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Thursday, April 14, 2005


   whats up...

hey everybody... i hope you all enjoyed the murder of my site (for those who didnt see it... it was pink and purple because of lilmissyprissy33... i almost pissed my pants when i checked what she posted and what everyone had to say about it...) oh well... no poem today... sorry if I worried anyone with the last few poems that I posted... I have just been feeling pretty down lately... and poetry is pretty much the only way I let out my emotions now since i stopped cutting... I admit... I was pretty bad off... cutting with the vein with a knife or a razor blade... *sigh*... I hate to look all of the scars on my arm... my chest... my wrists... my stomach... my ankles... and calves... so many bad memories... it took alot of effort... but most of the inspiration came from three of my friends... I owe the most to NyxGoddess and lilmissyprissy though... thanks alot guys... I don't know if I would even be here if it wasn't for you two... I'm feeling a little better now... before i forget... thanks for all of the advice and reassurance from everybody... love you all
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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