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Friday, November 28, 2008


Warning: thanks, wednesday/movie, fangirls, today/brothers, yesterday, vector

Awww. :( You people are too much. *hugs* Thank you soooo much for all the comments. You're such sweet friends. I really appreciate all of the wonderful things you said to me...cheering me up and all. ~__~ I don't know what I'd do without you. I guess I feel bad that you guys are really my best friends; I can't seem to hold a conversation with someone IRL. ^^; Thank you for all your advice and for all of your encouragements. *hugs* Don't worry; I'd never hurt myself or anything like that, but the thoughts do come to mind...when I'm really down...but I don't think I ever would. So thanks again. Krusty, Meg, Koten, darke, foxerz, sparkle-chan, twist, liz, angelbest, Saku-chan, and Sinny!! Arigatou for everything! ^_^ And welcome to those that have been missing for a while. You know who you are. *hugs*

So I'm feeling better...at least today and yesterday were better. It's not like I'll ever feel totally happy or "alive" [yet], but I gotta do my best. That wednesday was just like a twilight zone day for me...just nothing seemed right. I felt totally out of it. Not a good start to my thanksgiving break! So I already felt that way in the morning, and it carried on through. We did in fact see the new 007 movie, and I couldn't stand it. It was either because I only saw the previous one once a long time ago so I didn't remember the connections between the two (sequel), or it was just because of my mood. I take part of each. I didn't get anything that was going on, and I felt like I was asleep for most of it. I didn't feel any connection to any characters, and I felt like the action was way too quick, and there wasn't enough. :/ I just didn't get it. I didn't even feel like I was really watching it. Before I knew it, it was over, and I was dissatisfied. My mom really liked it though. ~__~ So again, I think it was a combo of the two reasons why I didn't care for it...but I loved Casino Royale! I guess I just didn't remember enough of it to have this one make...sense? But I blame it mostly on my mood.

At the theater, of course, there were SO many girls seeing Twilight. So many, and it's funny how you could spot them from a mile away. "Oh, there's another twilight fangirl." A group of private school girls went together, and after the movie, they were in the bathroom talking nonstop about it. The funny thing is that I overheard that most of them have never even read the books!! "I just can't read books. I don't like them." So I think they were just going with the popularity flow and seeing it to see it. Then they were all going crazy over Edward. Another girl proceeded to call a friend on her phone and talk to her about the movie the whole time. XD I gotta be honest though; during 007, I felt like I'd rather see Twilight than it. Pretty tempting. Maybe it contains some sort of hypnotic something or other to make people want to see/read it! XD Hah.

Well, yesterday was thanksgiving. Happy day after thanksgiving...aka Black Friday. O__O A huge day for shopping. Are any of you braving the crowds? Or rather, have you already braved the crowds? Seeing as most stores open and start their sales at 5am...which is insane. DX Unfortunately, my brother wants to go video game shopping. ~__~ And as usual, I'll be dragged along. Of course, I don't mind since I need some new games for Christmas, but I just generally don't like being with him alone. You never know what he'll get mad at me for next. I feel safer when mom's along. One shouldn't fear being with a sibling all the time...an older brother SHOULD be there to protect, but I've never seen that side of him...and not even of Derek. At the movies, D came with us, and mom asked him to buy me food there, but he refused. He kept refusing. "Why should I?? No. I don't want to." It would've been a nice, caring, brotherly gesture to treat his younger sister to a snack, but no...he's a cheapskate. Doesn't even want to spend $5 on me. So I guess I should say...Corey is selfish, childish, a jerk, and liable to burst at any time, but Derek is unhelpful and cheap. Ah, my loving older brothers. -__-;

Anyhoo, back to yesterday. It was a pretty good day...I guess. I didn't have much computer time though, and I only got to work on my vector a bit. We had both duck and turkey [missed the chicken part of "turducken"], along with lots of other stuff...usual stuff...stuffing. XD All of which I didn't care for. I don't really like thanksgiving food. It all tastes the same, and I'd rather have red meat! >:E Steak! But mom did make her crab meat dip stuff, which I LOVE, and I ate most of that. I love crab. <3 Before dinner, we all played pictionary. :3 It's kind of a tradition for us to play a board game as a family on thanksgiving...unfortunately mom usually doesn't get to play since she's still cooking. :/ So that sucks. :( But D, corey, dad, and I still had fun. I was on D's team. We lost. We were so close...but it was all because he couldn't draw a poodle!! >< Goodness, Totoro is a poodle! Couldn't he just try to draw him??? Bah. But it was a lot of fun~ One time I had to draw a safety pin, and I totally failed. I forgot what a safety pin looked like. XD So I kept drawing like sewing pins and stuff!! Haha. So no one got that...and somehow I was able to draw the Revolutionary War. XD Dad guessed that right. Umm...lots of other amusing drawings...it was great. Then we ate. Then D left. Then mom and dad watched the football game....and the rest of the night went as usual.

Oh, here's what I have of my Ritsuka vector now. I got to do some of the hightlights. :3 And shading~ Looks great to me. So I'm almost done, but then I gotta make it into a wallpaper, too.
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Alright, I think that's all I have to talk about. I hope today goes better than I'm thinking it will. Hopefully I'll feel mentally better, too. *hugs* I don't think I'll get to comment you guys much again. ~__~ This weekend will be better. Thanks so much for being here for me...you're the best. Take care~ Have a good weekend~

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008


Warning: thanks, sleep/bleh, ritsuka vector, card, eternal sonata, depressed, & thanksgiving

Hey~ Thanks for the comments. :3 Not as many, but then again, I'm posting two days in a row...and that last post was done later. Oh well. ^_^ Arigatou to those that came by~ Liz, death fox, Aya (girl!! It's been so long!), Sinny, and Twist! *hugs* Except for Twist, they were mostly short and rushed comments. XD Oh well; that's fine! If you haven't read my post from yesterday, go ahead! It has a lot more interesting stuff than I'm sure today's will have. Thanks again.

In fact, I know today's post will be boring and shorter! DX Sorry. So be prepared! I'm sure you'll have enough time to go back to yesterday's while you're at it. Hmm...so...I'm home. Yup, home. My first day off on my thanksgiving break, which just lasts the rest of this week...but it's still nice to have days off! To sleep late is wonderful! It's always so hard to wake up. XD Even making myself get up at 11:30 is tough. *laugh* I realize that I don't even wake up naturally at ANY of the times that I wold for school. Like in middle/high school, I had to get up around 6:30am (boooo!!!), and I NEVER wake up at that time to go to the bathroom or whatever. And now, I mostly get up at 9 for my classes, and it's also an unnatural hour for me to get up at. XD I sleep right through them~ And I know this will sound odd, but seeing as I've been having trouble realizing that I'm "real" and that I'm actually living, my dreams and sleeping seems more real than this. ~__~ Yeah, I've been in my depressed mood lately. DX Especially yesterday.

