Saturday, February 21, 2009

warning: thanks, hair, jerk, dad, wall, today, & fish/Todd -- Long post, sorry!

Hi! *hugs* Hello my sweet friends! <33 How are all of you on this weekend [or not, depending upon when you comment!]? THANK YOU SO MUCH for all the comments! ^__^ Hehe, all the nice compliments on my new haircut!! :3 I'm glad you like it. <3 Cause I do, too!! Lol, for the first time in a really long time, I don't mind looking in the mirror and admiring my hair!! *laugh* I was so tired with it being the same all the time before! So now some change has entered my life, and I like it. :) So yeah, thanks! [now hopefully I won't be called an 80's rocker dude or amish girl!] Thanks for the comments on everything else I mentioned, too. THANKS! And a big welcome back to Reki and SS (solemn serpent)! Arigatou~ Yup, so since my last pic of myself, my hair has changed a tad. I mean, I didn't get it cut again. XD But it isn't AS curly. Lol. It was that curly because of the moose and hair spray my stylist used, but I don't use that stuff on a regular basis, so now my hair is just wavy. ^^ But I like it. And I can put it up in a little mini ponytail!! *laugh* I think it's so funny. XD I'm like "I gotta midget ponytail!" Haha. And I have "bangs" again. They just frame my face, and I like that. ^^ I showed some of my IRL friends pics of my new cut, and they were surprised! One said they liked the color. O__o I was like, "Huh? I didn't get it dyed!" Ummm, but yeah. I can't use any hairspray or anything like that in my hair...I found out that I'm kind of allergic to it. After Sharonda did my hair, I got in the car and noticed my face had some hives. ~__~ And it was itchy. And the rest of the day it was like that...so it was because of the hairspray! It was very hard sleeping on it the first night cause I wasn't used to it! And it was still somewhat stiff from the spray...in the morning, I woke up a tad earlier (I have off fridays, remember), and I actually took a MORNING SHOWER. I NEVER take showers in the morning; I take them at night, lol. BUT I couldn't stand the hairspray stuff! I had to wash it out right away! My face was still itching. D: So that's what I did first thing yesterday. Interesting, right?? Such mundane things such as showering and washing my hair...haha, HOW INTERESTING. Ok, so...yesterday I didn't do much at all. Corey doesn't work on fridays, so I had to put up with him all day. *sigh* Wasn't too bad for most of the day, but then later he was such a jerk. During dinner time he was making fun of me for not liking sauce on my pizza. ~__~ He called me a princess, and made fun of my hair. Then he continued to say more mean things. He wouldn't shut up!!! Also last night he took out some games form the old boxes down here in the basement, and the last time he did that is what stirred all the dust up and whatnot that made my face really itchy down here...and so he made it worse again!!! I TOLD HIM not to do that again. To wait till it's warmer out and do it outside! But he didn't listen. So later I just told him that I was getting a reaction from downstairs, and he refused to take the blame. He can NEVER take the blame for anything. "Well, it's just the whole room. I didn't do anything. It's not because of that, blah blah blah" And then he said something really rude after I made another simple remark. "Well, I hope YOU get injured then. See how it feels." Yeah, don't ask. How it went from telling him not to move things around in the basement to him wishing injury upon me, I don't know, but he's an evil person. He makes no sense, and he certainly doesn't act 28. *sigh* Other than that...my dad came back from his fishing trip last night! Early. He was supposed to come back today (saturday), but the weather was just crappy, and they weren't catching anything, so he decided to come home last night instead. I didn't really hear any of his stories about his trip, but apparently it wasn't that great, lol. But he and his brother were driving along a highway and saw all the baseball complexes there!!! And guess what???? He saw the one that our Phillies are practicing in! ^__^ So he saw them from afar, all in their uniforms, practicing~~ Spring training time! :D I told him he should've tried to get in and watch them. XD Or steal one of the players away for me! *laugh* But they didn't. No pictures even; darn! But yeah, most baseball teams have their spring training parks in Florida. *thinks* Last night I worked a bit more on my wallpaper/painting. I'm working on it SO SLOWLY. Like a tiny tiny bit at a time. XD It's been like 2 weeks or something, and this is what I have now: Last night I painted her blanket and sketched what I want the bg to be like. If only I could just keep it like that. XD I don't know how I'll color it and make it all look...good. Cause I love my sketchy style...coloring things and finishing stuff isn't as easy for me. XD Fast sketching, all the way! Today has already been somewhat stressful. We got our verizon cell phone bill the other day, and it was huge. ~__~ All cause of my texting. Stupid verizon doesn't have an unlimited plan for people that don't have it!! SOOOOO...because me and Meg (and my other friends) have been texting a lot more lately, well, I went way over my 500 allowance. >> I got 1400. Like WTF??? I thought something was wrong! But apparently NOT!! *sigh* So my dad was getting really upset about that...since my bill cost $90. And then that made me feel even worse about it. I thought maybe there was a mistake somehow cause I never had that many before...but nope!! >_< Ugh. So my dad called up verizon, and he was just really upset about all this--coming home from his trip to see bills ain't fun. But he called and got me a better plan. ^^' 1500 allowance for $15. My previous plan was 500 for $10. WHAT A RIPOFF!!! Stupid verizon!! Ugh, so now things should be good though. I'm sure I won't text more than 1500...but still, verizon is retarded. I paid my dad part of the bill because I just felt so bad. I feel really guilty and bad about things like this...so I was depressed, and now I'm trying to feel better. >< But my hockey team isn't helping!! >E They're losing right now. Argh. But only by one! There's 13 minutes left. You can do it, guys!! Today my oldest brother Derek is entering a Street Fighter 4 tournament in our local gamestop. He hasn't entered a tournament in such a long time...he never had the confidence. But he's doing this, which is awesome. ^__^ He's been practicing non-stop~ It's going to be on 360, which he doesn't have but we do, so he got the game for us on xbox and has been visiting every other day to practice, lol. So good luck to him! I HOPE HE WINS!!! He even practiced with Corey. My brothers haven't played a game against each other in sooooooooooooo many years. D vowed to never play Corey in street fighter ever again because he would always lose against him...and basically my bros never talk to each other anyway. Hard hearted brothers. I wish they would get along better. *sigh* But they did play each other the other night. I was really happy to see that. :) D was still his usual non-talkative, somewhat rude self to Corey, but Cor actually talked to him normally! I was surprised. I just wish D would soften himself a little bit...I've always wondered what it'd be like to have my brothers get along like how brothers SHOULD...like do stuff together, talk, just be amiable!! >< The other day I put the 3 new fishies in the big tank with the others. :3 They're all doing good!! Knuble was being a jerk to all of them, so now he's in "prison" for a bit. XD But he'll go back soon. He wasn't as bad as Bossman. But it's so great to see them all in the tank together~~ So cute! ^_^ *laugh* OMG, I just remembered something! Cause of Todd the angelfish. XD Well, you know who he was named after, right?? The kid that worked at that restaurant that I saw once and have a crush on. Lol. Well, I haven't seen IRL Todd since then, but I STILL THINK ABOUT HIM. Hahaa. And when at the stylist, the other stylist lady was on the phone talking with someone, and I overheard her part of the conversation, "What? Did you call him before? No one picked up? Well, Todd is there. He just never likes talking on the phone...he's such a useless kid." So I was like O___________O COULD THAT BE THE SAME TODD??? *laugh* Now I regret not asking her! What if she's Todd's mom? What if that Todd is the same one?? Cause the hair cuttery was in the same area as where he worked!! *laugh* And it seems to fit his personality. XD Or at least how I've made him out to be...shy...anti-social and awkward...he wouldn't want to pick up a phone, like me! Lol, but now I just think my imagination is getting carried away. And very quite stalker obsessed-ish. XD I'm sure there's a ton of Todds in the area...hahaaa...I wish he'd go to my school. Ok, sorry about that!!! Most of you might just be like WTF to that whole Todd thing. But some of you might remember (sparkle, especially). And sorry that this post seemed pretty darn long! I had lots of stuff to talk about. ^^; THANKS for putting up with me. You're not free to go about the rest of your day. :) I'll try to visit some later. Take care!

