Friday, December 12, 2008

Warning: thanks, later/break, final final, today, dentist, & yeah

Hey guys! :D Thanks so much for the comments. ^__^ I loved them all. I know, not as many, but I don't mind~ I bet you didn't expect me to post today! Well, I was debating whether to or not either...especially since it's so much later than usual. O__o But I am. I am just...because...so yeah, thanks a lot for the comments. Britty, nice to see you again finally! Wooot! And same to everyone else. ^^ Yes, if you didn't look at my last post, you'll see a crappy little pic of me with the blouse that I made on. It's hard to see the blouse at all, so I guess it's more of a "hey, it's a pic of me so you finally know what I look like" thing. ^^;; So beware. *laugh* Arigatou again~~~ I might make this post shorter! It might end up that way. I'm posting before dinner...how strange! I so rarely do that. You know me--I like to get the posts over and done with earlier in the day so that people have more time to see my update. XD But I guess it doesn't really matter. So why didn't I post earlier? Well, that's because....NOW I'm officially FREEEEEEE. I'm on winter break now!! :D I had my last final this morning (theology), so I didn't really have time at the library to post or anything. I was far too exhausted and just plain old tired feeling to post earlier. ~__~ I got something in my eye, and I could barely open it. It's still bothering me. I hate it when that happens. D: So how did my theology final go???? WELLLll...umm...not that great. ^^; I guessed on so many things. I studied a lot last night, but *sigh* I don't think it helped! When we got our exams, well, the answer sheets...it was nothing but blank lines. .__. You know what that means!! Lots of short answers and essays. Bah!! There were only 15 multiple choice, and those were all worth 3 points each. O__o Who ever heard of such a thing! And then there were 15 short answers and an essay...it was so hard...so many things to list and define. Don't you find it hard to write out definitions of things? Or list lots of things and define them? Well, I do. I studied lots, and I went over everything on the study guide, but I went over some parts assuming that those would be involved with the matching part...but no, they were short answer. ~__~ That really tested my memory, which failed. I made up a lot of stuff. One short answer had us listing 5 of 17 something-or-others that were found in the Gospel of John. I don't remember EVER getting notes on those. And it certainly wasn't on the study guide! So I made them all up. I'm hoping I guessed right. Oh, and we had to remember a quote from the Bible on hell and then say where it was from. Uhhh...yeah...right. Me? Remember a quote directly? Yeah RIGHT. I think I just made up a new quote from Matthew. It shall be inserted in there some time. "Edit, new quote by Kelsey found in Matthew 11:23:12 [or whatever]" I'm sure Jesus said something about hell and it being better to gouge out your eye than suffer there... Bah. At least I'm done! I'm done with all those tests for a month, and then I have to go back and do it all over again....with harder classes! :D Woohoo! So anyhoo, after the test, I went home. I felt tired, so that's why I didn't post. And then the rest of the day until now has been as usual. :/ Watching anime, playing Katamari...but oh! Our cable box has been dying [lots of the channels decided to stop working; I can't live without the National Geographic channel!! ><] so today I had dad go out and get it exchanged. Well, then after you set it up, you have to call this number to initiate it or something. ;__; I HATE calling. In case you didn't know, I have like this phobia of phones. I can't stand talking on the phone...i get so panicky, nervous, red in the face. D; But my brother was being a turd so he didn't want to call, leaving me to do it. I got freaked cause I thought it was supposed to be automated, but it transferred me to a real person!! *dies* This Hispanic lady with an accent that made it hard to understand her...she asked lots of questions...and I was tempted to just hang up. XD She even wanted to make small-talk! "How are you today, Miss Lee?" O__O SHUT UP! Just get on with it!!! >< Bah, so after a while, that was done with...but I was still shaken up. I can't handle phone calls. Not even with friends. It doesn't matter who it is, I don't like talking on the phone!! ^^;; I never understood people that would talk with their friends on the phone for hours...I could never do that. I guess I'm just a weird anti-social freak. ~__~ Even during finals week, when Erica or Jess would call me with questions, I could barely handle that! I'd get so scared when my phone would ring. ^^;; Phone-phobia! Ok, well, yesterday...I went to the dentist. yes. The dentist. Fun stuff. I was so nervous! But then again, I always am. When we got there, we (mom and I) had to wait, even though it was the time for my appointment. :/ During that time, a couple little girls came out...crying...awwww. It was so cute! So sad! But awwww!!!! The one little girl was crying so much! And then her slightly older sister came to her and said, "What's wrong? Aw, what did they do?? Did they pull your tooth? Aw, look! They did! Don't cry. It's ok! :3 That's a good thing...you know why? The tooth fairy will give you money now!" Aww, I thought that was so freaking sweet. What a nice big sister. ^^ Awww. Anyhoo, then it was my turn to go in. It wasn't as bad as the last time...didn't take that long. You know, the usual drilling and filling. -__-; It hurt, and I kept having her file down the filling cause it felt rough! But she said it looked ok. Well, apparently it isn't! I still feel it. DX So I'll have to go back to have her buff it again. :/ Cause I don't want this little sharp pointy part sticking out of my tooth!! What a hassle! Boo. After the dentist, mom and I went to get me a prize~ *laugh* Yes, I'm still a baby. I got a cute little stuffed animal chihuahua! So adorable. <333 Then we went home, and it was late, and I felt like crap, but then I had to study. And...now you're back to where my post started from! *laugh* I probably don't have anything else to talk about. This was still a fairly long post though. ^^; Oh! I wanted to talk about my posting in general. With this being my break, I probably won't post on the same days. I'm guessing the best will be when my brother works since I'll have more computer time, so probably on tuesdays, thursdays, and maybe even the weekend. O__o We'll see. Ok then. *hugs hugs hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me!! Until next time, take care~ Have a nice weekend!

