Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Warning: thanks, TFL, songs/VK/twilight rant, today, yesterday, & sorry~

Hello people! I wub you guys! <3 *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments once again. ^_^ How do you not get tired of my ramblings? XD Some of you have been friends with me for years. Rachel, you're one of them! And welcome back! It's been a long time. Same to you, Emmah and roseeyes! *hugs* Thank you! And nice to see you jamo, wolf, SSR, and Sinny! <33 Wow, I listed everyone! Ok then. ^_^ Arigatou for the comments~ About tests and stupid brothers, the cold and chemistry. I appreciate all that was said~ I'm also glad that you liked my art. ^^ Thankies again! Bah. Why does bad crap always happen to people??? Well, I was just on theO, and I was going through some updates, and I saw TFL (twofacedlullaby) updated! I read her post, and it was posted by her cousin, saying that she's in the hospital, bleeding and injured. Read here. She got into an accident while helping a kid, so she got hurt instead. I don't know if this post is just a hoax, but I'm banking on the fact that it probably ISN'T, so I'm totally praying for her recovery. I'd love it if you guys did, too [just keep her in your thoughts]. I hope she makes it through. Apparently I'm a skeptical person when it comes to matters like this...I'd rather believe certain things are NOT true...since it's so hard to believe. If someone says something bad happened to a person I know, then I immediately think it's a joke until proven true...that's just how I am. ~__~ So yeah. I hope she'll be fine. Ok...so aside from the sad news...good news? *thinks* Well, just...uh...I was going to say that the other day I added more music to my imeem playlist. Since I have it on shuffle, it might be hard to find them, but they're in the late 200's (for numbers). *laugh* Songs from Wild Striker and Vampire Knight. I didn't care for VK at all, but I love the theme songs. <3 Just like I never want to read the Twilight series. Now don't get all rabid on me and try to convert me or whatever; it's my opinion. XD I'm not saying it's a bad series...I can't judge since I've never read it, but I just generally don't care for "mainstream" things. I don't want to get into trends that practically every other person follows. I prefer lesser known series; the same goes for anime and other books or movies. ^^; So yeah...I know a lot of you are excited about the opening of the movie this week. I hope you go and enjoy it and are not disappointed! Related to that, in art class the other day, we were talking about Twilight. *laugh* This one girl brought it up. She started the conversation by saying, "Do any of you read?" Hah, yeah, duh. Me, and then Brian who's an English major, and like everyone else in class. And for some reason, I knew what was coming from that. "Well, I like never read any books. Just not my thing. But I read the whole twilight series in a week! I loved them! I didn't even sleep. And I HATE reading. I can't wait for the movie...I'm totally going to the opening." XD Well, I gave my opinion about it, and what's funny is that Taz totally thought I'd be a twilight fangirl, same with Harry Potter and stuff. I had to completely refute that. Anyhoo, my point is that she was just getting into the fad. She never read books for fun until those. What a coincidence. I mean, I guess that's because it's a really great series! Right? Well, I still refuse. *laugh* I hope I didn't offend any fans here. Again, I'm not saying it's bad. I just like lesser known things more than super popular stuff. OK>>>....so ANYHOOOO. I had english and chemistry so far today. I have theology next. We finally got back the essay parts of our test in English. I got a 97%. <33 And I also got back my revision of my paper already!! :D Haha!! I went from an 88 to 95!!! ^__^ I'm so happy about that~ He still picked apart my thesis statement and other things...so basically he wants it perfect. I could revise it again, but I don't know if I want to. :/ We'll see if I feel like it. Then in chem...well, we had that test. ~__~ I think I did pretty well. I know I made major guesses on a couple of things, but overall, I think I did good! But I dont' think I can say the same for my classmates, and that makes me feel bad. Like Erica and Maria, who are both my fashion class as well. They wanted my help, but I couldn't really explain things well. And if I could drive, I could've went over Erica's place last night, and helped her and Jess study. *sigh* I shouldn't care so much about other people, but I do. :/ It bothers me. Umm...so yesterday...talked about fashion already. Then I had my chem lab, which was our last one of the semester. :3 But of course, there's next semester, too! Oh well. After school, went home...played Eternal Sonata (I could finish it any time, but I'm leveling up and stuff at this secret dungeon place), did homework, and then studied for chemistry. I realize that I might have partial ADD...or at least ADD tendencies. *laugh* I think I've brought this up before! How I always switch back and forth between websites without finishing anything, and how I go from studying or homework to something else off and on, too. So I studied for like a half hour or more, but then I got restless, so I played more games. XD That's how I work. I do some studying, get sidetracked and read something else or do something "fun" and then I return for a bit...I don't know how it helps me to do well. It just does! I reach a saturation point of information where I just can't study anymore, so I give up. XD Sorry~ this post must be boring and too long, like usual. I can't think of anything else interesting to talk about. ^^;; *hugs* So I'll end it there. I need to eat and then go to theology~ Yay, I can't wait for that baseball film. *nerd* XD So yeah. Thanks for visiting me!!! I'll try to visit you guys, too. Take care~

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Warning: thanks, weather, fashion, scheduling, yesterday, & sorry pretty long post!