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Thursday, February 19, 2009

omg omg omg omg haircut omg

Hello, minna-san!!! *huggles* How are all of you doing??? ^__^ Hopefully wonderful! I really hope so. <3 You guys mean so much to me. Thanks a ton for the comments last time. :) Arigatou Oli-chan, twist, Krystal, anna-chan, jamo, and liz (welcome back!!). So nice to see your comments and read all your sweet words of advice etc. Um, this is actually all I'm going to do for the thanking paragraph today. XD Nothing specific to reply to! Because I'm going to show you something to do with my...hair...yes. D: YES. Sooooooooo....today I indeed got my hair cut/styled!! OMG. Can you believe it???? *laugh* I kind of can't!!! The last time I Had my hair cut was in 3rd grade...and before that, kindergarten. Since then, I've just been growing it. My hair was down to my butt...so it was long. ^^;; And wavy. And now...now...it's somewhat short and VERY VERY CURLY. O__O Like omg! Now all my natural curls have come out in full force! *laugh* It's crazy! I feel like a new person! Like a super model!! >3 Hahaaa, though I'm far from one. XD Ok, so anyhoo, after my classes, I went to the Hair Cuttery! I sat down, and the girl helping me, Sharonda, was really nice. :) She showed me these books of hairstyles, and told me to see what I liked~ And she suggested things that would go with my hair type. ^^ There were SO many cute hairstyles that I WOULD HAVE LOVED (like punk types), but none would work for me cause of my really curly hair. *laugh* And I wouldn't want to straighten it. XD So I chose one with layers that framed the face, shoulder length. Um, of course...what I ended up with doesn't look ANYTHING like the pic (due to my curliness), but hey, it's cute! And I like it! ^_^ Though the bangs will need more getting used to again. I got used to not having any. XD So here I am! ^^;;; Soooo??? Looks good? Bad? Lol. I can't believe I don't have long hair now!! I can't really put it in a very good ponytail now. XD And I won't have to have it braided every night before going to bed! OMG. How will I get used to this??? Hahaa. And I only told a few people at school, so the rest will be very surprised. ^^; If they notice or care at all anyway. I didn't really tell a lot of people cause I knew they probably wouldn't care! *laugh* Even Erica. XD For them, getting hair done is a normal thing, so yeah. I wonder if people will notice?? THEY SHOULD. AND OH WELL. Will this help me bag a man friend?? XD Ok...so umm...before all that fun stuff. Btw, it WAS a lot of fun. Having my hair washed. >__< I felt so pampered! Ohhhh, and she cut off all my hair...and gave it to me, in case I wanted to send it to Locks of Love. I didn't measure...but it looks about 6 inches or more. :/ My mom wants to just keep it. XD So fine. More power to her! Keep a lock of my hair, and shove it in your dresser or something. ^^; Weird. But this was my first hair cut in many many years...so yeah. ANYHOO. I had accounting today. Had a quiz. I got a 19/20 on it. :) THOUGH...I could've gotten a perfect. ~__~ But I changed my answer. *sigh* It was just a straight true/false quiz, and yeah, I sucked with a 50% chance. *laugh* I put true first, but then I rethought it...changed it...gah! Always stick with your first choice!!! Darn it. After accounting, I had chemistry. We just took notes...nothing special. Yesterday...I had...oh yeah. My fashion class was canceled. so I got to sleep late since my first class was then philosophy at 1:00. Good thing, too, cause the day was miserable. Really dark...rainy...snowy...cold. Ugh. Just a terrible day for anything. And it really rubbed off on me. >< The weather and my changed schedule screwed with my mood, so I felt pretty down and unreal yesterday. :/ It sucked. Philosophy...was just the usual. Didn't do much but take notes, and then I had art. That class always seems like forever. ~__~ As you know! It DOES last till 5! But it wasn't as bad as before. We did more collage stuff, and I finished mine, but now what we're going to do is paint it! So we're going to paint on a canvas...the collage we made, just focusing on some of the shapes and things we created, so not every detail. Very interesting, especially since it's all grayscale. I've barely ever painted, so this should be interesting. ^^; And my teacher, justin, was in a better mood. He talked a bit more. :) Oh, turns out he has a girlfriend. *laugh* Ok, so now I should REALLY shout at my brain to stop thinking he's cute. XD Lol. That's how I am. I go from hating people to liking them instantly. I'm so fickle. XDD Hahaa. Anyway, he's my art instructor...so that's even worse! D: Ew. *slaps brain* Ummm...then the rest of the day was really video game playing. Corey and I are still playing Dokapon Kingdom. It's a really fun game, really addictive, but gawd, it's cheap...and annoying...and long, and irksome!! >< So we're almost done, and we really can't wait to finish it. *laugh* I do suggest the game though. So go and play it if you want a cute rpg/party/board type video game! ^^;; Yup. Uh, I barely went on the computer, so sorry if I didn't comment a lot. I don't know if I will do much today either. I'm pretty tired, and my neck hurts. :/ Oh, and I totally need to stare at myself in the mirror for a few hours at a time to soak it all in, lol. I'll go find you an amv to watch...if you want. Ok, lol, it isn't really an amv! It's just the OP to the new Ippo season that I've been watching. I LOVE THIS SONG. >__< I can't wait for the full-length to come out!! Boxing anime, woooot! :D Alrighty! Sorry if this made you all bored to death. XD It was somewhat shorter...I think. I don't recall writing much. It all revolved around my hair cut. *laugh* Thanks for putting up with me! I love you guys! ^__^ I'll see when I can visit you all. Sorry again if I haven't been commenting as much. :( I've been bad. I've been sorta anti-social more lately...so yeah. but thanks always. Take care!

