Wednesday, April 27, 2005

hello all...

Hello to everyone... about the CD player... i somewhat deserve to be without it while it is in my friends possession... i broke a promise... and we agreed that as soon as i fulfill that promise for a month and a half... and agree to talk about it... then i reclaim my CD player... bus rides are very boring... and hour on it in the afternoons does me no good... there is nobody to talk to except in the mornings... but rarely... because they are always SLEEPING... Weight training was hell today... i had to jumprope again... it just does wonders for my knee... if you want a funny sight... just imagine a big 6'1" to 6'2" 245lbs white guy jumping rope... oh well... enough rambling... i have prepared a poem... ----------------------------------- "Mein Kampf"(my struggle) My struggle for sanity... It is lost as the scales tip favor... And the struggle for life begins... As I begin to carve... With this knife... At my chest... To my soul... In hopes of banisment of past memories... The red rain poars... My freedom soars... Down below... To the pits where there is no snow... To a place where fire roars... To a life of happiness... To a life that is certain to be grand... ----------------------------------- I have really been thinking lately... what would life be like if i didn't have my friends... where would i be... would i even be alive... many scenarios have been played out... i want to thank you all for being here... especially my friends that i see in person... and the few i am close to on My O... sorry if i don't get to your sites... i usually dont spend very much time online... and my friends list has grown rather large...

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