Hi everyone!! It's been a while, ne? It always feels like that to me. XD After the weekend, that is. *hugs* Thanks so much for all the comments~ Lots of comments! I don't know how it happens. Some days are better than others. *hugs* Some people think that MyO is totally dead, but I don't think so. :/ Maybe mine is just an exception. ^^; But anyhoo, welcome back to many people that I haven't seen in a long time!! Or ever! tenshi-kun, Angelbest, wolf of sorrow, mizu no youkai, Jason, fox, kaisa...well, almost everyone. XD And to all the others, I appreciate it very much! *hugs* I love hearing from you. Thanks for the belated birthday wishes~ It's ok. Don't make me anything if you don't want to. I totally don't mind. I see that lots of you enjoy money for gifts, well, I guess I'm an exception...hah. Um, as for Erica, her hand is doing better; she didn't go to the doctor, but it's healing on its own. Thanks for your concerns and everything. *hugs* Brrrrr!!! >,< Well, it sure feels like winter now! It's ridiculous! Ok, so it was wintry last thursday, friday was about the same, and then saturday was like SUMMER. It was very warm, raining, and almost thunderstorming. It was sooo awesome. But then...the next day, winter again! Today it's roughly around the freezing point, and I saw some snow flurries earlier. I don't know where that summer day came from, but it didn't belong. *laugh* Where is fall? Summer---> Winter. Gimme some fall, too. Boo. Hah, so I'm bundled up today. Yup, yup. Ok, in the library...posting...chatting with Oli-chan...nothing special at the moment! Before this I had fashion, of course. Wonderful, wonderful fashion class. <3 Started doing my blouse. Had to iron on the interfacing and do the darts which took a long time. ~__~ That probably makes no sense if you don't know what I'm talking about. *laugh* But darts aren't like the game of darts! They're these things...that gives you shape in clothing. You fold the fabric to a point, sew...blah, blah. I won't bother explaining since it makes no sense and you don't care! *laugh* So anyhoo, I did that, and for most of the class I kept checking if my advisor was in her office...to talk to her about my schedule. ~__~ Yeah, my schedule. So we had to register for classes yesterday, and registering starts at 6am! I know some people think that's literally when you need to start, so they wake up early to register! WTF? It just STARTS then...and continues on for over a month. XD So I just planned to register whenever I woke up to go to the bathroom. That was at 7. I log on, put in my classes, done...not quite. One of the classes I wanted was filled *sigh* So I had to wake up a bit more in order to email my advisor about what I should do. I was totally panicking because I'm short on credits now... She emailed me back, listing the classes I could still take, BUT that didn't help me at all! Duh, we already went through those classes during our meeting before...saying that NONE would work!! >< Maybe unless I totally switched my schedule around completely...but I didn't want to bother with getting ALL different classes. So I told her that none of them would work, so I'm pretty much screwed for now. That's why I wanted to talk to her today about it. She listed off the same things and said to me again, "Those are your only alternatives! Or you could take summer school or try and pick up some credits in your senior year." ~__~ Well, no matter what, it's going to be a pain, and she really didn't help me at all. At least I'm not so panicked anymore. Last night, while talking to mom about it, I was ready to cry. ^^;; I was really worried! Now it's just "whatever happens, happens"...I'll figure it out when I get there, right? Yeah. College is a pain..let's just say that. I'm going to miss this semester...it was SO EASY. Oh, and most of the problems stem from the fact that lots of the classes I need to take are evening/night classes, and I can't get a ride then. It's all cause I don't know how to drive yet. *sigh* So definitely by next year I'll need to do that... Um, yesterday. *thinks* Chemistry, art, and theology. Haha, chemistry is such a joke. Why? Cause our teacher is so clueless. So we were going over this one type of problem that we ALL had trouble with figuring out. That's all we did the whole class time...go over ONE problem...see, we have a huge test this wednesday, and we were supposed to kind of review. Well, we took all that time up with this one problem. Since she couldn't figure it out!! HAHAHA!! Last week I stayed after class with her to ask about them, and back then she didn't help, and so she said yesterday that she had found out what was wrong...so she could show us. Well, NO, she didn't. She still didn't get it, so we were all clueless. I looked in the back of the book since it had the answer and how to go about it. Well, I told her that, and she was just like, "We'll just do an easier one." ~__~ Um, OK. I didn't want to give up! So I did the problem, and then I got to teach the class how to do it. *laugh* Since she couldn't, she made me. Of course, she had to point out certain things that I might not have made clear so that, you know, I couldn't outshine her teaching...haha, and she even got defensive about it. *laugh* I love teaching better than teachers. It's really sad though. Anyhoo, so after chem, I had art. Art was fun. I'll show you the product of my class since I submitted it. It's a tree. A dead tree, done with lithograph pencil/crayon and turpentine. It's so much fun to do. It doesn't look that special from this, but in person, it's shiny and looks like an ink painting. Theology..umm...notes...and we left early. She gave us this essay to do for tomorrow, and at home I did most of it. I worked ahead since I have that huge chem test tomorrow. Boo. But I'm excited that in our next theology classes we're going to watch this film about baseball players and their faith. *laugh* Yeah, I'm a total nerd. What's funny about it is that for some reason the other day we got this Catholic Store catelog in the mail. I looked through it and came across these DVDs, "Bringing their Faith to the Field" (or something" and another one, about baseball players and their faith. I said, "I BET this is what we're going to watch. Haha." And it is!! How funny. Then again, that's probably the only religious film about baseball players. Hah, anyhoo, then I went home...panicked about my schedule, did homework, and then put up with my horrible brother. He gets so pissed off about everything. He thinks everything you say to him that isn't NICE or on his side, is a personal attack. Last night, my mom was telling him to water his plants and freaking open his blinds to give them sun. They're obviously dying. Well, he takes offense (WTF?), and he's like, "They're not dying! and I open my blinds whenever." He seriously was getting angry, and then he argues with mom and says she's the one being "rude." Gawd. He has problems. So I yell in there, "She's not being rude! You are. You're taking it personally." Then he yells at me to shut up since I'm always getting in the way. "You should stay out of it!" -___- THAT pisses me off. I'm sick of him saying crap like that to me. He tells me to shut up and that I'm always getting in the way, and that things aren't my business. They are, and he's getting mad over freaking plants. It's his fault. I'm most offended when I'm told to shut up or that I get in the way...or that it's not my business, when I'm doing nothing but trying to help. Plus, in my family (yeah, ridiculous), saying "shut up" is almost like cursing. ^^;;; So it hurts. He has problems...I wish he'd sort through them. He doesn't act like a normal 27 year old. Sorry, this seems kinda long. I'm making the paragraphs shorter though...but there's more of them. Um, I have chem lab next, which is our last lab for the semester~ Yay. I lent Erica my lab booklet since she didn't finish the homework. I'm so nice. She's so sad. I can't help but help her. ^^;; I hope our teacher just doesn't find out. *laugh* Oh well. Anyhoo, I need to eat now~~ Thanks so much for visiting me!! I'll see how much I can do today, but probably not much cause of studying. Take care~