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

Warning: thanks, disturbed morning, dentist, wp happiness, yesterday, pic, & amv

Hi-hi! Hey everyone. :3 Thanks for all the comments!! I really appreciate them. ^^ Yeah, sorry I didn't post yesterday~~ But I'm doing so today instead. Anyhoo, twist, hah, don't worry about the triple comment. XD Comments act strangely on here lately. ^^; I don't know why. Welcome back to anyone that has been missing for a while. I'm not sure if any of you have been though...but still...nice to see you all again. Yup, thanks for all the luck! And as for the chemistry tutoring...yeah, it was fun, and I do think it helped me more than it helped them unfortunately. ^^;; And I'm definitely not telling erica what I thought about her boyfriend. XD That would definitely be suspicious. *laugh* Hah, so yes, thanks again to everyone!! *hugs* Ah, so what am I doing today? Well, I'm off, for one. I don't have any finals today, but I do tomorrow...my last one. And despite having today off, I'm not at all content!! I have to go to the dentist today. ;__; And get some fillings done. *sigh* I'm rather nervous...as I always get...so I'm kind of feeling sick. I also didn't get to sleep very well, despite it being all dark and rainy!! I was startled awake, like I have been many many other times, at around 4:30 am. Why?? Because of those freaking fire alarms! Remember them? We all have one in our rooms, and it started with mine a couple months back...with it beeping and beeping, so loudly, at inopportune times, waking me up...driving me crazy. Well, a few weeks ago, that happened to my dad's, and that also woke me up, and now this morning...it was the one in mom's room. ~__~ Even though her room is so far away, I could still hear it loud and clear!! >< It always wakes me up from whatever dream I'm having, and I incorporate it into my dream, so I'm not sure if it's real...but then, yes, it is. I'm SO traumatized by that sound. So dad had to get his ladder, and replace the battery. I told him to do that with every one in the house because eventually they'll all go off, but he refused. :/ Argh. I'm tired. Baaahhhhh...I don't wanna go to the dentist!!!! I just had fillings done a few months ago. How is it that I have even more cavities?? :( Nooo...and then when I'm done with that, I'll have to study for my theology final. ~__~ Not looking forward to that one. Lots of stuff to memorize. So yeah, I'm going to be busy today, so I'm sorry if I don't get a lot of commenting done! Umm...I think most of you saw my new wallpaper, but if you didn't, I'll put it in this post, too. ^^ It was a major success!!! ^__^ Both here and on AP, which is what I worried about~~ Although, I had no reason to worry. XD It's been top rated there since the day I submitted it [only after 6 hours], and currently, it has an A+ rating!!!! >__< If you don't know, animepaper has a rating system. It's kind of discouraging...and it really seems to make people care about nothing but popularity, but that's how it works. I don't care as much about it anymore, but I can't help but be happy about that, right??? A+!! Only one other of my walls got that high~ Most of my early ones have B-'s...I have a couple with A's, but wow! So quickly!! A+ isn't the highest though. There's S ratings, too. From S to SSSS. O__o I'm on my way to an S...hehehehe. Oh, and I'm also a ranked waller there now. :3 #100, which is the bottom of the barrel as far as being ranked goes, but I don't care! So exciting!! But let me remind you, I don't wall for popularity. If I did, I wouldn't have made so many wallpapers from "unpopular" series that still just have C+'s there. *laugh* And this wallpaper is from a totally unknown artist, so for once, my skills/layout shined through. So thanks a ton to those that have commented/faved. *hugs* I love you all!!!! Ok, so...yesterday...I had my fashion final. I barely studied for it the night before because I wasn't sure HOW to study for it! It was on things that we use practically, like needles, certain techniques, etc...so how do I study for that? We didn't have definitions. So I just studied some...well, I should've tried to study more. Erica and Jess ended up calling me more to ask about some of that stuff, too. *laugh* But anyhoo, the test was harder than I thought!! So many true and false questions! I hate those. And they're the ones where you have to correct it if it's false. DX I guessed on a lot...I guessed a lot on that test. I'm hoping that my guessing powers prevailed. For extra credit, she wanted us to write down three things that we learned from the class that wasn't on this test. After I wrote mine, I wrote "arigatou gozaimasu" in Japanese for her. Sister Denise has been to Japan, and she remembered some, so she really enjoyed that. :3 I also showed her this book I had about kimonos (in Japanese) since she had some kimono for one of her classes. Hah, then she asked how I knew Japanese. XD Well, from my 2 years in high school and from learning on my own. Erica then said, "Oh, of course. She WOULD know Japanese. Kelsey, do you also know German, and spanish, and french, too?" She was being sarcastic, and some might think rude, but whatever. She's still nice. She just thinks I'm perfect at everything. ^^; A bit of jealousy I suppose. But I'm NOT perfect at everything...although I wish I were fluent in more than one language. XD After that, I was done...and it wasn't even 11am. When mom brought me home, Corey was still asleep. *laugh* Funny. Oh! I brought home the blouse I made. And I got a 98 on it~~~ I'm amazed she only took off 3 points for my collar and none for my horrid button holes!! XD Anyhoo, my mom took a pic of me in it. ^^;; So you guys can see me with it on. Warning, I also have on my pajamas underneath...the blouse I made is the black shirt, not the light purple one under it! And sorry, this was taken with mom's camera phone, so it isn't detailed...maybe sometime I'll take pictures of all the garments I made close-up. *thinks* Hmm...what else to talk about...not sure. I can't really think of anything. I didn't do much else, other than play a lot of We <3 Katamari. I love those games!! Ah...so yes...that's all I can think of. So here is an amv. An Utena one. I think it's pretty cool~ So enjoy if you want to. Thanks so much for everything, guys!!! *hugs* You help keep me sane. XD Sorry again for my lack of commenting. I'll not be busy after tomorrow though!! Wish me luck on everything...from the dentist to the final. Arigatou. Take care~

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

finals and fun stuff

Thank you, thank you my sweethearts!! I'm so glad to have great friends like you. <333 I can't say that I'm alone because I totally am not...I have you guys. :/ It's just a shame I don't know you in person!! But this is good enough for me. :D So thanks! *hugs* Let's see...wow, lots of comments!! Lots of people that I haven't seen in a while. :3 Welcome back Lory, bonitachika, filo, yours truly, Aya, Cesteel...and well, lots of people. ^^; You know who you are, and I love you to pieces. lala-chan, stay away from Yamapi or else I'll sic Sparkle-chan on you. ;D Thanks for all the encouragement...you're totally right. I should stop judging myself so harshly...and worrying about the future like that. ~__~ I'll do my best, but thanks for the momentary relief. *hugs* You're all wonderful. You gave lots of great advice on things that I need!! >_< Arigatou~ I read everything you guys said, but I gotta make this quick...so thanks again to all. Yeah, I don't know how long this post will be! Although, I might stop in the middle and save it for later. *thinks* Hmm...why? Well, just cause I'm posting now while waiting for my mom to pick me up. :3 I am done for the day...having my first 2 finals. English and Chemistry. I had plenty of time in between the two, but...it was used for a "study group" aka me trying to teach Erica, Maria, and others chemistry...right before the final. DX I mean, I wanted to! Remember? I was worried about whether I'd get to or not, but thankfully Erica called last night, and she agreed to make the meeting place the library instead of her apartment. :3 So that made it easier to get together. If I wasn't doing that, I would've been able to post earlier...but I suppose studying and finals take precendence, ne? At our little study group I got to meet Erica's boyfriend. Wow, he's hot. But as for his attitude...not the best. :/ And she constantly calls him a "dick" and stuff. *laugh* So friendly. I certainly didn't see them as making a good couple. ^^;; She said he wasn't in a good mood, and well, that was obvious...but still...at least he was good-looking!! XD Ok, so English exam. This morning. Early. I'm tired. It was basically just like our other tests with multiple choices and then the essay part. This time there were only two essays and we had to do them both. Usually there's several and we get to choose...so yeah, we had to do the ones he gave us. D: The thing is that they weren't "hard" per say, just really long!!! >< Within each question was at least 20 more questions, and he said we had to answer each part in the essays! Ugh. I don't know if I answered every single question, but whatever. :/ I was tired of writing page after page. *laugh* The first one was on conformity and rebellion [insert billions of subquestions after] and the second was on death [again, insert a lot more...] My one on death was a lot longer, maybe about 5 pages. I could've kept writing, but too bad this was all hand-writing, ne? Cause you know I can type!! XD So yeah, I think I did well. I studied for it some last night, which basically means me reading over my notes. There isn't much else you can do for English...read the stories and take notes. :/ So yeah. Yay. one down. Then, like I said, after English...I got together with the others at the library to "study" for chemistry! :D Fun! XD There's a white board in this private group study rooms, so I got to write things on the board like a teacher. ^^;;; I did my best to help them...but I doubt it really did any good. *sigh* I can't automatically give them a revelation on how to understand chemistry within 2 hours before the final exam. :/ But I gotta say that it helped me! By reading over the notes and having to explain stuff to them, it helped me to study again and really engrave the stuff in my mind~ So the final was pretty easy. I really guessed on one or two, but for the most part, I think I got it. Last night I studied for a while, and then Erica called, saying taht she didn't study at all. XD Haha...poor thing. I really hope she didn't fail. And now I am post, waiting for mom. Tomorrow I have my fashion final, which shouldn't be too bad, and then I have nothing on thursday but that dentist appointment (nooooooo!!!!), and then theology on friday [not looking forward to that]. Because of these odd times and my brother not working tomorrow or friday, i don't know when I'll post. :/ I might end up posting on thursday instead? I don't know. So just don't panic [haha, like you would] if I don't get on much this week. *thinks* This weekend was...pretty good. I don't remember what happened. yesterday I had off, and it was just a regular day. On the artistic front, I've been working on a new wallpaper. :3 If you didn't see my post on theO, I shall talk about it here!! tis fun!! It's my first time doing a painted wallpaper...which is similar to vectoring but instead of using the pen tool, you just use the different brushes. I'm using my tablet for the first time extensively, and it's rather fun. I like how it's turning out, but there are still some problems [like the guys' hair] that I need to work out. :/ I still have to do the shadows and finish coloring his pants. So yeah. HERE is the original scan I'm walling, and this is the preview of what I have so far~~ ^_^ Pretty. But again, there are still some things to work on. And...who knows how it'll go over on AP. XD I don't care much about popularity as I used to, but i still think that there should be fairer ways to the rating system there. Like, I'm putting a lot of work into this...and it looks nice, but it's from a series (or an artist,rather) that isn't well-known [Takarai Rihito], so that chances are it won't be "popular." This wallpaper will either be loved a super lot and be majorly popular, or it'll be a total flop...failing horribly...but in the end, all that matters is if I like it, right? And I gotta say that I do like it. ^_^ I've enjoyed this process more than any other~ [EDIT: I finished it. ;D Check it out~] Umm...hmm...i can't remember what else to talk about. I cleaned a lot this weekend. Posted about that on theO. XD I talked about how my brother is a jerk more. Yup, nothing really new. How are things going for you guys? Holiday shopping yet?? Oh yeah!! That reminds me...Olivia!!! I GOT YOUR GIFTS IN THE MAIL!! <3333 My dear Oli-chan (sweetdevil) sent me wonderful presents for X-mas. :3 A shirt, notebook, and 3 awesome magnets with some of my favorite images on them!! >_< So cool. *hugs* Thanks again. And thanks to everyone here. You guys are the best~~~~ Thanks for reading. :3 I gots to go now~ My mom is here. *hugs* I ran out of stuff to mention anyway. So good timing!!! XD Arigatou again. Take care~

