Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Good News!!! New Changes Coming Soon!
I'm currently working on a new theme, which will hopefully turn out to be totally awesome! But I'm really putting a lot of time into this. I've managed to kinda fix my computer, and now, I don't feel like ripping my hair out when I'm surfing the web! Yay! I've got a lot of catching up to do... -_-; But I'm sure I'll manage.
Well, my Christmas break is going pretty well, other than the fact that I'm pretty bored because all my bestest friends are with their real parents in other counties and states. I'm trying to make the best of things because I kinda-sorta got out of a pretty pitiful relationship. I got fed up because he's not the same person I feel in love with, and he spends every hour of the day calling me a bitch for no reason. I mean, I tried to make things better, but then I started blaming myself for being a bitch, when I really wasn't. In our relationship now, it's like he's the stationary object in a room, and I have to adjust everything to him. Too much stress! @_@
We got in an arguement two days before I was out for the holidays. He was literally acting like a kid, and kept guilt tripping to the point he said forget this, I'll go back my seat (we have one class together), and I turned around to him and told him that he treats me like shit, which is true, but I keep hiding everything I think and wanna say to him. I won't stand for this anymore!
Well, the next day, he said he was sorry, and then started acting like nothing happened. The problem with that is that I felt like we broke up. I wanted my space from him. But even after that, I told my friends that I've started living the single life.
We did talk a couple of times during this holiday break, but he still acts like we're dating! And I don't have the guts to tell him to back off... But he rarely calls me anymore. He didn't even call yesterday to say merry christmas! I think he's off with that fat camel toe bitch again, but now, I really don't care. I'm free.
I've got a couple of crushes now, but I just wanna take it easy. I'm gonna enjoy my time with my amigos and just make friends. Guy friends, of course! ^^
Well, the point of this post was to announce the new theme that's coming up, but it seems I got off topic! ^_^;
I'll be back on more frequently! *hugs*