*sigh* Sorry. Not really in the mood to post much today! But I do have goodies to show you. :3 Ok, so anyhoo, yesterday I had fashion; I told you about it in my last post. Then I came home and had the rest of the day to myself. I was rather bored. Aside from chatting with Oli-chan on MSN [which was extremely fun; she's so awesome <33], I can't say I had much fun! *laugh* I was on the computer for a lot of time. I visited several people, and I worked on my current WIP. <3 Which is...*drum roll* Another Ritsuka vector. XD I can't help it! I love vectoring him!!! He's just so cute, and I love how he looks different almost all the time~ He can look more adult or he can look younger and girly. Plus, he's the only character I've vectored from black and white scans. I don't know why. :/ He's just fun to look at so the process doesn't seem like "work." XD I think now, out of any series, I must've walled the most from Loveless. Funny how that works. I can't say it's my favorite series of all time, yet it's my favorite to make wallpapers from~ My brother hates that.

Anyhoo, I'll show you my progress. First, here is the original scan. That is what I'm vectoring. If you don't know what that is...well, it's a process of tracing and coloring and whatnot with the pen tool in photoshop or illustrator, to put it simply. Now then, I'm almost done with what I have. I just need to do the rest of the shading and highlights...and then the bg. But here's what I have:
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Fun stuff. <3 Umm...aside from that, I also made a birthday card for Britty (fundies hoorah). Twas her b-day yesterday, so yay! Please check it out if you haven't; thanks!


So why was I bored yesterday? Well, it's because I finished Eternal Sonata the other day. -__-; That was taking up most of my time before! It's such a fun game. Soooo goood. So beautiful. <3 So now I miss it. DX But I gotta say that the ending was a disappointment. See, I leveled up and did this sidequest at Mysterious Unison, which is like a secret dungeon you can go to before the last boss. :/ All the enemies there and the last boss there are SO much tougher than the actual last fight of the game. XD So I was way pumped up, and the last guy died so easily. Too easy. And then the ending movie...well, it sucked. Hah. It made no sense whatsoever. After such a wonderful game all the way through, it's a shame they couldn't give it a proper ending. Oh well.

I'm saying "oh well" a lot lately. XD I guess I'm just giving up. You can't do anything about a lot of things, so what's done is done. Bah. I felt like crap yesterday. Wanted to cry more. Felt totally unreal. Seriously, like am I living? Are you all real? Is anything in my life real? Gawd, I hate that feeling. And thinking back to how my brother treated me the other day...well, it's those times that make me have suicidal thoughts! BUT!!! I would never do anything to hurt myself because that's what I'm afraid of the most. I guess I am alive if I can fear death, right? Ugh, but I fear it all the time. ~__~ I guess that's why I'm not really living...*sigh* Sorry!!! >< I'll stop that talk now.

We might go and see the new James Bond movie today. 007: Quantum of Solace. If not, then I don't know what I'm doing. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, which is almost just like any other day except that mom is baking and cooking a whole lot more. I don't care for turkey...or most of traditional thanksgiving day foods. :/ So it's my least favorite holiday. XD What do you guys do for it, if you celebrate it? Anything special? Any special foods or events? I hope it goes well for you.

Yup, I'm done. Done done here. Thanks for reading. *hugs* Sorry if it was shorter or more boring or something...I just wasn't in the mood. I don't think I'll be able to comment much today either. :/ Sorry. Take care~ Happy thanksgiving~ I give thanks for all of you!!

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008


Warning: thanks, thanksgiving break/fashion, today, yesterday, jerk, & sorry

Hello!! *hugs* Hello and thank you. ^_^ Arigatou for the fantabulous comments. You guys are the best indeed. lala-chan, I went back to your old post and saw the pics!! I loved them~ All so sexy. And I also enjoyed the Loveless ones for deady neko. XD Welcome back to anyone I haven't seen in a while. I can't really gauge that time well since it's been the weekend, and to me it's felt like forever for everyone. XD I suck. Hah. So yeah! It snowed some...but it quickly melted. :/ Some of you got snow, and several of you live in places where it almost doesn't exist. *laugh* Um, thank you to everyone! death fox, if you read this, please don't leave one-liners! Don't ask me how I am; you would find that out if you actually READ my post. Thanks. Arigatou again, minna. *hugs*

So, if you noticed...probably not...but I'm posting later today. XD Yeah, I don't think anyone cares! *laugh* But I am! Why? Well, I know am on my short little Thanksgiving day break for the rest of this week~ Today I just had fashion, and then I came home! I'm free! For 3 days! :D See, normally I would have my chem lab after like an hour between it and fashion, and that's when I'd post, but since that wasn't the case...I came home, and I had to make lunch, eat that, and NOW I'm posting. It's about 3pm. Umm...soooo yeah. Anyhoo, fashion was good. The whole time I was working on the collar of my blouse! It was a pain...and I ended up staying after class for another 45 minutes to finish that. DX Sister wouldn't let me go until I got that all done. But she was happy to know that all I have left to do are my sleeves and the buttons. ^^ So she's glad about that. Most of the other girls are so far behind...it's almost impossible for them to finish their garments without coming in lots of extra time. And Lauren (who's in another of my classes) barely comes to class. She's impossibly behind...I don't know why she skips. It only hurts her in the end.

In order to keep on time and on track with my garment, she has me bringing home my sleeves to work on...because my sleeves have PLEATS. I don't know why. I just must really love *sarcasm* pleats. My skirt had them, and they were a pain, and lo' and behold I find out that my shirts sleeeeeeeeves have them, too. I've never heard of pleated sleeves, but whatever. So I'm working on those over break. ~__~ Fun stuff. Um, aside from sewing, that class is always full of entertaining banter and gossip. The girls are always sarcastic about chem class since they absolutely fail all the time, and Maria thinks that she's the "queen of chemistry" and a "genius" [all sarcasm], so the conversations are just in non-stop sarcasm about how great she is. *laugh* She knows she isn't very good, but she did get a 70 on her test yesterday, which is amazing for her! She beat out Erica's 50-something. Poor Erica and Jess. They can't seem to pass. ;__; And then they totally disregard my ACTUAL good grades and pass them off as...well, I don't know what. They're just coping because they know they're not doing good...so they just become sarcastic and make me think like I did a bad thing by getting a good grade. Other than that, I hear gossip about Erica's boyfriend cheating on her with her roommate...yeah, stuff like that. ~__~

So...yesterday...in chem class, we got back our tests, which I mentioned. I killed the curve, hence people kinda not liking me...or whatever. I got a 95. So because of that, with the curve, she gave everyone 5 extra points...giving me the 100 and everyone else, well, whatever. :/ I think everyone was hoping I'd at least get a 90 to give more points on the curve. ^^; Sorry!!! At least I didn't get what I did last time, which was a 98! THEN they'd only get 2 points! Hah! DX So yeah, I'm a curve killer. Not a good profession to have. I can't help it. ^^; I honestly don't know how I do it...how I get such great grades is beyond me, especially since I have such odd study habits. ^^; I'm happy with it, but like usual, I have regrets since I feel bad for the others. *sigh* Oh well.