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Friday, December 5, 2008

Warning: thanks, tired/break, ok, english, semester, missing, yesterday, & boo

Hello~ *hugs* Thanks for the comments, guys. :3 You're all wonderful! So very wonderful. I don't know what I'd do without you. XD Arigatou for the encouragement about finals and everything, and the advice for staying well! And yup, I'm glad you like my new theme. :3 I'm also surprised that so many of you actually listen to my playlist. I'm used to people not caring. XD So thanks! Lute, welcome back after a long time~~ *hugs* So nice to see you again. Same to Risa! <3 And of course thanks a ton to everyone else: cassie, Meg, kiyo-chan, twist, roseeyes, liz, and SSR. ^_^ Arigatou again~ Man, I'm tired. I'm really tired this morning. XD I slept so well last night, and I just kept wanting to sleep! I was really comfortable this morning. And for once, I actually slept straight until 8am and then went back to bed to get up at 9. I usually wake up at odd times during the night or early morning. XD But not this time, which was strange. It's a shame I had to get up for school. DX But!! It's the weekend very soon, and this time I have a 3-day weekend~ I have monday off, but I should probably spend a good portion of it on studying for my finals. On tuesday I have English and Chemistry. Then I have fashion...then I have a day off on thursday, BUT!!! I have to go to the dentist that day to have fillings done. :( Nooo...boo. And then my last final is theology on friday. Hooray, then I'm free and on winter break! :D For a whole month! Wow, college sure is great for things like that. *laugh* In high school I'd only have one week off...or, well, usually a week and a day. What about you guys? How much time to you have off, if any? As usual, I'm getting sidetracked with going on other sites...and I'm even eating some of my lunch. XD I'm that hungry. Or more like...I'm kind of feeling sick to my stomach, and that usually tells me that I need food. *nods* When I'm really hungry, I feel sick, get a headache, and I'm crabby. XD I'm crabby until I'm fed! What am I, a baby? Hah. But speaking of sick, nope, I'm doing ok. :3 Turns out that sore throat was some fluke thing. It went away the next day! How strange, but I'm glad! [although hopefully I'm not jinxing myself now] I need to be healthy for next week...I can't be absent from finals. ^^; So yeah. I just had english class. For once, Mr.Mooney was early. It was amazing. Oh, and did I tell you he got his cast off his wrist? Well, he did, so good for him. Now he can wear his suits and normal clothes instead of strange sweaters and windbreakers...sweatpants and whatever else he came to class in before. XD So today was our last class with him. ;__; Very sad indeed. He's such a great teacher...so amusing, so funny. Sure, we barely got through any material, but he was entertaining, and he's very intelligent! So he left us with a lot of knowledge despite is odd behavior. I'm going to miss that class. Um, but today we quickly went over 3 stories...yeah...he spent most of class explaining just background information, and then 15 minutes on one story, and then like 2 minutes on the others. *laugh* JUST so he could have them on the test. :/ Darn. We barely went over them, but they're still going to be on it...oh well. We talked about scapegoats and sacrifice...sacrificing people to have joy and whatnot [themes in the stories]. So he gave us an example...what if we decided to sacrifice a girl in our class so that we could all get A's? *laugh* Apparently that would be a good idea in the past! Hah, but anyhoo, I will definitely miss that class. I'm going to miss this whole semester really. It was very relaxed..quite easy! ^^; I barely had any papers to write or projects to do. I almost had no homework, aside from chemistry. It was amazing!! Compared to last year, this was a breeze~~ So I'm definitely missing it...next semester will probably be worse. ~__~ What with having a business class, philosophy, more chemistry, and whatever else I chose. Stupid business. I don't want to take those courses, but I have to...it's built into my major of fashion marketing. :/ I don't want to be a business person!! >< I want to do the artistic side of something! Boo. And I'm behind with those courses as well as some of my fashion ones. ^^; So next year I'll have to be filled up with more as well. *sigh* Like this semester I was supposed to take this economics class...and apparently they had to do this big presentation about their own "company" they made up. They had to dress up all fancy and everything. DX No...I don't want to do that! But I'll have to sometime. Argh. Um, next I have art. We're going to have a party in it~~ Victoria is bringing food from her dad's restaurant, and so it should be fun! I'll really miss that class, too!! THAT class was FUN. So many nice people...we were like a little family. Man, it sucks we can't just keep all the same classes. XD Oh well. Anyhoo, yesterday...OH YEAH. YESTERDAY. I had my last fashion class. And gawd was it tough. We had to finish our blouses no matter what yesterday...no matter how long we'd have to stay!! DX Somehow, all the girls that were far behind were at my level or further...since they came in extra class time throughout the week. So I ended up being one that was "behind," although Sister Denise said I would be fine...and that I didn't have much left. ~__~ LIAR! Class starts at 10:10am and is supposed to end at 12:15. Hah, yeah right. I got out of there at 2. 2 freaking pm. I was there sewing for 4 hours!! All I had to do was sew on my buttons, do the button holes, and sew on my sleeves. Not much...easy, right? Well, it was supposed to be. I had the toughest time with the stupid button holes. THe sewing machine I had to use wasn't one I was used to, and it was screwing up. Of course it was fine when I was practicing, but not when I was actually doing the stuff on my garment!! ;__; So it screwed up several times...totally messing up my work...the bobbin was messed up, tangled, it ran out...bah. So that took forever. And then putting in the sleeves was tough, but it wasn't excruciating. I had to go back to the buttonholes after doint that so I wouldn't be SO behind. After ripping out my buttonhole seams for like an hour, I did them again...and then put on the buttons. By that time, it was already almost 1. I normally wouldn't care except that I don't drive so my parents always pick me up...and so they had to wait for me all that time. I hate having people wait for me. I'm always worried that they'll be mad that I'm late. *sigh* So I constantly thought of that! Well, after I finally finished my blouse, I put it on the mannequin...and then I had to BUTTON up the shirt. ^^;; Well...that didn't go so well. It took me about 20 minutes just to do that. My stupid button holes were too small, so I had the worst time trying to fit the buttons through. -__-; Yeah, it sucked...but whatever...it's done; that's all that matters. After class, well, I went home and did my usual nothing. Nothing important. [edit: I removed a good portion of this paragraph because the point has become moot! a misunderstanding] *sigh* I can't do anything right. DX I guess that's why I don't have many friends IRL. ~__~ It's so much easier to just be a hermit...you only have to care about yourself! No other worries! I'll probably be a hermit for life. I don't go out and do things, especially not with people...I've never had a boyfriend, and I can't imagine myself in the future ever having anyone love me. .__. Makes me depressed. I hate thinking of the future. Well, sorry this is long~~~ I couldn't help it. I had too much stuff to talk about. ^^; I hope you don't mind. *hugs* Thanks soooo much for visiting me. You have all weekend to read this! XD So thanks. Take care~