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Eh, well, stuff! :D

Hey, my sweets! *hugs* Thank you all for the great comments. <33 Great V-day comments!! ^_^ Arigatou for all the love~ Welcome back Stixx (don't worry about it; we're all busy!), Sinny (I hope you're feeling better now), and chii! And many happy returns to the rest of you that commented. I LOVE YOU GUYS, TOOO. *hugs* Sparkle, you shall always crack me up [you're my #1 shuper whore], and if I could, I would totally take your pre-calc test for you!! I loved that stuff. ^^' Umm...and thanks to everyone else for the great comments on my card etc. :) Oh, and of course the congrats on my otaku-versary! Weee!! <33 Yup, hopefully many more will to come. Arigatou! It's COLD. D: Outside and inside! I'm in the library, but I must be right at a drafty computer or something. >< Stupid stupid. Umm...so how are all of you?? Is it warm where you are? Even though spring training may have started for baseball, that doesn't mean spring is here yet. -__-' Unless you're in florida (where they train) or any other warm state. *laugh* Speaking of FL, my dad left this morning to go on a fishing trip with his brother there. He'll be gone until saturday. :( I don't think...I've ever really felt like I missed my dad when he'd go on trips. He used to all the time, and so I got used to it, but now he hardly does, and lately [as I've probably mentioned before] we've gotten closer. >_< Cause of sports and our fish etc. So I might actually MISS my dad!! D: I'll miss our bickering during after dinner time (when we do the dishes), him watching sports with me, and of course, sharing the fish duties! Now I'll have to do it all myself this week. ;__; I'll have to feed them before school, and later...and I guess they'll have to wait for their "lunch" since I'll be at school. :/ I'll also have to change the water in the little tank. How annoying! ~__~ But I can handle it! He wouldn't trust anyone else to do those things. DEFINITELY not Corey. He used to be the fish guy with dad back at the old house, but now he has no interest, and I wouldn't trust him with feeding them anyway. Oh and ugh, the heaters in the tanks are so faulty. They're either too hot or not hot enough!! So it's very troublesome. >< The other day Corey sold his car (the one he was complaining about) finally. He got his new car a week or so ago, and so we've been trying to sell his old one on Vehix. I set up the ad (did it all for him...) and FINALLY it paid off a couple days ago. I guy called after seeing it, and he loved it. Came to see it on sunday, and they signed all the stuff away yesterday. :) Now Corey won't have anything to complain about (in that respect)...but knowing him, he'll come up with more problems to biatch about. [I should've gotten some sort of commission since I was the one that sold it...] He also had me put up some auctions on ebay of some of his games. ~__~ I'm like his secretary or something, but I GET NOTHING FOR IT. he's such a tard. A greedy older brother that acts 10. But I'm just too nice, and I would feel bad if I didn't help. -_-; I'm TOO NICE. So today...I had accounting and chemistry, and I have chem lab next. We got back the rest of our accounting test, which I got a perfect on, but that plus my 90% on the multiple choice didn't bump it up that much. :/ So I got a 92. Not bad, but I was hoping for a solid A, not A-. ~__~ *perfectionist* But hey, I was 1 of only 2 people that got A's on the test. *laugh* Wooot! Erica ended up getting a C. :( I was hoping she'd do better, but it's better than failing (which usually is the case). ^^; Um, in chem, we went over the take-home quiz we got...and I think I got them all right. Then we just reviewed some stuff. Dr.Webber (mr.monotone) was actually more talkative and tried telling some funny anecdotes from when he was in school. *laugh* It was hilarious. XD Whenever someone that speaks in monotone actually gives emotion to what they're saying, it usually comes out funny. HAHA. But, um, yeah, he was saying how he would always be blamed for things that would happen. *laugh* Even if it wasn't his fault!! And one time, he (and everyone in class) got an F in gym because they had archery, and someone shot the clock with an arrow...and no one fessed up, lol. An F in gym!! XD Ok, so something I forgot to mention in my World post [which was actually the whole point for it...lol] was that I'm thinking of a change. >< With my hair. I haven't had it cut since 3rd grade, and I'm considering getting my hair done! D: I really want to change it. All I do is put it in a crappy ponytail every single day. And even though it looks pretty down, it just gets in the way or makes me too warm, so I put it back up anyway. ^^;; So yeah...I don't know what I want to get done...and I haven't been to a salon in SO many years, so I'm kind of clueless on how to go about it. *laugh* Any suggestions?? Some of you saw the pic of me before, so what would be good? XD I'm guessing I'll just go to Hair Cuttery or Super Cuts...but my friend Julie said she'll give me the number to this lady that's a specialist that does it at her home or something. :/ I don't know if I want that...sounds too...ritzy. XD *thinks* Yesterday...I didn't do much, as usual. Oh, I had fashion and philosophy. Hahaa...um...fashion...Sister Denise wanted class to start early (at 9:30 instead of 10:10) because we're not having class tomorrow. I told her I couldn't do that (too lazy really lol), so she was fine with it. So I came much later than most people, but I caught up fine. It'll be the same next monday. In philosophy we got back our tests. :D I got a 100. *laugh* But it was practically impossible NOT to get one because page 1 was the test, and pages 2 & 3 were EXTRA CREDIT. Hahahaaa. But I got a "natural 100" [he puts that on the test] because I didn't need any EC for it. *laugh* ^_^v After school: played games, wathced anime (not much...just one ep of Emma season 2; I've been watching less lately!), did homework...I didn't work on my wallpaper anymore. I have a feeling that will take a LONG time to finish. ^^; Oh well. I really gotta go now. SORRY. This might be a shorter post???? I DO NOT KNOW. But I gotta finish eating and then go to class. *hugs hugs* So thanks very much for everything! Take care~

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

V-day cards, thanks, anniversary, fish, & it's pretty boring!

Hello guys! ^_^ *hugs* Happy Valentine's day! [*points up there* Believe me, there's no Oofuri valentine stuff on theO, lol] And some might call it SAD, but there's kind of no point. >< Even if you're single, that doesn't mean you have NO loved one to spend time with--it could be friends, family, anyone like that! *hugs* Pets? Yup, that's how I'm spending it. :) It's mostly a commercial holiday anyway. Anyhoo, thank you soooo much for the comments! *hugs* I love you guys! <33 It was great to see you all again. Lala, welcome back [yes, i kissed them, and they kissed me; remember, they're mine now!! Lol], and also welcome back to jamo, Liz, MEG MY SWEET TWIN, darke, cassie, and Twist. *huggles* You're all so great. I had fun reading your comments, as usual. I really appreciate everything you said! And there's the card I made yesterday, if you haven't seen it. ^_^ Sorry, I didn't make one for the guys yet, lol. So this one is geared towards the ladies. ;3 Ok, and now that's it for the banners/cards for this holiday! It is also my 3rd Otaku Anniversary!! Yup! I've been on this site for 3 years now. It sure seems like it's been longer though. ^_^ I swear it does. When I first joined, I was really into Tokyo Mew Mew, hence the name. XD And back then, I was trying to give off a "cool"/"emo" front, lol. So my site was always black and red and purple, or something along those lines. My first avi was one of Jo from Burst Angel, and it was kind of bloody and stuff. *laugh* Boy have I changed! It's amazing! Although, I had good reasons for being emo back then. >< All throughout the summer of 2006...and into '07, I was such a depressed wreck. What with the reconstruction of my house causing us to move...my mom being horribly depressed. Gawd, that was such a horrible time. I was so suicidal! D: And I wrote such depressing poems all the time! Some of you might remember that. SOME of you. Most of my friends that were my firsts back then don't update much anymore. ^^;; Claes was one of my first. :) She comes on sometimes, but not as much. *hugs her* Harvey (currently Sherr) was one of my first...as well as others that have really left for good. ^^;; But I'm glad I made friends with so many great people here. *hugs* Arigatou to all of you!! Whether you visit a lot or update a lot or NOT. I don't care. You mean a lot to me. :3 Ok, so um, yeah. I suppose the reminiscing is done for now, though I probably could've talked about a lot more! *laugh* But I won't! So yeah, how are all of you doing today? If anything, it's the weekend, so just relax! I'm good at doing that! Kind of. Actually, I tend to get depressed if I'm just relaxing! D: Like...if I'm not doing something productive or whatever, I feel guilty. ^^;; But anyhoo, we did get the new fishies on thursday. They came in a little box, all 3 of them in one little bag of water. The water was freezing; they could've died. >.< When we [dad and I] first took the bag out, we thought that two of them WERE dead. ;__; Cause...they weren't really moving, and they were on their sides...usually tell-tale signs of death, right? *laugh* But no, they were ok! We started putting warm water in the bag, and it rejuvenated them, little by little. :3 So after an hour or something, we put them in the tank. One...still looked really bad though. Remember Joe? Vertical Joe? ^^; He was the discus we got a while back, and he couldn't swim right...his air bladder broke, and he ended up dying. Well, this one guy was similar. :( So I was really worried that he'd die! BUT!! He didn't! ^_^ In fact, he's all well and swimming fine now. :3 Their names: Blueberry [head], PJ (dad named him), and Jimmy-Jimmy. Lol. They like have tiger stripes. And they're much bigger than our other guys...but they're not quite used to the tank so they act sorta weird. ^^; I'm watching them now, and they keep swimming up and down in this one corner...it's odd... In other fish news, you know Bossman, right? Well, he was in the little "prison" tank that now holds our 3 new guys...and he was uber depressed and not doing well when he was alone. We thought that it'd be good for him to have these new ones with him...maybe it'd help him. But no. His nature (that put him in solitary confinement in the first place) of chasing them and being aggressive, came back out. ~__~ And...my dad had no choice but to give him away. :( He brought him back to this fish specialist place (where we got some; it's really awesome; like an aquarium!), and now he's there. ^^ They put him in one of the display tanks with other lovely Amazonian fish like him. :) he looked so happy!! I'm so glad! ^_^ And he won't be sold since he's in that tank; I could visit him any time. I'm so glad for him. Cause he's now the smallest in that tank, he can't chase the other guys! *laugh* So he'll be forced to be nicer and just make do with his new home. :3 But he really did look happy, swimming around in that nice tank. ^_^ Lately, I have been texting Meg (innocent heart) a lot! *laugh* She's so sweet. XD I love her!!! <33 We have so much fun texting...haha..if you read her post on myO today, you'll read a bit more about that!! Hehe. ^^ But yeah. Just thought I'd mention that. *laugh* But I have verizon, and she doesn't, and verizon is stupid when it comes to texting plans!! Like...as far as I know, there isn't an unlimited plan that works with people that don't have verizon. So last month, my bill was a bit high. ^^;; Now I got a plan that gives me 500 free messages with people that are non-V, but heck, with how much we've been chatting...hmm...^^;; And same with my friends Tempestt and Erica from school. *laugh* They always text me with questions about school work. Hah, I'm so LOVED. "Hey, Kelsey, what's for homework in this class? What answer did you get for this?" Etc...I'm SO popular... Um. *thinks* Yesterday I had off. I didn't do anything. Watched anime (Hajime no Ippo New Challenger, Marimite 4th season, Emma second season)...and played games. My usual day. Today I watched our Flyers win their hockey game. :3 I've been doing some commenting, chatting with lovelies (mew, hiko, olivia) on MSN...umm...not much. I'll probably work on my wallpaper later. It isn't much different from my last screenshot of it. I haven't had the time to work on it more yet. *thinks* Gawd, I can't think...of anything else. Oh, remember I had my accounting exam on thursday? And we had a part of it online? Well, I got a 90 on that part! ^_^ And I know I got the F/S section perfect (I HOPE...), so I'll probably get a solid A on the test. Woooohooo!! Sorry. This post is REALLY BORING. I'm kind of mentally not all here today. XD Too sidetracked, and I don't think anything else interesting has happened. ^^; So I'll leave you with that! *hugs* Thanks soooooo much for being wonderfully sweet friends. I hope to stay here at least another year. :) Hehe. Or much longer!! 3 years ain't enough!! So yeah, take care! <33 *chu*

