AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
About Me:
Hmm...what to say about myself? Well, I think to sum stuff up...I like to write...long posts. ^^; If you want to be my friend, be prepared to read long posts from me everyday! Of course, you don't have to visit everyday. *nods* So, sign my guestbook, and I'll sign yours, but don't just sign it and add me as a friend just to have 50 billion friends, ok? Thanks. ^^ Oh, and I'm a supporter of both shonen and shoujo-ai. Other than writing long posts and poems here and there, I enjoy making wallpapers. ^_^ So check them out if you wish!
Also, I TAKE REQUESTS--wallpapers, avatars, banners, buttons, etc.
Adorable smiling L. <3 (drawn by AurionAddict for me)
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Sunday, February 7, 2010
some rants, some art, some pictures, lots of snow!
Hello guys! *hugs* Thank you for the comments last time. :) Once a week updates seem really....well, it just seems like it's a long time in between them! Lol. But I can't seem to find more time to post during the week. Thanks for the comments angelbest, Sam, Deb, Jes, and Lute! And also a lot of thanks to those commenting on my World. I really appreciate it. <3
So how have you guys been doing? I feel like I haven't heard from lots of people in a long time. DX I guess they're all busy. I did a good rant last night on my World post. ^^; If you want to read it, you can go ahead...it's just...a lot of me complaining and feeling bad for myself. I'm in a needy mood lately because I feel left out of things or unloved. It sucks. I bet it's my hormones doing this...I guess...I don't know. But lately I've felt like crap! My self-esteem has been subterranean. Lol. Like I've actually been examining my WEIGHT and thinking I'm FAT. I never do that!! T__T It's because I weigh like 5 more pounds than I did last year. I was even checking out that BMI scale thing to check where I am. Ok, it's good that I'm in the normal range...but I'm not content, lol. Which, again, is WEIRD for me to be thinking. :/ Bleh. Today my mom was pointing out all the flaws on my face...pimple here, irritation there, hairs to be plucked here and there, etc. It made me feel ugly! >.< Again, it's not something I should think though...I know that.
I just need some...something to cheer me up, lol. I don't even feel like posting right now. But I wanted to at least write something here so that the last post on here wouldn't be from January. What do you guys do to cheer yourselves up? Or make you think "I'm beautiful"? I think I can partly blame watching shows like "What not to wear" and stuff on tv. All these makeover shows make me feel like I should completely change how I look or dress.
Anyhoo, let's see...nondepressing things! Yesterday/the night before we got tons and tons of snow!! It was crazy!! We had almost 2 feet of snow. Some areas got 30", lol. It just kept falling and falling...it was so pretty~ I just wished that it happened during the school week! You know?? Cancel me some classes! It does me no good when it's on the weekend. My brother couldn't get out, so he stayed home from work. I'm sure most of you noticed that I don't complain about him as much as I used to. Lol, I can thank his PS3 for that. XD I've said this before, I know, but yeah. He's always in his room now, just playing games. Fine by me! But he still decides to invade my space when I'm trying to watch something on TV, and then he interrupts and makes me watch something else with him. He's so annoying. He still is and always will be. We're all waiting for him to get a better job and just move out...come on, he's 29!! ANYHOO!!! SNOW! It was awesome. And we're supposed to get some more this week~~~~~ Tuesday into wednesday. I'm just hoping and praying (*crosses fingers*) that it happens earlier on tuesday...like it starts during tuesday afternoon so that my night class will be canceled. That would be the best thing in the world. It would relieve a lot of stress from me to not have to go to that class...
Here's a few pics I took of the snow yesterday and today:
And if you haven't been on theO much, here are a couple new ecards:
If you REALLY haven't been on theO at all, you might not know that I got my Photoshop and everything! ^^ I had some problems at first with installing it and getting it to work, but now all is well. So I can finally have fun with graphics again. A friend on AP and I are collabbing on that Ritsuka wall that I started a while ago. She works WONDERS, I swear! It's gorgeous cause of her painting skills. So now it's up to me to put some finishing touches on it, and then it will be done. So look for a new wall from me (and her) within the week [hopefully].
Gosh, I don't want to go to school this week. Bleh. The following week we have a poster project due in my visual merchandising class, which is a partner thing. So me and my partner have to get together this week to discuss what we're going to do for it...and then also WORK on it. I hate posters. T__T Last week I had tests in both my fashion classes (visuals and history of costume), and I did well!! Lol. I got A's on both. A 98.5% (O__O) for costume and 95% for visuals. I thought I'd do better on visuals cause it seemed easier, but I was wrong. Although...I think getting A's is amazing no matter what. XD That's one thing I can do well! For the most part. Though sometimes I wish I were a lazy, noncaring student that didn't bother with doing work or paid attention to grades. It would make my life less stressful. In my other classes...I just have a good amount of homework I should be doing now. ^^;; Oh dear.
I got a new betta the other day. :) I named him Chipper! He's so perdy. I love his colors (white/pink and black polka dots! Lol, it's true.) I took a video of him~
Ok, I should stop this post now. Sorry if it was boring or depressing! I'll try to get through this crap. Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* Take care~
I'm posting this on my World, too. Happy go bye-bye.