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Warning: thanks/new theme, music, english, chem, helping, art, & sick?

Hello, my friends~ how are all of you? Feeling COLD because of the power of suggestion with my new theme? *laugh* Yes! Good! Well, I changed it the other day because I felt like doing a winter theme this time~ Anyhoo, thanks to the few that commented! ^_^ Always nice to hear from you guys. harvey, Oli-chan, Reki, anna-chan, Angelbest, and Emmah! <33 Welcome back, Harvey, for it is rare when I hear from you. XD So yeah. Thanks for the comments on my new theme~ And for those that checked out my latest artwork. Emmah, yes, I live somewhat near Bam. I don't know where his house is exactly, but I've seen him around. XD Haha. And yeah, about my theology teacher, I knew she would do that...so it's no surprise. I still have an A in that class! I just find it funny that she gave me a lower grade because of my OPINION. Hah. Whatever. Thanks again! I really like this new theme. ^^ I'm not a major fan of Carnelian's art, but I used this scan before in an older wallpaper...nothing like this one, but yeah; I find it pretty. As usual, my guestbook bg is also different. At first, I had that Aria one as my main bg, but I thought this was better. ^.^ So yes, thanks for the compliments. *hugs* It does make you feel cold...hehe, whereas Emmah's make you hot! My previous theme, the pink Ritsuka one, might be back around Valentine's day, since I figure that really matches...so who knows. I keep changing my avi, so that's nothing odd for me. *laugh* ichitaka has pointed out that I change my avi once ever 1-2 weeks, and it's a long time when I go a month or 3 weeks. XD It's true. I'm just as bad or worse on AP. But lately I've been sticking to Oofuri ones, mostly with Mihashi. :3 This is a wintry one...to go along with the season. Do any of you actually listen to my imeem playlist when you come here? Or do you usually have your own music on...or none at all? I'm just curious~ Personally, I LOVE it. XD Duh, I put it together. *laugh* But every time I go on the computer, whether doing homework or otherwise, I go to my site first to listen to it! I guess it helps me relax...or concentrate; I don't know...but yeah. If you look through it, find my recent songs from the anime "Wild Striker" [songs: "Tell Tell Bouzu" and "Watashi no Taiyou"] because they're AMAZING songs. <333 I love them...so pretty. So anyhoo, tis wednesday...I was thinking it was monday for some reason, which wouldn't be good! So I'm glad it's closer to the weekend now. But um, I had english and chemistry so far. Goodness, it's felt like forever since I've had English! Which is true!! It's been 2 weeks. Since last week we had off, and the last class the week before, remember, Mr.Mooney didn't show up. XD We are SO far behind in the syllabus...so the final won't be exactly as he planned, I'm sure. We talked a bit about a couple of stories [which most of us hadn't read] and then to get the background of another story, we watched this short clip from an old 60 Minutes about these American soldiers that were in Vietnam returning to Mylai after all these years...to see the people there. If you don't know about the incident at Mylai, well, it's a very tragic thing. American soldiers were ordered by their superiors to kill all and burn everything in the village of Mylai, supposedly a "vietcong hideout," which wasn't true. ~__~ It was a village full of INNOCENT people: women, children, old people...but the soldiers still did it. They still killed all of them. It was horrible. Gawd, watching this was so sad. DX So anyhoo, the soldiers returned after 30 years and saw the few that they saved [these soldiers didn't kill any; they came later to help] and apologized for those that did the killing. Powerful stuff. After that, I had chemistry. Yay. We handed in our homework, and then she was going to start chapter 12. WTF is the point of starting a new chapter when it's our last class before the final? So we convinced her to just do some review. Maria and Erica actually convinced her. *laugh* They're so hilarious; they're always SO sarcastic when talking about our chem teacher...like that's how our fashion classes go--it's always constant hilarious sarcasm about how much they love our professor and the class. I love it. So anyhoo, today they were trying to get her to trade their exams for, well, a garment. They said, "How about we make you a lab coat?? We could sew you a new lab coat! All fancy. If we do that, can it count as our finals?" Haha, she said, "hah! No way! At least not in THIS class." She also told us that she won't be teaching this course next semester, so Erica and Maria will be very "disappointed" now. :( I didn't sign up to have her class anyway, so no matter what I was having a different teacher. :/ But I actually grew to like her! I learned her teaching style, and she's actually nice when you talk to her. At first I just thought she was a clueless strict biatch. I still don't know if I'll be able to go over Erica's and help her and jess study. :/ I do want to though...but it's just a matter of planning and it being during a time that would be easy for mom to take me and pick me up. ~__~ I didn't get to ask her today if tomorrow was ok...bah...but I want to work something out!! >< I'm too helpful of a person. I also realize that I'm constantly worrying about other people and how they feel about things. Too much empathy I guess. And apparently, sometimes the things I say to try to help make things worse. That happens a lot. Sometimes I wish I just didn't care so much. DX Anyhoo...yesterday...well, I basically posted about it! If you didn't read my post yesterday, you probably should! It could be interesting. *nods* But other than what I mentioned, nothing much happened. :/ Did homework, played We <3 Katamari, chatted, commented, replied to emails...watched the hockey game and basketball game [both wins! <33]...yup, nothing special. Um, if you didn't see yesterday's post, I had my recent wallpaper and e-card in there. I'll post them again here if you didn't see them and are too lazy to go back. I'm currently fearing for my health!! D: my throat has been hurting today...like that swollen type feeling, and that's NOT GOOD!! ;__; Next week is finals week! Final exams, noooo. DX So I really hope that I'm not getting sick, or else that would just be terrible. Boo. I need to look up again when my exams are...because I think I'm mixing up my english and fashion one. And then I have theology...and chemistry...I hate how I have to get up earlier on all those days. ~__~ I dont' have one on thursday, but I have ones at 9:30 on the others, as well as chem at 1 on tuesday. It sucks. *hopes to stay well* Oh!! I just remembered that mom and dad picked up our Christmas tree yesterday. :D It's very pretty. I took a crappy pic with my phone, so you can see it if you want. So yeah. ^_^ Umm..I can't think of anything else to say! So I suppose I'll end it there. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me!! :3 I hope this post wasn't tortuous. XD Good luck with everything, stay well, and take care~

