Tuesday, March 17, 2009

some ranting, some answers...ehhh, yeah.

Hey peoples. *hugs* Nice to see you all again. I hope you're doing well. :) Many welcome backs!! "O-kaerinasai" to sparkle-chan, lala, KD (I believe the fish you had was a Silver Dollar, like the coin...yup, we had a discus whose air bladder burst, too...), rachel, filo, and Oli-chan! Like omg, it's been so long for some of you!!! ;__; *hugs* THANKS for returning. <33 And thanks to all my other sweet friends that commented, too! I got a lot this time...though some were multiples. ;3 Thanks for all the support with the death of my fish Tigger. ;__; Very sad indeed. *sigh* And yes, we buried him. We wouldn't want to throw any of our fish in the toilet...expensive fish at least deserve something more! XD Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper, too. :) Ugh...I have to try and make this post quick. v__v Darn it, Erica!!! I WISH THAT SHE COULD DO WORK ON HER OWN AND FIGURE IT OUT BY HERSELF. I mean, it's great that she relies on me for help--that means I'm capable of helping, and she looks up to me for that, but at the same time, I feel kind of used. We almost NEVER have a conversation about anything but schoolwork. She doesn't really tell me much about her personal life (I don't either...cause when she happens to ask, interest seems to wane and I'm ignored), like she does with others. She doesn't compliment me like she does others. I'm just there for school help. "Kelsey, how do you do this? What does this mean? Can you help me with this homework? What's on the test?" ~__~ So like now, she wants to "work" with me on our accounting homework that's due next week. *sigh* She didn't pay much attention to class today and totally didn't understand anything, so she wants me to help her with it...this isn't partnerwork, and even if it were, it would be ME doing everything anyway! I know it will be. She's even cutting into my precious free time right now. So I have to hurry up and eat and post. GAWD. Sorry, had to get that rant out of my system. I'm just generally not feeling great today...physically & mentally. Umm...so yeah, this weekend...I didn't really do anything, but I did bake some muffins. My dad has been nagging me to cook something sometime. Because in high school I got the culinary award...and I did do a lot of cooking/baking back then, but since we've moved, I haven't. That's because the kitchen is mom's now. She had that period of a couple years when she couldn't use it at the old house, but since we've moved, she does it all again. So...I don't want to, you know, take over her kitchen. ^^; So I told dad that, but he just kept nagging, so fine, I made some muffins from a boxed mix. HAPPY??? Well, they were really yummy. :3 But...still, my mom was there, and I knew it would be like that. She didn't tell me a lot of stuff [like her "secrets"], and I messed up with what oven to use, even though I asked her which...and I don't know. I just knew it. It's like she doesn't want anyone in her kitchen doing anything, even me! So fine, if I wanted to bake, then it was like she was offended?? And wasn't telling me where stuff was, etc. It was just...weird...I love my mom a lot, but sometimes she does things that I really don't get and find annoying. Yesterday...I had fashion and philosophy. Fashion was the usual slave-labor type stuff of making patterns. Our sketches for what we want to make are due, and I drew mine up last night. I had fun. XD In the end, I suppose I like the designing part the most about fashion...not the business aspects or construction. Ugh. So I took a lot of time with it; hopefully it's something I can actually make! ^^;; Then philosophy was the usual note-taking and review since we'll have a test next week. At home, crap happened. More with my dog. I swear he hates me. He only loves Corey, and Corey (yes) feeds him chocolate though it's bad for him etc. Anyhoo, last night, Totoro was on my chair, where there was an opened chocolate bar. I was just petting him, and then he viciously lunged at me, growling and biting. *sigh* He's done this to me so often...so I yelled at him, and for once, Corey helped discipline him, too [usually he doesn't...usually he says it's MY fault when he bites me, and then he just pets him and says he's good! Duh, that contributes to his f-ing bad behavior towards me; he thinks it's good]. he didn't bite me, but still...it makes me upset. I tried to hold the tears back, but some did come out. ^^; It's just...stupid. He was supposed to be my dog, but it seems like I can't love him at all. Hmm...so far all I've done is rant. I'm trying to think of something good to talk about, lol. Oh...uh, some of you asked me questions??? I'll answer them: Oli-chan: "What's the weather like there?" Uh, well, lol, it's chilly! Today it's sunny with some clouds and a bit warmer than the other day, but it isn't "warm." We were supposed to get some rain for the past few days, but we still haven't. :/ KD: : "Would you change the color of the sky?" No, I wouldn't. It changes on its own...from dawn till sunset, the sky always looks like it's changing. ^^; And I think it's pretty. I don't know what I'd do if the sky was naturally green, lol. Blues, purples, pinks, reds, etc...they're all lovely. So no, I wouldn't change it. Darke: : "if there was one physical thing you could change about yourself, what would it be and why?" I would change...*thinks for a really long time* Nothing? In all honesty, lol, despite how much I think poorly of myself and say I'm ugly sometimes, I don't think I would want to change anything. Maybe I'd want to be a little taller? 5'2" is chibi. D: sparkle-chan: : Favorite cheese? I can't believe two people wanted to ask me this. XD Either chedder or provalone. But really, I'm not a fan of cheese. :/ If it's on pizza, then yay, more power to ya, but on sandwhiches...meh...not necessary. I hate Swiss cheese. Ok then, lol. I should go now. Sorry this was a shorter and boring post! ^^;; But I better help Erica...I'm just too nice. *hugs* Thanks so much for everything. Take care~

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

fish funerals, annoyances, a wallpaper, and really nothing much else...