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Friday, November 14, 2008

Warning: thanks, no elec, movie yesterday, birthday, fashion

Hello!!!! Thank YOU!! *hugs* Thank you so very much for the comments!! For all the birthday comments. I loved reading them. ^^ Most were just short things saying happy b-day, but that's fine, too. <3 I really appreciate them all. And to those that made me gifts or sent me ones on theO, thank you very much as well!! ^__^ You're all wonderful friends. *hugs* Oh yes, sparkle-chan!! It's almost your b-day, too! Wow...this sunday! I'll have to remember to make you something then. Britty, Iruka, teddy [good luck!!], Mami-chan, welcome back for those kind words~~ And same to everyone else! You're so great~~ Ah, so tis friday...it's almost the weekend, thank goodness!! This week has taken forever, despite it being my birthday. But maybe that's why it took so long. It felt like forever until wednesday, and then I just wanted the week to be over. *laugh* Oh well! Um, it's been raining lately, and it's been cold and cloudy, and today, foggy! Well, this morning...our electricity went out at 6am! Normally, you wouldn't think anything of it since I'd still be asleep...but I woke up right then...so I heard everything just shut down. It was scary!!! ;__; Especially since it was so dark! ^^; Yeah, I sleep with...night lights...yeah. *cough* So I was rather freaked out! It took me quite a while to fall back to sleep, and even then, I woke up every 10 minutes or something because I was worried that the elec wouldn't come back on, and the alarm wouldn't go off to wake me up. DX Ugh, it was horrible. I'm so tired. I don't know why the elec went out though...it wasn't that windy...and it was barely raining! The houses we live in have the worst luck with that. XD Example: yesterday! After fashion, I went home, yay! So that was about 1:00pm...nice and early, with my brother at work. I love thursdays because it gives me great amounts of time to be without him and to just do whatever I want...but nooooo...the electricity just HAD to be out when I got home!! ;__; Major suckage!!! >< I was very distressed because without internet and video games...I'm done for! Of course, I could've read and played my DS or PSP...but that wasn't what I wanted to do. :( So my dad, being very cranky, crabby, and bossy, said that we were going to go out and see a movie. I didn't want to, hoping that the elec would come back on soon, but I went along anyway. What did we see? Beverly Hills Chihuahua! *laugh* Yes, that's right. You read it correctly. XD I thought it was going to be horribly corny and stupid...but gawd, I thought it was the cutest movie ever. ^^;;; I'm a sucker for dogs...cute doggies...so I found myself laughing and going "awwwww" at most of the parts! I even wanted to cry at some parts, too. XD I'm so much like Sakaki from Azumanga, it's not even funny. Hahahahaaaa.... So anyhoo, today, I had English! It was a nice class...nice small class, like usual. Mr.Mooney is hilarious. I'm really going to miss having his class. Now, for some reason, I look forward to going to it. XD I really wanted to get back the essay part of our test, but he STILL hasn't finished grading them. :/ Boo!! And I handed in my revision of our paper. I finally edited/revised it last night. XD It's been about a month since we got it back...we have the entire semester to revise and submit it 2 times, and so he doesn't give us any real due dates...so I got lazy...but I finally did it last night. Hopefully it'll be better than the B+. I want an A!! >< *perfectionist speaking* Alright! Well, I guess you all want to know what I did for my birthday, right? Or not?? Hah! Well, don't worry because it won't take long. XD So my birthday was rather nice!! Nothing bad happened exactly. It was just a usual little party at home with my family...nothing more. I mostly got clothes, some manga and books...yeah...really nothing much! I did get this beautiful ring from my mom and dad that's in the shape of a little bow with emeralds on it. :3 It was actually a regift, if you will. XD My dad gave it to mom for her b-day, and she loved it, but then she thought that I really wanted it because I "admired it on my hand"...hah...so she gave it to me! Very nice and sweet of her, but I didn't like it THAT much. *laugh* I'm guessing maybe she didn't really like it all that much...so that's why. XD But it's still sweet. Corey gave me lots of things, well, cheap things he got on sale. I ¢¾ Katamari for PS2, 2 older Yugioh games for GBA, and Yugioh cards, too. Very fun!! Hah! Though I don't know what I'll do with them. As for Derek, well, I was disappointed in him. ~__~ He has (had..actually, he recently quit...) a steady job with lots of money, and he had PLENTY of time to go out and get me something, but he didn't. He bypassed all that and just gave me $40. Sure, that's awesome; yay money, but I was saddened that he didn't want to put any thought into the gift. That's how he's been lately with gifts. He doesn't really bother. He regifts things, or just gives some money...that's it. He didn't even (technically) get mom a b-day gift. He still owes her one. *sigh* It's really stupid. :/ I guess I should be happy with that money, but I don't really care. It just shows that he didn't want to put real thought and care into the gift. And he's always rushing to leave when he comes over for dinner (he has his own apartment)...he's here for free food, and that's it! Bah, but overall, it was a good birthday. And many of you treated me to wonderful gifts of cards, drawings, and other things. *hugs* Arigatou. <3 So I talked about yesterday...but not fashion class itself. I got there, and barely anyone was there! That's fine, but Erica wasn't there yet either...which is strange. But you know what happened? She came late...and with a hurt hand. She cut her hand on broken glass at work the other night, and it was still bleeding. T__T STILL BLEEDING and hurting. We kept telling her to go to the hospital...she'd probably need stitches...but she didn't. DX She instead insisted on trying to sew and finish her skirt. :/ Not a good idea, but she's so far behind, she wanted to try. ^^;; She didn't get much done...but I tried to help her with some things, too. It was a very good and fun class because we were all talking, and I felt so very included for once. XD Apparently Sister Denise went to Japan at some point years ago, so she remembers SOME Japanese. *laugh* When she says "ohayou gozaimasu" (good morning), she goes like "ohayooouu, gozaiiiiimasu." She really extends parts and says it very funny. She's a real nut case, but we all love her. *laugh* Even with her beating threats. "I'm gonna beat you, girl!!" Hmm...I'm thinking...I probably mentioned most of the important things! Birthday, no electricity, beverly hills chihuahua (hahahaha), yesterday...stuff like that... yeah, I probably got it all. :/ *hugs* So thanks for visiting me!! I'll do my best to get to you guys as well. ^_^ Have a good weekend!

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

warning: thanks, tis my b-day, english, chem, yesterday

Hey peoples. ^_^ Thanks so much for the comments!! Only a few, but that's fine. I don't mind. People are very busy these days. Effie, I said everything's ok now! You didn't need to clarify. :/ Just continue to read and comment my posts as usual. XD I don't care about politics that much! *hugs* Thanks though. Anyhoo, chibilala, thank you for that clarification! I remember it was yuya's b-day, but for some reason...I thought it was yours, too. ^^; Oops. Saku-chan, welcome back, and I look forward to that~ Darke, it's nice seeing you here more often. :3 And Sinny, arigatou as well! And jamo, too! Wow, I was able to name everyone this time. XD chibi, your comment was very energetic and fun to read!! Haha, since 1988 my birthday has been on november 12, so yeah! Haha. Arigatou again~ So, in case you hadn't heard, today is my birthday! Yes, happy b-day to me. I'm now 20...as of, like, 2:30am. If I weren't premature, I would've been born several weeks later. XD But that didn't happen, so here I am now! Weee~~~ So far it's a good day, I must say! Although currently it's not even 2pm, and I still have theology to go to. XD I haven't gotten any material gifts yet, aside from an adorable teddy bear. <333 I love stuffed animals. I have so many bears. :3 And his name shall be Lillibridge [there's a reason for that...if you don't remember...there's a baseball player with that name, and I love it]. So far, I've gotten some gifts on theO (like those ones you send), and other gifts as well. ^_^ Like fanart from tally solleni and kittenlark, and a card from Kittenlark, too!! So thanks! Don't feel like you need to make me anything, but of course I'd be happy if you did. XD I have also gotten the surprise gift of going on AP to see that my recent wallpaper is yet AGAIN in the top rated list!! See, AP is different from theO because wallpapers don't have to be new within 24 hours and replaced in the top rated/featured section...if they're top rated after a few days, they're still there! So mine has resurfaced again after 3 days. ^__^ *never happened to me before* And it has an A-. I'm very happy. :3 Ok, so I woke up...tired...went downstairs, got my first gift of my teddy bear, and then went to school. I had English class first, and well, you can always bank on Mr.Mooney doing something strange. Today he was LATE. 10 minutes late. And for once, it was the first day our whole class was there. XD So we were all like, "What if he doesn't come?? And this is the ONE day everyone's here." But he did end up coming, and he said that the clock in his office is slow. He thought he was on time, but he quite obviously was not. Hah. The rest of the class we talked about greek plays, like Oedipus and Antigone since we had to read Antigone. I like greek mythology and whatnot. I find it interesting. I didn't tell anyone it was my b-day yet until after class I mentioned it to Mr.M, and he was like, "Oh, so how old will you be? 17? 18?" *laugh* I said 20! He was somewhat surprised. Haha. Just like my brother D texted me and said, "happy 16th! It's a great age!" So like I said yesterday, it's a running joke that I'm never seem to look as old as I should. XD Oh, we got back one part of our tests from before. I got a 98% on that. :3 So hopefully I also did well on the essay parts. I think that's a pretty good gift! Then I had chem. Yes, chem quiz. DX I was soooo worried cause there's this type of problem I totally didn't understand. I tried and tried to figure it out, but I never could!!! >< So I hoped it wouldn't be on the quiz...and it wasn't!! *dances* Ah, must be cause it's my b-day. XD I got so lucky. But after class, I asked my teacher about those problems for help cause I really didnt' get them...so we tried some on the board, but we couldn't figure them out! Not at all!! Neither of us!! XD So she came to the conclusion that the book was wrong. There were some typos in some of the problems, and that (or other factors) probably contributed to our having trouble. BUT before that, i honestly had no clue how to go about doing them...now I think I do...provided the problem works out as it should. ^^; It was kinda fun figuring them out with her. I always thought she was an unhelpful old biatch, but she isn't that bad. Too bad I can't have her again next semester...right when I was getting used to her! XD So that leaves me here at the library, with theology up next. I guess I'll talk about yesterday now...uhhh...oh yeah, fashion, my schedule, and chem lab. I basically talked about all that yesterday. :/ About how messed up my schedule will be etc. Chem lab was fine, although I had no clue what we were doing. I just didn't care...copied answers. I finally got Erica's cell number, so now we can text sometime. After school...what did I do? *thinks* Read the newspaper...read Antigone...studied, played Eternal Sonata (I'm almost done! ;__;), commented...yup, pretty uneventful unfortunately! Oh well! Lately I've been watching BBC! Well, mainly two shows on it. XD Ramsay's Kitchen and Dragon's Den! Both very interesting. Surprisingly. I didn't think I'd be interested in watching a show about rich people seeing if they want to invest in people's ideas and then spewing business terms everywhere (dragon's den), but it is watchable! I like it. XD Sometimes it's hard to understand their accents, but that's fun, too. *laugh* Um, random. But if you didn't see, I posted some avatars I've made on Saku-chan's Avi world. You can check them out if you haven't. ^_^ Lots of people can post there and share avatars. So if you make them and would like to join, ask Sakura Kokoro! <3 Yup! I'm done! I can't think of anything else to talk about. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me!! :3 I hope my b-day keeps going well. XD I'll let you know the present status on friday! Take care~