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

the usual post of usual boring stuff

Hello my dears. Everyone doing ok? All in one piece?? *hugs* Thanks for visiting me before! Goodness, I got so many comments! :D I'm so happy. ^_^ Arigatou~~ *huggles* You guys are the best. Jamo, oli-chan, yours truly [your comment disappeared!], cassie, kiyo-chan, and well, everyone else!!!! *hugs* You guys...I haven't seen in a long time. XD So welcome back! And so much thanks to everyone else, too. ^_^ You guys are so great. I haven't gotten to read all of your comments though...which I'm kind of pleased in a way with. XD That means you all wrote me a lot!! ^^; And I appreciate it. So arigatou again for being my wonderful friends. :3 [EDIT! I changed my theme to a wintry one. Do you like it? Tell me what you think~] Brrr, my hands are so cold!!! >< It's freezing out there. I'm home right now because I only had fashion today...and I was just outside filling up our jacuzzi with the hose. DX It's torture!! Freezing outside with warm water in the jacuzzi...so then my hands burn it in and freeze when I take them out. *laugh* But now I'm inside, and I'm waiting for them to warm up. Type, girl! Type so fast they'll be warm! XD So anyhoo, fashion...well, I gotta say that it was a pain! Over my break/weekend I had to do those tiny wretched PLEATS on my sleeves. Yeah, remember those? Pleated sleeves. So that took a while; mom tried to help me, but she had them wrong, and she kept asking if I was doing it right. ~__~ YES, I was. So anyhoo, I have tons of pins holding them together, which was quite dangerous, and I was afraid they'd come apart. D: Well, in class today, I had to sew the sides of the sleeves together and then put on the cuffs. Sounds easy. Hah. SOUNDS easy. But it totally wasn't. ~__~ It took me the whole class...and I kept pricking myself so my hand is like a battlefield. I had to redo the cuffs several times since they didn't fit, and I had to take out all the pins and redo it since I put them on upside down. DX It was so hard, and I was getting so frustrated...and like I thought, my pleats were coming undone! Argh! It was the toughest thing ever, but I DID get it DONE. <3 And they look mighty fine. So next class I just have to put the sleeves in the garment and do the buttons and button holes~ At the end of class, I tried to help Erica and Jess with chemistry. XD For like...10 minutes. Last night, Erica texted me asking if I could bring my chem stuff today to help her and Jess. Well, ok, of course I agreed. I'm such a helpful person. ^^;; So today I went out of my way to bring my heavy chem book and stuff...and no doubt, we didn't have any time to work on it during class. ~__~ All sewing! So at the very end I tried to explain some stuff. *laugh* I didn't get to do very much, so I'm sure they still don't get it. It'll be impossible for them to pass this class...unfortunately. :( But they're trying! They want me to go over their apartment sometime and study with them before the final next week, but I don't know. If I were more social...and able to drive on my own, then it would totally be easier, but at this point, the only time I could go is like after our class together. I don't know where they live. DX And I don't want my mom to go out of the way to take me. *sigh* But I want to help them. Arhg! >< And no one ever invites me to do stuff, so I'm kind of honored...well, I'll just see. Hmm...the weekend...I think I had something to talk about, but now I honestly don't remember. So I won't. I'll go to yesterday. I had chemistry, art and theology. In chem, we went over more notes, which were confusing at first, but now I get it. In art, well, it was the usual fun~ Although I didn't have much to do! Unlike the others, I've pretty much finished everything we have to do. XD Taz came in late, so it wasn't as fun! But when he did, he complimented my outfit! I had on one of my fairy shirts from hot topic, along with this cute fuchsia pattern skirt. <3 Somewhat short, but I wear pants or leggings underneath all the time. Um, so he complimented me and said, "There's something different! The color? What?" I told him it was cause I was wearing a skirt. XD I rarely do. "Oh!! No wonder! Well, it looks good on you. You look hooooooot." Haha. No one's ever said that to me, but he's nice to everyone, and he tends to joke around. *laugh* But that's the first time anyone's called me "hot" before. He was probably joking. XD Then theology class was boring and stupid. We got out early though, which was good. We got back some essays we did before, one of which was that short little thing on abortion. *laugh* That day I was really pissed off because of my teacher's opinions, and so when I wrote it, well, I told basically MY opinion! She said that it was supposed to be a short opinion thing, and she said specifically that she WOULDN'T base the grade on what we thought. Hahahah, that's SO untrue. I knew it. I knew that wouldn't be the case. Basically, if you're not uber pro-life, then you suck and are wrong in everything. So I wrote what I thought [pro-choice], and she underlined stuff I said and angrily wrote, "WHAT??!! Ignorance...blah blah" and she put question marks around other things I said. Um, she said she wouldn't grade based on our opinions...so why so pissed off? I was the only one to get a B+, while everyone else got A's. Hahah. The others just wrote what she wanted to hear. I don't care about the grade, but I just find it annoying (although funny) that she would do that. Can't get a good grade unless you believe everything she does! :D Robots! [whatever your stance is, that's fine; I don't care so please don't give me any guff for me putting my opinion here XD] So that was basically yesterday. I had a major headache, and I don't think I visited many of you...sorry. I'll try to do better today, but I doubt it. :/ It's later now (almost 4!!), and I have homework. ~__~ But we'll see!! Um, the other day I finished my Ritsuka vector/wall. It took forever, and I don't like it that much, but yeah. Thanks to those that already commented/faved. :3 last night I made a Christmas card. Not so popular, but whatever. Please take a look if you haven't~ I know it's slightly early, but oh well. I like it. <3 I've been typing this post for over an hour. it's all Olivia's fault since we've been chatting. XD She's so fun. *thinks* I'm probably out of stuff to say. I don't even know what I've written so far, but I bet it's boring! Totoro keeps barking. DX The FedEx lady came, and I had to sign for a package for my mom. I've never signed for anything before. *laugh* She gave Totey a treat, but he doesn't like those dry dog biscuit things...so he probably won't eat it...I think he's barking since he's still on edge from her. O__o He hates strangers and any visitors in general! But he's so cute. Hehe. Yup, I've got nothing else to say. I might be forgetting something...but oh well. XD I've spent enough time on this post. Hah. Sorry. *hugs* Thanks for visiting! I wub you guys. Take care~