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

warning: arigatou, wind, fish, today, tuesday, yesterday

Hiya, my dears! How are all y'all doing? :D Thanks for the comments! I appreciate those of you that could come. ^^ And if you didn't comment, then that's fine, too. We're all busy; I know. XD I know the pain! So yeah, thanks. *hugs* Welcome back, Elves! Indeed, it's been a long time! <33 Thanks for all the uplifting comments about my quiz grade (I just found it funny) and about who I am. Darke, I definitely lol-ed at your comment about checking out guys!! Haha!! XD And I quote, "if you're only window shopping girl, ya may as well have some decent eye candy!" SO TRUE. *laugh* Thanks. And arigatou to anna-chan, Cassie, and twist also for your presence! ^_^ Arigatou. Ah, another school week down! And despite having several tests and things, I don't think it was that bad. ^_^' But today is a very WINDY day, and I hate the wind. >< Every time we have really strong winds, I think I'd complain to you guys about them. *laugh* Especially how it disturbs my sleep! It's very hard to sleep when huge gusts come and rattle the windows. It feels like my house will totally crumble...or the windows will come crashing in with a flying branch! It's SO HORRIBLE!! T__T I hate it. I hate the wind. And today's gusts are around 50mph (though I think they're stronger than that...), so it's very hard to walk outside. *laugh* When I went from the library to my chem class today, I swear I was going to be blown away! O__O I was texting my friend, and I was seriously freaking that my phone would fly out of my hand, and I would go with it. XD What's your least favorite type of weather? I think I've asked this before. >_< But yeah, I hate windy days...I love the rain...and snow. My dad and I are currently waiting for the Fed Ex truck to come with the fish (for our tank, not edible ones, lol). Yes, today is supposed to be THE day that the fish finally arrive. Those poor guys. D: Oh, and the reason why they didn't send them off when they were supposed to (about a month ago) was because the jerks didn't really have the fish. Even though these sellers boasted about breeding them and having them there on site, it turned out that they really get them from somewhere else, and they didn't get their shipment...which would've been then sent to us. They finally fessed up to that fact on tuesday, when, again, we were supposed to get them. ^^; LIARS! These poor fishies. I hope they'll be ok. And again, they're more discus...I think 3 more? Then they'll go in the little tank (aka prison for Bossman), which will be nice for Boss cause he's been miserable...discus are social fish; they don't live well alone...so yeah, he hasn't been doing well, but whenever we'd try putting in back in the big tank, he'd go wild and chase everyone else! :( Lose-lose situation for him. [EDIT: they arrived! And they're so cute! Bigger than the other guys. They were half-dead, but they're doing well now in the warm water~] So today I had accounting and chemistry. I had my first exam in accounting. >< I studied my butt off last night [which would mean any more than an hour of studying...and I probably did 2+], though I still could've studied more. >> I don't know. I hope I did ok. I actually didn't think it was that hard! We had to go to the computer lab, and we had the test online! I've never taken a test online...I didn't really like it. Lol. I prefer having the paper right in front of my face to read, make marks on, etc. I was worried that I'd click the wrong thing or there'd be an error. XD And then we had to write up the 3 financial statements. If you asked me to do that a couple weeks ago, I would die from a heart attack. Luckily, since then, we've practiced them more, and our teacher explained them better, so I actually thought that was the easiest part (lucky for me since that was worth the most points). Yay. So I'm hoping I did well. Certainly better than a 70. So after that, I had a little free time...went to the library, and then I had chemistry. Oh-so-boring. Went over the homework...and Mr.Monotone was talking about making a silver bullet? O__o' *laugh* With the silver he extracted from one of the chem experiments. XD WTF?? "Just in case a werewolf comes around..." Riiiiight. And he was seriously talking about it, too! Hahaa. Anyhoo, on tuesday I had chem lab. It was a rather annoying lab, and there was a lot of pouring from one beaker to another...straining things...it was weird. But anyway, I was with Erica and Jess, and of course they had me do most of the stuff since they're basically clueless. ^^;; Well, I have the least steady hands EVER...especially my left...and at one point, I had to pour some more of this stuff into, uh, a funnel or something. My hand was shaking, and the glass was hitting against the other thing. D: I heard Erica and the others laughing, but I wasn't sure why! *doesn't make eye contact much* Then Nadia (our instructor) was also laughing and said, "Calm down, girl! It's ok!" Huh? Me? O__o' I didn't realize it until after I finished, that they were panicking about my shaky hand! They thought I was going to spill it or drop the beaker. XD Nadia said, "Oh thank goodness. I swear, I thought she was going to drop it!" V__V SORRY. But I didn't! Argh. So Erica kept saying stuff about that, but Jess defended me with, "Aw, she's ok! She's fine. It was alright." She did that a lot throughout class, saying I was fine, and I'm doing things well. XD I felt like a little kid or something...totally incapable of stuff, but that is SO not true! Lol. Anyway, that was just ridiculous and almost embarrassing. I'm glad I didn't drop it. ^^; *smacks hand* My older friend Joanne (in art class; she's like a mommy) said that maybe I have tremors? Internal tremors? Cause it runs in her family. I don't know...but it's weird and stupid. After lab, when I was picked up, my parents and I went to the pet store to get some fish meds for mom's betta (sick). While there, I was looking at this beautiful parrot there! It was orange and yellow...so pretty. So cute! ^^ And he liked me~~ I could put my finger in there, and he would just sit on it, and then nibble on my nails and stuff. It was funny...and so cute! I didn't want to leave him. XD Mom took lots of pics of him with her phone. Lol. My dad wanted to get him the last time he went...and now I want him!! Hahaaa...but...$600 is a TAD TOO MUCH. You think?? XD Oh well. I hope he gets a good home! Anyhoo, on to yesterday. I had fashion, philosophy, and art. Fashion went as normal, and then I had my test in philosophy, which was waaaay too easy! One page was the test, and the next 2 were extra credit!! So basically half the test was extra credit. Hah. Crazy! It was awesome. So I'm pretty sure I did well. Lol. Then came art, which for once, wasn't bad! ^__^ The only bad thing that happened was my water bottle leaking out of my lunch bag...all the way there, so I left a trail of water behind me. *laugh* That was funny though. XD Just a waste of water! I didn't realize it until I was partway up the stairs, and I felt my jacket was wet. ^^;; Anyhoo, on to art class, it was better. My teacher talked a bit more, complimented my anime stuff again, and he better explained the project I got so frustrated about last week...so I finished it, and moved on. More collages though. >< But hey, I'm getting the hang of it...it was just nice to leave that class without feeling depressed! I've been taking a break from walling lately. I should work on my new one though, which is another painting...a lot more work. -__-' I don't know what to do about walling. I get so depressed about it, but at the same time, I still want to make them...but then I feel down about them anyway. D: I'm so mixed up. Ahhh...but whatever. Um, sorry again for my lack of comments. I have lots of people on theO subscribed that I rarely ever visit, but that's cause they never visit me either. :/ So what's the point? ^^; Lots of them are new people that for some reason wanted to be my friend, so I added them, but maybe they only commented on worlds and stuff, and I never update that. XD I should really clear out my list! [I ended up working some on my wall. Lookie!] Ok, sorry. This post has gone on TOO LONG! *hugs* But congrats for making it through, if you did. :3 I love you guys. Thanks a lot for putting up with me. Take care~~