After chem, there was art class! That was fun~ I love that class because we're just like a little family. So much fun. Victoria went to see Twilight the other night, and she said it was awesome. Since no one else in class cares about it, we kind of teased her some. XD And Vincent, who always seems like an annoying little brother to her, was saying that they went on a date and saw it together. *laugh* She didn't want to play along at first, but then she said, "Yeah, we did. I loved it. We made out, too." *laugh* So it was rather humorous. And then at one point, Vincent went to the computer lab, and Victoria went to the bathroom or something, and they both came back at around the same time. *laugh* Taz, Brian, and I were all chatting about, "Ooooh, what if they went on another date? They're probably making out in the bathroom." Haha, so when they came back, we poked more fun at them. XD Of course, they're not an item, but it sure is fun to play along and tease. Gawd, it was like middle school or high school...except with a bunch of people age 19+. And, wow, I found out that Brian is actually 29!! O__o He's as old as my oldest bro Derek! And here I thought he was like 21...crazy...

Um, then I found out I had no theology class. So I was done for the day. I'd say "yay" to that, but it meant coming home to my brother Corey. *sigh* He's a horrible person. If you didn't know that already, I'll say it again. He's a horrible jerk with no sense of ANYTHING right. Ok, so the other day, to be freaking NICE, I put up this auction on ebay for him...some games he wanted to sell. He was at work, and he asked me the other day to do it, so I did. Out of the kindness of my heart...and I made it look so good. Well, apparently I made a mistake with some number that made it a multiple item auction. AND you can't CHANGE that after you get a bid. Someone bid, so I couldn't change it. Well, yesterday, he got so pissed off, and of course he blamed me and said that I fail at everything, and I can never do anything right. He continued to yell, and I tried to stay calm. Mom stuck up for me, but after a while, I couldn't stand it anymore. ~__~ So I just cried...cried and yelled back...and all this happened during dinner time...after I even tried fixing the auction for the jerk. All I ever do is try to help, and it's never good enough for him, so then he takes it all out on me...as if it's the worst thing in the world. *sigh* So last night wasn't good. I cried...and then I ate dinner with mom. There was no way I was eating in the same room as him or dad. After a while, he "apologized" (but not really), so it's all good, but I still carry that grudge in me. I know how horrible he is. He doesn't appreciate me. So I shouldn't do anything for him ever again.

Sorry, is this post really long? I can't tell. It's almost 4 now. I keep getting sidetracked, with my humorous conversations with Olivia. XD Among other things. *laugh* So yeah, I'm assuming that I wrote enough. My brother is a jerk, and I just wish he'd GROW UP. He doesn't act 27; he acts 6. He doesn't understand. *sigh* Whatever. I have these next few days off~ But I don't know when I'll post. :( I'll try to make time for it tomorrow, but who knows...I'll do what I can. Don't freak out if I don't get around to posting or commenting much. XD *laugh* Sorry! *hugs* Thanks so much for putting up with me~~ Take care!

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Friday, November 21, 2008


warning: thanks, snow, no class, tfl, mac, yesterday, & amv

Helloz~~ How are all of you?? Wonderful, I hope. Or maybe you aren't...well, if you aren't, I hope you feel better soon. XD Thank you very much for all the comments! You're so great! *hugs* Yes, Emmah~ You guys are making a comeback! I'm greatly surprised. Indeed, myO is getting emptier so you shouldn't have a problem with visiting everyone. ^^; Welcome back, curse-san! *huggles* <3 So nice to hear from you again, and THANK YOU for your twilight opinion. Much appreciated. angelbest, kittenlark, and Ezel, thanks for dropping by; even your short comments were nice! *hugs* And also anna-chan and Twist. <3 Nice to see you again. There, I think I named everyone. Well, thank you again for everything! [edit: and thanks snow girl!! welcome back!! *hugs*]

Hey, guess what??? For some reason, I'm in a mood to not post today! I don't know why, but I'm just not feeling it. ~__~ Oh well. But then again, I don't feel like diong anything else either. But hey, I've got nothing better to do with my time; plus, posting is just what I do. *laugh* Another guess what. It SNOWED!!! <3333 Yes. I wrote a post about it on theO yesterday, and I posted a little pic of it just starting to snow. Now, if only I got a pic of it today!! It's sooo lovely. So yesterday was essentially our first snow of the year. We've gotten flurries before, but nothing to really notice. ^_^ I love the snow. Unfortunately, it wasn't accumulating enough to cancel school or anything, but it was enough to be pretty. All on the trees and grass~ I don't think we've gotten snow this early before. It's not even december. Last winter we didn't get any at all...maybe one day, but that was it...so that was a bummer. But we're already getting some, so yay!! :D

Ok, so pretty snow...but it can be dangerous on the roads and cause traffic! Apparently, that aspect affected Mr.Mooney. You see...he never came to class!! -__-; Now, normally one would be excited if the teacher never came and there's no class...but I AM NOT. Since it's my first class of the day, that means I still woke up for it. If I had known he wasn't coming, I totally would've slept and slept...I'd still be asleep right now since I only have art after this at 1:00. :/ Bah!! So we were all there, in the classroom, waiting. We thought that maybe he was just gonna be 10 minutes late like before...so we just kept waiting. Soon, it was 10:30 (class starts at 10:10), and a girl in my class called his home phone. His wife picked up and said he left an hour ago!! O__o But he still wasn't there!! So we just waited longer. *laugh* We spent the time looking at pics of people's dogs and watching some stupid videos on youtube as a class. XD Once it hit 11, we decided to leave. Class ends at 11:25, but come on, he didn't come so we left. We waited longer than we needed, but we love him as a teacher so much that we didn't want to go if he was coming! ^^; But we did, and then me and this other girl went to find his office to see if he was there, but no. So I'm hoping he just went back home...and wasn't in an accident or something. :/ I emailed him about it, so hopefully he'll get back.

It's just that we're so far behind in class...since he gets off topic so much. And we only have 2 more classes left! We don't have his class next week cause of thanksgiving break...so there's only 2 left before our final. Not good. Who knows what'll be on there then. ~__~

Speaking of accidents, the friend I mentioned before, TFL (twofacedlullaby), is slightly recovering. Her cousin updated several times, and she even updated herself yesterday. Unfortunately, she says that the probably won't get that piece of headlight out of her arm...and that could be dangerous. She's talking as if she's going to die; I pray she doesn't. She won't. Doctors can do amazing things, so yeah. Keep her in your thoughts still~

In my post yesterday on theO I also advertised this nice little place that innocent heart created. ^_^ A new world, Mutual Admiration Club!! I came up with the name. XD It's going to be a place for all positive stuff. So if you're down, go there. People can post just positive stuff. Contact me or innocent heart (for now) if you have problems, and we'll try to help. :3 See, I'm a mod, and she is, too, and she's looking for more mods. So please check the place out!

