college. Makes things easier and cheaper. Of course I will need to get a more reliable laptop. The one I have now sucks, and I will not be taking it to college with me. I'll keep it as a backup computer. I want to get something about the same size for college if possible, I have a 17" dell latitude, its a few years old but it still works really well, its just that I need to reload windows on it. I don't have a virus or anything.

So have you guys been up to anything?

I haven't really been up to much besides school work, work and studying. I'm trying to get my GPA to a 4.0, I am not very successful.

I'm not sure what else to talk about but I have to go. Alot of stuff to do, not enough time to do it.

I'll try and get online more often if possible. Sorry that I haven't commented any of you in a while.

Have a great day!!!
♥ Haley

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Saturday, October 18, 2008


Hi
Time: 10:25 pm
Mood: Tired
Song: None

Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

Things here are extreamly nerve wracking . There have been a lot of robberies and such. I知 home alone with my 14 year old brother and yeah, if someone wanted to get in this house they probably could. They stole some stuff out of my brothers race car, but nothing worth too much. He walked in the yard while they were here. Lucky no one got hurt and nothing to important got stolen. They only reason they didn稚 try to get in the house was because my dog was barking.

Anyway nothing is new, I start my internship on Monday. I also have to get some stuff done. I need to fill out college apps, go visit campuses and write up a bunch of essays. I also need to get an actual cell phone. I spend way to much money on my phone.

I知 getting a house or apartment in Manchester next year. I知 hoping to go to Southern New Hampshire University, and I知 deff getting a dog and I値l be getting a job at a local infant/toddler center. So I pretty much can稚 wait until next year. It sounds like it値l be great. But being my last year of high school its so weird. Like its my last everything. My friends and I were crying at homecoming. 妬ts our last homecoming float, parade and pep-rally 登ur last homecoming games and we cried. It痴 like so weird.

I hope everything with you guys is going well. I really need to go. I知 exhausted and I really need to start doing some research.

♥ Haley

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Saturday, October 4, 2008


Hi
Hi guys!!! How are all of you?

Things around here have been extreamly hetic. With school starting and being a senior its all like AHHH. So pretty much my classes are...
1. Early Childhood Ed.
2. French II
3. Algebra
4. American Studies (its an english course)

Other than that work is driving me fuckin nuts. I never have time to do anything. My grades are slipping.

So its been four months since I went vegeterian and I'm going vegan soon. meaning I won't eat meat, eggs or dairy products.

I'm also applying to colleges. I have a college visit with Souther New Hampshire University Nov. 10th and I have to re-take my SATs in December because my father, missed the dead lines for the other two, which really fuckin sucks but thats alright. I really need to retake them and fuckin hope I do well so the college will accept me because of my SAT scores and not my grades, because they suck. If I weren't going to England this year I'd be able to quit, get a weekend job and still afford my cell phone.

OMFG I'm getting a convertable. It is sooooooo great. I love it. I'm still about a thousand dollars short but I may put it on my credit card, I should have that money in about... May so I can pay it back than. or just ask my parents to pay for it and pay them back in may. I just don't want my dad touching my car because than it will become his. Just like everything else in this house

So other than nothing, nothing and more nothing, I haven't really been up to anything. I'm secetary of the ECE FCCLA again. And I have my internship within the next month. All this week were going to school at 10:30 because the juniors have to take the NECAPS which is a huge New England wide test. Its English and Math in October and Science in May. Than we have no school friday or monday. My fuckin boss is trying to get me to work from 9 to 5 on monday, and I really really don't want to. I'll have to see what my schedual is. But whatever, I'll probably do it because I need the money. I hate how they take taxes out of my checks. I'd be done paying for England if they hadn't taken taxes months ago. They take fuckin 25 dollars a week out on taxes, well in the summer atleast, now I don't make as much because I only work 12.5 hours a week. I really need to find a new job. I mean the hours are perfect for me.

Other than that, how have you guys been?

I really need to go. there is too much going on right now.

