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Thursday, April 21, 2005
yet another new poem...
yes... another one... not much to say right now... onto the poem...
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"Future"
Sights into the future
As I watch the clock
Strike the day anew
Nonshalaught dreams of a world of happiness...
A world of peace and forgiveness...
A world where you are dead...
Your reamain continue to rot in this earth...
Where you have gone...
To live happily after death...
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Well... that is about all today...
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
poem...
wow... it seems as though i am on a roll... 3 poems... 3 days... i decided to force myself to stray from my usual topics of death hate and anger... and write one that is a little nicer... for those of you whom have asked me to... i hope everyone is doing well... i am fine... except for the fact that i had to more or less crawl from the car to my house... i fell on my knee while i was doing my workouts at weight training... oh well... it will get better... hopefully... onto the poem...
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"Thoughts of a World"
Look at the flowers,
Their happiness so great.
Not a care in this world,
This world of hate.
Tainted, human eyes, see it as
Decrepid, spiteful, hated, and loved...
I have seen the other side...
It was not so great...
The demon's screaming...
The confusion building...
Continue the thoughts...
Thinking...
Where was love when I felt like hate...
Where was hate when I felt like love...
Looking for eternal bliss...
I am lost in the forest of life...
Knives...
Blood...
Guns...
Death...
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okay... maybe i didn't stray that much... i have something to say to a few people... don't worry about it if you have no idea what im talking about... I'm sorry... I couldn't help it... I just didn't feel to good... Again... I am truly sorry...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
another new poem...
wow... i havent done this in awile... 2 poems 2 days in a row... i hope everyone is feeling better... i always hate to see others having a hard time... i know i have said this to a few of you, but for the rest of you... i am always here if you need someone to talk to... onto the poem...
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"Death"
Death is sweet...
It is the prime of life...
Cold and lifeless from head to feet...
In my chest there lies a knife...
My heart...
It will just lay in the red pool and float...
Don't worry about it, it's been broken from the start...
It just lays there like some kind of boat...
Why?
Just die...
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That is all for today...
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Monday, April 18, 2005
New Poem...
I just noticed I haven't personally posted a poem for awile now... and decided it would be a nice time to... for some odd reason...
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"Can't you See..."
Can't you see the pain in my eyes,
The hope for death in my cries...
I just got done
Loading fresh bullets in my gun
To shoot myself in the skull
So I can finally complete my soul.
This hope for death,
That I make with my final breath
Will finally become true...
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I hope you guys enjoy it... and no... I am not contemplating suicide... this is a poem i wrote a few weeks ago... everything is finally looking up... and i am regaining health... so none should be worried about my safety...
AoDTr666...
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
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I WILL exact my revenge against lilmissyprissy33... I just have to figure out when I want to and how bad I want to embarass her... Well... I spent Friday, Saturday, and the better part of today in the hospital... I accidently had some Mt.Dew and Everclear too soon after taking my pain releivers and muscle relaxers... It wasn't very fun... the doctor said i was lucky that i got there when i did... it got me really thinking while i was lieing there in the hospital bed... if i were to die... would i be missed... or would everyone just not give a crap and go to my funeral only to pilfer my corpse and lay waste on my face... you dont have to answer that if you dont want to... i must now leave you all for now... until next time...
aodtr666
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Friday, April 15, 2005
 Funny! *evil grin*
Hi everybody!! It's lilmissyprissy33 again!!! Guess what, I feel like being a little mean! Since aodtr666 isn't going to be back for awile, (he has to work at a party) I'm changing the colors of his site! It was funny last time. I wish everyone could of seen it, he almost fell out of the computer chair from shock. He would get me back at me if he felt like it (he knows my password as well), but i think hes getting a good laugh out of it as well. I'm going to go out with another of the poems he wrote when we were in sixth grade. It's called "Three Words"
These three words I wish to say
May make me forever pay
It matters not if I have pain
Just as long as you feel the shame
*waves bye to everyone* Bye everyone!!! Have a good weekend!!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
whats up...
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hey everybody... i hope you all enjoyed the murder of my site (for those who didnt see it... it was pink and purple because of lilmissyprissy33... i almost pissed my pants when i checked what she posted and what everyone had to say about it...) oh well... no poem today... sorry if I worried anyone with the last few poems that I posted... I have just been feeling pretty down lately... and poetry is pretty much the only way I let out my emotions now since i stopped cutting... I admit... I was pretty bad off... cutting with the vein with a knife or a razor blade... *sigh*... I hate to look all of the scars on my arm... my chest... my wrists... my stomach... my ankles... and calves... so many bad memories... it took alot of effort... but most of the inspiration came from three of my friends... I owe the most to NyxGoddess and lilmissyprissy though... thanks alot guys... I don't know if I would even be here if it wasn't for you two... I'm feeling a little better now... before i forget... thanks for all of the advice and reassurance from everybody... love you all
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
 HI!!
Hi all of Aodtr666's friends!!! This is lilmissyprissy33... AoDtr666 had to go to the hospital and see his mommy so I'm posting for him. ^-^ He told me just to say that and ask how everyone was... buuuuttt... I think I'm going to post a poem he wrote me about three years ago. It's called "I Love You"
If you read the side, you'll know it's surely true.
Likely it is asked and I always answer you.
Often do I think about the time we spent together.
Very much it pains me that it couldn't last forever
Every night I think about the treasure that I lost.
Yesterday you covered my entire heart in frost.
Only you can fill the hole that is in my heart.
Under which was formed while we were apart.
I just think that poem was sooooo sweet. I keep it hung on my wall so I can remember all the good times. Well, I need to go. buh bye!!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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"Would You Care?"
Would you care if I moped and cried?
Would you care if I suddenly died?
Would you care if I slit my wrist, and said it hurt?
Would you care if it started to squirt?
Would you care if I stabbed myself with a knife?
Would you care if I took my life?
Would you care if I took pills whole?
Would you care if I shot myself in the skull?
If only you would...
You know you should...
But, yet, you don't...
And, yet, you won't...
It dosen't matter to me...
This is how they all see...
I could care less what you think...
My skin... it is raw and pink...
I hope your happy, I'm going to leave...
Soon I will pull this knife from it's sleeve...
By Aodtr666...
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Monday, April 11, 2005
life...
Why does life suck? We will never know... It just does... F*** LIFE!!! F*** EVERYTHING!!! Why dosen't everybody just leave me the f*** alone! I want these cuts to bleed me to death... the deeper I cut, the more I forget... I only wish I could stop... but the pain does such a good job... Why dosen't life come with a manual? BECAUSE LIFE'S A B****!!! Why don't you just deal with it... The only way it's going to end is if I stab myself with this arcenic laced knife... Oh... that would be nice... I could slit my throat... stop my breathing and choke for awile... ha ha... that would scare the piss out of that son of a bitch... I could hang myself from the ceiling-fan... funny... You'd get hit when you walk in the door... But theres that one girl... she wouldn't like that idea very much... And I don't want to hurt her... So I might as well just lay here... cold and lifeless... Not hurting anyone... like a f***ing vegetable... waiting to die from malnutrition or something like that... A slow... painful death... Wouldn't that be nice... A knife in my chest... No more memories of that past shit that happened... ha ha... I'm dead... I get to rot in hell... No more me... No more pain for anybody... Because I'm dead... Now everyone's happy... even me... cold... lifeless me... laying on the fire... finally smiling... happy as a f***ing lamb... If only...
p.s: the quote meant "We extinguish the light, We render it's death, Violent light, Light is dead."
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