Hi, my sweet friends! *hugs* How are all of you doing today? It's the weekend (or at least while I'm typing this) so yes, relax. Thanks for all the comments! <3333 It was great hearing from so many of you~ There's lots of welcome backs, too! XD So welcome back Britty (in college, for the most part, profs don't care if you skip classes; it's not like high school), kiyo-chan, sparkle-chan (nice to see ya again, whore; hand over that calendar! Oh, and I already had that avi, but thanks~), and twist-chan (cause I don't remember if you commented last time or not, lol). And thanks to the returns of you other sweet friends I didn't mention. :) Arigatou!! Well, sorry to put a damper on things already, but I have bad news. ;__; Ok, sad news, and most of you won't care...but dear sweet little Tigger died. "What? Like the disney character?" NO. One of our discus fish. T__T He was the tiniest of all of them...so cute...but he never grew! And yesterday he was acting strange...just kinda staring off (yes, I know) into space at the one side of the tank. He didn't eat at all, and it wasn't like him. :( So today I went to feed them...and I found him dead, lying on the fake tree stump we have in there. I was very sad, and my mom was just as sad because she named him...and he was our favorite. Dad and I buried him outside, by one of our trees in back so now it's the Tigger tree. Dad didn't want to bury any of our other fish that died (lots of them), but I made him bury Tigger since we loved him so much. ;__; So yeah...very sad, but life must go on. Here are two pics of him. I was never really able to get any good photos of him, and that makes me really disappointed, so here's two of the better ones: ♥Tigger 1 ♥Tigger 2 Umm...so yes, in other news. Uh, nothing? *thinks* Well, yesterday nothing special happened at all. I was especially irritable with my brother though. He just got on my nerves more than usual yesterday...him and Totoro. What a gross dog...I swear! He's so bad, and he never loves me; I kinda want to just give up on him. He's basically Corey's dog anyway. :/ But anyhoo, Corey is SO bad, too. He always feeds Totey things he shouldn't have, like cookies, chocolate, etc.-- things that make him sick! We tell him all the time not to do that, but he doesn't care. Totoro has been throwing up a lot lately, and when he goes to the bathroom...he doesn't really get it all out. >> So we have to wash him. *sigh* It's horrible, and Corey never thinks it's his fault!!! UGH. I swear!! >< He makes me so mad! And he makes anything and everything into an argument. And Totoro licks his paws a lot, and I really hate that. It's one of those things that will annoy the heck out of me; I just can't stand it...so gross, the sound and everything! Sorry, I'm going back and forth between complaining about my brother and dog! They're both very similar in being annoying so it might be hard to tell the complaints apart... Yeah, but long story short is that Corey pissed me off a lot yesterday, and he never thinks he's responsible for anything. ~__~ Um, Derek came over for dinner...like usual. He just comes over to eat, and then he leaves right after. I made a new wallpaper though!!! ^__^ And no, it isn't anime~ If it were, I don't think I'd have it finished so soon! *laugh* Lots of you already commented on it (thank you~~~), but if you haven't, I'll post it here. It's of Angela Aki, you know, one of my favorite singers. Some of you said you never heard of her! And I was surprised since I have so many of her songs on my playlist here, lol. But whatever. I submitted this to one of the wallpaper challenges, so we'll see how I do. I really like how it turned out, too~ I've never made a wall of a real person before so yeah; it was much harder to do, but I like the end product now. ^^ Oh, and the title "Your Love Song" is one of the songs she's done, and it's one of my faves. It's so pretty~ Ok, so let's see...I'm trying to think of anything...to talk about, lol. I'm not usually at a loss for topics! I have some things I could randomly talk about, but I don't see a point right now. Uh, I did change my avi again...to that cute looking sad Mihashi one. XD As much as I loved the previous sexy Haruna one, I had to go back to Miha~ *cough* I changed to another Haruna one. T___T Anyhoo, I have no life, so I'm just going to show you an amv. I just found it~ It's a Natsume Yuujinchou one, and it's REALLY GOOD. <333 I love it. It's definitely one of my favorite anime currently. :) I've been watching the second season, Zoku, and it's just as good as the first. ^__^ I really recommend it to you guys!! It's very sweet. I really can't believe I can't think of anything else to say. It's just aside from school stuff, my life revolves around playing video games or watching anime, and I haven't done anything out of the ordinary since thursday (when I last posted). ^^;; I'll try to do some visiting today, so just hold tight. I apologize if I've been missing a lot of you though. *hugs* I still love you!! Forgive me!! Well, I think I wasted enough of your time. Sorry this was shorter (if you like my long posts). If you have nothing [much] to comment on, then ASK ME A QUESTION ABOUT MYSELF. It shall be fun to answer!! <33 Take care~

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Thursday, March 12, 2009

the usual nothingness that is my life~

Hiya, my dear friends! <3 *hugs* How are all of you doing today? I really appreciate all of your comments~ I was very glad to read them all and see your wonderful faces (?) again! ^_^ Welcome back Sam, Anna-chan, 3pointshooter, and anyone else that hasn't been here in a while~ And even those that have visited me somewhat often, THANK YOU and welcome back! More of you commented on my music last time around. :) Which songs did you hear? Cause you know I have about 300 on there, and it's on shuffle!! XD I listen to my playlist everyday without fail, lol, and I keep adding songs I love~ Anyhoo, thanks for the support with that AP girl. Indeed, she had no life if she had the time to write so much to me...that just made me feel worse!! D: So stupid. Steph, I needed that massage! I wish that was in real life! XD Haha, well, thanks again everyone~ Ah. It's so great to only have 4-day school weeks!! I don't know how I'll go back to having classes on fridays next semester...seeing as I probably will!! ~__~ Argh, haha, I just have to do what I've been doing every year previous to this semester. ANYHOO, it's cold. It's back to being cold. We had those nice spring days last weekend, but now it's wintry again, but hopefully spring will come soon!! :) Yup, so...uh, first off, I just made an e-card so if you could take a look that would be great! ^_^ Thanks ahead of time or to those that already commented~ It's Tajima and Mihashi...waking up from a nap! XD I'm already missing having Miha on my avi, lol, so I might change again soon!! Ok, so today...I had accounting and chemistry. Well, remember I said I thought I'd get an 80% on my accounting quiz? Well, I guessed right. ~__~' What I didn't count on was the two questions that I did in fact get wrong! I totally guessed on the first two which were totally new...nothing like on the worksheet we had, and so I thought I would get them wrong...but no, I got two OTHERS wrong that I swear I had right!! *laugh* See, I thought ALL the other questions were identical to the ones on the worksheet. ^^; But no, those were worded differently. [I immediately saw the same answers and figured it would be the same] That just goes to show that you must always read questions carefully! Never assume anything! I usually don't fall into that trap, lol, but oh well. Erica even did better than me!! D: Well, good for her!! It's nice for her to get an A when she's used to C's! :) I'm not upset about my grade (it isn't bad), but I'm just mad at myself for not being more careful. XD Then chemistry...barely anyone was in class!! Dr.Bob asked us, "Is anything up? Do any of you know why no one's here? There were barely anyone in my last class, too..." T__T He sounded so sad! Like...he even said something about thinking it was his fault or that the kids don't like his class. :/ I know...a lot of kids have complained about it though, and most of the girls in my fashion class that have him always debate whether to go or not. "Erica, should I go to chem today? I don't want to..." "I'm not sure if I want to go either. I don't wanna get my test back or get another quiz..." So yeah, he's boring, but I don't think he's bad! We (those that were in class) just told him maybe they're sick, or apparently there was a play going on? I don't know, but I just felt a bit bad for him. ^^; Tempestt didn't come since she was sleeping, and Jenae was sick, but as for everyone else. *shrugs* So anyhoo, we just took notes. Um, yesterday. Well...I had fashion, philosophy and art. In fashion we did more of the same slave labor of creating those pattern pieces--tracing, cutting out, bleh. It's so horrible for my neck! Constantly looking down while sitting on these stupid stools with no backs!!! >< Ugh. My neck hurts now, too. Hah. Then just more notes in philosophy. We usually have funny conversations. Our room is set up with 3 long tables--front, middle, back. I sit in the front like I usually do (can't see the board, plus I feel claustrophobic if I sit in the middle or back), and of course, I happen to sit up there with the other "good" kids. XD And so the "bad" students are all in back. Why does it always happen like that?? Lol, so our prof always talks to us the most, and he tends to get off-track with conversations by some of the other kids in my row. I'm sure I hear the others (that sit behind us) always grumbling and kind of making fun of us. XD Like "nerds, that isn't funny!" Hahaa. Or "what a waste of time! shut up goody-goodies!" But I don't care~ Oh, speaking of nerds, I had chem lab on tuesday. It was a simple one, and I was paired with Tempestt...lucky her! Anyhoo, I was probed about my chem test grade by Erica etc. -__-' I got a 98, like I said, and as usual they make somewhat of a big deal about it. "Oh, of course you would, Kelsey. She's perfect! You never get a bad grade EVER." And Jess said "I hate you!! I hate people that barely have to try and always get good grades. I try really hard, and I just can't do it." Well, I'm just blessed...I suppose. I don't know, but I wish they wouldn't make a big deal of it so much. :( I don't brag; in fact, I don't like being noticed much, lol, so I try to be as modest as possible! I only tell when asked, and sometimes I even say that I got a lower score. ^^; Ah well. I just...I don't know! Then after the lab I was double-checking what we did and if we had to do more, and Tempestt was rushing me, "No, girl! I told you that's it! We're done! Come on! Let's go, nerd!" She calls me a nerd...she has often. ^^; I don't mind cause I know she's just being silly, not like a serious mean. *laugh* But tis a shame that students that excel are usually made fun of or whatever. :/ Or I'm just used for help/answers... Anyhoo...that was tuesday. Back to yesterday, I had art. My long art class. I gotta say I don't find my teacher cute anymore! *laugh* HE SHAVED HIS HEAD. Ugh! D: He looked great with his dark hair! Sorry, but I'm not one for the bald look! When I came into class I was like O___O WHO IS THAT. Bleh. And now he's like best buds with one of my classmates/semi-friends Samantha cause they went on the art field trip to Italy together. XD They talked with each other like best friends! It was rather funny since as I've said, Justin (our prof) doesn't talk much at all. But he's been opening up more lately...and it's just odd when he starts talking gangsta out of nowhere or tries to be funny when he isn't...it's still hard to talk to him, but whatever. :/ Uh, so we painted still lives. Woot. I painted a woodblock next to an orange. <3 Then after school, nothing special. The end. Sorry this is really long~ Or at least I think it is. ^^; I'll try to comment some today. *hugs* But sorry again if I don't. Take care, my dears~