Ok, so um, yesterday. *thinks* Fashion. Yup. I sewed...and sewed. My blouse looks like a vest right now since I haven't done the sleeves yet. It does look cool though!! But since we only have a few classes left, we really have to hurry...so I took it home yesterday so I could work some on it this weekend. :/ Although I'm better off than lots of people in class...I don't know how they'll ever finish. I also took home my finished skirt. It looks pretty good actually! I don't know if I'll ever really wear it, but who knows. Yeah, you guys probably want to see pics. I'll do that sometime...when I remember. XD

Other than that...yesterday...hmm...played games, did homework, the usual. Watched the snow. <3 So lovely. Hmm...no...I can't think of anything else that happened! Sorry!! I'll go find an amv or something for you guys. XD Here's a 12 Kingdoms one. I love that series, especially Enki and the emperor of En, which this focuses on. I don't really like the song all that much, but it matches. Enjoy~

*hugs* Sorry this post is boring. XD possibly shorter than usual; I don't know. I'm just not in the mood to do things lately. ^^;; So thanks for putting up with me!!! Have a wonderful weekend~~

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008


Warning: thanks, TFL, songs/VK/twilight rant, today, yesterday, & sorry~

Hello people! I wub you guys! <3 *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments once again. ^_^ How do you not get tired of my ramblings? XD Some of you have been friends with me for years. Rachel, you're one of them! And welcome back! It's been a long time. Same to you, Emmah and roseeyes! *hugs* Thank you! And nice to see you jamo, wolf, SSR, and Sinny! <33 Wow, I listed everyone! Ok then. ^_^ Arigatou for the comments~ About tests and stupid brothers, the cold and chemistry. I appreciate all that was said~ I'm also glad that you liked my art. ^^ Thankies again!

Bah. Why does bad crap always happen to people??? Well, I was just on theO, and I was going through some updates, and I saw TFL (twofacedlullaby) updated! I read her post, and it was posted by her cousin, saying that she's in the hospital, bleeding and injured. Read here. She got into an accident while helping a kid, so she got hurt instead. I don't know if this post is just a hoax, but I'm banking on the fact that it probably ISN'T, so I'm totally praying for her recovery. I'd love it if you guys did, too [just keep her in your thoughts]. I hope she makes it through. Apparently I'm a skeptical person when it comes to matters like this...I'd rather believe certain things are NOT true...since it's so hard to believe. If someone says something bad happened to a person I know, then I immediately think it's a joke until proven true...that's just how I am. ~__~ So yeah. I hope she'll be fine.

Ok...so aside from the sad news...good news? *thinks* Well, just...uh...I was going to say that the other day I added more music to my imeem playlist. Since I have it on shuffle, it might be hard to find them, but they're in the late 200's (for numbers). *laugh* Songs from Wild Striker and Vampire Knight. I didn't care for VK at all, but I love the theme songs. <3 Just like I never want to read the Twilight series. Now don't get all rabid on me and try to convert me or whatever; it's my opinion. XD I'm not saying it's a bad series...I can't judge since I've never read it, but I just generally don't care for "mainstream" things. I don't want to get into trends that practically every other person follows. I prefer lesser known series; the same goes for anime and other books or movies. ^^; So yeah...I know a lot of you are excited about the opening of the movie this week. I hope you go and enjoy it and are not disappointed!

Related to that, in art class the other day, we were talking about Twilight. *laugh* This one girl brought it up. She started the conversation by saying, "Do any of you read?" Hah, yeah, duh. Me, and then Brian who's an English major, and like everyone else in class. And for some reason, I knew what was coming from that. "Well, I like never read any books. Just not my thing. But I read the whole twilight series in a week! I loved them! I didn't even sleep. And I HATE reading. I can't wait for the movie...I'm totally going to the opening." XD Well, I gave my opinion about it, and what's funny is that Taz totally thought I'd be a twilight fangirl, same with Harry Potter and stuff. I had to completely refute that. Anyhoo, my point is that she was just getting into the fad. She never read books for fun until those. What a coincidence. I mean, I guess that's because it's a really great series! Right? Well, I still refuse. *laugh* I hope I didn't offend any fans here. Again, I'm not saying it's bad. I just like lesser known things more than super popular stuff.

OK>>>....so ANYHOOOO. I had english and chemistry so far today. I have theology next. We finally got back the essay parts of our test in English. I got a 97%. <33 And I also got back my revision of my paper already!! :D Haha!! I went from an 88 to 95!!! ^__^ I'm so happy about that~ He still picked apart my thesis statement and other things...so basically he wants it perfect. I could revise it again, but I don't know if I want to. :/ We'll see if I feel like it. Then in chem...well, we had that test. ~__~ I think I did pretty well. I know I made major guesses on a couple of things, but overall, I think I did good! But I dont' think I can say the same for my classmates, and that makes me feel bad. Like Erica and Maria, who are both my fashion class as well. They wanted my help, but I couldn't really explain things well. And if I could drive, I could've went over Erica's place last night, and helped her and Jess study. *sigh* I shouldn't care so much about other people, but I do. :/ It bothers me.

Umm...so yesterday...talked about fashion already. Then I had my chem lab, which was our last one of the semester. :3 But of course, there's next semester, too! Oh well. After school, went home...played Eternal Sonata (I could finish it any time, but I'm leveling up and stuff at this secret dungeon place), did homework, and then studied for chemistry. I realize that I might have partial ADD...or at least ADD tendencies. *laugh* I think I've brought this up before! How I always switch back and forth between websites without finishing anything, and how I go from studying or homework to something else off and on, too. So I studied for like a half hour or more, but then I got restless, so I played more games. XD That's how I work. I do some studying, get sidetracked and read something else or do something "fun" and then I return for a bit...I don't know how it helps me to do well. It just does! I reach a saturation point of information where I just can't study anymore, so I give up. XD

Sorry~ this post must be boring and too long, like usual. I can't think of anything else interesting to talk about. ^^;; *hugs* So I'll end it there. I need to eat and then go to theology~ Yay, I can't wait for that baseball film. *nerd* XD So yeah. Thanks for visiting me!!! I'll try to visit you guys, too. Take care~

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008


Warning: thanks, weather, fashion, scheduling, yesterday, & sorry pretty long post!