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Warning: thanks (yay new theme), itchy, childish, today, & art

Hi-hi! Hello, my sweets! *hugs* How are all of you today? Fine? I hope so. If not, tell me why. >< But yeah, thanks sooooo very much for all the comments. :3 I wasn't expecting so many since I posted way later. O__o But since I don't post everyday now, it gives you lots of time to come here if you want. *hugs* So thanks. :3 You're all too sweet for me. ^^;; Welcome back, twist, sesshy, darke, chii, and Lute!! It's been quite a while for some of you~ Nice to see you again. And welcome back to the rest of you wonderful peoples that I see slightly more often. ^_^ I'm glad you like the new theme~~ I really do. It's refreshing!!! And springy!! *is pleased with the color combo* I've been into earthy tones lately. Browns and greens. I don't know why...but yeah, I like them. XD *used to hate them* Thanks again for all your helpful comments regarding everything I ranted on. And I realize that very few of you like sports, lol; I found that out easily by seeing most comments saying, "I'm not gonna comment on sports since I'm not a fan" or something like that. XD It's fine. Lol, thanks! Ah, so I'm at school. Yup, yup, in the library, where my face isn't itching like the last time. >__< Although, I'm finding that my face does itch waaaaaaaaaay more often now, in places it didn't use to--so like some classrooms, and almost anywhere in my house. :/ It's very stupid. I have allergies, but they're 99.9% sinus-y, not like a reaction like this. Ugh. So I don't know what to do but put on a ton of lotions and things...anyone have any suggestions for itchy skin? Oh, and anti-itch cream doesn't really help either, lol. Ugh, anyhoo...I'm tired. I slept without a sleeping pill last night (i'm kind of on a roll!), but I woke up a lot and had trouble falling asleep, so that's why. :/ I want to go back to bed. ;__; Darn. Still have a few days of school left before weekend. XD Oh well. I'm currently having to put up with my dying mp3 player again. I still don't have a new one, and I really need one!! I have to have it in the right position or else I can't hear anything. ~___~ So I'm afraid to move... There was this cute guy sitting next to me just a little bit ago. Too bad I didn't get a goooood look at him. >_> But when he got out of his seat to leave, I turned around to look at him, and what do you know, he also turned around to look at me. O////O Ain't that awkward??? *laugh* But then he promptly went down the stairs, and I didn't get to look at him again. Drats. My school is so low on cute guys. It's quite a shame. Of course personality outweighs looks, but with me being how I am, I'll never get to know a guy well enough. *is really uneasy about talking with guys* ^^; I'm 20, never had a boyfriend or anything...I'm just a tad bit different than most girls my age, I suppose. XD Haha, speaking of which (kind of), the other night my brother Derek came over for dinner, and he and dad were saying something about being fat [I don't remember XD], and I was like, "Well, I'm obviously not fat!", and then I lifted up my shirt to show my belly, lol. And they started laughing at me, saying, "What is that thing?? It's a baby belly! You're like a little baby! Shouldn't girls your age either have some sort of tone [like abs] or at least flab? You have no nothing! Just a strange bellybutton." *laugh* XD It's true. Hahaaa. I have an innie-outie. It's part in, part out, lol. Very strange. But yeah...I guess I'm still like a little kid. [I look like a little girl! What guy would like me??] I look like one, act like one (sometimes). :/ But what's wrong with that?? NOTHING. STAY A CHILD FOREVER in your heart, but know when to act mature in the right situations. *nods* So I wonder if I'll ever get a boyfriend. *wonders* Ok, so enough of that random topic; I guess it was because of V-day coming up. Or, uh, SAD. Yes, so I've had accounting and chemistry so far today, and I have chem lab soon. Accounting...was...ok. -__-' We reviewed for our test that's this thursday (nooooooooooo), and I got back my chapter 2 quiz. *sigh* I got a 70%. >.< 14/20. Not good!!! I haven't gotten anything lower than a B+ on a quiz/test in a really long time. T__T BUT!!! I'm not fretting because our lowest quiz grade is dropped, and I'm hoping that will be my lowest. *laugh* And, and!! Just to show how poorly our class did, like I said before, we have "class embassadors" that she assigns...which are the top something or other in the class that did the best on the quizzes, and they help the other students with the answers. XD And I was one!! Hahaha. I was an embassador with a 70. Goodness, the class was hard-up. Erica got a 13/20, and that was almost one of the top grades!! Haha...that's really bad. I didn't think I did that poorly. :/ But as usual, when I think I do ok, I do worse, lol, so the moral of the story is to always be pessimistic! :D We just took notes in chemistry...nothing exciting with Mr.Monotone man. Um, yesterday I had fashion and philosophy. We got back our tests in fashion, that I said I got a 101, yay. Then we did more pattern making. In philosophy we reviewed stuff because we have a test tomorrow. ~__~ Tests and more tests!! It's a prime time for exams since we've had about a month of classes now. I don't think that one should be too bad...but I'll definitely have to study tonight. Other than that, I also have to work on art...ugh...that class is tomorrow. T__T I so don't wanna go! I really don't like that class!!! I don't care if my prof complimented my stuff, it's still a horrible class that I'm really confused about...he said to work on the collage thing at home, but I still don't know what I'm doing. *sigh* So I don't think I will. :( We also have other assigments due tomorrow, and I need to do them. Stupid art. It isn't FUN! This is the first art class that I've dreaded since my 2D art in 9th grade, when I had this horribly mean teacher lady that hated my stuff. Ugh, so I don't know what I'll do tonight about that. Me + collages = no go. I don't like cutting and pasting, and I just don't understand it...let me just draw. ;__; Umm...yet again, the fish people said we're supposed to get them delivered today, lol, so when I get home, I guess I'll see about that! XD It's been almost a month since dad bought them, and still none! Lazy sellers! *thinks* Ok, I should probably end this post now *sneezes* Bleh. Sorry. XD *sneezes again* See? Allergies. ~)))~ Uhhh...sorry again for my lack of comments, but I'll get to them when I'm less freaking busy with school. *hugs* I hope you don't mind. If there's something you desparately want me to look at/read/comment, then just tell me in the comment. :3 Take care, and thanks for everything!! [edit: my post looked too short, lol, to me, so here's an amv if you want. I've shown it a ton, but I love it. <3]

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Sunday, February 8, 2009

warning: tis a much later post! reasons why, sorries, sports talk, etc.