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

it's best not to eat 3 different fried foods for dinner on a depressed stomach...

Hey peoples. *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments!! Not as many, but that's fine. :) I still love reading them, and I appreciate all the advice and everything you gave. Twist-chan, no I didn't see your comment before, but I just checked. Thanks for telling me, lol. Blue guy's junk. XD Anyhoo, Sesshy, welcome back, and same to Steph, jamo, & Sinny! Might as well welcome everyone that commented. ^^ Haha, that's good. It seems that no one thought this was FUNERAL theme. Lol. I guess I was the only one [don't worry, it isn't!]! So I'm glad you like it. Just hoping it isn't too dark or gloomy~ I love blue and black together, as well as black and red. It's just my site was all light and springy...and then went to this, and for some reason the bg reminded me of a funeral home's wallpaper. O__o Though I've never been in one, haha. But yes, I like this theme. Thanks for the comments! *starting to eat my lunch* Hungry. Tired. Ugh, school is back...my break was overall rather nice, but as always, it seemed too short. :/ Though...at times it did seem long. ^^; I guess that's the nature of having a week off. But now it's back to the grind...until Easter, which is over a month away, and THEN I'll have another little break before home stretch to summer! >D I can't wait. I usually want winter to last a bit longer, like give me more snow, but for some reason this year...I don't know, winter didn't seem as fun!! We got a good amount of snow, but I didn't enjoy it at all. I guess snow days and things...just become less "fun" when you get older. ^^; Oh well, but for once, I'm really looking forward to spring and nice weather! And baseball! Haha. Though I've already been watching the WBC (world baseball classic; almost like the olympics baseball with teams from around the world) and exhibition games that have been on. Umm...but yeah, today is a cooler cloudy day...still wintry, but we sure had that nice little break of warm weather the other days! It was so much fun taking Totoro on that walk before. :3 Ok, so today I've had accounting and chemistry so far. Then I have chem lab. *looks at cell phone* Erica called me. ~__~ I have my sound off though, lol, so I didn't hear it. I bet she needs help on the post-lab AGAIN!! I really wish that she could do this on her own. ;__; I mean, I love helping, but it's just sorta sad that she only wants to talk to me about school stuff and needing help. *sigh* Anyhoo, in accounting, we had a quiz. Yeah, first acct class back from break, and we had a quiz. All the questions except two were identical to the worksheet she gave us before...but those 2 questions, I had no idea on. ^^;; So I totally guessed. If I got them wrong, then I guess I got an 80%. I swear we didn't even learn that stuff. >> Oh well. Then we just went over the next chapter. Then I had chemistry, and we got back our tests and just went over them. I got a 98%. ^^; Whereas most others did really poorly. Tempestt got a 0...cause she didn't even try, and our teacher wanted to talk to her about it. He's really nice though! D: He said she can take a make-up one. Even though she's my friend, and I want her to do well...I just think she deserved the grade she got. She didn't study, she wouldn't pay attention in class, and she didn't bother even TRYING the problems. Just handed it in blank. What a nice prof we have. Ok, um, I posted on my world yesterday about this, but I guess I'll reiterate some stuff again here. ^^; Well, you know that girl on AP I mentioned before? About how she was critiquing how I handle critique etc....how she sent me this huge PM about it? Anyhoo, she replied to my reply with an equally or doubly huge PM responding to everything I said, almost down to each sentence. She quoted and put my stuff in italics and then promptly refuted everything I said. Like wtf?? *sigh* She said stuff about how I tried to make her out to be the bad guy (hello? She was the one verbally abusing me) and how I can't handle things, and she can't work with someone that won't want to accept her help and change etc. Anyhoo, she ended it with saying she doesn't want to be MY friend anymore. Ok. Well, anyhoo, I just read that yesterday and got uber depressed about it all. It's amazing what ranting about it and then sleeping will do to your mindset because now I'm fine. I realize it's stupid to care about what she does or says to me because she WASN'T a good friend. I always feel bad when someone leaves me like that, as if it's my fault, but hey, she wasn't that nice. She was one of my first friends on AP, and she has given me lots of good advice to learn from, but overall...how she talked to me was always that of a counselor or a teacher, not a friend.[though I have friends that are the before mentioned] She wanted me to change how I act and how I handle things. I can't just change myself to fit HER ideals. Friends realize other friends' weaknesses and faults and either put up with them, or peacefully and helpfully aid the friend in getting better if it's something bad. She didn't do that...so yeah, I don't mind now. I told her it's fine; it would be less stressful for both of us not to be friends anyway. ^^; I could've sent her a reply refuting everything SHE said and make it an even bigger argument, lol, cause she said a lot of wrong things, but whatever. It's best just to leave it as is. She was the one that took things too seriously, not me. ANYHOO, aside from that...yesterday I had fashion and philosophy. Nothing special. Then at home, also..nothing special happened. Oh, but we had a lot of fried things for dinner. ^^;; My dad hates fried foods, and since he wasn't coming home for dinner, we thought "woot! Frying party!" Lol, BAD IDEA. Try to keep it at one fried food per meal...not 3. XD Fried green beans, french fries, and corn dogs fried (we have a mini deep frier), lol. Ugh, I felt so sick after dinner!! But the green beans are so good~~~ I just couldn't stop eating them. XD Haha, but now mom knows that it isn't a good idea. We all felt pretty sick after that. Um, last night I did homework for chem and studied for accounting. That's basically it. Oh, and again, sorry [I apologize so much] for not commenting a lot. Yesterday i saw a ton of people updated, but I was NOT in the mood for anything social. I have been down a lot lately, and yesterday was bad cause of that AP thing; today I don't know...I'll see what I can do. *hugs* Sorry. ^^; And thanks for putting up with me. I better end this post now since I gotta finish eating and then go to chem lab. THANKS. Take care everyone! <3333333

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Saturday, March 7, 2009

thanks, a new theme, yesterday, card, & a walk today!