Hi everyone!! It's been a while, ne? It always feels like that to me. XD After the weekend, that is. *hugs* Thanks so much for all the comments~ Lots of comments! I don't know how it happens. Some days are better than others. *hugs* Some people think that MyO is totally dead, but I don't think so. :/ Maybe mine is just an exception. ^^; But anyhoo, welcome back to many people that I haven't seen in a long time!! Or ever! tenshi-kun, Angelbest, wolf of sorrow, mizu no youkai, Jason, fox, kaisa...well, almost everyone. XD And to all the others, I appreciate it very much! *hugs* I love hearing from you. Thanks for the belated birthday wishes~ It's ok. Don't make me anything if you don't want to. I totally don't mind. I see that lots of you enjoy money for gifts, well, I guess I'm an exception...hah. Um, as for Erica, her hand is doing better; she didn't go to the doctor, but it's healing on its own. Thanks for your concerns and everything. *hugs*

Brrrrr!!! >,< Well, it sure feels like winter now! It's ridiculous! Ok, so it was wintry last thursday, friday was about the same, and then saturday was like SUMMER. It was very warm, raining, and almost thunderstorming. It was sooo awesome. But then...the next day, winter again! Today it's roughly around the freezing point, and I saw some snow flurries earlier. I don't know where that summer day came from, but it didn't belong. *laugh* Where is fall? Summer---> Winter. Gimme some fall, too. Boo. Hah, so I'm bundled up today. Yup, yup. Ok, in the library...posting...chatting with Oli-chan...nothing special at the moment!

Before this I had fashion, of course. Wonderful, wonderful fashion class. <3 Started doing my blouse. Had to iron on the interfacing and do the darts which took a long time. ~__~ That probably makes no sense if you don't know what I'm talking about. *laugh* But darts aren't like the game of darts! They're these things...that gives you shape in clothing. You fold the fabric to a point, sew...blah, blah. I won't bother explaining since it makes no sense and you don't care! *laugh* So anyhoo, I did that, and for most of the class I kept checking if my advisor was in her office...to talk to her about my schedule. ~__~ Yeah, my schedule. So we had to register for classes yesterday, and registering starts at 6am! I know some people think that's literally when you need to start, so they wake up early to register! WTF? It just STARTS then...and continues on for over a month. XD So I just planned to register whenever I woke up to go to the bathroom. That was at 7. I log on, put in my classes, done...not quite. One of the classes I wanted was filled *sigh* So I had to wake up a bit more in order to email my advisor about what I should do. I was totally panicking because I'm short on credits now...

She emailed me back, listing the classes I could still take, BUT that didn't help me at all! Duh, we already went through those classes during our meeting before...saying that NONE would work!! >< Maybe unless I totally switched my schedule around completely...but I didn't want to bother with getting ALL different classes. So I told her that none of them would work, so I'm pretty much screwed for now. That's why I wanted to talk to her today about it. She listed off the same things and said to me again, "Those are your only alternatives! Or you could take summer school or try and pick up some credits in your senior year." ~__~ Well, no matter what, it's going to be a pain, and she really didn't help me at all. At least I'm not so panicked anymore. Last night, while talking to mom about it, I was ready to cry. ^^;; I was really worried! Now it's just "whatever happens, happens"...I'll figure it out when I get there, right? Yeah. College is a pain..let's just say that. I'm going to miss this semester...it was SO EASY.

Oh, and most of the problems stem from the fact that lots of the classes I need to take are evening/night classes, and I can't get a ride then. It's all cause I don't know how to drive yet. *sigh* So definitely by next year I'll need to do that...

Um, yesterday. *thinks* Chemistry, art, and theology. Haha, chemistry is such a joke. Why? Cause our teacher is so clueless. So we were going over this one type of problem that we ALL had trouble with figuring out. That's all we did the whole class time...go over ONE problem...see, we have a huge test this wednesday, and we were supposed to kind of review. Well, we took all that time up with this one problem. Since she couldn't figure it out!! HAHAHA!! Last week I stayed after class with her to ask about them, and back then she didn't help, and so she said yesterday that she had found out what was wrong...so she could show us. Well, NO, she didn't. She still didn't get it, so we were all clueless. I looked in the back of the book since it had the answer and how to go about it. Well, I told her that, and she was just like, "We'll just do an easier one." ~__~ Um, OK. I didn't want to give up! So I did the problem, and then I got to teach the class how to do it. *laugh* Since she couldn't, she made me. Of course, she had to point out certain things that I might not have made clear so that, you know, I couldn't outshine her teaching...haha, and she even got defensive about it. *laugh* I love teaching better than teachers. It's really sad though.

Anyhoo, so after chem, I had art. Art was fun. I'll show you the product of my class since I submitted it. It's a tree. A dead tree, done with lithograph pencil/crayon and turpentine. It's so much fun to do. It doesn't look that special from this, but in person, it's shiny and looks like an ink painting.


Theology..umm...notes...and we left early. She gave us this essay to do for tomorrow, and at home I did most of it. I worked ahead since I have that huge chem test tomorrow. Boo. But I'm excited that in our next theology classes we're going to watch this film about baseball players and their faith. *laugh* Yeah, I'm a total nerd. What's funny about it is that for some reason the other day we got this Catholic Store catelog in the mail. I looked through it and came across these DVDs, "Bringing their Faith to the Field" (or something" and another one, about baseball players and their faith. I said, "I BET this is what we're going to watch. Haha." And it is!! How funny. Then again, that's probably the only religious film about baseball players.

Hah, anyhoo, then I went home...panicked about my schedule, did homework, and then put up with my horrible brother. He gets so pissed off about everything. He thinks everything you say to him that isn't NICE or on his side, is a personal attack. Last night, my mom was telling him to water his plants and freaking open his blinds to give them sun. They're obviously dying. Well, he takes offense (WTF?), and he's like, "They're not dying! and I open my blinds whenever." He seriously was getting angry, and then he argues with mom and says she's the one being "rude." Gawd. He has problems. So I yell in there, "She's not being rude! You are. You're taking it personally." Then he yells at me to shut up since I'm always getting in the way. "You should stay out of it!" -___- THAT pisses me off. I'm sick of him saying crap like that to me. He tells me to shut up and that I'm always getting in the way, and that things aren't my business. They are, and he's getting mad over freaking plants. It's his fault. I'm most offended when I'm told to shut up or that I get in the way...or that it's not my business, when I'm doing nothing but trying to help. Plus, in my family (yeah, ridiculous), saying "shut up" is almost like cursing. ^^;;; So it hurts. He has problems...I wish he'd sort through them. He doesn't act like a normal 27 year old.

