Birthday 1992-02-21 Gender
Female Location Mississippi Member Since 2005-03-07 Occupation Musician, Cuban, your mother's pimp, and your father. Real Name Helen
Achievements Getting awesome at the trombone is the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. Anime Fan Since By the time Sailor Moon came out, I was already hooked like tobacco companies get kids hooked on cigs. Favorite Anime I can't pick favs. I'm like Hugh Hefner, and all the anime that I like are like my bunnies... I love my wabbits... Goals I hope to get into the Mississippi Lion's All-State Band and a great college... Like Notre Dame... *sigh* Hobbies Being unique; cruising/hanging with friends; indulging in music, anime, video games, and the telly; hating sloths; making sweet music on low brass horns; stalking my old band director; injecting heroin... I enjoy many average things. Talents What can I say? I have an awesome musical ability that I'm always trying to improve, and I can think outside of the box! In your faccccce.
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Well, I have some awful news: we're not going to Florida... I don't even think we're going anywhere at all... which sucks...
I guess I could use this time to finish some video games... or maybe start on some new ones! (gosh, I'm such a dork)
That guys for the advice! What I had planned was to just show no signs of affection towards him. So when he would talk to me, I would talk back, but I wouldn't really sound like I care. For some reason, I don't wanna be mean, even though I should...
Oh well! I'm over it! ^-^
Sorry I really don't have much to say today! When you live in a small town in MS, things are always boring...
Oh yeah Thingy wants to thank everybody for being flippin awesome!
Your halo's slipping down to choke you now...
"The Nobodies" - Marilyn Manson (just one verse)
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
Yep, that's how I feel...
It seems my ex won't leave me alone... He called yesterday, but I just ignored it. No longer will I let that fucking bastard get away with hurting my feelings and making me go clinically depressed... Fuck him... What do you think I should do about it?
I put up a little playlist, so I want you guys to check it out. It has some of my favoritest songs. Let me know what you think of it.
I tried hacking into a private myspace profile for hours yesterday, but nothing worked... If anybody plans on doing it, forget it. Jumping off of a skyscraper would be more fun...
Here's an AMV of my favoritest anime, Angel Sanctuary, with my favoritest Perfect Circle song "The Noose". The name of this post is a line from "The Noose", after all!
Fuck the System
I'm tired of stupid little bitches... They're all stupid... and bitches... and little...
Okay, I think I'm in my rebelling mood. I guess I feel like starting a revolution, cuz I was watching Revolutionary Girl Utena... but I don't want a rose bride, I rather have a rose prince. And one that doesn't look like Michael Jackson.
Anyway, it's so boring around here. I just got out of school, and I'm doing nothing... great. I don't know when, but my parents, me, and maybe my brother, are going to Florida for Spring Break. We're going by Tampa to see an uncle of my mother's, and then we're going down to Miami so I can see my birthplace... Hells yes! I'm going to frickin Miami!!!!! Fuck Mississippi!
I'm feeling a tad emo... like writing stupid poetry about the darkness that really doesn't exist in my life emo. But I'm not going to write anything, that's just stupid. Only stupid little bitches do that, and I'm tired of those losers...
Well, here's a Naruto AMV with Alice in Chains - Them Bones. It's really cool, so enjoy!
The wall is crawling, and the microwave smells of lemons.
Nothing interesting is going on around here... Except for my fat chick, camel-toe loving ex is trying to date me again. He talks to me (and I talk back), but I don't make the conversation interesting or act playful... hell to the no. He fucking hurt my feelings so much, that I just don't care anymore. He deserves to go through hell after he made me look like a damn fool; he's always trying to find some kind of way to make himself get noticed by me or something...
Yeah, like I really care if you're fucking a fat chick that looks like a man. I'm through with him... After all the shit he put me through; he cheated on me with a camel-toe bitch that nobody likes cuz she's always trying to get dick. What the hell? And I even took him back after I was humiliated!
When he first started dating that fat chick that looks like a man, it ripped me apart. But he said that he found somebody who actually likes him. Oh yeah? Well , I've got somebody who's a quatilion times better than your fat ass!!!!
Yeah. But it's whatever. I'm over him. Nice comeback for me, huh?
It's 10:29, and I need some sleep. I've got Algebra homework (well, I think it's homework). Gosh, I wish it was already Spring Break... now I gotta go through those cursed Nine Weeks Tests! Damn it all to the broken toilet!!! (boy, that's really evil...)
F*** Algebra, English, Entreprenuership, World Geography, Health, Biology, and Band!!! (I could've just said f*** school, but where's the fun in that?) Oh yeah, f*** after school band practice on Tuesdays!!!! I'm rebelling!
I guess that's a Cuban thing!^0^
Must get rest... been on computer all day...
Oh yeah, I was finally able to check out peoples' sites, so that's a good sign! Yay! I'm not being lazy anymore! Or am I? *eerie music*
I miss my Charlie... *cries* It's hard not seeing somebody a lot... But as the Mexicans say, "Si se puede!" (you can do it!)
Nothing going on today...
So far, nothing has happened. Well, other than my computer getting totally upgraded and my sister putting in some more memory, everything's been the same. I've been home all day... Ho hum...
I checked out the new podcast today, and I've gotta hand it to them, they really do know how to put up a good show! ^-^
GONZO has a little anime version of Romeo and Juliet. Wow, who knew that Romeo and Juliet would be made into an anime?
Oh yeah! We got a new parakeet today! I guess that's really the shit, huh? Another chirpy mouth to feed... well, it's not like I hate the birdies or anything, I just feel like being evil and bitchy today! ^0^
PS: Joselyn is a new member of myO, and she is a dear friend who's like my crunk sister, so please befriend her! She's really fun, and she won't be and ass to anybody, so show her some support
Good News!!! New Changes Coming Soon!
I'm currently working on a new theme, which will hopefully turn out to be totally awesome! But I'm really putting a lot of time into this. I've managed to kinda fix my computer, and now, I don't feel like ripping my hair out when I'm surfing the web! Yay! I've got a lot of catching up to do... -_-; But I'm sure I'll manage.
Well, my Christmas break is going pretty well, other than the fact that I'm pretty bored because all my bestest friends are with their real parents in other counties and states. I'm trying to make the best of things because I kinda-sorta got out of a pretty pitiful relationship. I got fed up because he's not the same person I feel in love with, and he spends every hour of the day calling me a bitch for no reason. I mean, I tried to make things better, but then I started blaming myself for being a bitch, when I really wasn't. In our relationship now, it's like he's the stationary object in a room, and I have to adjust everything to him. Too much stress! @_@
We got in an arguement two days before I was out for the holidays. He was literally acting like a kid, and kept guilt tripping to the point he said forget this, I'll go back my seat (we have one class together), and I turned around to him and told him that he treats me like shit, which is true, but I keep hiding everything I think and wanna say to him. I won't stand for this anymore!
Well, the next day, he said he was sorry, and then started acting like nothing happened. The problem with that is that I felt like we broke up. I wanted my space from him. But even after that, I told my friends that I've started living the single life.
We did talk a couple of times during this holiday break, but he still acts like we're dating! And I don't have the guts to tell him to back off... But he rarely calls me anymore. He didn't even call yesterday to say merry christmas! I think he's off with that fat camel toe bitch again, but now, I really don't care. I'm free.
I've got a couple of crushes now, but I just wanna take it easy. I'm gonna enjoy my time with my amigos and just make friends. Guy friends, of course! ^^
Well, the point of this post was to announce the new theme that's coming up, but it seems I got off topic! ^_^;