Hello guys! *hugs* Thank you sooooooooooo very much for the sweet comments on my last post. ^^; I'm sorry again that I got so down the last time. But you all helped me a lot! Steph, a major WELCOME BACK again. *hugs* it's so great to see you finally! Again! Here!! :D Woot! And Oli-chan, no, I certainly was NOT talking about you and your critiques. XD Certainly not!! You're so sweet to me!! And omg Shi-chan welcome back, too!! ^_^ And it was great to see everyone else as well. I love you guys. <333 Thanks a ton for the great comments. They really do cheer me up. Haha. No, don't worry, this isn't a funeral site. XD NO ONE DIED. I just changed my theme. I thought it was really cool...I found the pattern on the same place I got my last one, squidfingers....and I just really liked it. I guess it's just a bit of a shock to go from that light springy one to this really dark one. O__o I hope you don't mind!! It's sad cause today was the first really warm day in a very long time...so it didn't feel like winter! And yet here I am changing my warm theme to this. XD Ah well. I hope you like it. ^^ Though my avi doesn't match, poor Mihashi. I'll have to get one with blues in it or something...sometime. And yeah, if you couldn't tell, Mihashi IS in that avi...he's laying on the couch, through those plants. <3 Changed my avi. D: OMGWTF IT ISN'T MIHASHI. It's Haruna...also from Oofuri...gawd, he's sexy. *__* Lol. Mihashi is ultra cute and I love him the most, but there are lots of other sexy guys in the anime, too...hehe... So...if you can't tell, I'm feeling better than the last time. ^^;; Although I don't know how long this will last, but hey, I'll enjoy this "good" time for now. As for that person on AP, I replied to her pm, but she hasn't gotten back to me yet. Honestly, I don't want to hear from her again. ~__~' I'm afraid that she'll call me a liar again or say she doesn't believe me, or she'll just criticize me more. Oh yeah, I guess I didn't mention this before. >< She sent me a pm the other day cause I asked her why she didn't say stuff about my wall IN her comment...instead she went on a long rant about 5 paragraphs long, telling me that I take things too seriously. That I'm ultra sensitive to criticism/critiques, and I don't know how to handle them well. She told me to read books on the subject to get better at it, and she also said she hasn't seen any improvement in how I take criticism since the "last time" she "talked to" me. Yeah, aka she sent me a long PM about this before. -__-' Like wtf? Why would she care so much? It's "great" that she wants me to feel better about myself and be able to handle things that others say about my wallpapers, and I should understand her reasons about faving...but uh, attacking my personality like she did, doesn't help. She didn't say anything to help me feel better or improve myself, she just basically told me to stop caring so much about my wallpapers etc. What a tard. So I kinda don't want to see what she says back. And contrary to what she said, I took criticism from several people who commented on my wall on AP, and I even edited my wall because I agreed with what they pointed out. :/ So yeah, I'm not totally hardheaded and a worthless case. ANYHOO. After I got that pm and stuff out of the way, I started feeling better yesterday. My brother was in a good mood, so there were no arguments or him being mean in general. We went to the chiropractor yesterday, too, so I could get adjusted. My neck and back really needed it. He cracked me so much, lol. XD It hurt a lot, but then it's all for the best! Made me feel better. He said I was very compressed. *nods* Oh, and I had to SHOW him that my hair was cut...as in point it out to him, lol. You'd think he'd notice! We've been seeing him for, what, 15+ years, and he's known that my hair was/has been long, and yet he didn't even notice! Haha, oh well, but then he complimented it, so yay. After that, we went to the game stop since Corey had a gift card to spend. He got Ar Tonelico 2 (the LE box) and Rhapsody (for the DS) that I picked out. :/ As in, I want to play it...he'll "let" me play it, but it's still officially his. *rolls eyes* That's how he is with all video games. I may be the one playing them and finishing them, but they're his property, not mine. v__v Umm...I made an e-card last night! For Steph since she came back. ^^ Even if it won't be for a long time or for often visits, it's still good. :) Today, guess what I did? OMG, and the answer isn't "nothing." I went for a walk with my parents and Totoro since it was so nice outside. ^^ So oddly warm! D: So I decided to get up off of my lazy butt [after playing some P4] and went for a walk. We went to this park near this one river, and we took Totoro...for like the first time EVER. Yeah, he's not really an outdoors dog. ^^; We never take him on walks, lol, but it was amazing! He actually LIKED IT. This was the first time I've ever seen my dog voluntarily get muddy, dirty, and even get wet. He tends to be afraid of water, but omg, he even went IN the river. XD He drank from the river, too!! Hahaha! It was just so funny to see him really acting like a dog. :3 So we just walked around, and I took photos of nature...but too bad it was a cloudy day. We might get some rain tomorrow, so yeah. We explored and looked for anything in the sand/dirt near the water...but didn't find anything special. After that (a whopping 2 hours; I haven't done like...exercise...in a really long time XD) I got lunch (at 4:30) and then we went home. <3 Which is where I am now...uh, about to eat dinner! ^^' So yes. I better go now~~ *hugs* Thanks for putting up with me!! Again, a lack of commenting, but I'm trying...trying! And more emails to get to still...sorry. ;__; *hugs* Oh, and jeez, daylight savings time tomorrow. NOOOO. D; I hate that! It's so retarded. Losing an hour so sleep...bah, wtf. And then it's back to school. My break was nice, but as usual, it feels too short. Anyhoo, take care, my dears~

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

muhyaaaaa...