Sorry, this seems kinda long. I'm making the paragraphs shorter though...but there's more of them. Um, I have chem lab next, which is our last lab for the semester~ Yay. I lent Erica my lab booklet since she didn't finish the homework. I'm so nice. She's so sad. I can't help but help her. ^^;; I hope our teacher just doesn't find out. *laugh* Oh well. Anyhoo, I need to eat now~~ Thanks so much for visiting me!! I'll see how much I can do today, but probably not much cause of studying. Take care~

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Friday, November 14, 2008


Warning: thanks, no elec, movie yesterday, birthday, fashion

Hello!!!! Thank YOU!! *hugs* Thank you so very much for the comments!! For all the birthday comments. I loved reading them. ^^ Most were just short things saying happy b-day, but that's fine, too. <3 I really appreciate them all. And to those that made me gifts or sent me ones on theO, thank you very much as well!! ^__^ You're all wonderful friends. *hugs* Oh yes, sparkle-chan!! It's almost your b-day, too! Wow...this sunday! I'll have to remember to make you something then. Britty, Iruka, teddy [good luck!!], Mami-chan, welcome back for those kind words~~ And same to everyone else! You're so great~~

Ah, so tis friday...it's almost the weekend, thank goodness!! This week has taken forever, despite it being my birthday. But maybe that's why it took so long. It felt like forever until wednesday, and then I just wanted the week to be over. *laugh* Oh well! Um, it's been raining lately, and it's been cold and cloudy, and today, foggy! Well, this morning...our electricity went out at 6am! Normally, you wouldn't think anything of it since I'd still be asleep...but I woke up right then...so I heard everything just shut down. It was scary!!! ;__; Especially since it was so dark! ^^; Yeah, I sleep with...night lights...yeah. *cough* So I was rather freaked out! It took me quite a while to fall back to sleep, and even then, I woke up every 10 minutes or something because I was worried that the elec wouldn't come back on, and the alarm wouldn't go off to wake me up. DX Ugh, it was horrible. I'm so tired. I don't know why the elec went out though...it wasn't that windy...and it was barely raining! The houses we live in have the worst luck with that. XD

Example: yesterday! After fashion, I went home, yay! So that was about 1:00pm...nice and early, with my brother at work. I love thursdays because it gives me great amounts of time to be without him and to just do whatever I want...but nooooo...the electricity just HAD to be out when I got home!! ;__; Major suckage!!! >< I was very distressed because without internet and video games...I'm done for! Of course, I could've read and played my DS or PSP...but that wasn't what I wanted to do. :( So my dad, being very cranky, crabby, and bossy, said that we were going to go out and see a movie. I didn't want to, hoping that the elec would come back on soon, but I went along anyway. What did we see? Beverly Hills Chihuahua! *laugh* Yes, that's right. You read it correctly. XD I thought it was going to be horribly corny and stupid...but gawd, I thought it was the cutest movie ever. ^^;;; I'm a sucker for dogs...cute doggies...so I found myself laughing and going "awwwww" at most of the parts! I even wanted to cry at some parts, too. XD I'm so much like Sakaki from Azumanga, it's not even funny. Hahahahaaaa....

So anyhoo, today, I had English! It was a nice class...nice small class, like usual. Mr.Mooney is hilarious. I'm really going to miss having his class. Now, for some reason, I look forward to going to it. XD I really wanted to get back the essay part of our test, but he STILL hasn't finished grading them. :/ Boo!! And I handed in my revision of our paper. I finally edited/revised it last night. XD It's been about a month since we got it back...we have the entire semester to revise and submit it 2 times, and so he doesn't give us any real due dates...so I got lazy...but I finally did it last night. Hopefully it'll be better than the B+. I want an A!! >< *perfectionist speaking*

Alright! Well, I guess you all want to know what I did for my birthday, right? Or not?? Hah! Well, don't worry because it won't take long. XD So my birthday was rather nice!! Nothing bad happened exactly. It was just a usual little party at home with my family...nothing more. I mostly got clothes, some manga and books...yeah...really nothing much! I did get this beautiful ring from my mom and dad that's in the shape of a little bow with emeralds on it. :3 It was actually a regift, if you will. XD My dad gave it to mom for her b-day, and she loved it, but then she thought that I really wanted it because I "admired it on my hand"...hah...so she gave it to me! Very nice and sweet of her, but I didn't like it THAT much. *laugh* I'm guessing maybe she didn't really like it all that much...so that's why. XD But it's still sweet. Corey gave me lots of things, well, cheap things he got on sale. I ¢¾ Katamari for PS2, 2 older Yugioh games for GBA, and Yugioh cards, too. Very fun!! Hah! Though I don't know what I'll do with them.

As for Derek, well, I was disappointed in him. ~__~ He has (had..actually, he recently quit...) a steady job with lots of money, and he had PLENTY of time to go out and get me something, but he didn't. He bypassed all that and just gave me $40. Sure, that's awesome; yay money, but I was saddened that he didn't want to put any thought into the gift. That's how he's been lately with gifts. He doesn't really bother. He regifts things, or just gives some money...that's it. He didn't even (technically) get mom a b-day gift. He still owes her one. *sigh* It's really stupid. :/ I guess I should be happy with that money, but I don't really care. It just shows that he didn't want to put real thought and care into the gift. And he's always rushing to leave when he comes over for dinner (he has his own apartment)...he's here for free food, and that's it!

Bah, but overall, it was a good birthday. And many of you treated me to wonderful gifts of cards, drawings, and other things. *hugs* Arigatou. <3

So I talked about yesterday...but not fashion class itself. I got there, and barely anyone was there! That's fine, but Erica wasn't there yet either...which is strange. But you know what happened? She came late...and with a hurt hand. She cut her hand on broken glass at work the other night, and it was still bleeding. T__T STILL BLEEDING and hurting. We kept telling her to go to the hospital...she'd probably need stitches...but she didn't. DX She instead insisted on trying to sew and finish her skirt. :/ Not a good idea, but she's so far behind, she wanted to try. ^^;; She didn't get much done...but I tried to help her with some things, too. It was a very good and fun class because we were all talking, and I felt so very included for once. XD Apparently Sister Denise went to Japan at some point years ago, so she remembers SOME Japanese. *laugh* When she says "ohayou gozaimasu" (good morning), she goes like "ohayooouu, gozaiiiiimasu." She really extends parts and says it very funny. She's a real nut case, but we all love her. *laugh* Even with her beating threats. "I'm gonna beat you, girl!!"

Hmm...I'm thinking...I probably mentioned most of the important things! Birthday, no electricity, beverly hills chihuahua (hahahaha), yesterday...stuff like that... yeah, I probably got it all. :/ *hugs* So thanks for visiting me!! I'll do my best to get to you guys as well. ^_^ Have a good weekend!

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008


warning: thanks, tis my b-day, english, chem, yesterday

Hey peoples. ^_^ Thanks so much for the comments!! Only a few, but that's fine. I don't mind. People are very busy these days. Effie, I said everything's ok now! You didn't need to clarify. :/ Just continue to read and comment my posts as usual. XD I don't care about politics that much! *hugs* Thanks though. Anyhoo, chibilala, thank you for that clarification! I remember it was yuya's b-day, but for some reason...I thought it was yours, too. ^^; Oops. Saku-chan, welcome back, and I look forward to that~ Darke, it's nice seeing you here more often. :3 And Sinny, arigatou as well! And jamo, too! Wow, I was able to name everyone this time. XD chibi, your comment was very energetic and fun to read!! Haha, since 1988 my birthday has been on november 12, so yeah! Haha. Arigatou again~