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Friday, November 28, 2008

Warning: thanks, wednesday/movie, fangirls, today/brothers, yesterday, vector

Awww. :( You people are too much. *hugs* Thank you soooo much for all the comments. You're such sweet friends. I really appreciate all of the wonderful things you said to me...cheering me up and all. ~__~ I don't know what I'd do without you. I guess I feel bad that you guys are really my best friends; I can't seem to hold a conversation with someone IRL. ^^; Thank you for all your advice and for all of your encouragements. *hugs* Don't worry; I'd never hurt myself or anything like that, but the thoughts do come to mind...when I'm really down...but I don't think I ever would. So thanks again. Krusty, Meg, Koten, darke, foxerz, sparkle-chan, twist, liz, angelbest, Saku-chan, and Sinny!! Arigatou for everything! ^_^ And welcome to those that have been missing for a while. You know who you are. *hugs* So I'm feeling better...at least today and yesterday were better. It's not like I'll ever feel totally happy or "alive" [yet], but I gotta do my best. That wednesday was just like a twilight zone day for me...just nothing seemed right. I felt totally out of it. Not a good start to my thanksgiving break! So I already felt that way in the morning, and it carried on through. We did in fact see the new 007 movie, and I couldn't stand it. It was either because I only saw the previous one once a long time ago so I didn't remember the connections between the two (sequel), or it was just because of my mood. I take part of each. I didn't get anything that was going on, and I felt like I was asleep for most of it. I didn't feel any connection to any characters, and I felt like the action was way too quick, and there wasn't enough. :/ I just didn't get it. I didn't even feel like I was really watching it. Before I knew it, it was over, and I was dissatisfied. My mom really liked it though. ~__~ So again, I think it was a combo of the two reasons why I didn't care for it...but I loved Casino Royale! I guess I just didn't remember enough of it to have this one make...sense? But I blame it mostly on my mood. At the theater, of course, there were SO many girls seeing Twilight. So many, and it's funny how you could spot them from a mile away. "Oh, there's another twilight fangirl." A group of private school girls went together, and after the movie, they were in the bathroom talking nonstop about it. The funny thing is that I overheard that most of them have never even read the books!! "I just can't read books. I don't like them." So I think they were just going with the popularity flow and seeing it to see it. Then they were all going crazy over Edward. Another girl proceeded to call a friend on her phone and talk to her about the movie the whole time. XD I gotta be honest though; during 007, I felt like I'd rather see Twilight than it. Pretty tempting. Maybe it contains some sort of hypnotic something or other to make people want to see/read it! XD Hah. Well, yesterday was thanksgiving. Happy day after thanksgiving...aka Black Friday. O__O A huge day for shopping. Are any of you braving the crowds? Or rather, have you already braved the crowds? Seeing as most stores open and start their sales at 5am...which is insane. DX Unfortunately, my brother wants to go video game shopping. ~__~ And as usual, I'll be dragged along. Of course, I don't mind since I need some new games for Christmas, but I just generally don't like being with him alone. You never know what he'll get mad at me for next. I feel safer when mom's along. One shouldn't fear being with a sibling all the time...an older brother SHOULD be there to protect, but I've never seen that side of him...and not even of Derek. At the movies, D came with us, and mom asked him to buy me food there, but he refused. He kept refusing. "Why should I?? No. I don't want to." It would've been a nice, caring, brotherly gesture to treat his younger sister to a snack, but no...he's a cheapskate. Doesn't even want to spend $5 on me. So I guess I should say...Corey is selfish, childish, a jerk, and liable to burst at any time, but Derek is unhelpful and cheap. Ah, my loving older brothers. -__-; Anyhoo, back to yesterday. It was a pretty good day...I guess. I didn't have much computer time though, and I only got to work on my vector a bit. We had both duck and turkey [missed the chicken part of "turducken"], along with lots of other stuff...usual stuff...stuffing. XD All of which I didn't care for. I don't really like thanksgiving food. It all tastes the same, and I'd rather have red meat! >:E Steak! But mom did make her crab meat dip stuff, which I LOVE, and I ate most of that. I love crab. <3 Before dinner, we all played pictionary. :3 It's kind of a tradition for us to play a board game as a family on thanksgiving...unfortunately mom usually doesn't get to play since she's still cooking. :/ So that sucks. :( But D, corey, dad, and I still had fun. I was on D's team. We lost. We were so close...but it was all because he couldn't draw a poodle!! >< Goodness, Totoro is a poodle! Couldn't he just try to draw him??? Bah. But it was a lot of fun~ One time I had to draw a safety pin, and I totally failed. I forgot what a safety pin looked like. XD So I kept drawing like sewing pins and stuff!! Haha. So no one got that...and somehow I was able to draw the Revolutionary War. XD Dad guessed that right. Umm...lots of other amusing drawings...it was great. Then we ate. Then D left. Then mom and dad watched the football game....and the rest of the night went as usual. Oh, here's what I have of my Ritsuka vector now. I got to do some of the hightlights. :3 And shading~ Looks great to me. So I'm almost done, but then I gotta make it into a wallpaper, too. Alright, I think that's all I have to talk about. I hope today goes better than I'm thinking it will. Hopefully I'll feel mentally better, too. *hugs* I don't think I'll get to comment you guys much again. ~__~ This weekend will be better. Thanks so much for being here for me...you're the best. Take care~ Have a good weekend~

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Warning: thanks, sleep/bleh, ritsuka vector, card, eternal sonata, depressed, & thanksgiving