Hello, my sweets. *hugs* ^_^ Thank you for all the comments. I don't care if they're late. I'm obviously not "on time" with my posts or comments these days either. And as long as I see it before I post again, I'm happy. XD You could be 4 days late! But if I haven't posted again, then who cares?? And it means a lot to me, especially since you would still return to see if I posted all those days later. D: You're so sweet. *hugs* OMG. Welcome back!!! xanth, DJ (divine judgement), chibi, sparkle, anna-chan, Krys, and Capri-chan! Yes, I'm welcoming you ALL back, though the first two have been away for a long time. *hugs* Thank you all a ton for your sweet encouragement and everything. <33 It means the world to me. T___T Really. Yeah, so I'm not posting when I usually do. I've been trying to post on saturdays, but I didn't get to this weekend. I honestly didn't feel like it. >< And it's currently sunday night, before dinner is ready! *laugh* So I'm going to see if I can finish this before dinner. >3 I put off posting today for a few reasons: 1. I didn't think I wanted to post this weekend *shock* 2. I had to use my crappy laptop for [*stops cause dinner is ready, crap*] [*returns later*] Ok, so yeah. I was using my laptop for most of the day instead of my precious PC (which I always use; it has photoshop) because...my PC is downstairs, and for some reason lately, I've been getting allergic reactions down here. My face has been itching like crazy, like what my poor mommy goes through... 3. I've been in an anti-social mood 4. Anti-social moods make me depressed 5. I've been depressed about a lot of things, mostly dealing with my self-esteem...regarding several areas. So yeah, that's why I didn't post earlier today or this weekend. :/ Even right now, I'm kind of just posting to post. ^^; I feel bad not updating regularly. *laugh* I know that's odd to some of you! I know some that update once a month or something, lol. I'm just not like that. XD But I also haven't posted cause I haven't been commenting much either, which is also for those prior reasons. :( I can't be on the computer much because it hurts my neck to be on my laptop, and being downstairs on my dear PC causes my face to itch/burn! D; It's a lose-lose situation. And being in down moods does not a happy commenter make. Yeah. :/ I guess I didn't really need to give you all those reasons. XD But I felt guilty! *hugs* So I'm sorry again. >_< College is a pain, and it's putting a lot of stress on me. As you read in my last post, since I ended up crying in art. ^^; But I do have good news about that [if you didn't read my world post the other day]. I emailed my prof that night, apologizing again for breaking down like I did. *laugh* And I also showed him my portfolio on theO so he could see my wallpapers etc. Remember that he got into a debate with me about computer graphics and using photoshop for art? Well, he told me a bit more about that--his father was a graphic artist, and Justin (my prof) said that he wanted to rebel against it, and only use classical artistic techniques. Anyhoo, he replied to my email the other day, complimented my stuff, and it turns out he also appreciates Japanese art as well. ^^ Like anime/manga. He didn't clarify that project I got so frustrated about though...so I'm still confused. ^^; I replied again, asking some more questions, and showing him more of my stuff, and he replied with one word--"Sweet!" O__O' Ok...great. Thanks. Hah, but he is a man of very few words...it's so awkward talking to him. >< I hate that class. It's almost Valentine's day!!!! <3333 And that also means my 3rd anniversary here on myO! ^_^ Weeeee~~~ I can't wait. *laugh* Not really because of it being V-day [I don't have a "valentine"...no boyfriend or whatever, and I never have. Some of you call it SAD (singles awareness day, lol), so I'll be celebrating that]. But pitchers and catchers report to spring training then!! Hahahah!! >3 So in other words, baseball season is coming up!! Lolz. And I just can't help but laugh at that fact...it's so romantic. Pitchers and catchers report on valentine's day. >___< Ok, that might only be funny to a baseball/yaoi fangirl...haha... Oh, I was going to change my theme to a valentine's one...but I don't know when I'll do that. Soon, possibly. Whenever I find the time. Because as a certain someone pointed out, the girl in my bg appears to be staring a hole through you. I changed my theme A LOT. Does it look ok?? Or is it too light and weird for my site?? O__o It's very spring-y. Early spring! Sorry~ *laugh* XD Haha. I downloaded a ton of Oofuri avatars, so I really want to change my avi again soon. But I just changed it to this Mihashi one last week...hmm...I love the one I'm using on AP...it's sooooo sweet. <333 Yeah, so don't fret if I change my avi every other days. Lol. I know some people that do that...haha. This weekend was wonderful for my sports teams. :3 Hockey (Flyers) and basketball (Sixers)! Yesterday there was hockey during the afternoon, and basketball at night. ^^ And they BOTH WON. <33 What's more amazing is that the Flyers beat the Boston Bruins, and they are the #1 team in the NHL. They have a crazy winning record, lol, and they beat us just the other night...so it was really really amazing to beat them IN THEIR HOUSE in overtime. I was soooo excited. ^__^ And then the Sixers also won last night. The Flyers played again today, and again, they won~ So it was a wonderful winning weekend for Philly's teams! Yup yup. Oh, and to gear me up for baseball season, I'm reading the autobiography (well, more like his personal narrative) of Chris Coste [The 33 Year Old Rookie, one of our catchers. He wrote this a year or so ago, and it revolves around how he finally made it to the major leagues after 11 years in the minors. It's really interesting! He's a great writer, and it's nice to know more about him...and how patient he had to be! I'm just sad cause our team might not use him this season. :( The Phillies traded for another catcher, so it'll be between them to compete for the backup catcher's spot. :/ Argh. I really hope Coste still plays for us!! T__T Sorry. Lots of sports talk. *laugh* I can't help it. XD Other than that...this weekend was filled with video game playing. I'm playing Shining Force EXA, which I love, GTA IV (it's wonderful to kill people; it's a great stress release), and Dokapon Kingdom with my brother. That's a really cute and fun game. It's for ps2--a sort of combo of RPG and a board game type. It's soooo fun, but definitely more fun multiplayer. :3 So he and I have been playing that together. Umm...and watching Emma the second season, Hajime no Ippo: New Challenger (new season, though only up to 5 eps...I want more!!), Mugen no...something, Infinite Sword...or...something, I don't remember. XD It's a samurai anime. Pretty good. Yup yup. Umm...I've been texting Meg (innocent heart) a lot; she's so sweet. I can't say how wonderful she is. >< She's been getting me through a lot of my tough feeling days...and I've been helping her as well. *hugs her* I'm so glad we're friends. :3 Cause yeah, lately I've been needing a lot of emotional support!! For all sorts of things--wallpapers, school, commenting, or just feeling guilty on my days off...cause I'm not doing something 'productive'. Argh. Stupid down feelings. :( Tomorrow I Have fashion and philosophy. :/ Oh yeah. I got the results of my fashion exam that I had on wednesday. *laugh* I thought I did really badly on it. XD NOPE!!! I got a 101%! Lol. And I didn't even think there was extra credit anywhere! O__o And Erica texted me saying she got a 92, and I'm really happy for her. She struggles so much on tests. So I'm really glad she did well. ^^ Yes, so um...I think I'll stop my post now...oh, and by the way, no new fish YET. Those jerks didn't send them. It's been weeks now that we've been waiting. >.< Poopy faces. But all our other guys have been doing well! We tried putting Bossman back in the big tank with the others, but he didn't do well. :/ He started chasing them around again, which then cause Knuble to be aggressive again, and now Otis!! Knuble has been raising Otis to be his little evil twin...to chase around the small guys. Very sad indeed. I didn't know fish could learn like that. O__o Ok, seriously now. I'll end this post. *hugs* Thanks so much for reading this. I really appreciate all that you do for me. I'm sorry again I haven't been commenting as much...or anything as much lately. I'm in lockdown mode...not wanting to do things. ^^;; Sorry again. I hope all of you that are sick get better, and good luck at school/work. Take care~

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Thursday, February 5, 2009

it's much later! lingering emo-ness from yesterday.