So, in case you hadn't heard, today is my birthday! Yes, happy b-day to me. I'm now 20...as of, like, 2:30am. If I weren't premature, I would've been born several weeks later. XD But that didn't happen, so here I am now! Weee~~~ So far it's a good day, I must say! Although currently it's not even 2pm, and I still have theology to go to. XD I haven't gotten any material gifts yet, aside from an adorable teddy bear. <333 I love stuffed animals. I have so many bears. :3 And his name shall be Lillibridge [there's a reason for that...if you don't remember...there's a baseball player with that name, and I love it]. So far, I've gotten some gifts on theO (like those ones you send), and other gifts as well. ^_^ Like fanart from tally solleni and kittenlark, and a card from Kittenlark, too!! So thanks! Don't feel like you need to make me anything, but of course I'd be happy if you did. XD I have also gotten the surprise gift of going on AP to see that my recent wallpaper is yet AGAIN in the top rated list!! See, AP is different from theO because wallpapers don't have to be new within 24 hours and replaced in the top rated/featured section...if they're top rated after a few days, they're still there! So mine has resurfaced again after 3 days. ^__^ *never happened to me before* And it has an A-. I'm very happy. :3

Ok, so I woke up...tired...went downstairs, got my first gift of my teddy bear, and then went to school. I had English class first, and well, you can always bank on Mr.Mooney doing something strange. Today he was LATE. 10 minutes late. And for once, it was the first day our whole class was there. XD So we were all like, "What if he doesn't come?? And this is the ONE day everyone's here." But he did end up coming, and he said that the clock in his office is slow. He thought he was on time, but he quite obviously was not. Hah. The rest of the class we talked about greek plays, like Oedipus and Antigone since we had to read Antigone. I like greek mythology and whatnot. I find it interesting. I didn't tell anyone it was my b-day yet until after class I mentioned it to Mr.M, and he was like, "Oh, so how old will you be? 17? 18?" *laugh* I said 20! He was somewhat surprised. Haha. Just like my brother D texted me and said, "happy 16th! It's a great age!" So like I said yesterday, it's a running joke that I'm never seem to look as old as I should. XD Oh, we got back one part of our tests from before. I got a 98% on that. :3 So hopefully I also did well on the essay parts. I think that's a pretty good gift!

Then I had chem. Yes, chem quiz. DX I was soooo worried cause there's this type of problem I totally didn't understand. I tried and tried to figure it out, but I never could!!! >< So I hoped it wouldn't be on the quiz...and it wasn't!! *dances* Ah, must be cause it's my b-day. XD I got so lucky. But after class, I asked my teacher about those problems for help cause I really didnt' get them...so we tried some on the board, but we couldn't figure them out! Not at all!! Neither of us!! XD So she came to the conclusion that the book was wrong. There were some typos in some of the problems, and that (or other factors) probably contributed to our having trouble. BUT before that, i honestly had no clue how to go about doing them...now I think I do...provided the problem works out as it should. ^^; It was kinda fun figuring them out with her. I always thought she was an unhelpful old biatch, but she isn't that bad. Too bad I can't have her again next semester...right when I was getting used to her! XD

So that leaves me here at the library, with theology up next. I guess I'll talk about yesterday now...uhhh...oh yeah, fashion, my schedule, and chem lab. I basically talked about all that yesterday. :/ About how messed up my schedule will be etc. Chem lab was fine, although I had no clue what we were doing. I just didn't care...copied answers. I finally got Erica's cell number, so now we can text sometime. After school...what did I do? *thinks* Read the newspaper...read Antigone...studied, played Eternal Sonata (I'm almost done! ;__;), commented...yup, pretty uneventful unfortunately! Oh well! Lately I've been watching BBC! Well, mainly two shows on it. XD Ramsay's Kitchen and Dragon's Den! Both very interesting. Surprisingly. I didn't think I'd be interested in watching a show about rich people seeing if they want to invest in people's ideas and then spewing business terms everywhere (dragon's den), but it is watchable! I like it. XD Sometimes it's hard to understand their accents, but that's fun, too. *laugh*

Um, random. But if you didn't see, I posted some avatars I've made on Saku-chan's Avi world. You can check them out if you haven't. ^_^ Lots of people can post there and share avatars. So if you make them and would like to join, ask Sakura Kokoro! <3

Yup! I'm done! I can't think of anything else to talk about. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me!! :3 I hope my b-day keeps going well. XD I'll let you know the present status on friday! Take care~

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008


warning: thanks, schedule, fashion, b-day, yesterday, art, & sorry!

Alrighty, hey peoples! How are all of you?? Good? maybe! I hope. *hugs* Thanks for the comments. ^_^ Welcome back, Mami-chan! How long has it been?? And same to you, serpent-san! Sparkle-chan, it's been quite a while for you as well, but I'm used to your infrequent visits. XD I still wub you!! And arigatou to everyone else for the wonderful comments!! :D Yes, I finished that blasted skirt, yay for Obama, people that don't shut up are annoying, and yeah to whatever else I mentioned in it. XD Thanks again! *hugs*

That was a quick thanking paragraph, but oh well. I'm too lazy to respond to things at the moment. ^^; I'm in the library, and yet again I was afraid that I might not get a computer! Everywhere I looked, they were all filled up!! >< But then I found one downstairs...but I don't like being on those computers. :/ Too many people walking around there, and it's too wide-open. I like my private area here upstairs! So I came back and found one. ^^ Yay. I need my regeneration time...I can't be social for very long, apparently. XD I need to zone people out with music and just be totally intuned to the computer. *laugh* Sounds pretty weird, but whatever. Um, well, it's cold out today. Feels like winter. I've got my red scarf and gloves...which I seem to keep dropping places. "Kelsey, did you have a red glove?" Hahaha, yeah. "Well, it's hanging on Dr.McKinney's mailbox." *laugh* See, I had my meeting with her this morning (she's my advisor) to work on figuring out my schedule for next semester. And apparently I left one of my gloves in there...luckily Sister told me. ^^; I'm so forgetful these days.

So yeah, about that schedule...*cough* It ain't pretty. I'm apparently quite behind in classes/credits. All because of my stubbornness to not take evening courses. Unfortunately, I'm going to HAVE to take evening courses sometime...since that's when lots of my classes are offered (only)!! *sigh* So I'm still not taking this fashion class that I missed last year...I'm hoping that she'll get it up as an online course during the summer; that I (think) can do. ~__~ So my schedule next time isn't TOO bad...but it isn't great...but I'm just really worrying about my future. DX I'll have so many classes to take, and most of them are at night! I don't want to not have dinner at home. ;__; And I don't know how to drive, so someone will need to drop me off and pick me up then. It's just a hassle! Man. It sucks. But anyhoo, next semester I'm taking accounting (booooo), philosophy, a fashion course (flat pattern making, should be fun), art (design), chem II (booooo, but I'm taking it with a different teacher than this time, yay), and this business course that's an online one. Apparently we have to take it for our business minor, which we're being forced to do. So now I'm minoring in graphic arts AND business. -__-; *sigh* At least I don't have any classes on fridays! :D That's amazing!! But that's the day I'll plan on doing my business stuff.

