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Thursday, February 11, 2010

   Oh God.

Firstly, I apologise. I know I said I wasn't going to post on Friday, but it turned out that things are so hectic at work, that I just haven't had time to post since last Thursday. I have spammed Facebook a bit, though.

Anyway. Work. Yes. Where oh where to begin? I think I'll start with the numerous people that are off sick. First, it was Carol. She's off because she's bruised her side, broken a rib and somehow damaged her spleen.

How did she do all of that?
She tripped over a wheelie bin.
I shit you not.
No one knows HOW she managed to fall over a wheelie bin, which just happens to be the same size of her... but we have all been laughing about it something chronic.
The Wheelie Bin of Terror.
That is what we have named it.

Next is Susan. Who was asked by our Bossman, Dan, to clean some shelves. This required her getting up on the stool, as she is lacking in height. Anyway, Susan doesn't like cleaning. She put one foot up onto the stool, then squealed like a pig, shouting, "ahhh! My foot!"
Apparently, she's torn a ligament in her foot.
Fair enough if she has, but... she only had one foot up on the stool?
And wasn't moving?
Anyway, we've named the stool, too.
The Kickstool Of Doom.

Next is Sam... she's apparently hurt her back. But was heard last week saying, "I'm fed up of being left on till on my own. I might throw a sickie."

Do you see the sort of people I have to work with?

Moving on before I explode.

You know I said I have the biggest crush on someone? Someone who I happen to work with? Well, his name is Ryan. He is like... just lovely X_X He's a proper gentleman, and you don't find many of those today. He holds the door open for the girls, lets them pass first, always says please and thank you... it's just unbelievable.

And he's insanely fit.

He also happens to be a wee bit younger than me. I'm 20, and he's 19. But I'm only older than him by... 8 or 9 months. It's not that much, really.

I also work with someone named Dale (you might remember all of these people, but I'll 'introduce' them again). He is odd, about 32 years old, and just... I'm sure he knows something I don't.

You know when you like someone, you always seem to just KNOW nothing will EVER happen between you and them?
I'm not getting that with Ryan.
Seriously. Normally, every time I fancy someone, I just know nothing will happen. But with Ryan... I just have this ever so slight feeling that there might be a chance with him. But it's only a tiny feeling.

Moving on.
Last night, things were said. Things that made that little feeling of mine grow a little bit bigger. Just slightly.

There is this Polish girl. She's about 15, and comes into the shop A LOT to buy things.
The reason?
She fancies the pants off Ryan, just like me =D
She has no chance.

She came in last night, and asked Dale when Ryan was in. Dale told her that Ryan had finished for the day, and so she asked when he would be in next.
Dale didn't know. So he asked me.

I said that Ryan isn't in today (because he isn't), but I don't know when he's next in (I do now, though - tomorrow night ;D). And then I said, "I'm not his keeper".

And Dale said, "well, I thought you of all people would know."
The Polish girl giggled.
I was left thinking, "WHAT WAS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!"

Anyway, the Polish girl left (I'm going to have to find out her name or something - calling her 'The Polish girl' makes me feel mean =|), and I said to Dale, "it's funny... she really does fancy Ryan."

Dale said, "yeah, he knows, too. He finds it funny and just takes the piss out of it."

I said, "it's scary though, she's bordering on stalking him. And it's be like cradle-snatching, anyway."

Dale said, "yeah, that's pretty much what Ryan said... and anyway, I think he likes girls around his age... or just a little bit older than him..."

Then my brain really was on overdrive. Saying stuff like that to me, just makes me overthink things BADLY.

Later, I got into another conversation with Dale, about how blokes don't really show it when they like a girl. He then said, "put it this way, if a bloke likes you... ah wait, I can't say that, or it'll be really obvious..."

I actually said to him, "what do you know that I don't?" with a squinty face. He claimed innocence and said he knows nothing. He lies. I know it.

Oh shit.
I've forgotten what happened even later.

Well, a couple of weeks ago, a old male customer came in, and as I talked to him, and he talked to me when I served him, he stared at my breasts. Like, throughout the entire time I served him. I later complained to Julie about it, and she told Ryan, who kind of went a bit mad and threatened to ban the bloke.