Hey~ Thanks for the comments. :3 Not as many, but then again, I'm posting two days in a row...and that last post was done later. Oh well. ^_^ Arigatou to those that came by~ Liz, death fox, Aya (girl!! It's been so long!), Sinny, and Twist! *hugs* Except for Twist, they were mostly short and rushed comments. XD Oh well; that's fine! If you haven't read my post from yesterday, go ahead! It has a lot more interesting stuff than I'm sure today's will have. Thanks again. In fact, I know today's post will be boring and shorter! DX Sorry. So be prepared! I'm sure you'll have enough time to go back to yesterday's while you're at it. Hmm...so...I'm home. Yup, home. My first day off on my thanksgiving break, which just lasts the rest of this week...but it's still nice to have days off! To sleep late is wonderful! It's always so hard to wake up. XD Even making myself get up at 11:30 is tough. *laugh* I realize that I don't even wake up naturally at ANY of the times that I wold for school. Like in middle/high school, I had to get up around 6:30am (boooo!!!), and I NEVER wake up at that time to go to the bathroom or whatever. And now, I mostly get up at 9 for my classes, and it's also an unnatural hour for me to get up at. XD I sleep right through them~ And I know this will sound odd, but seeing as I've been having trouble realizing that I'm "real" and that I'm actually living, my dreams and sleeping seems more real than this. ~__~ Yeah, I've been in my depressed mood lately. DX Especially yesterday. *sigh* Sorry. Not really in the mood to post much today! But I do have goodies to show you. :3 Ok, so anyhoo, yesterday I had fashion; I told you about it in my last post. Then I came home and had the rest of the day to myself. I was rather bored. Aside from chatting with Oli-chan on MSN [which was extremely fun; she's so awesome <33], I can't say I had much fun! *laugh* I was on the computer for a lot of time. I visited several people, and I worked on my current WIP. <3 Which is...*drum roll* Another Ritsuka vector. XD I can't help it! I love vectoring him!!! He's just so cute, and I love how he looks different almost all the time~ He can look more adult or he can look younger and girly. Plus, he's the only character I've vectored from black and white scans. I don't know why. :/ He's just fun to look at so the process doesn't seem like "work." XD I think now, out of any series, I must've walled the most from Loveless. Funny how that works. I can't say it's my favorite series of all time, yet it's my favorite to make wallpapers from~ My brother hates that. Anyhoo, I'll show you my progress. First, here is the original scan. That is what I'm vectoring. If you don't know what that is...well, it's a process of tracing and coloring and whatnot with the pen tool in photoshop or illustrator, to put it simply. Now then, I'm almost done with what I have. I just need to do the rest of the shading and highlights...and then the bg. But here's what I have: Fun stuff. <3 Umm...aside from that, I also made a birthday card for Britty (fundies hoorah). Twas her b-day yesterday, so yay! Please check it out if you haven't; thanks! So why was I bored yesterday? Well, it's because I finished Eternal Sonata the other day. -__-; That was taking up most of my time before! It's such a fun game. Soooo goood. So beautiful. <3 So now I miss it. DX But I gotta say that the ending was a disappointment. See, I leveled up and did this sidequest at Mysterious Unison, which is like a secret dungeon you can go to before the last boss. :/ All the enemies there and the last boss there are SO much tougher than the actual last fight of the game. XD So I was way pumped up, and the last guy died so easily. Too easy. And then the ending movie...well, it sucked. Hah. It made no sense whatsoever. After such a wonderful game all the way through, it's a shame they couldn't give it a proper ending. Oh well. I'm saying "oh well" a lot lately. XD I guess I'm just giving up. You can't do anything about a lot of things, so what's done is done. Bah. I felt like crap yesterday. Wanted to cry more. Felt totally unreal. Seriously, like am I living? Are you all real? Is anything in my life real? Gawd, I hate that feeling. And thinking back to how my brother treated me the other day...well, it's those times that make me have suicidal thoughts! BUT!!! I would never do anything to hurt myself because that's what I'm afraid of the most. I guess I am alive if I can fear death, right? Ugh, but I fear it all the time. ~__~ I guess that's why I'm not really living...*sigh* Sorry!!! >< I'll stop that talk now. We might go and see the new James Bond movie today. 007: Quantum of Solace. If not, then I don't know what I'm doing. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, which is almost just like any other day except that mom is baking and cooking a whole lot more. I don't care for turkey...or most of traditional thanksgiving day foods. :/ So it's my least favorite holiday. XD What do you guys do for it, if you celebrate it? Anything special? Any special foods or events? I hope it goes well for you. Yup, I'm done. Done done here. Thanks for reading. *hugs* Sorry if it was shorter or more boring or something...I just wasn't in the mood. I don't think I'll be able to comment much today either. :/ Sorry. Take care~ Happy thanksgiving~ I give thanks for all of you!!

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Warning: thanks, thanksgiving break/fashion, today, yesterday, jerk, & sorry

Hello!! *hugs* Hello and thank you. ^_^ Arigatou for the fantabulous comments. You guys are the best indeed. lala-chan, I went back to your old post and saw the pics!! I loved them~ All so sexy. And I also enjoyed the Loveless ones for deady neko. XD Welcome back to anyone I haven't seen in a while. I can't really gauge that time well since it's been the weekend, and to me it's felt like forever for everyone. XD I suck. Hah. So yeah! It snowed some...but it quickly melted. :/ Some of you got snow, and several of you live in places where it almost doesn't exist. *laugh* Um, thank you to everyone! death fox, if you read this, please don't leave one-liners! Don't ask me how I am; you would find that out if you actually READ my post. Thanks. Arigatou again, minna. *hugs* So, if you noticed...probably not...but I'm posting later today. XD Yeah, I don't think anyone cares! *laugh* But I am! Why? Well, I know am on my short little Thanksgiving day break for the rest of this week~ Today I just had fashion, and then I came home! I'm free! For 3 days! :D See, normally I would have my chem lab after like an hour between it and fashion, and that's when I'd post, but since that wasn't the case...I came home, and I had to make lunch, eat that, and NOW I'm posting. It's about 3pm. Umm...soooo yeah. Anyhoo, fashion was good. The whole time I was working on the collar of my blouse! It was a pain...and I ended up staying after class for another 45 minutes to finish that. DX Sister wouldn't let me go until I got that all done. But she was happy to know that all I have left to do are my sleeves and the buttons. ^^ So she's glad about that. Most of the other girls are so far behind...it's almost impossible for them to finish their garments without coming in lots of extra time. And Lauren (who's in another of my classes) barely comes to class. She's impossibly behind...I don't know why she skips. It only hurts her in the end. In order to keep on time and on track with my garment, she has me bringing home my sleeves to work on...because my sleeves have PLEATS. I don't know why. I just must really love *sarcasm* pleats. My skirt had them, and they were a pain, and lo' and behold I find out that my shirts sleeeeeeeeves have them, too. I've never heard of pleated sleeves, but whatever. So I'm working on those over break. ~__~ Fun stuff. Um, aside from sewing, that class is always full of entertaining banter and gossip. The girls are always sarcastic about chem class since they absolutely fail all the time, and Maria thinks that she's the "queen of chemistry" and a "genius" [all sarcasm], so the conversations are just in non-stop sarcasm about how great she is. *laugh* She knows she isn't very good, but she did get a 70 on her test yesterday, which is amazing for her! She beat out Erica's 50-something. Poor Erica and Jess. They can't seem to pass. ;__; And then they totally disregard my ACTUAL good grades and pass them off as...well, I don't know what. They're just coping because they know they're not doing good...so they just become sarcastic and make me think like I did a bad thing by getting a good grade. Other than that, I hear gossip about Erica's boyfriend cheating on her with her roommate...yeah, stuff like that. ~__~ So...yesterday...in chem class, we got back our tests, which I mentioned. I killed the curve, hence people kinda not liking me...or whatever. I got a 95. So because of that, with the curve, she gave everyone 5 extra points...giving me the 100 and everyone else, well, whatever. :/ I think everyone was hoping I'd at least get a 90 to give more points on the curve. ^^; Sorry!!! At least I didn't get what I did last time, which was a 98! THEN they'd only get 2 points! Hah! DX So yeah, I'm a curve killer. Not a good profession to have. I can't help it. ^^; I honestly don't know how I do it...how I get such great grades is beyond me, especially since I have such odd study habits. ^^; I'm happy with it, but like usual, I have regrets since I feel bad for the others. *sigh* Oh well. After chem, there was art class! That was fun~ I love that class because we're just like a little family. So much fun. Victoria went to see Twilight the other night, and she said it was awesome. Since no one else in class cares about it, we kind of teased her some. XD And Vincent, who always seems like an annoying little brother to her, was saying that they went on a date and saw it together. *laugh* She didn't want to play along at first, but then she said, "Yeah, we did. I loved it. We made out, too." *laugh* So it was rather humorous. And then at one point, Vincent went to the computer lab, and Victoria went to the bathroom or something, and they both came back at around the same time. *laugh* Taz, Brian, and I were all chatting about, "Ooooh, what if they went on another date? They're probably making out in the bathroom." Haha, so when they came back, we poked more fun at them. XD Of course, they're not an item, but it sure is fun to play along and tease. Gawd, it was like middle school or high school...except with a bunch of people age 19+. And, wow, I found out that Brian is actually 29!! O__o He's as old as my oldest bro Derek! And here I thought he was like 21...crazy... Um, then I found out I had no theology class. So I was done for the day. I'd say "yay" to that, but it meant coming home to my brother Corey. *sigh* He's a horrible person. If you didn't know that already, I'll say it again. He's a horrible jerk with no sense of ANYTHING right. Ok, so the other day, to be freaking NICE, I put up this auction on ebay for him...some games he wanted to sell. He was at work, and he asked me the other day to do it, so I did. Out of the kindness of my heart...and I made it look so good. Well, apparently I made a mistake with some number that made it a multiple item auction. AND you can't CHANGE that after you get a bid. Someone bid, so I couldn't change it. Well, yesterday, he got so pissed off, and of course he blamed me and said that I fail at everything, and I can never do anything right. He continued to yell, and I tried to stay calm. Mom stuck up for me, but after a while, I couldn't stand it anymore. ~__~ So I just cried...cried and yelled back...and all this happened during dinner time...after I even tried fixing the auction for the jerk. All I ever do is try to help, and it's never good enough for him, so then he takes it all out on me...as if it's the worst thing in the world. *sigh* So last night wasn't good. I cried...and then I ate dinner with mom. There was no way I was eating in the same room as him or dad. After a while, he "apologized" (but not really), so it's all good, but I still carry that grudge in me. I know how horrible he is. He doesn't appreciate me. So I shouldn't do anything for him ever again. Sorry, is this post really long? I can't tell. It's almost 4 now. I keep getting sidetracked, with my humorous conversations with Olivia. XD Among other things. *laugh* So yeah, I'm assuming that I wrote enough. My brother is a jerk, and I just wish he'd GROW UP. He doesn't act 27; he acts 6. He doesn't understand. *sigh* Whatever. I have these next few days off~ But I don't know when I'll post. :( I'll try to make time for it tomorrow, but who knows...I'll do what I can. Don't freak out if I don't get around to posting or commenting much. XD *laugh* Sorry! *hugs* Thanks so much for putting up with me~~ Take care!