After trying to figure out that mess, I went to fashion. Starting my blouse...so that means cutting out the pattern pieces and whatnot. :/ Nothing interesting. Erica needed chem help, so I gave her my workbook. I guess she's just copying my answers, but whatever. I just hope our teacher doesn't notice and take points off or whatever. ~__~ If she does, I don't mind. I'm just trying to help. She and Jess always ask me questions about everything, I'm and really happy that they need my help, but it's like they're jealous of me for knowing what I'm doing. ^^; I understand...since most people are failing that class, so yeah. We have a quiz tomorrow, and they wanted me to come over and help them study, but they said, "Nah, just for the final. We'll really need your help for that! You can come over, and we'll cook dinner and study!" ^_^; Sounds nice...fun...I guess...really nice, I suppose, but I'm not used to doing those sorts of things. I rarely do things with friends, and basically never during dinner time and later. I guess I'm strange in that respect...I'm like a little kid still, although I'm far from one.

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY. That's right, the 12th! It's my b-day! I'm going to be 20! O__o I don't look 20 at all...and I don't feel like it, that's for sure. It's scary. ;__; I'm that old, yet I haven't done anything that you'd think most people by that time have done. Name it; I haven't done it....although, that might not be a bad thing. :3 But yeah, I don't look 20. It's an ongoing joke in my family that I'm turning 13. It doesn't matter what I really am turning, every year, I'm going to be 13. Cause apparently that's how I look. XD Um, I believe today is chibilala's birthday, am I right? Well, if so, then happy b-day, chibi!!! <33

Ok, yesterday...I had...chem, art, and theology. *thinks* Chem was the usual boring...and she sprung on us (in the last 10 seconds of class) that we have a quiz tomorrow. What a wonderful b-day gift. ~__~ Art was fun, like usual. I love that class. Remember my Utena drawing I did before? I showed it to Sister Trinita, and she really liked it! I had to explain what anime is, but she was interested. So I even gave her the link to my portfolio here to check out my other stuff. XD I wonder if she'll really look. :/ I did these fun drawings, and I submitted them here, so if you didn't check them out yet, please do! Thanks! *hugs*

And here's my new wallpaper~ Lots of you saw already, but if you haven't, here it is. ^_^ It was top rated on AP for a day, which is exciting. That's now my 4th (I think) wallpaper to be top rated there~ Although...it's rating isn't anywhere near as high as some people get. XD Makes me jealous, but whatever. It's just a wallpaper.


My baby Totoro (my dog) has been very sick lately. :( He's been throwing up and going diarrhea and everything...for the past few days. It's terrible. He's not himself. If he's still sick later today, we might have to take him to the vet. MY POOR BABY!!!! T__T So I've been having to take care of him...although I always do. XD

In theology, we watched a video on the previous Pope...it's pretty interesting actually. After that, I was done for the day. At home...ehh...who knows what happened. I don't remember. XD Apparently nothing special. Homework...yeah...usual nothing. Sorry! I think I've run out of things to say...although I could probably scramble for random thoughts, but that would just waste your time. I need to go eat and then go to my chem lab~~~ So I suppose this is all from me! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me! I love you all! Oh, and happy veteran's day! I think some of you have off school for it...lucky...boo...take care!

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Friday, November 7, 2008


the usual stuff. XD

Hey~ Thanks for the comments! Thanks and no thanks, but still, thanks the same. XD I appreciate all of your thoughts, but now I realize that one shouldn't talk politics at all! Opinions are strictly prohibited! No, not really...it's just...well, you can't please everyone. It's ok, Effie-san! *hugs* Thanks for telling me your side. I understand what you're saying, although I still don't see a problem with what I said! ^^; But, let bygones be bygones, and who cares. What's done is done, and Obama is president. Everything'll work out in one way or another. SO ANYHOO. Thanks to the few that commented~ That'll teach me to rant on certain subjects~ Welcome back, anna-chan! And lute, nice to hear from you once again! *hugs* Darke, always a pleasure, and Twist, I wub ya. <3 Effie, again, I appreciate what you said [although i was offended at first]. :3 Arigatou again.

Wellll...I'm in the library, and I can finally concentrate on posting~~ >< Gawd! I had to freaking wait 20 minutes because of a certain "friend." Remember Allison? Well, probably not...but I mentioned her a lot last year. She was in my French class, and she is a VERY talkative person. She is someone that's very annoying and won't stop talking, even when you're quite obviously not in the mood. That's how she was all last year, and unfortunately, I have the "honor" on fridays to see her in the library. ~__~ She sat next to me, while I was on the comp, about to post, and chatting with Olivia on MSN...I have my mp3 player on and everything...but she still insists on talking and talking. After several minutes of her blabbing on, I finally told her (after some sort of lead-in), "If you don't mind, I have something I need to do before 12:30. So I'm going to put my headphones on, and I'd rather not be bothered." XD Well, that either offended her or didn't, but it still didn't shut her up! She said she was leaving, but even then, she stood there and kept coming up wtih other stuff to spew out of her mouth. DX Kill me! >< But she finally left...*sigh of relief* I don't know how I consider these people "friends."

So anyhoo, I just had English class. Mr.Mooney didn't finish grading our tests yet (boo), so I don't know how I did yet. We just discussed the new theme, which is conformity and rebellion. Talked about some of the poems...he digressed into stories that were unrelated...um, yeah, it was a usual class. I can't think of anything particularly interesting to mention. *thinks* But I must say that he is a very learned man! His lectures are always more philosophical than literature-based. They're very interesting, and he always comes up with good points. Makes you think. He says that when he retires (if ever), he wants to write a book on Mooneyology (actually, he calls it Mooney-ism), which is, well, his views on everything. XD It would be a good seller, I'm sure!

Well, I'm pretty much a dull person today, so I might as well talk about yesterday. Ah yes, fashion! FASHION! That was my only class. <3 And what did I do for the entire 2+ hour class? Well, I HANDSEWED!! Yes, I had to freaking handsew the whole seam on the bottom of my skirt. ;__; I knew I had to do that (she told me the previous class), but I had NO CLUE that it would take so long. I sewed for the entire 2+ hours...my neck killed me from looking down, my arms were stiff from being in that position, and I had pricks and scratches everywhere from the needle! ^^;; But!! It was all worth it. Yes, I finished my skirt~~ I didn't really try it on, but it looked good on the mannequin! I always think the garments I make look better on a stationary doll than me. XD I doubt I'll wear it, but it's cool that I made it. Poor Erica has been having the hardest time with hers. She isn't very good at sewing, and she really panics about things since she messes up a lot. :( Well, yesterday she was on the verge of crying! Poor thing. Sister Denise didn't console her; instead, she said, "Don't you cry on me! Stop sobbing." ^^; But then she helped her to fix what she did...but still...aww.

After class, I went home. Yay. I played Eternal Sonata for about 2 hours! XD Quite fun. I wonder how close to the end I am? Hmm...don't know, but whatever, I'll finish it someday! I got that game for christmas last year, and yeah, I still haven't finished it. I so rarely finish games. ^^; I play them for a while