Anyway, I told Dale about it last night, because it tied into a conversation about blokes not noticing me, and Dale said, "he threatened to ban the bloke for looking at your boobs...? Can that be done?"

And I said, "yeah, of course it can."

Dale said, "maybe Ryan likes you more than you think he does..."

And I said, "nah, Ryan was just doing his job."

Dale said, "oh my God, Emma. You are so stupid. Not in a nasty way. But you know what I mean."

I was like... what... the... fuck?

So after last night, I'm pretty sure Dale knows something I don't, and it's made my little feeling of hope get a bit bigger.

But if Ryan did ever like me... he'd have to come and ask me out. I could never ask him out. After years and years of rejection, I've lost all confidence, haha. Not once has a bloke said yes to me. (Except Martin, the really hot foregin guy from a few years ago - but even he asked me out first).

(Oh, Martin the hot foreign guy is back, by the way. He texted me, but I didn't reply. I'm not interested in him anymore, and he was gone longer than he said he would be =P)

So. Yes.

I don't know how to end this, because my brain has just gone into overdrive again.

Ah well.

Anyway, I might not post again until next week or something. I've got my friend from Ireland visiting from Sunday to Wednesday. I'm very excited =D She's down in London at the moment, visiting her cousins. But then she's coming to me! She's excited, too.

This will be the first time we've met in person... I 'met' her on fanfiction nearly two years ago. We've spoken nearly every single day since two years ago. We've also spoken to each other properly, over MSN. You know, you can do those calls and stuff. We've spoken through that... and we text each other, too =D It's really exciting. But like she said last night, this is probably the most insane thing either of us has ever done XD Meeting someone from the internet...


Anyway, I will let you know next week how things go with... everything =|


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Thursday, February 4, 2010

Ra Ra, Ah Ah Ah


I'm totally not singing that very addictive line in Lady GaGa's song...

*Shifty eyes*.

Anyway, I was kind of hoping I'd have lots of tales to tell from last night... but I really don't ='(

Nothing happened, really... there was nothing to do... but me and Ryan did have a good giggle about some things.


But, yes... nothing to tell really.

So this post is totally pointless.

Ah well...

I won't be posting tomorrow at all. I'll be on a secret mission.

*Flies off humming Mission Impossible theme tune*

(Inserting shameless egg/Pokémon promotion again)


God... how sad am I?

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Lazy Day,,,

Well... I only have to work tonight and then I'm free from whinging customers until Tuesday =D How brill is that?

After the shit I got from customers on Sunday, I need a break. I'm not going to go anywhere... I'm just going to lounge about the house and do fuck all.

Well, and I'm going to clean the bathroom. I really have a massive urge to clean the bathroom. Which is insane, because I NEVER want to clean ANYTHING.

And I want to paint it. =|

I will have to buy some bathroom paint. I'll get white for the base colour, because at the moment, our bathroom is a shitty brown colour (I don't know why - it's what the people who lived here before painted it - fucking disgusting if you ask me).

Any ideas on what colour I can paint it afterwards? I know blue would be a good colour, but I don't think my parents would want a blue bathroom... (yes, I'm still living with my parents, and I'm deciding on what colour to paint the bathroom LMAO).

And it can't be pink or purple.

Maybe a light green?

I don't know, because we have, like, old wooden shelves, and a wooden side-panel for the bath and stuff. It's kind of posh-ish (except for the shitty brown paint), so I don't know what colour would go with the wood... hmm...

See, my life is full of such important decisions XD

To be fair, I actually can't wait until I can afford to move out =| I want to do it this year sometime. I actually keep thinking about just LEAVING every day. I think, "I'll leave tonight... definitely..." but then I don't, because I remember that my friend from Ireland is coming over in a week, and I've got other things going on here... *sigh*.

I desperately want to move out, though.

Maybe I get these awful braces off. I'll leave. Yes. Sounds like a plan.

Hmm... what else can I rant about?

Oh, I'm working with Mr. Fitty tonight.

By Mr. Fitty, I mean Ryan. The guy I majorly fancy XD That should be interesting. I will post again tomorrow with any interesting tales from tonight, LOL.

Major news that is of no importance to you guys, really...
But on the egg site, I just finally found my shiny Pokémon T_T

The end.