Hey my dear friends!! *hugs* I love you guys!! >3 So how have you been? Good, I hope. And if you haven't been...well, hopefully you'll feel better soon. Thanks so much for the great comments~~ Welcome back Lory!! <333 Haha, it's fine! I don't mind. ^^ I'm glad to see you again. Welcome back to Kiyo as well~ It's been quite a while for you two. :D And to everyone else, it's wonderful reading your comments again. <3 Britty, I'm totally amazed and pleased that you've been commenting more often! Woot! ^^ Sinny, since your question was really the only real one [that I could find] I'll just answer it here~ If I were to visit someplace, of course I'd like to go to Japan, but also...France, Germany...uh, even other states in the country! *laugh* I haven't really been anywhere, so it'd be great to travel a lot, if I were a traveling person. ^^; Arigatou again to all of you~~ I know it's a much later post! I wasn't even sure if I'd get to post today. >_< Cause my brother didn't work since he did yesterday, and tomorrow he also doesn't work...so it's a major pain to me. :/ I have to put up with him, and I don't get to be on the computer much. ARGH. But I'm managing to get a post on here now~ Some of you are probably like, "Ah man. I wish she didn't..." WELL SORRY. XD And sorry again I didn't comment everyone yesterday~ I said I'd try, but I ended up not. >.<' Gomen!This weekend I'll try harder. :/ Thanks as always for putting up with me and my long posts and poor friendage! That's totally not a word, but I don't care! Lol. I was just suddenly hit with a feeling of bleh! Of being down! Argh. *slaps down feeling* I hate that. ;__; It just seems to happen out of nowhere that I get this overwhelming feeling of total helplessness and like depression crap. D; Sorry~ *listens to Vacancy by Kylee* I love that song. Anyhoo, uh...if you didn't read my post on my world, well, I'll tell you about some of it! I finished my wallpaper, and many thanks to those of you that already gave me sweet comments on it. ^^ I'll put it in this post, too. And I also mentioned that I got promoted on AP to senior member!! That's like being an otaku legend here or something cause it's the highest you can be. I worked very hard to get that, and I'm so very happy about it...even though right now I'm not feeling that happy. XD I've gotten lots of good comments on it there, but I have some "friends" on there that I just don't get. :/ This one girl...she almost never adds my wallpapers to her favorites, and even if she supported me on through making it and said she really loved how it looked (and couldn't wait for it to be finished)...she doesn't add it to faves, and she also says she has a list of critiques on it. ~__~ I just don't get it. [real friends would at least give me a pity fave, lol] She can just piss me off sometimes because she's really an amazing artist but she doesn't wall that often, and yet she has the gall to tell me all sorts of things wrong with my art. I'm NOT PERFECT. But come on, because it's not totally perfect, does that give you the right to dismiss it as not good enough? Whatever. Sorry again. I rant a lot about that place, lol, and yet I still stay there. XD I've gotten used to it, and I really do like it. I've made lots of new friends there [none as good as you guys], but some of them, like the one I mentioned, I just don't understand. She didn't even tell me any of the critiques. I kind of don't want her to tell me since it'll probably be a huge list of nitpicky things wrong with it. -__-' Anyhoo, here's the wallpaper in question in case you haven't seen it yet. I love it, and I spent so many hours on it that I don't care what people think. Lol, that might just be really hardheaded of me to not want to change anything, but whatever! I take stuff like this way too seriously...I have no life if grades on wallpapers and things that people say that I don't even know in person affect me... I have other art related things to show you. Last night I spent a lot of time trying to take photos of some of my fish! *laugh* It's very hard to do, in case you didn't know. XD Fish love SWIMMING around...and it's not easy to get them still. :/ Also, you can't (at least as far as I know) take a photo with the flash on or else it looks really bad, so you have to be super still to not get a blurry pictures. ^^; So out of the many I took, I really only got 2 good ones. I submitted them to dA. Both have Blueberryhead, lol, and one has Tony the Tiger (who I drew before) in it, too. So feel free to look~ ¢¾Blueberryhead ¢¾B & T Yesterday...was a pretty good day. I did nothing but play video games really...and go online. Darn it, I have so many emails I need to reply to. ;__; It's been weeks. I get into these moods where I just want to be antisocial and not reply to anything. >> Or comment...or do anything in general, and I'm kinda getting into one of those right now. *sigh* The new season of America's Next Top Model started last night, woooot. And guess what? Next season...they're taking participants under the height of 5'7"!! Isn't that so cool? FINALLY SHORTER PEOPLE AND NOT GIANTS WILL BE ON THERE. And it makes me really want to try out, lol. But I'm looking at the application now...and the requirements...and I know I wouldn't be picked, and I don't even have a driver's license yet. Haha...also, I'd be way too shy and panicked...I get so nervous just doing speeches for class, so how would I be able to do this? I don't know, but sometimes I wish I could be a model. I'm an odd one...I have terribly low self-esteem, yet I wish and think that I could be a model. And I hate doing social things or performing, yet I've always wanted to do something like that. But yeah, if any of you lovely ladies (age of 18+) always wanted to be on the show, maybe you could try out?? There will be tryouts somewhere somewhat close to my area...but not quite...but it'd be tomorrow anyway. XD LOL, a bit of a short notice! Umm...*thinks* I had other stuff I wanted to mention, but now I really don't remember. :/ Nor do I care. Sorry!!! My mood just totally shifted since I started writing this post. ^^;; This usually happens when I confront thoughts of the future and just what I'm doing now...like I'm wasting my life. v__v Uhhh...I'll spare you any more! Thanks for visiting me, and sorry this was a really boring (and shorter) post! Sorry! *hugs* I love you guys though~ You're all awesome sauce in a box. :D Take care~ [and it's almost the weekend! Meaning I gotta go back to school next week]

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

warning: questions, break, snow, wp, cleaning, & amv

Hello guys! And girls~ All my sweet friends. Thanks for the comments!! :) I hope you're all doing well. Some of you have gotten sick, so I really hope that you get all better soon. >< Arigatou for the comments on my really boring post! *laugh* Anna-chan, thanks for viewing that vid! And same to SS! Wasn't it awesome?? I'm going to post it in Capri-chan's animation world to share, too. <3 Cause it was just so cool to watch. It must've taken SO much work. O_O Britty!! Welcome back!! :D It was awesome seeing a comment from you again. *hugs* ^__^ And same to Yug and anyone else!! Yup yup, thanks for all the comments, and some of you asked me questions. SOME of you did. XD Not many, but I'll start by answer them~ Sinny: For the second middle name, wow, you have lots of pretty choices! ^^ I think Simonne Rosalie is really lovely~ Go with that! >3 And what's my middle name? It's Rachel. :D Maybe that's why I have lots of friends named Rachel? Lol, they stick together! XD Anna-chan: You asked...why can't you think of decent questions? Lol, well, I don't know! You just can't! Hahaa. I usually can't either if I'm forced to do so... Yug: First off, OMG, you're back!!! *huggles and tackles* I'VE MISSED YOU. Now, future baby names? Uhhhh. I don't know if I want...well, lol, I don't know. That's thinking way too far ahead! But if I were to have kids, I'm not sure what I'd name them. :/ I always thought Celcia was a beautiful name for a girl, same with Sylvie. <3 For guys...uh, TODD?? Or...Mark? *laugh* I'm not sure really. ^^;; Ok, that was it! Haha. That was fun though. So in your comments today, if you want, ask me something! I'm dying for writing material here, so I need stuff to fill up my posts with. XD So...it's tuesday, and I have off, woot. Cause I have all this week off...tons of kids got off school yesterday because of all the SNOW we got. It was tons! It was so pretty!! <33 But I was kind of disappointed that I already had off for break, lol. Of course the one time we would've had a snow day was when I already didn't have school. Rats. ~__~ Oh well. And it stopped snowing when I woke up yesterday, so I didn't really get to enjoy it much. >< I mean, yeah, there's still a ton on the ground, but I like going out in it when it's actually snowing, and I didn't. That's how it usually works for me. :( It stops before I can see it! Well, Totoro has a tough time walking around in it, since he's little...and we got at least 6 inches. XD So today he went out to go to the bathroom, and he just had such a hard time, hopping around in it! Hehe!! Well, when he was doing that, he ended up going around in a circle, but guess what? It looks like the shape of a HEART!! Yup! So I took a photo of it and submitted it on dA. So you can take a look there. :3 Hehe. Hmm...yeah, this will probably be another boring post! Oh well. Sucks for you, right? XD Anyhoo, today I haven't really done anything yet. It's 3pm, and all I've done is eat breakfast (toast and hot chocolate), read the newspaper (sports page), and read articles in Newsweek. Oh, and putz around here online. XD I guess that's what breaks are for, huh? Just doing nothing! Well, I'm going to try and be productive today (and maybe tomorrow) with my wallpaper. :) I'm ALMOST DONE. ALMOST. I just need to do that blasted window. Then I guess work on touching up parts, etc, but then I'll finally be done with that. D: It's felt like I've been working on it forever. T__T I won't show you another screenshot because it will just totally ruin it. It's like I've shown you so many WIPs that there will be no surprises with this wall, and it'll be like, "Oh hey...yeah...there it is, just bigger." XD Yes yes, but look for it over the next couple (provided I work on it quickly) of days~ Yesterday I cleaned!! >3 For some reason, I just get this great sense of achievement and refreshment when I clean. *laugh* I cleaned up my room and our entertainment room. I had months' (seems like it) worth of clothes on my floor to put away. It's like why even bother with a closet?? The floor will do just fine!! So I put them all away, made my bed, vacuumed, etc. Oh, and I changed all [4] of my calendars since it's March. I totally forgot the other day that it was March...cause I was like, "Yesterday was the 28th...so today's the 29...no, 1st? What?? Where'd the other days go?? D: Haha, oh right...February..." *laugh* So yeah, now all my calendars are caught up. ^^ As for the entertainment room's cleaning, I had to have Corey help some. It's partially his room, too!! >< And it's impossible to get him to clean at all. He's so irresponsible. v__v UGH. He's been getting on my nerves so much!! Makes me want school again. XD Noooo, not yet. But anyhoo, he actually helped put things away after mom told him to do so; first he made an argument of it, like he always does, but then finally he helped. So I got to vacuum that horrid room. *__* It needed that SO badly. Corey never throws things away, and he lets Totoro rip up kleenex and anything. Ugh, it gets to be such a mess so quickly...and I'm always the one to clean it up. Bah, lazy men. Mom and dad got more fish the other day--guppies. They're so little and cute...and for the most part, dead. -__-' Yup, more casualties. That just shows that not many kinds of fish can survive in the warm water that our discus need. ^^;; They died so fast I didn't get a chance to name them! Ah well. Fish heaven sure is getting packed up there. *thinks* I guess that's all I really have to say right now. ^^; I'll just leave you with a Gunslinger Girls amv. <33 I was going to show you an Oofuri one that I always show you since I love it so much, lol, but I won't. XD [btw, Funimation is finally moving with its release...ugh, I hate them though. >< BIG WINDUP wtf...I hate that title! ;__; And I'm sure the English voice acting will suck. No one can match Mihashi's Tsubasa! With his adorable stuttering cuteness...I'll stop ranting on Funi since I'm sure lots of you like them, lol.] *hugs* Ok then. Thanks soooooo much for visiting me! ^_^ I'm gonna go work on my wallpaper now~ Hopefully finish it soon, and then I'll try to comment you guys some as well. <33 Arigatou. Take care!