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

warning: thanks, schedule, fashion, b-day, yesterday, art, & sorry!

Alrighty, hey peoples! How are all of you?? Good? maybe! I hope. *hugs* Thanks for the comments. ^_^ Welcome back, Mami-chan! How long has it been?? And same to you, serpent-san! Sparkle-chan, it's been quite a while for you as well, but I'm used to your infrequent visits. XD I still wub you!! And arigatou to everyone else for the wonderful comments!! :D Yes, I finished that blasted skirt, yay for Obama, people that don't shut up are annoying, and yeah to whatever else I mentioned in it. XD Thanks again! *hugs* That was a quick thanking paragraph, but oh well. I'm too lazy to respond to things at the moment. ^^; I'm in the library, and yet again I was afraid that I might not get a computer! Everywhere I looked, they were all filled up!! >< But then I found one downstairs...but I don't like being on those computers. :/ Too many people walking around there, and it's too wide-open. I like my private area here upstairs! So I came back and found one. ^^ Yay. I need my regeneration time...I can't be social for very long, apparently. XD I need to zone people out with music and just be totally intuned to the computer. *laugh* Sounds pretty weird, but whatever. Um, well, it's cold out today. Feels like winter. I've got my red scarf and gloves...which I seem to keep dropping places. "Kelsey, did you have a red glove?" Hahaha, yeah. "Well, it's hanging on Dr.McKinney's mailbox." *laugh* See, I had my meeting with her this morning (she's my advisor) to work on figuring out my schedule for next semester. And apparently I left one of my gloves in there...luckily Sister told me. ^^; I'm so forgetful these days. So yeah, about that schedule...*cough* It ain't pretty. I'm apparently quite behind in classes/credits. All because of my stubbornness to not take evening courses. Unfortunately, I'm going to HAVE to take evening courses sometime...since that's when lots of my classes are offered (only)!! *sigh* So I'm still not taking this fashion class that I missed last year...I'm hoping that she'll get it up as an online course during the summer; that I (think) can do. ~__~ So my schedule next time isn't TOO bad...but it isn't great...but I'm just really worrying about my future. DX I'll have so many classes to take, and most of them are at night! I don't want to not have dinner at home. ;__; And I don't know how to drive, so someone will need to drop me off and pick me up then. It's just a hassle! Man. It sucks. But anyhoo, next semester I'm taking accounting (booooo), philosophy, a fashion course (flat pattern making, should be fun), art (design), chem II (booooo, but I'm taking it with a different teacher than this time, yay), and this business course that's an online one. Apparently we have to take it for our business minor, which we're being forced to do. So now I'm minoring in graphic arts AND business. -__-; *sigh* At least I don't have any classes on fridays! :D That's amazing!! But that's the day I'll plan on doing my business stuff. After trying to figure out that mess, I went to fashion. Starting my blouse...so that means cutting out the pattern pieces and whatnot. :/ Nothing interesting. Erica needed chem help, so I gave her my workbook. I guess she's just copying my answers, but whatever. I just hope our teacher doesn't notice and take points off or whatever. ~__~ If she does, I don't mind. I'm just trying to help. She and Jess always ask me questions about everything, I'm and really happy that they need my help, but it's like they're jealous of me for knowing what I'm doing. ^^; I understand...since most people are failing that class, so yeah. We have a quiz tomorrow, and they wanted me to come over and help them study, but they said, "Nah, just for the final. We'll really need your help for that! You can come over, and we'll cook dinner and study!" ^_^; Sounds nice...fun...I guess...really nice, I suppose, but I'm not used to doing those sorts of things. I rarely do things with friends, and basically never during dinner time and later. I guess I'm strange in that respect...I'm like a little kid still, although I'm far from one. TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY. That's right, the 12th! It's my b-day! I'm going to be 20! O__o I don't look 20 at all...and I don't feel like it, that's for sure. It's scary. ;__; I'm that old, yet I haven't done anything that you'd think most people by that time have done. Name it; I haven't done it....although, that might not be a bad thing. :3 But yeah, I don't look 20. It's an ongoing joke in my family that I'm turning 13. It doesn't matter what I really am turning, every year, I'm going to be 13. Cause apparently that's how I look. XD Um, I believe today is chibilala's birthday, am I right? Well, if so, then happy b-day, chibi!!! <33 Ok, yesterday...I had...chem, art, and theology. *thinks* Chem was the usual boring...and she sprung on us (in the last 10 seconds of class) that we have a quiz tomorrow. What a wonderful b-day gift. ~__~ Art was fun, like usual. I love that class. Remember my Utena drawing I did before? I showed it to Sister Trinita, and she really liked it! I had to explain what anime is, but she was interested. So I even gave her the link to my portfolio here to check out my other stuff. XD I wonder if she'll really look. :/ I did these fun drawings, and I submitted them here, so if you didn't check them out yet, please do! Thanks! *hugs* And here's my new wallpaper~ Lots of you saw already, but if you haven't, here it is. ^_^ It was top rated on AP for a day, which is exciting. That's now my 4th (I think) wallpaper to be top rated there~ Although...it's rating isn't anywhere near as high as some people get. XD Makes me jealous, but whatever. It's just a wallpaper. My baby Totoro (my dog) has been very sick lately. :( He's been throwing up and going diarrhea and everything...for the past few days. It's terrible. He's not himself. If he's still sick later today, we might have to take him to the vet. MY POOR BABY!!!! T__T So I've been having to take care of him...although I always do. XD In theology, we watched a video on the previous Pope...it's pretty interesting actually. After that, I was done for the day. At home...ehh...who knows what happened. I don't remember. XD Apparently nothing special. Homework...yeah...usual nothing. Sorry! I think I've run out of things to say...although I could probably scramble for random thoughts, but that would just waste your time. I need to go eat and then go to my chem lab~~~ So I suppose this is all from me! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me! I love you all! Oh, and happy veteran's day! I think some of you have off school for it...lucky...boo...take care!