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Sunday, August 17, 2008


Boring
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

I am so bored today. Theres nothing for me to do at all, none of my friends are in town and things are just really dull around here. Expecially since a lot of my friends graduated and moved away for college. I'm finally realizeing that they aren't gonna be around this year. I mean I'm a senior and yeah, I guess I'm kinda exicited, but what good is being a senior without some of my best friends. Oh well I'll see them adventually. Atleast me and Kristy will be togther this year. So its all good. I haven't really been hanging out with her lately. We both work alot and have really demanding work scheduals.

I can't believe I've been wishing soo much away lately. I keep saying I wish I was 18, but I really didn't understand how good I have it. I mean, I've been to Italy and I'm going to England, Scotland, Ireland and Wales and I really don't want this year to end. I barely want this summer to end. Everything isn't going as I expected, but I'll get by. I'll make it and thats all that I can really say about it. The months that I haven't updated I've been depressed and moody and blameing everyone else for my problems,when its really my fault. I've also realized that I can do stuff about it.

So its less than a week away, and i'm really nervous about meeting my boyfriend. i don't know how I'll react or anything. I'm really shy so meeting new people is hard for me. I've been doing a lot better lately and growing out of being so shy. I mean i can talk to parents at daycare, even if I've never met them, or don't talk to them often. I don't walk away from so much anymore and i'm learning that running away from my problems isn't going to help anyone. I'm just glad I figured this out now rather than a year from now.

So as some of you know know I've been vegeterian for 2 weeks but I ate meat a few nights ago. I nearly puked after it but now I know that I can't eat meat anymore without getting sick. I watched a video on it and it just grossed me out.

Anyway, I've just been thinking about a lot of stuff.

I commented almost everyone that commented me today.

Have a great day!!!!
♥ Haley

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Saturday, August 16, 2008


Hi
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

Things around here are pretty boring. A storm just ended so I guess the day is getting a little better.

So I have the last week of August off of work. I'm going to visit my boyfriend in PA. No idea what we're doing yet, but I'm already all packed. Than I get back on Monday, and have to go back to school that Tuesday. So it really really sucks. I still have to work out how I'm going to get there. We had it planned out but something just came up so we have to re-arrange the day that I'm leaving. It'll either be Friday, Saturday or Sunday. The only problem with that is I have an appointment at my school on Friday and I have to work from 2:30 to 5. So I guess Friday is out of the question. If it rains Saturday they'll come get me Saturday. (we'll we're meeting half way which would be NY) Which, I hope doesn't happen because my dad's got to work on Saturday, unless it rains here. But for Sunday both of my parents are home so its all good.

Other than that, I'm thinking about getting two piercings when I go there and a tatoo. I'm thinking about either getting my tatoo on my ankle or just above my pubic bone, but I'm not sure yet. I want to try and hide it from my parents because they'd freak out if I got one. Partly because I'm still underage. But if they don't know I have one, than I'm all set. Unless I just wear shoes and socks until my 18th birthday. LOL, that could be a while. I mean I won't be 18 until April 25. And there will be some warm weather before than.

Well I really don't know what else to write. ATM I'm picking what designs I want for a tatoo.

So I got my senior pics taken a couple days ago. One of my choices are in my intro and the other 2 are right here:





So which one do you guys think should be in the year book because I have no idea. I took around 60 pics and these are the final choices.

Anyway I should probably go. I've already commented everyone who commented my last post. '

Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley

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Friday, August 8, 2008


Hi
Hey guys!!!! How are all of you?

Things here are fine, and as I said before not much is going on. I don't have to be into work until 1pm today so I have some time to update and get a new background and stuff.

So my summer, its been alright. Work, well ack, no one likes it, but its money so its worth it. Plus I love kids. Though I do get frustrated with the older kids. Expecially since they don't listen to me so I have to scream and they still don't listen to me. 3 more weeks, I think I can survive... though than its senior year starting in 2 weeks.

So anway, I'm trying to get in to see my guidance consuler today. I want to change my schedual around some. I mean I don't want human anotomy and physoligy. Its just not something I need to take. It screwed me up that I didn't pass algebra college prep. I suck at math and they put me in pretty much college level. I mean I'll take that when I get to it. my major is still psychology atm. I mean, I still don't know whatI want to do. I'm also thinking about being a tour guide in England, Ireland, France, Italy or Germany because I'm really good with European History, and that sounds like a pretty awesome job. Plus with my tour of Italy it was sooo fun, and our director was freakin' awesome.