Hello my sweets. :3 *hugs* Thank you all for the comments. Many welcome backs to those that have gone missing! Emmah, finally! I'm glad you commented again!!! XD Grif, I've now added you on dA; I was so happy to see your comment. <3 And welcome back Cassie, Rachel, and Anna-chan. ^_^ So great to hear from you guys~~ I love all of you. Hehe, I'm glad you enjoyed that vid of Totoro. *laugh* It's so cute! Haha, but he's really an evil evil dog. XD Arigatou for everything! [yes, sorry this is shorter~] It's late. >.< It's 5pm currently! Much later than I usually post. And I even got out of school around noon today! *laugh* It's just that mom had me go to the grocery store with her, and that took time, and then when I got home, I had to eat lunch...I got on the computer at 3, but I've been spending that time chatting with Olivia and others. ^^;;; BAD ME. So SORRY~~ I probably shouldn't even post, huh? Cause I don't get that much time to comment these days...does it make you angry? That I post more often than I seem to comment? I'm really sorry. If so, then maybe I won't post again soon...^^; I'll try to make it up to you guys, really. Ugh, it's just that school and whatnot has been a major pain...taking away all my fun time. So today I had accounting and chemistry. Both were not bad. It was just a usual day...nothing exciting. I'm starting to understand accounting more now. ^_^ And our teacher has been a bit nicer lately. *laugh* Like adding extra credit and whatnot. Erica came to class today, and she was still feeling sick, but at least she looked a whole lot better than before. Stomach viruses are bad stuff. D: When she went to chem lab on tuesday, oh goodness...she looked like she was ready to collapse! She was like a skeleton, and all green-looking. ;__; I say green instead of pale because of her fake tan. XD But yeah, she hadn't eaten in 2 days...cause she's been so sick! The poor thing! T_T And I kept giving her suggestions for how to make her feel better. *laugh* And then Jess (also very sick; darn it! why must sickies insist on coming to class??? Don't get me sick!) said that I should be a doctor. Hahaha. NO THANKS. But that was nice. She and Erica have also joked that I should be a chemist...jeez, I should be a lot of things, shouldn't I? ^^; Just because I get good grades in classes or am helpful doesn't mean I'd be "good" in that profession. Haha...but it's nice they come to me for help! I like it! So like today Erica said that she was still feeling weak, and that she wanted to know if she should go to the gym. "Maybe it's because I haven't gone when I was sick...that I feel weak...should I go, Kelsey?" I of course told her NO. "You're still recovering. It'll just make things worse. You're weak cause you haven't been eating...don't work out." *laugh* I'm such a mother. Gawd, that's all I am. I just have motherly instincts. I care too much about things, and I worry about people a lot...and I'm always giving advice. D: So maybe I'm less a friend to them than a mom...hahaa...I don't know...I just don't know if I'm really Erica or Jess's or any of these girls I've met...any of their real "friends." We don't talk outside of class, and most of our conversations are as such, like asking for help or whatever. Today in accounting, they (erica, Katie, and Meagan) were talking about perfumes. Lol. I was just sitting there, watching them talk...like uh-huh...yeah, I wear...I don't know what it's called. I'm not like them. I'm not similar in any way, so I don't think I'm really their "friend"...just a classmate that's smart. *sigh* Oh, whatever. I think I'm in an emo mood leftover from yesterday. >_< Even now I'm talking to Oli-chan about my down feelings about my wallpapers. ^^; But anyhoo, yesterday...well, I would've said GREAT! But no. It wasn't. I did have an hour delay because of the snow, but that was it. When I got up, I had to go to fashion...where I had a test. It wasn't too bad, but I definitely guessed on some of the questions...the hard part was doing the pattern pieces. We had to look at a picture of a blouse top and then figure out how it was changed from the original (moving darts/folds), and then do it with our sloper (thing we trace to make the patterns). It was so hard to remember how to do those things!! I know I got the first one right, but the others...I was like Uh...WTF. XD It didn't look like the picture at all when I was done. *laugh* So oh well. Most of the time we were all laughing or talking...cause Sister would say, "Just compare your end product to the pic! You'll know it's right if they look similar." Haha. We were all like...haha, yeah...^_^' They look the SAME! XD It was funny...I hope I did ok. After that I had philosophy, which was basically just boring, and then came the horrid art class, which is the stem of my stress from yesterday... As you know, that class is very long. From 2:25-5, and my teacher is a creepy quiet guy that doesn't explain things. I never look forward to that class. Anyhoo, we were supposed to do some collage thing...and he just DID NOT explain what he meant! He kept saying things about using black and white values...to make a collage...with...values. Uh, WTF? So anyhoo, I had no clue what I was supposed to do. I kept working on it all class though...and he would come around and try to explain to me again what I had to do. I still didn't get it. I couldn't wrap my mind about the abstract concept he was trying to get me to understand! I JUST COULD NOT GET IT. So I worked all those hours on it, and I really didn't make any progress because he said what I was doing wasn't right. Well, when class was over, I tried asking him again what we had to do, and again, he gave me an ambiguous answer. I couldn't handle it. I ended up crying. V__V I know, sounds stupid, right? My teacher, he wasn't being mean to me...and I wasn't hurt...I was just frustrated. When I get frustrated and confused, and when I try to ask for help, I ALWAYS end up crying. *sigh* I couldn't hold it back. So I broke down there, over some stupid collage project. Justin (my prof) wasn't helpful either. Even while crying he was pretty much silent. Though I did say, "I bet not many students cry in your class, huh?" He was like, "Nope. You're the first." Hah...so I'll be known for something... When I got in the car--mom and dad picked me up--they said that I looked really cold! Cause my face was red. No, it wasn't from the cold. I told them I was crying, and my mom got all like T__T WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT DID HE DO TO YOU?? ;__; Hahaa...so I told her what happened. My dad thought it was stupid, but whatever. And I just kept crying. I haven't cried in a long time...so I'm pretty sure it was just my pent up feelings and stresses getting all let out then...because the art class triggered it. So it was probably because of a lot of things, not just the stupid collage...but still...gawd, I was a mess last night. My head hurt so much, eyes burned, you know. I didn't go on the computer much...felt too bad. ^^; Sorry...but yeah...yesterday sucked. Uhh...oh, lol, and if you're wondering, we STILL haven't gotten those fish delivered. ^^' This time for sure it'll be tomorrow! The snow has been getting in the way. And the fishies can't be out in the cold! So I'm really hoping that tomorrow IS the day. >__< Anyhoo, yeah, I'm feeling better today, although I'm still having lingering emo thoughts. Ugh...I need to go play a video game or something...sorry! T__T I promise to comment you guys more tomorrow or this weekend...maybe not tomorrow...I have chem lab homework to do [we need to email it by saturday] so crap. Well, here's an amv. This post was really boring, I'm sure. I don't even know how much I wrote!!! I've been on the computer too long. D: Forgive me. *huggles* I Do love you guys though. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. Take care~

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

you know the drill...

Hey peoples! *hugs* Thank you al sooooo very much for everything. <3333 I appreciate all your comments, my sweets! Yes, chii, it's so great to see you again finally~~ Many welcome backs! Thanks chibi, Capri-chan, sparkle, twist, and johnny (haha, yeah, I think lots might think you're a guy, lol, but I want to call you that! XD)! Thanks to everyone. I'm glad you thought Totoro was really cute. *laugh* I think so, too. XDDD I'll put that same vid in this post, too, cause I'm sure lots of people didn't get to see it that wanted to. Hahaaa....THE LIGHT!! >.< Hehe, cute. Thanks, yup, I took those photos outside my front door. ^^ So that's where I live. Thanks for all the comments about my brother...being a tardy-jerk (lol), and about the fish and all. Many many thanks!! I'm going to try and make this a quicker post. >< Erica texted me, and she needs help with the chem lab homework. *laugh* Which we have in less than an hour. XD So I gotta get to lab earlier, so I can try and help her. ^^;;; I swear...I feel like I'm her slave! Or, uh, personal tutor. That's definitely what it is. She's always calling me or texting me for help on things. I don't mind that though, really. :3 It makes me feel like I'm NEEDED!!! XD I've never really been friends with someone like her (I would say she's the "popular" type), so yeah. I mean, I dont' know if we're really FRIENDS per-say...but...eh, better than classmates, I guess, since she relies on me for help. Right? I don't know...but yeah. It can be pretty annoying since I KNOW whenever we'll have a test, she'll call me the night before for help. *laugh* She's been sick though...I don't want to get sick!! D: But, well, I might as well help her. >< She's a trooper to at least come to lab. She didn't come to accounting this morning though. So yes....tis snowing out. Pretty pretty snow, but it isn't sticking or anything. :/ We had a really warm day yesterday, so yeah...it warmed up the ground so that non of the snow would really stick to the roads. >< A couple days ago, the weather people were calling for 6-12 inches!! O__o So i was all excited...hahahahaa, they really know how to get a student's hopes up! The next day they totally changed it to barely getting any...which is how it's happeneing. ~__~ It's pretty, but not enough to do any "damage" to the school day, if you will. So I still had/have classes today. I had accounting first. I had a quiz in it. -__-' I think...i did ok...I didn't study all that much last night [couldn't concentrate], but yeah. I know I got some wrong. *sigh* I KNOW I DID. BUT!!! Our teacher...she's getting nicer. *laugh* So we had that homework due the other day; well, she said that that homework would count as extra credit on this quiz! Wow!!! ^__^ Amazing~ So I think I'll get 4 points extra. <33 I hope. After that, we did some more practice with writing the financial statements...since we have a test next week, and we're going to have to do them. >.< Those are what I was struggling with soooooo much on that first homework. But amazingly enough, I'm getting it! I was almost able to do them without looking at my notes...ALMOST. I had to peek at some things, but I think I understand it a lot more now. ^_^ I really shouldn't judge classes from the first week or 2. XD I always end up getting more confident as it goes along...or at least I THINK I am. ^^; Ok, so after that I had chem. Boring chemistry with my monotone teacher. We went over the homework...the entire class. DX Ugh. But at least it's an easy class (so far). Now I'm here in the library, waiting to go to lab. I'm listening to my stupid dying mp3 player...which I'll now rant about. Ok, so my mom ordered me a new one, the same model (Samsung Pendant) except with more memory. Yay. I was so happy. ~__~ Or I should've been. Got it yesterday, and so I was like wooooooohooo! Just in time! I charged it up, put my songs on it, and then I tried to turn it on. No dice. NO DICE. It doesn't freaking turn on. It's broken. I kept charging it and everything...and then again, tried to turn it on...nope. *sigh* My mom also got one, but she hasn't opened it; I don't even think we should bother. See, it'll probably not work either. :/ On the site we got it at, someone left feedback about it...about the one they got also not working. It wouldn't turn on. Well, mom and I assumed that it was just a fluke! It couldn't happen with ALL of the same models, right??? So we bought them! And what do you know, it doesn't work. *sigh* So apparently they didn't make these newer ones right...the ones with 1GB DO NOT TURN ON. >.< They should know that and recall them, not sell them still. Stupid site. Ugh, so I guess I'll have to send it back...what a waste. Oh, and you might ask why don't I just get some other player! Well, that's cause I love this one. ^^;;; It hangs around my neck like a necklace with these special headphones, and I love that. It's so convenient... Umm...so yesterday...I had fashion and philosophy. Again, nothing really interesting. I do have a fashion test tomorrow though. :/ So I have to study tonight. :( And I also have art tomorrow, and I have a lot of art homework to do. ^^;; I haven't been working on them, even though I had like 2 weeks to do it. *laugh* So I have a lot to do tonight. So really really forgive me if I don't get to comment again. Last night I basically didn't go on the computer AT ALL because I had so much homework to do for chem and accounting. ;___; So yeah, I didn't have much fun last night. I also wasted a lot of time trying to figure out that stupid mp3 player...STUPID. Yup, so sorry again for not visiting you as much as I probably should. I blame school. Today we're supposed to get the new fish. TODAY FINALLY. So we'll see. ~__~ They'll go in the little tank with Bossman, so hopefully he won't hurt them. In sad news, one of our two little catfish, Little Lou, died yesterday. T_______T Poor thing! Now Reggie is all alone. :( Very sad. He wasn't sick or anything...he died because they're sensitive to the PH in the water, and my dad poured some water in the tank accidentally RIGHT on him that had a really low PH...the shock killed him. So yeah, another casuality...but with a death, comes a birth, lol, or a delivery of more fish in the mail. XD So I hope to see them when I get home!! Hah! Ok, so yeah! Here's the vid of Totoro waking up, if you didn't see it last time. *laugh* And now I need to go. *hugs hugs hugs* Thanks soooooo much for everything. ^_^ You guys are great. Take care~~~~~~