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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

   Yes... It's Me Again

I know. I can't stay away, now =O

Not much is going down... (what, I've never said that in my life =|) obviously it wouldn't, as I only posted last night. So not much could happen between then and now.

I just realised I can't remember what I did with the kittykat mood emoticons... hmm...

I should really be pulling my finger out... I have a chapter to Beta-read for someone, and she kind of wants it back by the end of this week =S I haven't even started. Oops.

Oh, and I need to clean the animals' cages out... that's another thing I should be doing...

But I just want to sleep.

Decisions, decisions...

Yes, I think sleep is the best option =P

(Now for some shameless egg/Pokémon promotion)

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Monday, February 1, 2010

Good Lord...

It has quite literally been bloody ages since I came here.

In fact, wasn't it around my birthday that I last came here?
I don't know.

Anyway... not much has happened since then... I still work in shitty Tesco, I'm pretty sure my depression is getting worse, I have the biggest 'crush' on the most unobtainable guy ever, and my life pretty much sucks.


Needless to say, 2010 is not going good for me...

Anyway, I promised a certain someone that I'd come back and do a post =P But coming back here, I realise I don't have that much to say...

TheO has changed a bit. Again.

MyO here, though... nope... this still looks as abandoned and forgotten about.

A perfect blogging space, though... I might actually have to make a return here. I'm desperate to find a new place to blog. I was using DA, but I keep getting paranoid that unwanted eyes are reading my stuff.

Anyway... I hope you guys have been well =) I know I have a few of you added on Facebook, so I've been hearing from you there =D


Hopefully, see you lot later! =D

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Friday, October 2, 2009

   Happy Birthday...

... TO ME!

I know I haven't posted on year for fucking ages, and I know it's rude of me to only come back and announce my birthday.

But to be honest, I don't have much else to announce XD

So yes, I have hit the big 20, meaning I am no longer a teenager T_T

Ah well.
It's not like I really noticed being a teenager, anyway =|

This just means that I'm going to have to act more maturely.


Yeah right.

I'm actually celebrating this birthday, too! I'm not having a party or anything, but I'm going out with some mates tomorrow night.

We be going clubbing.

I don't even LIKE clubbing, but this is the first birthday since I turned 18 that I'll actually be going clubbing for.

I might as well celebrate one birthday by going out *shrug*.

I must leave... I'm getting phone calls D=

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Saturday, August 1, 2009

   *Looks Around Nervously*

I should really be Beta-reading this chapter for someone's fanfiction...

But I had an urge to come here.

Only TalimSoul updated today/yesterday/whenever, and I must say... YOU MAKE ME LOL, GIRL! XD

I've hurt my arm =( I think I slept on it funny.

Erm... I has a week off from work =D

Three of my cousins have had Swine Flu XD But I think they're better, now.


Pokémon eggs =D

Yeah... All my good Pokémon are in the boxes on my PC on that site...

You should join up. It's so addicting. Though, you do have to take the validation quiz. But you could PM/email me the questions and answers, and I could answer them for you *shifty*

It's what I've done for two other friends LOL.



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Wednesday, July 8, 2009


... I need to change my theme XD

There's a new guy at work.

He was only supposed to be helping out whilst our other manager was away.

But now he's staying. I think.

He's luuuurvely!! =D

He's nice... And tall... And nice... And lovely... And nice... And... Nice.


He's the same age as me (19), but he's like, a few months younger than me. I don't mind that. I don't normally go for younger dudes (eww), but I think this is a perfect exception XD

I found his Facebook last night (totally NOT stalking ROFL), and it says that he is single, that he is interested in women (Yay, he's not gay!). It also shows that he looks to be a bit of a twat =|

I thought I was over the whole crushing on someone.

Apparently not.


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Tuesday, June 30, 2009


It's been so hot here over the past few days, it's unbearable. I went to sleep with my little fan on last night, it was that hot. Luckily, at some point during the night, it's rained. It's still warm, but not AS warm.

I still hate driving, even though I passed my test =|

My sister now uses the laptop a bit, these days. She does log into MyO/TheO, but she's yet to actually write a post XD I will show her how to do it, so she can post.

If anyone's forgotten her username, it's SophSoph.

That Pokémon egg site is so addictive... Really, it is =|

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Monday, June 22, 2009



About fucking time, too...

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