Hello, hello! *hugs* Thank you so much for the comments the last time! It's been a week again, I think. ^^; I guess that's all the time I can find to post these long ones on myO this semester. If I had a schedule like last time, I would be able to post when I'd have a break in between classes. But I don't have that this time around! :/ Oh well. *hugs* I hope you guys don't mind. ^^; Thanks so much Deb, Jes, and SS (solemn, what should I call you? I need something else! Lol)! It's great hearing from you guys~~~ MyO isn't dead yet!!! D<
So how are all of you doing? The weekend is just about over now, darn it. Even though I have a 3 day weekend every week, it still seems too short. ;__; This past friday I went to the neurologist to get some advice on my migraine meds. He gave me some free samples of some other kinds...so we'll see how they work. And as for my muscle relaxant, he just said to take more. Lol. My neurologist is so funny, so casual, haha. I love it. XD But I wish he'd help me just a bit more! Cause I still have my neck pain all the time and my headaches, although honestly I haven't been having quite as many headaches lately, which is good. Though I might just be jinxing that now!! ^^; I think the huge amount I was having before was because of my old, really uncomfortable glasses. Unfortunately, the glasses I have now (which were an old pair of years ago that WERE comfortable) are now irritating me....like on my ears. I don't get it. I've had them adjusted so many times, but I still feel like they're too tight on my ears! :/ Haha, but the glasses people keep telling me that they look too LOOSE. ^^' Ugh, I have lots of problems...some little and some a bit larger that I wish would just go away.
I have some homework I need to do. And there's a project (partner project) that's due next week...not this week but the next one. I don't know when me and my partner will work on it at all. >>' It's for our visual merchandising class. I'm not even sure what the poster has to be! I really don't want to do it. I really hate posters. As much of an "artistic" person as I am, I've never enjoyed making posters. I mean, sure, I could make them on the computer fine, but I mean cut & paste poster board ones. ~__~ Bleh. They just take too much time...so yeah, that's one school item on my mind that needs to be taken care of soon.
Ok, so big news of the day. I gave away my Happy boy (guinea pig) today. Yeah. Sad. I loved him a lot! He was soooooooooooo cute and sweet. I enjoyed having another furry animal that I could care for and love because my dog really doesn't like me much. :/ Unfortunately, I couldn't handle all of the cleaning. Guinea pigs are the biggest poop machines in the world, and it just got annoying, having to clean it all up more than once a week, and then it smelled up the room...and then I didn't want to pick him up as much because of the thought, "Ew, he's just been sitting around in his poo all day." So basically my family and I made the decision to give him away based on the hygiene factor. :( I wubbed him, and I wish I could've kept him, but my thoughts turned to the future. "He's still going to be alive (hopefully/probably) 7 years from now...that's a lot of money being put into his bedding, and a lot of effort put into cleaning for all those years." I just couldn't handle it. ~__~ It makes me sound like a bad pet owner, but this had to be done for his well-being.
I was really sad today about it. But now...I'm rather happy for Happy. :) So my dad took him to Petco because he asked them today about whether they would take him to adopt him out. They said yes, so he took him there. Well, RIGHT when he brought him in, there was a little girl looking for a guinea pig! Hers died recently, and so she and her family was there going to buy her a new one. They saw Happy when dad was there getting the paperwork done, and they inquired about him! ^_^ Yay!!! So now Happy has a wonderful new home with a family that knows how to take care of guinea pigs, and the little girl was sooooooo happy about it. She's also keeping that as his name. <3333 It's great!!! Now I don't have to worry about him being in the store for who knows how long. :) Brianna, you take good care of Happy for me!
Here's a video I took of him today before taking him. I love it when he stretches and yawns...and then after that, hahaha, he comes up to my camera! Lol. Watchhhhh.
I mean, I'm still sad that I had to let him go, but it makes me really really relieved and glad for him to go to a wonderful new home.
Thursday, after class, I got a haircut! Yes, another one. ^^;;;; Lol. It's the same style that I had before though, just a little shorter. :) I needed my layers back and it to be restyled. I think the lady I had this time did it better than who I had before. It's really cute. ^^ I took a pic of how it looks, but for some reason, it's not working...like I took it with my phone, and usually I can send it to my email, but it isn't working this time. So yeah. It doesn't really matter though...it's just, uh, short. XD
As I've mentioned before, I'm getting the Adobe Creative Suite 4 that comes with Photoshop CS4, Illustrator, and a few other programs...I hope it comes soon! This week! Please!! I can't wait for it. *__* I've been PS deprived. Since I made that ecard challenge the other day, I've been itching to make some more! Lol. I have so many entries for that already. O__o But don't let that discourage you! If you're entering, please go right ahead!!!
Hmm...let's see...there were probably some other things for me to talk about, but ehhhh...I can't think of them. ^^; And I want to play some Star Ocean 4 first before going back to my homework. So I'll leave it at this! Ok? *hugs* Thanks sooooo much for visiting me. Sorry if I didn't get to comment a lot on posts~ I haven't felt up to it. And now it's back to the school week...bleh. TAKE CARE!!
