Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Convertation
Hiya....

I had an interesting convertation with my friends. Actually their not friends, their just.... puddys.
Anyways it happened a long while ago cuz we were walking to a bus station to catch the bus. So there was me, Heli and Inga (Inga is I Heli is H and Im M)

M:You know, I hate kids.
I:So do I. I will never have kids!
M:I couldnt say so but.... I wish for that too. Just one screaming, annoying, ugly hybridbaby there next to you just.... eww....
H:How can you say that? In future I will have 3 kids....
M&I: 3!? Even one is too much!!
H:Dont! I will have those three kids and have a handsome husband, then I think we could set up a restaurant....
M:You gotta be kidding. Theres nothing cool having a restaurant if you ask me, you have to do 3 peoples job at the dish part, plus the dishes can be as hot as boiling water. And theres nothing fun making the food.
H:Yeah. Well probably Im gonna be a street hooker that lives in a box.
I:*laughs* Yeah well I wont get children. I will get a boyfriend, but never get married. I will put up a bar (M:Whats wrong with you peoples....) and my boyfriend will be a loyar. But I think it will end up that I will start using drugs and go to jail. Heh. What aboute you Johanna?
Both Heli and Inga looked at me.
M:....I have no future
H&I: Okay thats, thats bad.
M:Well no seariously I will be Heli's roommate, I think. Or something.
I:What aboute Juho?
M:Hes totally not gonna be part of my future.
I:Why? Dont you like him?
M: I liked him like two days after we started dating. Then I started hating him.
I:Why dont you dumb him?
M: Good question.
Heli laughed.

-_-; We did have that convertation. Then one of my classmates passed us with hes bike and he looked back and I yelled after him "What the fuck are you looking at you goddamn gay!?!" I have called him gay before. He didnt say he isnt one, he only said that Im a hooker. Oh but he cant be gay he datet my friend.... Which I just found out. I can belive it, that gays name is Robert, I have told you aboute him after Mimmi hes my worstest enemie. I just.... How COULD she date him!? She was.... well.... fat like me (Yeah I can take that peoples have called me hooker or fat or bitch or something 5 years now so) but Robert called me fat so didnt it hurt Hanna? Yeah the gals name was Hanna. These things are too hard for me....
*cough cough* You know whats a bad thing guys? I have pollen allergy and asthma. Its not good cuz the pollen annoyns my throat (as does things like smoke, specially cigarettes smoke) and when it annoyns my throat it tickles I start coughing and I get sore throat and then I really cant breathe. You remember when I was sick last time? I told you I couldnt breath didnt I? Well It was because of smoke, not because of sickness as I thought. Well. *cough* that smoke really annoyns my throat right now.... aww c'mon stop smoking.... ;_; Ironic Juho smoked and my mom smokes..... *cough* WHy the HELL do I have to be astmathic?! I got everything: Pollen and animal allergy (Im not so seariously allergic to animals, just a little. Hey we got a dog so it proves it) and I got asthma, plus Im little allergic to fish. Not so much but my throat starts to tickle when I eat fish :P

Agh gess I have talked enough. I gotta go gotta check few things. C ya.

Oh yea, we cleaned our whole restaurant up -_-;; Damn. Im tired.
And Im gonna put pictures up tomorrow. When I got more time. So check me then.


Oh hey. Dunno if Im on tomorrow. Mom just started yelling at me that its crazy to use internet every day and that I use too much time on PC and blah. So this will mean few scratches and bruises, some bleeding and some time without inetrnet. Nice.



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Monday, July 25, 2005

Hiya....
Umm hello

Yeah I werent on yesterday. I know I know Im sorry usually I let you know if Im not on but I couldnt even think aboute internet.... My mom woke me up so we could go to home and when we got there I just started to wake up and remembered that 'oh hey, I should've posted on MyO, bad thing'. So yeah, Im here now.
We had pretty fun. last night I mean. But today was annoying.
My mom started complaining to me once again how I should go to diet. I have been on diet last 3 years of my life. I would be happy if even once mom would accpet the way I am. That Im a girl, goth, good at english, arts, history and biology, not in every subject, that I suck at maths, that Im not as pretty as everyone else, that Im a dark person, that Im just me. She never understands the way I am. She told me I gotta start studying. I do study really do, I do my homeworks without asking, I read for the tests, it just doesent go on my head I dont remember anything while the excams goin.... Cant do nothing aboute it. Im just me.
Then she ordered me to clean up. The whole house. Living room, my own room, do the dishes, and clean their bedroom. Hello, Im justa kid, why do I have to take care of the whole house? I didnt even sleep so much last night, I went to bed at 3 and felled asleep at 4 woked up at 08:15 to see Fresh Prince, Im tired, why cant you get it? Besides I miss Eric-kun. I think hes the only thing I have been thinking these few days.
Well theres other thing too: I dont wanna go back to my old class. I dont want to. I cant. I wont. You peoples cant understand what kinda hell it is to me. I have been thinking aboute suicide for a year now, and the half of it is because of my class. I just hate them, they always call me names, make fun of me, point at me with a finger... I dont know anyone from that class that doesent hate me. Really. I dont want to go back there.
No, Im not actually depressed or sad.... I dont care if mom hits me few times, I dont care aboute our class really so seariously, I dont care if I have to study. I would just like to have a break from this. A long, long break. Well.