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

omgbaseballgametoday. it's a pretty boring/short post.

Hi, my sweets!! <333 How are you guys?? ^__^ I hope you're doing well! *hugs* I LOVE YOU GUYS. <333 Thanks so much for the comments!! Welcome back Ezel and Capri-chan!! And Lala, it always feels like a long time since you only come on during the weekends! *hugs* Yaya, you're missing Yamapi in your life? Aww. :( I'm loaning him out to sparkle (well, actually Toma) on the weekends...;__; So I miss him sometimes, too. I would loan him to you as well during the week, but then WHEN WOULD I HAVE HIM??? XD Haha, anyhoo, thanks a lot! Arigatou anna-chan, xaos, twist-chan (don't worry about it), darke, sinny, and jamo! Thanks to all of you for the comments. *hugs* They were very amusing to read! Especially the ones regarding Todd. XD Capri, it was so awesome to read your comment again, and you made me laugh about the stalker/perv comments. XD Thanks everyone! :) I might be in a happier mood right now! WHY? Because I AM WATCHING BASEBALL. Lol. You can't defeat me!! >3 Today they're showing one of the exhibition games on TV!! The Phillies have already played 3 (all losses, but it's just spring training), but none of them were aired...but today's is! So it's great to finally see them again. ^__^ And they're winning~~~ Got 3 homeruns in the first inning! *laugh* And it's fun to see all these new younger guys trying out, especially Jason Donald. <33 Kyaa~ Yes, yes, when baseball season starts up for real, you're going to have to put up with my baseball fangirling again!! XD Capri-chan, thanks for supporting me in that! Some of you might be like, "OH NO, not AGAIN. DX Nooo..." Haha, but it makes me happy, so there. It also makes me sad when we lose though... Umm...so it's the weekend! And I'm on my spring break. ^^ Which is just a week off. But we do have some days off around Easter. Yeah, it does seem a bit early for a spring break, but that's because our last day of classes and finals will come before May...I think...lol. Ah, I love college. No, I don't really LOVE it, but I love getting out for summer really early and whatnot~ *thinks* I have a feeling this post will be quite short! Come to think of it, all my posts during this break will probably be very short, seeing as I do nothing when I'm off from school...my posts usually deal with what I did in classes, so without them, what will I TALK ABOUT??? Yesterday...stayed home...watched anime and played video games with my brother. That's not unusual at all. >< Started rewatching Gunslinger Girls for like the 10th time, lol, since it's SO GOOD. <33 Watched the first episode of Basilisk [I didn't get to see them all before; the first time, I think I started at episode 6 or something?], and uh...Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou. <33 I love Natsume!! >D It's such a great anime! And the guys are so cute! XD It's a really sweet show. Zoku is the second season of it. I recommend the first as well! :) Hmm...what games have I been playing? Persona 4 (though it's Corey's; he's LETTING me play it...), GTA IV (again, it's his, but I took it over, lol; I love killing people), and Shining Force EXA. Yup yup. For these past days, I've basically just been working on art stuff. :/ That is, my wallpaper and cards etc. I'm kind of getting close to finishing my wallpaper, but goodness! It's been a lot of work. >_< And I'm afraid that it doesn't look that great...I'm a failure at lighting/shadows, so I KNOW that there are going to be things wrong everywhere! Like I'm about to work on the curtains, and I'm dreading them. AND...I'm really dreading doing the window and the plant next to it! T^T It'll look bad. D; But! I just gotta keep going! I have lots of people urging me to finish it since they really want to see it. Wow. Like people on AP as well as here. :3 So thanks for all the support!! ^^ I like taking pics and showing you my WIP, but at the same time, it's like...well...now it isn't a surprise at all! You already know what it's looking like!! But oh well. Here's another one of what I have now: And most of you probably already looked, but if not, here's some art I did in the past days. I made a cute e-card of a fennec fox (he's not a chihuahua!!), and I drew one of our discus, Tony. :) He's still kind of sick...but my dad thought he was better, so he put him back in the big tank. :/ I don't know though...cause his fins are down and his colors are dark [meaning he isn't feeling well]. ~__~ So that's not good! Argh! He better get better!!! Our poor fishies. ;__; So yeah, I drew him...first time really drawing a fish that wasn't just a silly little doodle, lol. I've noticed that I haven't drawn anything anime in a while...like no original characters. I've been drawing weird things!! SORRY! I guess it's just cause I feel like I'm not that great at it anymore. :/ But maybe some time. Remember when I used to make wallpapers everyday? Wow, I could never do that now...and I used to be in the top wallers list here, but not anymore. EVER. Lol. I don't really care about that anymore...like that sort of popularity thing. I'm just working at my own pace now. :3 I can't seem to work on walls as much as I used to...for one, they take longer (since I'm trying more advanced techniques), I get easily depressed about them (I compare to other wallers a lot, especially on AP), I take breaks, school has been a pain...etc. So I'm sorry if you guys want to see more of them more often!! :( I just can't do that anymore. >)))< Some people on AP are really amazing...like they keep producing masterpieces! At least one a week! I don't know how they do it. :/ Yes, I get envious and jealous easily. Meg keeps telling me that I shouldn't...that we all have our weaknesses and strengths, but I just can't help but be jealous of other people's talents or whatever. :/ I'm a bad person...lol. *sigh* But I have been getting down a lot lately...just about stuff. Argh, anyhoo~ Sorry, this post really is getting boring...and short. I don't think I can think of anything else to mention! So in your comments, feel free to talk about whatever you want! ASK ME A QUESTION!!! That's it, if you ask me a question, then I'll have stuff to talk about next time. XD Thank you!!!! *hugs* Here's a video. My art teacher showed it to us the other day. It's really COOL. *__* It's really really weird though...but awesome!! This guy actually did all this graffiti...and then video taped it...and made it into an animation. It's just...really cool; you gotta watch it. It's somewhat long, but it's mesmerizing!! *laugh* You'll see what I mean by animating graffiti...he really drew it all etc. Okies. Sorry to waste your time with this one!! I want to go watch more baseball now!!! Lol. XD Thanks for taking the time to visit me. I'll try to get to you guys later. *hugs* I love you! Thanks! Take care~

