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Monday, June 6, 2005


Real Good Mood(For Once)

Hello everybody... My day just turned from shit... to Great!... I walked in the house... and saw a letter for me from Famouspoets.com... I submitted my poem "Forget"(ive posted it up here a few times... but if you havent read it... or forgot it... just PM me... I'd be happy to let you read it) into their free contest... and it made it to the Semi-Finals! Not only that... it's getting published in "Great Poems of the Western World"... I never thought I would make it past the first round!... the letter said...
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Dear Anthony,
I love your poem, Forget.

Thank you for entering it in our Free Poetry Contest. Our Judges have already moved your poem into the semi-finals. I will personally let you know the results of our contest as soon as the judging is complete.

Our joy is to discover new talent like yours. I request permission to publish your poem in "Great Poems of the Western World"- and trumpet your talent to the world!

Please be kind enough to sign the permission from on back and fill out the order form below. You have my promise we will publish your poem error-free. We will send you a publisher's proof before going to press. You have made my day. Bless you!

Lavender Aurora, Poetry editor
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hope you all have a nice day...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, June 5, 2005


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sorry about the earlier post... what does everyone think about the new look of my site...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Saturday, June 4, 2005


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hello... i am posting only for the sake of updating... i hope everyone is better off than me today... no poem... goodbye...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Friday, June 3, 2005


...poem...

How is everyone... i am just the same as always... not much happening... im not really looking forward to next week... finals... not being able to talk to my friends... i am going to Minnesota for the first 2-3 weeks of July though... that should be fun... nobody to bother me... me being able to take the boat out in the middle of the night and lay there and stare at the stars... let thought flow out... the downside is that im not going to be able to update... but lets not think about that... here is a poem that i wrote awile back... i havent been able to write anything lately... but i have been drawing ALOT lately... my creativity switched gears on me... in the middle of a story...
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"Knife"
With this knife, I can go to hell;
(no more pain, no more putting up with this.)
Filled with sorrow from the time I fell,
(Want to know the meaning of true bliss.)

I know it's wrong, but I want to die;
it can be ended with a single jab.
I want to fall rather than ascend to the sky,
and I can do it with just one stab.

With this knife, I can go to hell;
(no more pain, no more putting up with this.)
Filled with sorrow from the time I fell,
(Want to know the meaning of true bliss.)

Much can be done with this single blade,
with it I can make my own soul fade.
I have no idea why,
But I have the urge to die.

With this knife, I can go to hell;
(no more pain, no more putting up with this.)
Filled with sorrow from the time I fell,
(Want to know the meaning of true bliss.)
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hope you guys liked it... have a nice day...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Thursday, June 2, 2005


ow...

right now... i feel terrible... my good day has passed... back to the usual... i woke up... my knee cracked out of place once again... then to top it all off... i stepped of my ankle wrong again... so it swelled up even worse than it was... i hope the rest of my day will be better... since it is only early morn... i must get ready for school now... bye...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Wednesday, June 1, 2005


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hello all... how are you... i am in a good mood... for once... except for the fact that my mother is going to be put in a home... no she is not that old... but is plagued by M.S.(she cant walk...)... so i am stuck living with my father and brother... i have a poem for today...
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"Within My Soul"
No trust...
No faith...
No honesty...
Within my soul...

Hate...
Pain...
Suffering...
Within my soul...

As the fire burns...
As the darkness falls...
As emotion is banished...
Within my soul...

As truth is clear...
As death appears...
As all is falling...
Within my soul...
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hope you guys enjoyed it...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Tuesday, May 31, 2005


...poem...

only a poem today...
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"The Pain of Others"
The pain of others...
Like a knife that cuts...
Allows rose red blood to drip;
From petal soft skin...
Into a puddle of sorrow...
A puddle of suffering...

The pain of others...
It is like a pill...
One that is made to kill...
To leave one lifeless...
Free from this world...
Living in the land of the dead-of peace

The pain of others...
It is like a bullet that causes death...
One that causes unrest...
The rise of the four...
Death, Disease, Decay, Pestilance...
To slay all that is I...
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have a good day...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Monday, May 30, 2005


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hello all... im not in the mood to post a poem today... too many things running through my head... if anyone has messenger... i would rather talk to you on there than by pming... but if there is no other alternitive... i am still willing to talk via pm... just ask for my screen name... i have msn... yahoo... and aol... until fate brings us face to face...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, May 29, 2005


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i have no idea where the inspiration came from for this poem... but it was written on 5-24... which happenes to be the day before i took my leave... i am bored... i just left my room for the first time all day... i hate making unneeded contact with my family... well... here is the poem...
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"I'm Dead"
I'm dead-I'm dead!
Broken and red...
Lieing here alone,
While I forever atone...
For the sins of my life,
For the days with the knife...
While I sit and clip,
The blood begins to drip...
I put a gun to my head,
And shoot myself dead...
The world is full of joy,
From the death of one boy...
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That is all... i wish the best to all...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Saturday, May 28, 2005


...poem...

Heres a poem that i wrote about a dream i had awile ago...
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"Falling"
I am falling;
Falling into darkness-
Into the void of my heart;
The endless pit,
Evermore...

Until I finally land...
Broken and tattered-
I begin crawling;
To a small sphere, which I see...
A sphere of light inside of me-
It burns as I touch-
Ignites me...
Within a blaze-
A holy blaze...
Reuniting me with that which I have lost;
That which has left...

As I enter-
They stare in disbelief-
As if we had never met...
All three of you...
Your stares seem to melt what is left-
Left of the soul inside me...
My lifeless soul...

Then... after I sit...
Alone, upon a stone for many moons;
I see one that I would not expect...
She sat beside me...
And slowly wispered...
"You can't die if I can't die.
You have broken and so have I."

As these words pass through me...
I begin to realize what I have done...
Whom I have hurt... whom I have slain...
Those that have passed from my actions...
The selfish actions that I have taken-
Thinking only of myself-
Only how I could find happiness...
Not of those that care for me...

Visions appear before me...
Many crying... dieing from my actions-
Standing upon my lifeless corpse...
As I am lowered into the pit...
Where my body may rest...
Rest in peace...
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sorry it was so long... not much has happened since yesterday... just the regular stuff... i wish everyone a good day...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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