Anyway, I've got to retake my SATs soon, I want to get a good score, I mean I got a little below average, but thats because of the math section and my brother having my caculator in his locker at the middle school. He never brought it home. It pisses me off sooo much.

So my question now... Do I take Early Childhood Ed again or drop it? I mean I'm great with kids, but its just not something I can see myself doing for the rest of my life. Though, at the end of Senior year I get my certification which means, I become a lincensed associates teacher for Early Education. Which is anywhere from birth to 10 years old. I think its worth it, but I need 2 internships. I think I may wanna work with infants for one of them and work with kindergarten aged kids for the other. So I guess the best thing to do would just be stick it out. What do you guys think?

Omg theres nothing on tv so I'm watching Full House, I haven't seen it in forever.

So anyway, I got a new laptop, well off ebay. It works really good for $189. Too bad I can't take it to school it'd be sooo much eaiser to type out my notes. Anyway, i can't believe school starts in 3-ish weeks. I'm going to PA to see my boyfriend the last week of August, and that'll be the only vacation I've had since summer began. I haven't been able to go anywhere because I work 5 days a week from 9am to 5pm. which totally sucks. I get weekends off but neither of my parents do. I really really wanna go to Canobie Lake Park, but I probably won't be able to. Between paying for my next trip to Europe in Feb. and paying to go visit my boyfriend for the week is gonna make me go broke. Oh well, I'm going to Hershey park when I go to visit him so hopefully its fun there. Though Canobie Lake is really fun too.

I really have nothing to talk about so I'm just ranting on about nothing.

Thanks for the comments, I'll be around today or tommorrow to comment back. Since I can't get on facebook anymore I'll be updateing more often.

I should probably go now, I want to update my site before I get ready to leave. I need to go pick up some stuff for school.

Have a great day everyone!!!

♥ Haley

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008


Hey
Hey Guys,

How have you all been? Sorry I haven't been around in ages. I got sooo busy that I forgot about the internet.

Things around here have pretty much the same, boring. All I've done all summer really was work. My job, well I love it, but it gets soooo frustrating.

Things are sooooo amuseing at my work. We now have 4 two year olds. Though, it does get really hard and really stressful.

I have to go, I'm like half asleep. I was talking about a moose eating cotton candy, thats how out of it I am today.

I'll update soon.

Have a great day everyone

♥ Haley


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Saturday, June 7, 2008


SAT's
Mood: Tired.
Time: 5:17 pm
Song: Wake me up when september ends.

Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

Its 87 degrees here so I'm pretty mad. I hate being hot. Anyway I had my SAT from 7:45 am until 1 pm. That was a long test. I couldn't sit still anymore. Once I got out of there I just sat outside for like 10 mins talking on my cell phone but then I decide to start walking. So I walked a half mile. Other then that I've just been sitting around.

Yesterday was graduation. I went. I'm gonna miss my friends sooooo much. They can't leave me. I don'twant them to. But I'm officially a senior now. I don't think I'm running for class office anymore simply because I didn't put my name on the ballet. Oh well, I guess I could always give a speeech and say to be a write in. Besides we need girls in class office. Right now we have 6 guys. And our prez decided to give a really sexist speech so his ass is NOT gonna be there next year. AT ALL. It also helps that our class is about 80% girls. Well the part of our class that actually votes and stuff. *rolls eyes* I hate useless people. And most of them are in my class.

Oh well I should really get going. I have no idea what I'm doing today so I'm looking for something to do.

Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley

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Sunday, June 1, 2008


Hi
Mood: Content
Time: 8:18 pm
Song: Currently not listening to music.

Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

Sorry I haven't updated in a week or so. Things are just to horrible around here. I haven't really gotten a chance to get on the computer. I've had sooo many things to do. Okay, well Graduation is Friday and Saturday is my SAT. I'm really nervous. I think I'll do horrible. But I guess I'll just try it out. If I don't do good there's always next year. I mean they both count anyway.

Thursday was pre-school graduation. Which was sooo sad but so cute at the same time. I actually stuck to my diet. I didn't eat any junk food AT ALL!!!