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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Warning: a pretty long post, but that's not unusual. today/yesterday/break

Hello, my sweets! *hugs* How are all of you doing today??? GOOOOD??? :D If not, well, I hope you feel better. Thanks soo much for the great comments before. :) I love you guys. ^_^ Welcome back to all of you: Reki, anna-chan, jamo, twist-chan, xaos, and OMG you're back Anis-chan! *hugs* Don't forget, anime snow girl, that's what I'm calling you!!! Lol. XD I'm so glad to see you again! And I'm happy to see everyone else as well. Thanks for the comments on my e-card, about my fish, and whatever else I talked about. <333 I feel really hungry right now. I guess I need a snack...it's 5:00, but I had lunch at around 1. :/ I guess I NEED MORE FOOOOOOD. *laugh* Well, here I am! A bit later, but oh well. XD I am now on my spring break~ Which lasts...next week. That's it. I always thought colleges had really long ones, but mine doesn't. :/ But we do have some days off around Easter, so that's good. And then my last day is somewhere around May 1! ^^ I'm looking forward to that. So~ Yes. How are all of you? Meg (innocent heart) was feeling sick today, so I hope she gets better!! I can't have my twin (we're not really; we're just super similar :D) being sick. D: Speaking of us being twins, lol, I wonder when theO will announce the otaku angels? ["how do those relate???"] We both applied to be them, and we're really hoping to become "angels." >__< I thought they'd announce them soon, but not yet! I know it'll be an added responsibility, but it doesn't sound that hard, and I'm basically on the site every single day anyway. XD But if I'm not chosen, I don't mind. :) They'll choose more, and I know Meg will become one! If they don't choose her, I'll bite their heads off! >E Hungry...need chocolate... *gets chocolate* Yum, Caramello. :D Ok, so today...I had accounting and chemistry. In accounting, we just did some review stuff. :/ Nothing interesting. Had homework due today, and that took a long time last night. >< Very annoying! Argh, but I got it done. I had my chemistry test today, too...so last night I also had to study. The test was ok though. Quite easy actually. XD It was only 5 questions, and I think I got them all! Erica texted me last night, well, after I asked her...and told me what the test was like. Thank goodness she did!! Otherwise, I would've probably studied a bunch of useless info. XD Knowing that it was only 5 questions and that they were all problems really helped. Cause I probably would've studied stuff for multiple choice questions on theory or something. ^^;; So thanks Erica! <3 I hope I did fine. I just checked my grade for my fashion test, which was yesterday, and I got a 101%!!!! XD I thought I didn't do well at all!! *laugh* I guessed on ALL of the true and false questions. I SWEAR IT. I don't know where Sister is finding extra credit to give to us though, lol. Erica got a 100, so I'm just as amazed. O__o I think...Sister Denise...she probably rigged this test to give us all A's. XD Whenever we hand in our tests, she says, "Is this 100? This better be a 100, girl." And to me yesterday, "Is this a 100? It better be. I mean, come on, if Kelsey doesn't get a 100...I don't know what's wrong." *laugh* So after classes today, mom and I went to the mall. :) I haven't been to the mall in a long time, and I was in dire need of manga! D: So we went straight to Borders, and I stocked up. <33 I got 5 manga...Angel Coffin, Wallflower, Tactics, Ace Attorney (the Edgeworth files), and My Heavenly Hockey Club. ^_^ All different volumes, of course. Cause the other day we went to Barnes and Noble, and jeez, their selection of manga sucks. :/ At least in my area!! They barely have any. ~__~ I restrained from getting some yaoi today, lol, because I always feel awkward handing my mom yaoi to buy. XD Especially the ones that they purposely seal in plastic so young kids can't look!! It really makes me look like a perv then. O__o' Hahaha. Anyhoo, then I had lunch, and then went to Hot Topic. :3 I gots me some new shirts~ Very cute ones. And mom even got 2 from there!!! I never allow her to wear things from there. XD But she wanted to, so ok! Oh, speaking of Barnes and Noble...and the other day...and my stalking Todd. XDD [feel free to skip this if you still have no clue who I'm talking about, and no, it isn't my fish!] Well, there was this kid in the manga section, reading some, and I swear he looked like Todd...lol. He had similar hair! And he looked shy! (his cheeks were all red) What if it were him?? D: If so, then it'd be awesome cause he loves manga. XDD Hahaaaa...but I don't think it was him...but he was similar...gosh darn it. I wish I were a better stalker. I wish I saw him more than that ONE TIME AT THAT RESTAURANT WHERE HE WORKED. Seriously, we live in the same area; why is it so hard for me to see him again somewhere?? *laugh* This is just becoming such a problem for me that I'm seeking out anyone like Todd...and him being very similar to Mihashi is really what caused my intrigue. ^^;;; Looks + personality = just like Mihashi from Oofuri...yeah...I'm bad. XD Anyhoo, yesterday. *thinks* Oh, but first, the other day. Thursday, after school, my parents and I went to another pet store. This one was a farm & feed store that also had pets, but mostly fish. In one small animals room they had really cute little hamsters, some birds, and 2 cats! O__O And the cats were only $25! Why are dogs so expensive??? But cats you can get for cheap or just adopt at a lot of pet stores! That's so odd. Anyway, they were really cute. <33 As for the fish, well, they had some nice ones, and we went there to get more little catfish since our 2 died. :( Ok, so we get two more...really cool ones...bring them home, yay, and guess what? They died right away. ~___~ *sigh* WTF?? We think it's because their water at the store was really cool, but ours is warm [what they're SUPPOSED to have], so the shock probably did it...but jeez!! They're in there for like 5 minutes, and bam, dead. "Dad, why is the one swimming upside-down?" Yeah. *sigh* Maybe some other time... [edit: I've been working on my wallpaper more! Here's an updated WIP screenshot] Yesterday...fashion test. I was going to say how hard it was, but I thought I did really well on making the patterns, lol, but I already told you I got a 101%, so there's no reason to explain. XD Then I had...philosophy and art. Philosophy, just notes. Art...I worked on my painting of the collage we made. So all that stupid work on the collage was so we could then paint it in grayscale. It was hard. ;__; ALSO...my useless teacher ended up saying that the grayscale painting didn't even have to be off the collage!! Like after ALL that, he says we didn't need it. Ugh. But I did it from mine anyway. I think it looks crappy, but he said he really liked it. Then again, he's always complimenting like that [after I cried in class, he wouldn't dare say otherwise]. He also said he wants to see some of my anime stuff incorporated sometime. XD "I wanna see some of that. When are you going to do some anime stuff?" SORRY MAN. I couldn't! D: And I'm not that good...^^' But now I feel guilty that I haven't. *is overly conscious of stuff like that* Argh, and again, I must state my frustration at the cuteness of my teacher. GAWD. *hits head* >> Anyhoooooo, got home late...past 5...and then I took a shower, and then it was right to homework. ~__~ Didn't get much fun at all last night. :/ But now I can just relax~ Break time, woot! Okies. I should go now. This post is probably really long?? YES??? Probably. It always is. XD Sorry about that~ But thanks a lot for your comments. *hugs* i wub you guys! I'll try to visit more over break. Hopefully I'll get to. Take care~