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Friday, November 21, 2008

warning: thanks, snow, no class, tfl, mac, yesterday, & amv

Helloz~~ How are all of you?? Wonderful, I hope. Or maybe you aren't...well, if you aren't, I hope you feel better soon. XD Thank you very much for all the comments! You're so great! *hugs* Yes, Emmah~ You guys are making a comeback! I'm greatly surprised. Indeed, myO is getting emptier so you shouldn't have a problem with visiting everyone. ^^; Welcome back, curse-san! *huggles* <3 So nice to hear from you again, and THANK YOU for your twilight opinion. Much appreciated. angelbest, kittenlark, and Ezel, thanks for dropping by; even your short comments were nice! *hugs* And also anna-chan and Twist. <3 Nice to see you again. There, I think I named everyone. Well, thank you again for everything! [edit: and thanks snow girl!! welcome back!! *hugs*] Hey, guess what??? For some reason, I'm in a mood to not post today! I don't know why, but I'm just not feeling it. ~__~ Oh well. But then again, I don't feel like diong anything else either. But hey, I've got nothing better to do with my time; plus, posting is just what I do. *laugh* Another guess what. It SNOWED!!! <3333 Yes. I wrote a post about it on theO yesterday, and I posted a little pic of it just starting to snow. Now, if only I got a pic of it today!! It's sooo lovely. So yesterday was essentially our first snow of the year. We've gotten flurries before, but nothing to really notice. ^_^ I love the snow. Unfortunately, it wasn't accumulating enough to cancel school or anything, but it was enough to be pretty. All on the trees and grass~ I don't think we've gotten snow this early before. It's not even december. Last winter we didn't get any at all...maybe one day, but that was it...so that was a bummer. But we're already getting some, so yay!! :D Ok, so pretty snow...but it can be dangerous on the roads and cause traffic! Apparently, that aspect affected Mr.Mooney. You see...he never came to class!! -__-; Now, normally one would be excited if the teacher never came and there's no class...but I AM NOT. Since it's my first class of the day, that means I still woke up for it. If I had known he wasn't coming, I totally would've slept and slept...I'd still be asleep right now since I only have art after this at 1:00. :/ Bah!! So we were all there, in the classroom, waiting. We thought that maybe he was just gonna be 10 minutes late like before...so we just kept waiting. Soon, it was 10:30 (class starts at 10:10), and a girl in my class called his home phone. His wife picked up and said he left an hour ago!! O__o But he still wasn't there!! So we just waited longer. *laugh* We spent the time looking at pics of people's dogs and watching some stupid videos on youtube as a class. XD Once it hit 11, we decided to leave. Class ends at 11:25, but come on, he didn't come so we left. We waited longer than we needed, but we love him as a teacher so much that we didn't want to go if he was coming! ^^; But we did, and then me and this other girl went to find his office to see if he was there, but no. So I'm hoping he just went back home...and wasn't in an accident or something. :/ I emailed him about it, so hopefully he'll get back. It's just that we're so far behind in class...since he gets off topic so much. And we only have 2 more classes left! We don't have his class next week cause of thanksgiving break...so there's only 2 left before our final. Not good. Who knows what'll be on there then. ~__~ Speaking of accidents, the friend I mentioned before, TFL (twofacedlullaby), is slightly recovering. Her cousin updated several times, and she even updated herself yesterday. Unfortunately, she says that the probably won't get that piece of headlight out of her arm...and that could be dangerous. She's talking as if she's going to die; I pray she doesn't. She won't. Doctors can do amazing things, so yeah. Keep her in your thoughts still~ In my post yesterday on theO I also advertised this nice little place that innocent heart created. ^_^ A new world, Mutual Admiration Club!! I came up with the name. XD It's going to be a place for all positive stuff. So if you're down, go there. People can post just positive stuff. Contact me or innocent heart (for now) if you have problems, and we'll try to help. :3 See, I'm a mod, and she is, too, and she's looking for more mods. So please check the place out! Ok, so um, yesterday. *thinks* Fashion. Yup. I sewed...and sewed. My blouse looks like a vest right now since I haven't done the sleeves yet. It does look cool though!! But since we only have a few classes left, we really have to hurry...so I took it home yesterday so I could work some on it this weekend. :/ Although I'm better off than lots of people in class...I don't know how they'll ever finish. I also took home my finished skirt. It looks pretty good actually! I don't know if I'll ever really wear it, but who knows. Yeah, you guys probably want to see pics. I'll do that sometime...when I remember. XD Other than that...yesterday...hmm...played games, did homework, the usual. Watched the snow. <3 So lovely. Hmm...no...I can't think of anything else that happened! Sorry!! I'll go find an amv or something for you guys. XD Here's a 12 Kingdoms one. I love that series, especially Enki and the emperor of En, which this focuses on. I don't really like the song all that much, but it matches. Enjoy~ *hugs* Sorry this post is boring. XD possibly shorter than usual; I don't know. I'm just not in the mood to do things lately. ^^;; So thanks for putting up with me!!! Have a wonderful weekend~~

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