I've decided to become a vegetarian and no one is really to thrilled about that but hey, its my life I'll do what I want.

anway, I don't really have much to say. in 5 day's I'll be a senior. It doesn't seem true. I mean how the hell did 3 years go bye so fast. I remember being a freshmen like it was a few days ago. How could I have missed soo much in the last few years. I mean 9th grade was the best, 10th grade sucked, 11th grade has be amazeing so far, so hopefully being a senior will be even better. Plus I've got another trip to look forward to.

Anway, right now I've got to finish my Italy papers, actually like BS them.

Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley

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Thursday, May 22, 2008


Allergies suck
Mood: Annoyed.
Song: Don't Let It Be Love
Time: 6:16

Hey guys!!!! How are all of you?

Sorry I haven't been on lately. I have 4 final projects due at once. It sucks.

I didn't go to school today because of my allergies, or work. I guess my dad called before I woke up and told Jane that I'd be in at 3pm instead of 2:30 but I called back at 8:30 because I could barely breath I was weezeing and took the day off. Hopefully everything will be back to normal tomorrow. And I don't get in trouble for missing work. I did call though, next time my dad should ask me if I feel up to going to work. Plus, I work with kids, I can't deal with kids like this. Besides if they have an issue with me being sick they can shove it up their ass. I've worked there for five months and I've only been sick twice. And missed 3 days because of vacation, but I cover everyone else's ass when they can't get to work. i mean this summer I have 2 weeks when I'm working my own shift. I don't need people bitching at me because of that.

Tomorrow is a half day, but i'm staying a full day seeing as I need a ride to work and mom's got a full day. So I'm just gonna hang out in the computer lab and finish my baby project. We need to find out the cost of a baby for the first year and then have to make a parenting handbook. Why the fuck did I take parenting? I swear the next person that tells me I'm gonna be a great parent is gonna have to listen to me bitch. I know I'll be an okay parent, I work with kids all day and love it and I have enough patience to deal with 2 infant stimualtors without going crazy. I got a 97 on the boy infant stimulator and a 100 on the girl infant stimulator. Though I did want to kill her at the end. She wouldn't shut up.

I'm soooooooo bored. I should've just went to work today because afterwards I could have gone somewhere. Now I'm stuck home, but if I go outside I'll probably end up getting worst because my dad still hasn't picked up my allergy meds.

Tomorrow year books come out. I have to go pick up my mom's. I ordered it under her name because under my name it would've been $55 but under her's it was $30. We got our year book fully in color this year. Hopefully they'll be nicer then last year's I don't even know the theme of them. LMFAO, I should know these things. But i don't care most of the time. I'll care next year because I'll be making the year book. I wonder who the dedication will go to this year. Thankfully we haven't lost anyone from our class or the senior class. Last year was horrible we lost 2 seniors, one from cancer and the other from a heart attack. It truly was horrible. I'd never seen my school sooo depressed. Knowing my class someone will die from a drug over dose or something of the sort.

You know what I hate, when you're best friends with someone and then something goes wrong and you can never fix anything again. I have no idea why I keep thinking about how much I miss my old best friend. I mean why the fuck were we fighting for 3 years on and off anyway? I have no idea, I aperently started all these fights but I don't see how. The majority of them were her fault. But whatever maybe I just like argueing and proveing my point too much. I mean she was retarded anyway. I know its dumb to keep thinging of the past so I'm not. I'm fine right now, I mean I'm acheiveing almost everythign I wanted to this year. I went to Europe... I've got a good paying job, and I love what I do. My grades are okay, and I've still got great friends. Only problem is I never see any of my friends I don't have a life. My life is going to school, work and coming home and this summer it will be work from 9am to 5 pm almost every day. Meaning $200 a week for doing nothing. I play with little kids all day. I do that at home every day for free.

I should really be going. I need to look my powerpoint over and see if Richard finished it the way I wanted it done. I've been doing his work for months now. At this point I'm just trying to get him to graduate. I'm sick of him always being in my classes. I mean he's one of my best friends but its wicked annoying that he's in all junior classes when he's been a senior for 2 or 3 years now. It must be 2 years because he's gonna be 19.

I'll update more another day.

Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley

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