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

thanks, battery dead, compliments/standing out, busy, pets, & card

Hey guys! <33 Well, guys and gals. ^_^ *hugs* How are all of you doing? Thank you so very much for commenting last time! And thanks for everything, really. Even if you don't get to comment, I still appreciate you all. >< Like YOUR posts and whatnot. So yeah, thanks for the comments~~ Welcome back, xaos! It's been a while. XD Don't worry about it though. ^^ I don't mind. And Hiko! Wow! You actually commented here! O__O Amazing, and you like hockey?? Sweet. Well, I'm hoping my Fylers keep winning, lol. And also many happy returns to Sinny and Lala, sparkle, and anyone else. :) Thanks for the compliments on my hair and the progress of my wallpaper. As for my brother in the tournament, well, he lost. I posted about this in my WORLD, but yeah. He did make it to the semi-finals though. :) And won a headband/tie thing like Ryu wears (red, you tie it around your forehead). Tis ok though! He did really well~ Yup, thankies for everything! *hugs* Lol, even the remarks about my stalking Todd. XD Awwwww CRAP. ~___~ My mp3 player just died. Low batter. Shi-bags!! >< How will I love without my music?? D: Crap. First it's dying because of the sound going in and out, and now it's just battery dead. :/ I thought it was charged up enough! Poo. Oh well. I'll have to just put up with the sounds of my typing for now...the sounds of typing and my inner thoughts. Ok, so yes, I'm still enjoying my new haircut!! XD I think it's really cute, and I've been getting lots of compliments. ^^ And I'm surprised! Like I thought most of my classmates wouldn't even notice. Well, those that I don't really talk to or see often, like in philosophy, didn't say anything, and I don't care. But yesterday, when I went into fashion, Erica and the others were like *___* "OMG!! Look at Kelsey's hair! Look at her! That's so cute!!" *laugh* So that was a pleasant surprise. XD I didn't tell any of them that I was getting my hair cut. Hahaa. So I was worried they wouldn't even notice, but they did!! So I got lots of compliments about how it suits me, how healthy it looks, how cute...etc. ^///^ I'm not used to that kind of attention! In fact, I like NOT demanding attention. I prefer not really being noticed...or standing out. Be as low-key as possible. ^^; Like my mom takes me to school and picks me up, and she drives: a black Cadillac or red Corvette. Now, both are very fancy cars, but at least the Cadillac isn't TOO...uh...attention-grabbing...so I'd rather be driven in that, but when my mom wants to driver her Corvette, then I'm like NOooooo. ~__~' Cause everyone stares etc....Lots of people would probably be the opposite, wanting to be taken around in a cool car and whatnot to show off, lol, but I'm not like that! XD Anyhoo...today I had accounting. We mostly took notes and answered questions. We have homework due thursday that'll take a while. ~__~ Argh. And also thursday, I have a Chemistry TEST. >< Noooo. That'll be our first test. I hate having stuff due on the same day! You know?? Like having a ton of things all due on the same day. :/ In chem, we also just took notes, and I got more compliments on my hair from Tempestt and the girl I sit next to. ^^ Yesterday in fashion, we did more stuff...making more pattern pieces. It's like slave-labor, seriously. And tomorrow we HAVE A TEST. ARGH!! Tests 2 days in a row!!! D; So I'll have to study a lot for that; I'm pretty sure it'll be harder than the first time. We have to make 3 of the patterns that we worked on before by memory. One with pleats...one with button holes...and something else. Now, we're not sewing or making the garments, just making the pattern pieces with paper that we'd use to make the garment. It's really hard. >.< Tonight I also have a little art homework to do...so I don't know. I'd like to work on my accounting hw ahead of time, but I might not have time with all this other studying! Ugh, so I'm sorry that I probably won't get to comment much today. :( Sorrrryyyy. *hugs* The other day, I think sunday, we (mom, dad and me) went to this pet store to look at the doggies, lol. XD SO CUTE!!! There were all sorts of mixes (cocka-poos, boston terrier/beagle, etc.), and I just had fun watching them. :3 Some of them, that were part lahsa apsa (bad spelling) looked like Ewoks!!!! XD *laugh* Like from Star Wars?? Haha, it was just really funny. Um, we also went to the other pet store with this really pretty bird that I liked...that liked me...but he's $600. ^^;; So no luck there. I wonder if anyone will buy him?? He's soooo cute!! If I could, I would have SO many pets. I'd have one of almost any kind, except for snakes...or like tarantulas...ew, no thanks. But I love animals. Especially doggies. <3333 And I love my fishies, but I can't really pet them. ^^; Oh, SAD NEWS regarding fish. :( Our other little catfish, Reggie, died. *sigh* He got sucked into the filter...he was still somewhat alive, but some of the other fish must've pecked out his eyes. -__-; So...no real...chance of living. He died soon after. It's very sad. T__T We'll have to buy more. I've got lots of fishies in fish heaven now. Hmmm...*thinks* What else? Oh yeah! I made an e-card last night, and I worked a tiny tiny bit on my wallpaper. I started to paint the bg's walls, and I added a painting on her wall where I had that rough frame sketched. This e-card is dedicated to Twist-chan, but she never goes on theO to check artwork or anything. XD But yeah, just cause it's in the spirit of the baseball season. ^^ Featuring Oofuri~ Please take a look if you haven't!! <3 I'm really at a loss for words right now! I can't think of anything to say. >< I could rant on certain things, but I'll spare you for now. I'll just let you go early. Haha, "early", as if this were class...but yeah, I'm blanking. Sorry this was such a boring post!!!! D: Thanks for visiting me!!! And I'll try to get to you if I find the time. Love you guys~ Take care!

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