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Friday, November 7, 2008

the usual stuff. XD

Hey~ Thanks for the comments! Thanks and no thanks, but still, thanks the same. XD I appreciate all of your thoughts, but now I realize that one shouldn't talk politics at all! Opinions are strictly prohibited! No, not really...it's just...well, you can't please everyone. It's ok, Effie-san! *hugs* Thanks for telling me your side. I understand what you're saying, although I still don't see a problem with what I said! ^^; But, let bygones be bygones, and who cares. What's done is done, and Obama is president. Everything'll work out in one way or another. SO ANYHOO. Thanks to the few that commented~ That'll teach me to rant on certain subjects~ Welcome back, anna-chan! And lute, nice to hear from you once again! *hugs* Darke, always a pleasure, and Twist, I wub ya. <3 Effie, again, I appreciate what you said [although i was offended at first]. :3 Arigatou again. Wellll...I'm in the library, and I can finally concentrate on posting~~ >< Gawd! I had to freaking wait 20 minutes because of a certain "friend." Remember Allison? Well, probably not...but I mentioned her a lot last year. She was in my French class, and she is a VERY talkative person. She is someone that's very annoying and won't stop talking, even when you're quite obviously not in the mood. That's how she was all last year, and unfortunately, I have the "honor" on fridays to see her in the library. ~__~ She sat next to me, while I was on the comp, about to post, and chatting with Olivia on MSN...I have my mp3 player on and everything...but she still insists on talking and talking. After several minutes of her blabbing on, I finally told her (after some sort of lead-in), "If you don't mind, I have something I need to do before 12:30. So I'm going to put my headphones on, and I'd rather not be bothered." XD Well, that either offended her or didn't, but it still didn't shut her up! She said she was leaving, but even then, she stood there and kept coming up wtih other stuff to spew out of her mouth. DX Kill me! >< But she finally left...*sigh of relief* I don't know how I consider these people "friends." So anyhoo, I just had English class. Mr.Mooney didn't finish grading our tests yet (boo), so I don't know how I did yet. We just discussed the new theme, which is conformity and rebellion. Talked about some of the poems...he digressed into stories that were unrelated...um, yeah, it was a usual class. I can't think of anything particularly interesting to mention. *thinks* But I must say that he is a very learned man! His lectures are always more philosophical than literature-based. They're very interesting, and he always comes up with good points. Makes you think. He says that when he retires (if ever), he wants to write a book on Mooneyology (actually, he calls it Mooney-ism), which is, well, his views on everything. XD It would be a good seller, I'm sure! Well, I'm pretty much a dull person today, so I might as well talk about yesterday. Ah yes, fashion! FASHION! That was my only class. <3 And what did I do for the entire 2+ hour class? Well, I HANDSEWED!! Yes, I had to freaking handsew the whole seam on the bottom of my skirt. ;__; I knew I had to do that (she told me the previous class), but I had NO CLUE that it would take so long. I sewed for the entire 2+ hours...my neck killed me from looking down, my arms were stiff from being in that position, and I had pricks and scratches everywhere from the needle! ^^;; But!! It was all worth it. Yes, I finished my skirt~~ I didn't really try it on, but it looked good on the mannequin! I always think the garments I make look better on a stationary doll than me. XD I doubt I'll wear it, but it's cool that I made it. Poor Erica has been having the hardest time with hers. She isn't very good at sewing, and she really panics about things since she messes up a lot. :( Well, yesterday she was on the verge of crying! Poor thing. Sister Denise didn't console her; instead, she said, "Don't you cry on me! Stop sobbing." ^^; But then she helped her to fix what she did...but still...aww. After class, I went home. Yay. I played Eternal Sonata for about 2 hours! XD Quite fun. I wonder how close to the end I am? Hmm...don't know, but whatever, I'll finish it someday! I got that game for christmas last year, and yeah, I still haven't finished it. I so rarely finish games. ^^; I play them for a while, and then I get stuck or just quit...and then maybe pick them up again, like I did with this. It's a wonderful game. :3 I went on the computer, visited some people, but I didn't get to a lot. I was in a "I hate people" mood, so forgive me! I get tired of socializing at times, and nothing can change me. ^^; Sorry. *hugs* Um, I made a new e-card!! I really like it~ Thanks to those that already commented. ^^ Unfortunately, it isn't featured yet. All the cards that are up are the same as yesterday. :/ Oh well. Please take a look if you haven't~ My lips are still horrible! I have that cut on the side of my mouth, and gawd, it was so hard to eat last night. ;__; It hurts so much to open my mouth. For lunch yesterday, I had a big mac (from mcdonald's), and yeah, not a good idea. D: Having to open my mouth that wide doesn't work! My lip started bleeding! ^^; And at dinner, it was very hard to open my mouth...and even now, it's hard. It hurts. So stupid. I've been putting everything on possible, but no chap stick, vaseline, cream, whatever, works. This has never happened to me before. Boooo. ~__~ Well, just gotta put up with it and hope it heals... Well, I would show you an amv or something, but I have no time. That "friend" of mine wasted my time by blabbing away. :/ I gotta eat now. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me!! Remember to always seek and tell the truth, no matter the consequences! That's what Mr.Mooney told us today. XD So Effie, that's why I don't mind what you said. :3 Speak your mind! Arigatou for visiting! Have a good weekend.