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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Warning: thanks, totoro in all his glory, fish, yesterday, party, & pics

Hello guys!! *hugs* So nice to see you all again~~ Well, read from all of you again. I always use the terms "see" and "hear," but quite obviously that isn't what I'm doing! Hahah! But it seems like it, right? So yeah, thanks to all of you for the great comments!! *hugs* I'm glad you enjoyed the vid in there! The one of my fish...and Totoro, too. XD Don't worry, there's actually going to be another vid in this post!! FEATURING TOTORO ONLY! ^_^ Yeah, that's right. He's the star. <333 *laugh* Anyhoo, welcome back Johnny (yes, the ending was epic...Toooooddd!!!), Britty (you're not a bad friend! Don't worry about it!), Chii-chan (OMG, it's been forever! *hugs hugs*), and Capri-chan. <33 Hello again, and welcome welcome! Thanks to all of you for the sweet comments. I thought my last post was rather entertaining...haha, so if you feel like reading it and haven't, you should! Scraggle-muffin. That's what Totoro is. He's a scraggle-muffin. XD That's what I call him after he gets a bad hair cut...*laugh* My dad attempted it today. ^^;; It took over an hour, and well...he's certainly cute! But...scraggly...he has some bald patches and everything. He's a poor thing. XD Hahahaaa...but this morning (actually 12 noon), when waking him up...I decided to take a vid of him! Hehe!!! Yes, he sleeps late, and he has a very hard time getting up. XD Why would he want to get out of [my dad's] bed?? So it's always the same. He stretches, yawns, and rubs in the covers. *laugh* It's just so cute! So I finally got to take a vid of him doing so. >3 Haha. So please watch it! Yes, you can hear some of my bad narrating...and yes, I pet him a lot through it, so you'll see a mystery hand come out of nowhere. I also added some notes/speech bubbles in places, too, so yes. ENJOY!! [and you don't really need the sound, if you don't want; it's just me babbling in baby talk to Totey] Sooooooo cute. Hahahaa.... And the fish are doing well! The new fish that were supposed to be delivered this past week will instead be coming this tuesday. I hope they come all alive and well. O__o Bossman is still in "prison," and he's pretty miserable. He doesn't like being in the little tank alone, but he can't be in the big tank with the others...he chases and bites them all around. He causes too much stress in there, which definitely isn't good with the little guys! So for now, he's just gonna stay in prison. :/ Who knows what we'll do with him...I'm amazed that Knuble shaped up though! He isn't aggressive like he used to be! It's probably because he's all crowded out with the new guys around him. Even during feeding time, he isn't chasing them around...he's outnumbered!! >:D If only Bossman could learn like that. But I guess it's just because he's the biggest one that he thinks he can push the others around. ~__~ Ok....so ummm....it's the weekend! I sure love having a 3-day weekend every single week. XD So today feels like sunday, but it's really just saturday! ^^ Let's see...what can I talk about today? Cause yesterday wasn't very special. I didn't do anything interesting. I barely got on the computer because my brother doesn't work on fridays. -___-' It's a real pain. I got on even less because we went out to eat for dinner. We went to this place called 99, and it was actually quite good. I had this fried chicken meal....and yeah, it was yummy. We had to wait for Derek to get here before we left for the restaurant though, and he's always late. We told him to get here at 5:15, but nooooooooooooo, when did he arrive? At 5:50!! >> Ugh, so we didn't go to the place we wanted to at first since it was so packed...How hard is it to get ready and get here on time?? He said there was "traffic", but it wouldn't take that long from where he lives. :/ Oh well. It all ended fine! With a yummy meal! I've been playing Shining Force EXA a lot lately. It's a really fun game! O: My brother Corey actually got it for Christmas, and I got a different SF...but the one I got was older, and not as good. ~__~ So I've been playing his...but you know him, he's a controlling, greedy jerk that enjoys collecting games. *sigh* So even though it was a gift for Christmas, he insisted that if I wanted it, I should pay him for it! PAY HIM! When HE didn't buy it!! >)))< He said that since I love it so much, I shouldn't mind paying him to make it mine "officially." He's such a tard. He always cares about who owns what when it comes to video games. Even though I always play them, he says they're his and his alone, even if he didn't buy them. *sigh* So even though I didn't want to pay him for the game, he basically forced me to give him the $20. He said he needs the money since he's "broke." Um, HELLO? YOU HAVE A JOB. I don't; I never have. I don't have like any money. But he's a twisted person that finds satisfaction in taking money from his little sister. Ugh. So anyhoo...today is my friend Karen's birthday. Well, her and her twin sister's. She's the friend that I've known through high school, and is one of the only people that invites me to do things. XD We went to that Color Me Mine place before where I painted that fairy box, remember? Anyhoo, she's having a party tonight...at this restaurant, and she's inviting friends that she met in college. Well, she invited me...but I refused. :( I felt really bad about it, too, but I just didn't want to go. I'm not comfortable doing things (going to parties) where there are people that I don't know at all...I always feel uncomfortable and left out, especially when the friend that invited me knows them, but I don't. So even though she assured me that I wouldn't be left out...I couldn't take the risk. Our other friends that she invited that I know and like couldn't come, so I definitely didn't want to go...plus, I don't like going out at night. ^^; Dinner at 7:45 is too late for me. *laugh* But um, yeah...I apologized a lot and told her I couldn't go. She said that it was fine...she "understood" and I'm a "sweet person." *sigh* But I know that she's probably upset about it. :( I told her that i'd make it up to her though, by just us going out to do something. I just don't want to be at a party with lots of unknown people. So yeah. I really hope she doesn't mind. ;__; I'm a horrible "friend." D; Yeah...so anyhoo...yesterday I took some photos of the pretty ice and sun...I put one on my dA, so you can see it there, but here it is again and another I'm just uploading on photobucket. I thought it was SO PRETTY. Alrighty, I think that's all for me! I'll try to visit you guys later...and tomorrow if I can. *hugs* I think I have some homework I should do though. XD I never really know. O__o But yes, I'm sorry again if I haven't been commenting as much. I haven't been in the mood really. ^^; But I'll try. I LOVE YOU GUYS. Take care!

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