Oh well I got to go now. I see you later. Take care. I wont be on today cuz 'Dude, wheres my car' is coming on tv tonight ^^


And hey Eric-kun, glad your back, really missed you. Love you hun.


Hey! Dad made pancakes!! ^____^ Yayy first good thing today. 'cept for Eric-kun coming back...



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Saturday, July 23, 2005

Hello
I hate this world.

No Im not really depressed just bored. And my best friend said she cant call me cuz her bill is already 20€. C'mon mine is 80 and my mom will kill me. I can call then do I huh!?

Well. Okay Im a bit pissed. But otherways Im okay. Im trying to find pictures of a bubble. Havent found any. ;__; I want a bubble!!!

Well. I found a cute picture and decided to share it with you. Here ya go:

Aint it cute? ^^

But hey I gotta go some drunken guy tries to talk to me and I dont like to talk to him so.... Ill be back. I think. Dunno when. But hey. Just.... Take care.
24th of this month has gone two weeks since Eric-kun were gone..... Hope hes gonna be abck soon..... Well. I always can wish. Theres always hope.

Well ttyl.




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Friday, July 22, 2005

Aluu!
I love saying Aluu. Its almost like 'hello'.

Now first of all, my life is saved. Finally someone drew something for me. goldwolf! She drew me an unicorn ^^ Thank you thank you thank you Im not useless!!! ^____^ Im gonna put up the drawing I made for you as soon as I can. Im gonna hit my lazy best friend. Yeah, she has the scanner but shes ALWAYS too lazy to do anything. -_-; Screw her. Well. Shes still one of the real friends I got here. And theres no many.
O well. *scratches head* I got nothing much to say. 'cept I want chips. -_-;; I know I know stupid comment.
Well, last night I got to sleep 4 o'clock at the morning. I woke up at 10 at the morning. You know why? My IDIOTIC cousin called me!! She KNOWS I sleep VERY late, cuz Im lil vampiric person, and she only called to ask "Hey, could you ask your parents if I could work this weekend at your restaurant with pay" "My moms not home until sunday" And just gess what she said? "Okay, well I'll call your dad then" IDIOT! Why did she call me if she had my dads number!? Well I have drinked 8 energy drinks and now Im.... Hyper. Heehhehehee. Okay that was wierd..... Someone poke me!!


It was growing in the middle of the wood. Its not normal. That kinda flower doesent grow in the woods. I know because my mom have planted these 3 years ago. I took a picture of it to remember it. It was like the queen of everything, everything else was blue or purple or green, but it was red. And look, can you see that little glow? It really did glow. It really is beautiful.
I have a picture of my room: A foggy one but still.
Thats how my night table looks like. Pretty blac-reddish aint it? Well. I gotta go.

Hey, some outlandish guy said I have excellent english ^^ Hes something over twenty so Im sooo happy. Im good at english, Im noo-ot useless! *sings and does a happy dance* Well, take care. See ya all.


Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star


That remembers me of..... Special someone. Goodbye friend, your gone now.



~*~Result nr 6~*~

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Your power is: Transformation

Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.

What Power is Compatible With You?
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Quizzes
So peoples, its my offical nameday. I really got anything else to say, but I puked last night.... -_-; Im not even sick, I have eated, and I dont understand myself why it happened. Well Im okay I feel fine. Well as I promised, I will put up a quiz special. Theres all quizzes I have seen in my little time in MyO, so check them. You may seen them before but oh well.

To some of you who dont know what nameday is: Its like your name had a birthday. Like in finland, 21th of 7th is nameday for Johanna, Hanna and Jonna. Oh god hope you understand I dont understand it myself.... Its some stupid culture, I dunno. Some idiot made it up. I just like to celebrate it as no-one remembered my birthday. Heh.