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Warning: thanks, english, chem, obama & politics, bday, & amv

Wow. I'm stunned. XD How did I go from so few comments to that?? O__o Although a couple people commented twice, but that's fine! Wow! *hugs* Thanks so much. :3 Long and detailed and wonderfully kind comments! *hugs* I love you all. ^^ A major welcome back to just about everyone that commented. XD It's felt like a while. Lute, it's fine~ I'm happy to hear from you whenever you can!! :D Same with Effie, spirit, Reki, etc..and Sinny, thanks for your first comment on my site! ^^ I'm always happy to have new friends. Cloud...I don't know if I remember you, but welcome back anyway. Yay to sewing and not making clothes that fit! Hah, yeah, it's hard to do. ^^; Yay for voting! Boo to my theology teacher and brother! And yes, whatever else I talked about. Arigatou for everything. <3 Oh, and haha, Jay, yeah, I AM in good with the library staff. XD Since I go here all the time, I know them by name, even the upstairs janitor lady. XD Anyhoo, so that's where I am now! The library! On time and as scheduled, unlike yesterday...which somehow brought about more comments. *hugs* I'm eating my PB&J sandwich right now because I'm really very hungry. I couldn't wait until after posting, so oh well! At least for right now, I'm in a rather good mood! This day is moving along quickly and fairly nicely...despite that English test! So yeah, I had my english test today. Like the first one, it was multiple choice and essays. 2 essays. For some reason, I felt like I had a lot more time to write them this time...the subjects were difficult though. O__o "What is the meaning of life, and how can you find it?" based off of the stories we've read, and I also chose, "How can you achieve a full understanding of yourself?" again, based off of the stories and poems we read. :/ So yeah, pretty heavy stuff to condense into an hour of writing! I think I did ok...although both of my essays sounded similar. XD And the mult.choice questions...well, I'm hoping I got them all right, but I probably didn't. After that I had chemistry. Our teacher wanted us to start on the homework that's due monday so that we could go over it in class today, but I didn't work ahead on it. :/ But she wanted us to put problems on the board...so I couldn't...I just copied down what people put, like what most did. XD However, no one did certain ones, so I said I'd work on it during class. 5 minutes later, I finished it and put it up. I guess I'm lucky that I have a quick-thinking mathematical brain...or something. ^^; This class was good though because I can tell that our chem teacher is really, honestly trying to help us more lately. Before, she couldn't explain anything, and she didn't bother to go over the homework, but now she's doing it rather dilligently! Maybe all those failing grades were haunting her and making her realize that she should actually TEACH now. Although, I still don't think she's making the effort to know our names (it's only been 3 months, lady). Ok, so in case you didn't know, Barack Obama is going to be the next president of the USA!! :D For some of you, that might be a sigh of relief, and for others it might be the bane of your current existence. For me, it's wonderful. I'm extremely happy that he won, since I did vote for him. XD I thought I made it obvious who I voted for yesterday without mentioning exactly, but whatever. :/ I know some of you US citizens would rather die than have him as president, but you have to deal with it. People are people, no matter what they look like, or what party they belong to. Whoever makes it to the office of president is there for the same reason, and they're going to do the best that they can. So no rioting, please. Personally, I don't like politics, and I really don't like getting into political arguments because I might get really fed up...so yeah. XD I watched the polls last night, while studying, and I stayed up to watch the speeches. The decision was so obvious that there was no need to wait until the next day or anything! So yeah. Obama's speech was, I felt, beautiful. So well-worded...it brought people to tears, and I almost wanted to cry, too. XD McCain's speech was also very good! Very supportive, and he did as best as he could. I'm sure he can still help the US in other ways. I felt like I was watching my Phillies win the World Series again. *laugh* I was that excited. I guess it was because this was my first time voting, and it counted! Anyhoo, aside from that...yesterday...well, I think I really talked about it already! I had fashion, and then I went home, then went to vote, which was easy...then ate, came home and went on the computer to post about all that. XD After that, I played some Eternal Sonata (I love that game), and then I basically studied for the rest of the night. I'm glad I did that theology essay the other night...ahead of time. Ugh, it's on abortion...and I stopped myself VERY short! She said a page or 2 was good, and I barely made a page. I know that if I could, I would've written a lot more...basically debating all of my teacher's views and how she tries to freaking push them on all of us. XD She just pisses me off so much! I hope today's class will be better, although her precious McCain lost! I hope that we don't really talk about same-sex marriage today because I REALLY don't want to hear her freaking conservative views on it. I'll be even more mad if she tries to shove "homosexuals are sinful and shouldn't be allowed to marry" down our throats. I will shoot her. ~__~ Of course, everyone is free to have their own opinions, but I don't think biggotry is an approved form of opinion! >:E I know some of you do not approve of homosexuality or same-sex marriage, and you probably have good reason, but don't let that opinion force you to be biased upon other people! Sorry! I feel like I'm really ranting and preaching here. O__o If I am, sorry! I really am. I'm just getting this stuff out of my system, and I don't think I have anything else interesting to talk about. My birthday is next week though! ^_^ November 12! Weeee~~~ I have no plans; I never do. No parties or anything. Just whatever happens, happens! I can never think of anything that I WANT, so I don't ask. XD I'm happy with whatever. :3 Umm...so yay...I have nothing else to say! Forgive me! >.< If you're at all mad at me for the things I've said here, then feel free to be so! I understand. Here's an amv. <3 Thank you so much for putting up with me! *hugs* I really appreciate it. I got to visit some people yesterday, not all...but some...and I see more have updated today. I'll see what I can do. Thanks again, and take care~

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Warning: thanks, later, election day voting, fashion, yesterday, & amv