So, its quiz special. Just wanted to put miss Luna (that kitty up there) in my site since shes so cute ^^



You are the sad cat! You are sad and angry. Maybe
something bad happend in your life,or maybe you
just hate your life. You probably have 1 or 2
close friends,but your friends stay with you no
matter what. You may be mad or sad about
something,but if you let more people or cats
get to know you more it will help you forget
about your troubles. But remember that you are
not alone in this world.


What kind of cat person are you? (pics)
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Kitty..... =^^=


Cruel, beautiful, ominous and evil
You are a sprite of Darkness: Most shiver at the
sound of your name, you are ominous and
something to be feared. Humans are playthings
to you, toys for your own horrid uses.
Heartless and cruel you love the pain and
hardships of others, sometimes you are the
cause. You are very beautiful on the outside
which will entrance any mortal into believing
what you lead them to, but sooner or later they
will understand the deadly ways of your true
nature. Despite your dark side you are very
talented, you have many gifts that you leave
locked up in favor of whatever else your doing
at the moment. The feeling of love is alien and
unwanted, it frightens you. Perhaps the only
thing that does, you are quite brave and things
rarely surprise or startle you.


.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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beautiful? Huh dunno aboute that


Die smashed on a SFI-FI/Anime/Comic convention


Choose your dramatic death
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O_o Now I know how I am gonna die.....


What Saiyuki Bishounen Are You?
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Sanzo! I love Sanzo! Tho Hakkai is sweet too....

Fruits Basket Sleepover!! by albino blackWolf
Username/name
Favorite Color
Your Chinese Zodiac	the Cat..RatCow(Ox)TigerRabbitDragonSnakeHorseRam(Sheep)MonkeyRoosterDogBoar(Pig)
Shigure dares you to..	Kiss him
Akito stares at you and says..	*I'm going to make your life a living hell*
Yuki says..	..Stupid cat
Kyo snaps back..	I'm so hungry, whos gonna cook?
Tohru tries to..	talk to Yuki
Momiji screams..	I'm hungryyy!
Kagura whispers..	Do dododo... Hmm mm mmm.. What?
Hatushara(dark) grabs you and..	says Hows about a dance baby?
And you..	get snacks
Quiz created with MemeGen!

words that get ya thinkin'
Created by raech007 and taken 25 times on bzoink!
snow	cold
rain	freedom
love	sucks
sex	good
skunk	eh
fetus	aww
Cory	duh
me	idiot
you	whatever
money	needed
depression	usual
hot	good
cold	good
mouse	squeak
boob	where!?!
button	press it
life	sucks
death	freedom
vic	duh
blonde	snob
fingernail	bite
sex	good
lol	fuck off
ana	fist
ur mom	is a slut
stupid	me
smart	me
ass	hole
moustache	hot
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What is you True Anime Character? (Girls&Boys) by albino blackWolf
Name/Username
Birthday
Favorite Anime
Candy or Ice Cream?
What is your favorite color?
Your Apperance
You want..	To be in your own World
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Huh yeah in my own world without these idiots out here.


You're Tohru!


Which Fruits Basket Character Are You?
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Im Tohru ^^ Tho its not true theres many who hate me but.... I got pretty many adorers.... Dont worry Daemon, you hate me I hate you so its DONE

If you were on a battlefield right now, versus everything...
Name
Gender	MaleFemaleAnimalUnsureRather Not Say
Age
Lover or a Fighter?
Fight for good or evil?	For GoodFor EvilFor Neither
Battle Cry
Weapon of Choice	Sawed off Shotgun
Appearance	Uniform, while driving a jeep
Your Battle Cry...	Resonates throughout the field for miles
Foes slain upon first strike: - 78%
What you fight	Occupying Enemy Forces
You fight....	For the one you love
This fun quiz by Ferggs - Taken 90997 Times.

New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology

....Kay.....


Embers, smoke, ash... you are a fire dweller. A
mixture of the fierce and the sanguine, you are
never afraid to show your true colors. You
rarely go halfway on anything, and are regarded
as an extremely passionate person.


Which Other World Are You Secretly From?
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^___^ I luv fire. Every (or almost) quiz says Im fire. Then comes Darkness. MAN I love this ^.^


What color are you? (Anime Pictures)
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Yummie. I love black.

Random Comic Generator v2.0 by Delya
Nickname
Paper or plastic?	PaperPlasticneithernonebubble wrap
panel 1
panel 2
panel 3
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Uh-uh.....


Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Darkness..... first you tell its fire and now its darkness.....


You are a loner...not that you don't like people,
it's just that you like to spend time with
yourself or you are an outsider...don't like
talking too much and even going
out...loneliness isn't healthy, but you like
it...what can say?! Just live the way you
want...u_u


What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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Yeah well I like people I like having friends but I just like spenting time alone too.....


Dumb Girl:
You are Dumb...yes, you may not know much, but
you're very cute and people just love to
protect and save you! Just try not to screw
everything up...


What's your anime-girl steriotype?!
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;_; I KNOW Im not smart but thats mean....


Well...let's say you're kinda...uh...AHEAD kissing!
You're looking for adventures, the WILD ones!!!
You like your kiss to be more than
complete...OMG!!! Hope you can find someone who
can handle your fire. o.O


What anime kiss are you?
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^___~ Tee hee


Oi! What Kind of Loner Are You?
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Huh well. Life sucks.

What do the Inuyasha characters think of u? by Kani Kat Demon
Name?
Inuyasha thinks...	Yeah yeah your a friend
Kagome thinks...	I hate you
Shippo thinks...	Your hot!
Miroku thinks...	You suck
Sango thinks...	Your cool
Rin thinks...	Your my best friend!
Sesshomaru thinks...	I don't like you
Narraku thinks...	Get out of here
Koga thinks...	Your nice
You'll do well in that world.: 50%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

.....Right


You're a "Black Angel" which means your
an Angel of Death. You don't really care much
about people since no one was particularly nice
to you and now you want revenge for their
cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to
be with other people and you love to cause
trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't
have something that could cheer you up like
most people. You don't find joy in people or
the arts or any item or some sort. You have
darker desires and you're very secretive. (If
you cannot see the picture, go to my homepage
and scroll down near the bottom. I have the
results from all my quizess that have pics)


What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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Angel of death..... *sigh* Everyone says so..... Am I so evil...? Some peoples WANT to be the evil one but this starts to depress me....





What Azumanga Daioh Character Are You?


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I havent ever even saw that anime....


how jedi are you? :: by lawrie malen
YAY! YODA! ^_____~

Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger, strength,
power, and determination as well as passion and
desire. You have seen the Strength and Power of
the Dark Side of the Force and have you thirst
for more of it.


What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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I wanted green one.....


You are Auron. Wo0t.


Which Final Fantasy X Character Are You?
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Uh havent ever really played it but....


You are Yoda! You are one of the Smartest people
ever, probably because you are soooooo old!
And you can still kick the shit out of anything
that comes your way! Beware to everyone, don't
let the cane fool you!!!!!


Which Star Wars Character (Episodes 1-6) Are You?
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^^ One result I like


you represent the end of life. you are cruel and
dark and hate people.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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The end....? "It is the end of all hope, to lose the child the faith, to end all the innocence..." Well thanks alot now I will sing End of all hope by Nightwish all friggin day....


You are a winter. I'm staying out of your way!!!!
You are crabby and well just bitchy most of the
time. You have your good moments but not too
many. You are cold towards most people(hense
the season winter) in other words you are not
social too much. You have a few privlaged
friends. But there aren't too many. Over all
many people more than likely don't like you for
your sassy attitude.


What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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Winter....? I prefer moor autumn 'cause it rains alot but.... I like winter too


You are Valintine's Day!


What Holiday are You? (anime pics)
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O__o WAH!!! I hate Valentines day!! Im always alone on valentines day!! No-one has ever cared aboute me on valentines day!! ;_; Sniff. Poor me.


You don't really have a passion for love or hide it
very well. You have deep deep deep hidden
crushes and hardly tell about it at all.


How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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Second choice. "Hide it very well".


You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
brought to you by Quizilla
Dark.... Yuppie.....


The quiet seemingly dark person who's really alone
but afraid to be hurt or abandoned. You don't
talk much but when you do you just say what
you're asked of and/or make a sarcastic remark.
You don't want anyone inside your head like how
maybe someone was before but did something to
break that trust.


What Type of Person Would You be Like if You were a Anime Cartoon?
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Dark....? Why do you all keep telling it to me...?


You have a romantic soul. You love people
especially the opposite sex (there is
exceptions and sorry if i offend you). You are
quite shy but have your loud times. You have a
handy amount of friends and you can rely on
them to keep your secrets. For most of those
secrets are about guys you like. You like the
romantic and optimistic way of love. And none
of this is bad at all. So keep up those
romantic ways! ^_^


What kind of soul do you have? ( ENCHANTING anime pics)
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Im romantic if I feel so....