Hello! It's been a while, hasn't it? Or at least it feels like it!! Especially since I have to post later today. DX Well, that's to the few that commented on my last post! ^^; Not very many. I suppose that Halloween took everyone over. *laugh* Oh well~ Thanks anyway. Welcome back Aiten, and it's also been a while Roleni-chan and Iruka, while it's nice to hear from Stixx and Twist as usual (pretty much). :3 Some short comments, but that's ok! I appreciate them! Yes, happy november now that Halloween is over. XD And thanks for the congrats on my Phillies~ As for my grandpa, he is doing better! The scary stuff is over; he's now in the hospital, recovering. It was nothing serious. Thanks~ Yeah, so it's later! :O It's almost 4:00pm! As opposed to my usual noon-time posting at the library! I'm at home~ I only had fashion today because lab was canceled. Why was it canceled? Today is ELECTION DAY. Weeeee~~ This is my first time voting!! :D It's more exciting than I thought. XD You know, when you're younger, you don't really care as much...you're just like, "Oh, I'd rather have him for president," but you can't do anything about it. So yeah. I had fashion this morning, which consisted of a lot of HAND SEWING. DX Most of my skirt has been handsewn...because it says so. I can't use the sewing machine for several parts, so that's why! So my neck hurts from looking down, and it definitely takes a lot of work doing it the old-fashioned way, but it's still fun. ^^ I thought I was going to finish today, but I couldn't since I had to wait for Sister to help me, and also because I couldn't use the machine. Thursday I'll be done with my skirt then. The next project is the blouse! I got my fabric and whatnot...it'll be hard though. I don't understand measurements for the clothes! Like I'm really small...yet somehow, I'm making the same size blouse as this other girl that's taller than me and more well-endowed. ^^; Oh well...I don't think I'm going to wear any of these things [although I do wear my sweatshirt!]. My skirt is totally disproportionate to my body. If I were a foot taller then it'd look good, but no. I've got stubby legs. A long torso and stubby legs. DX Anyhoo, after class, that was it! Went home, and then we went to vote. My dad and Corey went earlier this morning, and they had to wait in line for over an hour!! The line was apparently huge, and there were problems with the scanning machine for the ballots. Luckily, when mom and I went, like no one was there~ We waited for maybe 10 minutes. :3 When signing in, the lady said, "Oh! I had a feeling you were a Lee [my last name]! You really look alike!" [I went after mom], and that's the first time I've ever heard that!! ^^; I don't think I look like anyone in my family...and certainly no one's ever said that. So that's interesting. XD Anyhoo, then I got lunch. Yay. We passed by this other polling place, and the line was HUGE...like hundreds of people waiting. O__o Those poor people! We got lucky to be at a pretty exclusive polling area. They had to park everywhere...even across the street around the church's lot. Umm...so that's my day so far. I have an English test tomorrow (nooo), so that means I have to study tonight. D: I also should do some chem homework...but eh...studying is a priority, although fun is even more of a priority. So that means I shall play some Eternal Sonata first. I'm sorry that I probably won't get to visit many people today. Just looking at my update list is like O___O because so many people updated stuff. :/ And like barely anyone visited me on my World or here over the weekend, so I don't know if I feel up to it. XD Certain friends I've given up on visiting since they never visited me back. I never clean out my friends list though. I still have friends on there that haven't updated since '06 because they WERE such great ones...I'm hoping for the day they come back. Yesterday I had chem, art, and theology. Chem was boring, art was ok, and theology was frustrating. I was in a terrible mood. I felt completely unreal, depressed, and anti-social all day. ~__~ I'm usually in a good mood for art, and I usually like bickering with Taz, but I just had no motivation in me. I worked solitarily on this cubist project she gave us...and then I tried to do some perspective stuff, but I hate it. I can't stand doing perspective drawings...using rulers, straight lines, boxes! >< Not my thing. So yeah, I didn't really talk to anyone...didn't want to...then in theology, we watched these videos about abortion and these ladies that "regret" having their abortion. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of my theo class. She's forcing us to learn about really controversial issues, and she's forcing her own super conservative opinions on us...the day before elections, too! Ugh!! So yeah, that class pissed me off so much that I was getting into political arguments with my parents...well, mostly my dad. I was on a rampage yesterday, and no one could stop me! ^^; It's just that really biased people piss me off, and my dad's one of them. *sigh* Other than that, I don't remember...oh yeah, my brother Corey found another reason to be mad at me. It's about an auction he won on ebay and had me pay for. Well, blah blah blah, apparently I didn't pay for the right shipping, so it was a lot more expensive. Anyhoo, he got the package yesterday, and it didn't have everything it was supposed to. He blamed everything on me, and he was yelling and yelling. My mom was defending me, and I was upstairs. I didn't talk to him or look at him at all until way later. It's like F this. I'm not going to talk to him if he's just going to blame and yell at me more. His entire life revolves around his video game collection and our dog Totoro. Everything else is meaningless, even me. He'd rather have me be hurt than yell at Totoro when he bites me. ~___~ ANYHOOOOOO...now, really, nothing else happened yesterday. Here's an amv~ OMG, sorry this is probably a really long post. I can't tell, but it looks like it. XD Thanks if you read it all! I'm not expecting many comments, which is fine. Thanks nonetheless. <3 *hugs* Take care~

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Friday, October 31, 2008

Warning: thanks, halloween, phillies parade, dentist, grandpa, & wp

Hey!! My dear friends! :3 Happy Halloween~ I hope you're all doing well. Thanks for the comments~ I really appreciate them!! ^_^ You're all awesome for still visiting me. XD I've been friends with some of you for 2 years, and I'm amazed that we're still in contact! Welcome back, Roleni-chan! :D Kita, Angelbest, and everyone else that has been absent for some time~~ Yug, it's great seeing you 2 times in a row, too!! Hooray~ Thanks again. Yes, I think in the rest of my post I'll end up touching on certain points that were made in your comments...so arigatou! *short thanking paragraph* Yeah, I made that card yesterday. So please comment if you haven't! ^_^ Not many have, so yeah. XD It was silly of me to try and make a Halloween card in amongst a billion others! I really like it though. *nods* So yeah. I decided to put this here, since it IS Halloween...and I should bring that to attention first off. XD I have a feeling that if I didn't make this card, I would've totally forgotten to mention it! I'm not a Halloween person. I haven't gone trick or treating or dressed up since I was who knows how old. :/ 10? I don't know, but it's been a while. Maybe 7. ~__~ It was always too much of a hassle since we didn't live in a neighborhood, so we'd have to drive far away to get to one! Plus, I don't need free candy. *laugh* My mom always buys us candy no matter what time of year. XD But to those of you going to parties, trick or treating, and getting into the festivities, I hope that you have a fun and safe one! :D I'm dressed in a half-arsed pirate outfit. It really isn't a pirate costume, it's just a dress that I got from Hot Topic that's super adorable. It's black with red skulls and crossbones on it. :3 So basically, no, I'm not dressed up. XD This is what I normally wear! *laugh* I've only seen a few people on campus with costumes on...but not many...and nothing too special. Only one of the nuns dresses up, and she's Sister Marcela? I don't remember her name, but she's in charge of theater, so she has all the makeup and everything. She walked into my English class today, and we were like O__o Hahaa...who is that?? I can't even describe her outfit. Painted orange face, green hair, giant green glasses, and some sort of blob-like brown mess as her outfit...a grammar glob or something. XD It was very strange. Surprisingly, Mr.Mooney didn't dress up as anything! You'd think that with all the times on NORMAL days he's dressed oddly that today would be a field day! But no! XD Slacks and a sweater. -__- BOoooooring. Haha. So yeah, I just had English. We mainly discussed the story, but we also discussed the Phillies and baseball. <333 Yes, if you didn't read my other posts or heard, the Phillies won the World Series!!, and that made me the happiest person ever. ^_^ Today is the celebratory parade that will go down Broad street to the sports complex, etc. I suppose the players will be on the float, and there will be confetti and everything. It's a shame I can't go. It's already started, and apparently people were there waiting since midnight last night. XD They wanted to get good spots! It would be impossible to go today, what with traffic and a billion people already there. Oh well~ I set up my recorder on the TV to watch it though. The whole city is just so happy. It's like the best thing that has ever happened to them. Philly always gets a bad rap, so hopefully this parade will go smoothly and joyously, and nothing bad will end up in the papers! [nothing like throwing snowballs at Santa or mustard packets at the opposing manager's granddaughter!] Some schools in the area of the parade are closed today, for safety reasons. Mine being far far away in a suburb wouldn't be in danger. XD So, yeah, classes. Oh boo. Ok, so now that baseball season is over, you won't have to read my rantings about it (many of you are very relieved)! It's saddening for me because now I have to wait several more months until the season starts up again, but at least I have hockey and basketball! I'm not a football fan, so there. XD Anyhoo, I'll talk about yesterday now! I didn't have fashion (due to a funeral Sister had to go to), so that meant...I had yesterday off. :3 That would be wonderful under normal circumstances, but unfortunately I had to go to the dentist. :( Just one of those routine cleanings..which hurt a whole heck of a lot because of my sensitive mouth/lips. ~__~ I told the lady to be careful, but she wasn't! She was more rough than usual with that scraper! The inside of my mouth still hurts; I have cuts all in there because she seemed to be scraping my gums more than anything. Everything's good, like my wisdom teeth, but I DO have a cavity. *sigh* That just brought my mood down. DX I'm not a happy camper. I hate having caveties filled. I hate it, hate it, hate it. It hurts and takes forever. :( And I just had some filled a few months ago!!! How can my teeth be that bad??? *sigh* So I'll have to have it filled...whenever. My mom scheduled it for december 11, but I might be having finals that day. :/ I'm not sure. Ugh. This sucks!!!! T__T Um, while I was at the dentist, my mom was talking to her sister (my aunt) about grandpa. He recently had knee surgery, which went well, but he has no one to help him at home, and he tries to do everything himself...when he isn't ready to. He tried getting up on his own without a cane, and he ended up falling, breaking all the sutures and whatnot...so he was really hurt. He was taken to the hospital, and he's doing better, but still. Not good. He lives in CA, and we're in PA; we can't directly help him, and all my aunts that live out there are USELESS. They don't take care of him and grandma (who has Alzheimer's, so she's no help to grandpa), which is really sad. It's not good. :( And grandpa is so hardheaded that he won't agree to have a live-in nurse or any sort of help! Ugh, nothing will get better for him. So anyhoo, please keep him in your thoughts/prayers. Thanks. [edit: my grandpa is doing worse. He's back in the hospital after passing out and hallucinating. He's bleeding internally...my mom is very upset, and so are some of her sisters. I pray that he gets through this.] Ok, the other day, I finally finished the collab with Shadows. ^_^ It took a while, but here it is. She submitted it, but I worked on parts. So please comment~ Wow, this is probably a long post? Maybe? I don't know. It always seems that way to me. Oh well. So after the dentist I got to go to Barnes and Noble and got some books and manga. :3 They'll be saved for my b-day though, which is November 12. <3 Then...the rest of the day I don't remember, so who cares! I need to go eat lunch now... Thanks so much for dealing with my long posts. XD And dealing with me in general! I don't know how much visiting I'll get to do, but I'll try my best. Have a wonderful Halloween and weekend! <3

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

too hungry for a title.

Hey, my dears~ How are all of you doing? Fantabulous? Crappy? Down-right miserable? Well, all's well that ends well...umm...that has nothing to do with anything. XD Anyhoo! Thanks for the comments~~ Nice to hear from youuuu~ As always, that is. <3 Yug!!! It's been forever!! Welcome back! :D And arigatou to the others that have returned! Twist, I think that you commented before, so yeah. I find it amusing that most of you had to shorten your comments because you were in a rush! XD I guess that's fine! I don't mind, unless you weren't really rushing...but just didn't want to read my post. ;__; But that's not the case, so I don't mind. *hugs* Thanks for everything that was said. Encouragement and whatnot. [although twist seems to dislike encouragement...at least when it comes to baseball. Grrrr.] I was contemplating not posting today. D: Yes, what a travesty that would be...maybe. But! I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to because when I got here to the library, all the computers were taken! Quel heurer! (bad french spelling) That usually isn't the case! So I decided to just wait. I sat on the couch, and I was begining to take out my lunch to have it before posting for once, but then someone left! So yay, here I am. <3 Tis very cold and cloudy again today...at least it isn't raining (or snowing), but it looks like it could. The wind is crazy again...ugh. And they want to continue the world series game tonight! It's still going to be bad...this isn't ideal weather for playing baseball. ~__~ Ugh, I could rant on that point more and more, but I know you guys don't care about my sports ranting...once my Phillies win (which will hopefully and finally be tonight), then you won't have to hear anymore about it until next spring~ Unless I decide to mention our hockey and basketball teams! Hah! [edit]THE PHILLIES WON!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! T___T My babies won the world series...first time in 28 years...Philadelphia has been starving for a sports championship, and we finally got one. I'm so happy. I love them.[/edit] Yeah, so my lips are still really bad. They sting and burn, and the cuts at the sides of my mouth are just as bad. DX I don't know what to do! I've tried everything! :( And like I said, I have to go to the dentist tomorrow. *sigh* I hate the dentist. I hope that she doesn't want to take out my wisdom teeth. They're coming in ok, but you never know!! >< I also hope that I don't have more caveties. Ugh. Makes me want to cry just thinking about it! .___. And since my mouth hurts so much already, it's going to kill with them poking and prodding around in my mouth...on my teeth. I can barely open my mouth as is. -___- Umm...I have a feeling this post will be boring...or at least shorter. BUT...I'm a hypocrite so don't trust me. I just had English class, and this time Mr.Mooney was dressed in a red sweatshirt (with his big belly sticking out as if he were pregnant). Not as bad as last time. *laugh* But still. Haha. And he had to have his cast changed on his wrist, so this time he got red~ To cheer on the Phillies. :3 Yay. We're supposed to have a test on friday, but lots of kids were absent today, and we were trying to convince him of a deal: if the Phillies win the world series before friday, our test will be moved to next week. WELL...he really thought that over seriously! And he agreed! But then, he worried..what if they lose? Then we'll have our test, and most people won't be prepared. So he compromised...win or lose, our test is next week. XD Yesssss. <3 But I hope he didn't jinx the team! But it doesn't matter since we didn't even get to finish discussing one of the stories we had to read...so the test shouldn't have been friday anyway! I had chem just before this, and it was boring. Note-taking and whatnot. A bunch of crap. Speaking of crap and chemistry, I had to do the chem homework for chapter 8 that we just finished last night...and it took forever!! ;__; I didn't start it ahead of time, but I usually don't anyway; I thought it'd be done quickly...but it was really long. Lots of annoying problems...so I barely had any fun last night. ~__~ I visited some sites, but that's it. Sorry guys. I'm a lazy/busy bum. I sometimes use the words "lazy" and "busy" interchangeably. For some reason, they tend to match my personality. I'm busy with other things that I have to do, but I'm too lazy to do them, so I end up being busy with something else due to being lazy. Ha...ok...so yesterday. *thinks* Fashion, check. Chem lab...well, it wasn't much of a lab! We had to do these problems where you have to draw the models of atoms and their electrons and whatnot. If you've taken chem, you probably know what I'm talking about. We were in groups and were assigned certain ones to do, and then we'd put them on the board. Well, my group and I were rather confused. XD Erica just doesn't get anything at all. ^^; I feel bad for her. And I have a feeling she doesn't like me that much because I do well in those classes. :/ Like she didn't talk to me at all in class...and before I mentioned how she said that I was the "talk of the dorms" the other night because of my doing well on that quiz. *sigh* But anyhoo, most groups left early, and one didn't put up their answers. :/ So we had to figure those out ourselves. Ashley (girl in my group) and I stayed behind to work on them together. Our teacher, Nadia, wanted to leave, so she kept asking if we were done. XD "Sorry! We're almost done! We just want to get these right!" So we did most of them, and the bonus of staying there longer is the ability to ask the teacher if they're right or not~ After school, yeah, nothing much. I only remember homework...my chapped lips...and rainy cold weather. My feeling of being unreal is constant now. My thinking about the past really makes it seem like I'm not really alive or real...that everything we remember is just made up. Even me thinking back to yesterday. Did it really happen? Am I here? I'm doing things without realizing them. *sigh* Craaap. I hate these feelings. Sorry~ Anyhoo, I think I made this post much longer than I intentionally wanted. DX And I have nothing fun to show you! No vids or drawing. :( Sorry~ Thanks for visiting me though! I'll see when I can comment you guys. Take care~

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