You are a violin. You are very held back and
quiet. You do what you want and that usually
means something quiet like reading or writing.
You are calm and perhaps considered dark to
some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides
your close friend or family.


(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
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Violin? I prefer more piano or guitar but oh well....





What Inuyasha Family Member Are You?


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O__O Sesshy!





What Fruits Basket Character Are You?


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Once again.... Waite, Im not optimistic!!.... Am I....? ^^;

It's all about you
First name:	Jo
Last name:	Slayer....
Birthdate:	17.12
Hair color:	Black to darkbrown....
Eye color:	greyblue
Height:	Uh 6 feets if I remember right
Weight:	Dunno....
Best physical feature:	...Hair?
Best mental feature:	uh...
Do you go on dates:	Not anymore
When was the last time you went on a date:	....year ago?
Are you straight, bisexual, or lesbian/gay:	bi
Do you have lots of friends:	no
Do you play your boy/girlfriends:	never
How many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop:	whos counting em
Can you count to 10:	sure ^_^ want me to count?
What's your favorite color, and why:	black and bloodred: Dark as my soul and fire as my element.
What's your favorite movie, and why:	Underworld or the Ring. I love horror. O yeah, and Kill Bill vol1.
What's your favorite anime show, and why:	NGE I think. Its pretty realistic, if we look persons reactions.
What's your favorite type of music, and why:	Heavy. Lotta quitar, lotta shouting.
What's your favorite animal, and why:	Wolf.... I think
What's your favorite element, and why:	Fire. Its my element. I also like wind course the one who ccontrols wind cotrols weather and I love rain...
What's your favorite sport, and why:	basketball. Tho no-one wants to play with me.... *sob*
Are you a prep:	Hell no....
Do you collect anything:	Manga
You like rainy days, right:	Hell alot
I'm not alone:	Well I am (almost O_o)
How many fingers am I holding up:	I cant see you idiot.
Aren't you happy this quiz is over:	No. Now Im bored.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Its honest.....


Itachi: You're Uchiha Itachi. A rather mysterious
person. You're rather vicious from what people
can tell. Most people would be wise to stay
away from you. You seem pretty cool though.


.:What character from Naruto are you?:. (20 results with pics)
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Im Itachi....?



You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You
have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road.

Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.


What type of teenager are you?
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Uh? Im always the quiet one at our class....


Why do you cry?
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That is so goddamn true....



Duo


The One Deep Gundam Wing Personality Test
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Thats true. You never know if its a fake smile or not.

What Icons are for you?(Thank you for making this Meme #2!!) by ladyallie
Username
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You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.

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A Phoenix then? How sweet

Heh thats all ^^ Well. I see ya guys tomorrow. Or today. My mom went to her cousins place cuz her cousins daughter has a wedding. so. Place is all mine. cept if dad comes.... -_-; Damn. Oh well. Take care all of ya.




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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

On tänään onnen päivä....
Thats finnish and means "Toay is a happy day" Tho it isnt.
It has been raining for 5 hours. If it doesent stop we're gonna drown here.... Well. I love rain.


I could say I love days like this. They make me cheer up. Yeah, the rain is cold but it just somehow frees me. When I dont have to watch peoples outside, smiling. Rain just makes me feel good. Well one reason could also be that I have a pollen allergy but of well ^^; *cough cough*
Well I've been watchin Buffy The Vampire Slayer, and I just LOVE Spike. What, you dont know Spike!?

James Marsters!!


Hes the only blond guy I really like.

Well. I know what I gonna do with this beautiful rainy day. Three things. I wanna pull the curtains over the window. I wanna get a hot cup of chocolate and watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer. And I wanna someone to warm me with soft hugs. Well, the first two parts are gonna happen but the third one is just a dream. But Im okay with it, I got Spike at the tv and Im fine by myself. I have been alone for this long, I can take care of myself *nod*
Well now, I got nothing else but 21st of this month is my offical nameday at finland. So, Im gonna put up alot of quizzes I have been trying. You have seen many of them already but some of you havent.... So. Got nothing else to say. I joined at OKcupid.com my nick is ReiNGE as usually. But Im going now. Wanna watch the rain. Take care peoples.

Love all ya guys Im happy that your my friends.


And hey, if you havent checked my new fanart yet, do it now. I wanna get some comments or something I DONT CARE if you hate them.





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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Well....
Oh shit.....

What a goddamn headache.... =_= Someone hit me.....
I dunno how I am, I started textmessagin with Joni, the cutie I THOUGHT he hates me, and so.... Well. Hes fun.
*sighs* So Im a bit down. I wanna draw but I dont feel like. And I feel like everyone hates me. Well. As Weko said, a breeze will carry my purpose. It really did.
I found the reason Im here. I have always been the one who listens. For my family, friends, to unknown persons... Im here to use my ears, to listen and try to help the ones who suffer, no matter how I feel. If its my purpose, then fine, be it. At least Theres still a reason why I am here.
Im here to be a friend. Maybe thats why I dont got many, but almost everyone I have thinks me as a best friend. And Im not talking aboute MyO here.
Im hurting in the moment but whatever. Im gonna just kill the feeling. Hmm. Maybe I should draw to get this outta my head...? No. No-one wants to see them anyways so why bother. Well. Im gonna write then. Just something.

By the way, just noticed that my mom has 5000 and she cant even pay the 1000€ that she owes me. Well.

Im gonna go. See ya.

Buttefly just flied in O__o Dummy bug go away this is no place for you.....
I rescued it. I feel a little better already.

HELL LEVEL 2 Raw score: 66%

You're just about as deep in sexual hellfire as a person can get. Virtually no urge, however demented, will go ungratified; practically no boundary will go uncrossed. You're probably proud of your adventurousness, and, honestly, you should be. Few people are confident enough to pursue pleasure on their own terms. Your morals could sink a bit further, sure, but it's mostly likely that you've got a pretty good idea of what you're into and what you would do...above you're honest with yourself with what you want. If more people told the truth, you'd have a lot more company down in the flames. AVOID: the lost souls in sexual heaven and (above all) the denizens of sexual purgatory. You don't need any prudes or wishy-washers in your life.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 42% on hellish

Link: The Sexual HELL Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating

O__O MAN hey is that true?! Honestly?! It either my older sisters or Catherines world.... Goddamn what do these peoples do to me!?



Hey peoples, describe me with few words. Would you please? Thank you.




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Monday, July 18, 2005

Yeah.....
*sigh* So yeah.
I was damn depressed last night. Not that, but my cousin and the guy I used to like were sitting there and holding each other. I was like ha ha ha, yeah, very cute, now fuck off. Well.
Nothing to say much. Today morning first thing I heard was Kelly Clarkson Since you've been gone. So, good day.

I shall help you one last time. Tomorrow, there shall be a breeze that will blow through your town. I shall not tell you where, nor when, only that it will happen. That breeze will carry your purpose. Find it, and you have found the last bit of help I entrust to you. Use that knowledge wisely, and build your strength. You will need it. Take care of yourself.

That is something that Wekoronshei told me. Well. He either meant yesterday or then today. If it was yesterday, I learnt that friends are worth suffering.... Hmm.

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called to mind
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

Good day peoples. Im gonna go and.... well. Hit my head on a wall. gess its all. See ya.



Oh hey guys, keep visiting, my ranking is 500! ^^ Oh, I so Love ya guys!! Im gonna put some quiz special up tomorrow sor this so waite for it, kay? Cool.

Hey, I cheered a lil.... Huh well.


Oh hey, I added few new pieces of art. Check them please, you will make a poor people happy.
And Im Open for suggestions. Tell me what I should draw, c'mon peoples. I wanna become better artist and Im ready to draw anything (Well, at least almost ^^;)
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

FINE!
I give up!! Im not leaving then.... *murmurs (damn idiots)* I cant leave when theres guys like Supertoilet and Goldwolf.... Besides Erics here too.... Sorry that I worried you just were a bit depressed this morning. and not only a bit. Hmm. Oh yeah and I need to feed my pet ^^; Wulf!!



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Im the weakling...
At least thats what my old friend and lover said. Just great.

I did sleep at our restaurant. But the ghost WAS here so I didnt move a finger. She wandered around the restaurant, I could hear it. She almost came to the room that I was but happily didnt after all. Maybe Christian was with me, I dunno. Anyways. I got nothing to say 'cept that you remember the cutie I told you guys aboute? black hair and eyeglasses? Well now I got hes cellphones number and he knows I like him. He heard from hes mom when we were chattin. Shes nice.

Well, its 07:13 and I havent slept all night again, so Im goin. Take care.

Oh yeah. by the way. Maybe you are interested that Im leaving MyO. At least maybe.

Oh yeah, Cloud, hate to say this again but K is sorry once again. Just check her site shes desperate. Tho this is non of my business.





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