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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
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hey everyone... i got out of the house yesterday... me and few friends went out to the beach and went to a bonfire... it was alright... i recommend the band Thrice to you guys... theyre pretty good... heres the poem i promised...
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“Return”
I have become unable to return…
To that which I have lost…
To that which has left…
Through birth and heaven and earth…
I bedeck thee…
So as you may return to me…
So as I may finally become free…
So I may fly with the birds…
Soar with the clouds…
Upon the heavens…
The angels unfallen…
Unbroken…
With such great grace…
Blinding light…
Without a worry in my life;
Not even that of the knife…
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i just wrote about a daydream i had... like i do with most of my poems... hope you guys enjoyed the poem... have a nice day...
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
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 | You scored as you are dark. you are dark, you like lonelyness, you want to wake everyone to the truth about the world, and at the same time keep it in the dark.
you are dark | | 83% | you are light | | 8% |
are you dark?
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 | You scored as SAD....DEVIL ANGRY. YOU ARE VERY SAD AND TURN TO THE DEVIL TYPE THINGS TO MAKE IT GO AWAY.
SAD....DEVIL ANGRY | | 100% | EVERYBODY IS AGAINST YOU | | 85% | PUSH PEOPLE AWAY | | 80% | YOUR RIGHT | | 60% | SAD AND HATEFUL | | 60% | SAD AND ANGRY | | 60% | LOST LOVE SORROW | | 60% | MISED UP AND CONFUSED | | 55% | INNOCENT SORROW | | 35% | HAPPY | | 30% |
WHAT TYPE SORROW
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| You scored as Barney....... I LOVE YOU.....YOU LOVE ME I SHOT BARNEY IN THE KNEE........lol ha that made you HAPPY HUH???? .........hey don't hug me...........
Quizes | | 100% | Barney...... | | 100% | Dogs......... | | 67% | Preps....... | | 67% | People....... | | 67% | Dark.... | | 33% | Death........ | | 33% | NOT SCARED OF ANYTHANG..... | | 33% | Realtors... | | 33% | Water....... | | 0% | POINTY thangs..... | | 0% | Bugs........ | | 0% | Belly Buttons...... | | 0% | Goths | | 0% | Oppisite Sex | | 0% |
What is your GREATEST fear?
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hey... no poem... again... since i dont have my notebooks... i will try to get a decent one written tonight... sorry about yesterday... i just needed to vent... alot running through my head... im fine now though... and yes... i kept my promise and didnt cut myself...
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Monday, June 13, 2005
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hello all... could you do me a favor... and visit my friend Dead and Alone... i thank you all for your time...
On other note... i know not how much longer i will be able to update... as i may be sent to a mental hospital... which is just great... i cant see my friends... my moms side of the family(which i actually get along with)... there is little point in moving on... i know not why i have hung on so long since that fateful morning... it should have been me instead of her... she deserved to live... had a successful life... but me... i have done drugs... i drink alcohol... i cut myself repeaditly... there is little i have done to spread joy amooungst others... i do nothing but cause sorrow for others... i deserve no friends such as the ones i have made here... this may be goodbye...
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
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hi everyone... how are all of you... i am my usual self... i appreciate the concern from a few of you... but i would rather you didnt burden your minds with my presence... you dont want to get grey hairs from worrying... now do you...
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
quizzes...
| You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.
Unipolar Depression | | 100% | Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 33% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 33% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 17% | Eating Disorders | | 0% | Schizophrenia | | 0% |
Which mental disorder do you have?
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 | You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Suicide | | 100% | Disappear | | 80% | Stabbed | | 67% | Bomb | | 67% | Drowning | | 47% | Suffocated | | 33% | Accident | | 33% | Disease | | 13% | Posion | | 13% | Eaten | | 13% | Gunshot | | 0% | Natural Causes | | 0% | Cut Throat | | 0% |
How Will You Die??
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 | You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!
Goth | | 100% | Rocker, Mosher | | 75% | Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev | | 10% | Emo | | 10% | Prepy | | 10% | Trendy | | 0% | Skater | | 0% |
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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Friday, June 10, 2005
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i will post 2 because its been so long...
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"Untitled"
I look inside the dark...
For that which is bright...
Listen through the bark...
For that which is light...
An angelic grace...
A blackened heart...
The picture of your face...
Broken from the start...
My wrist is bright and clean...
But the shoulder drips blood...
It lets off a bright sheen...
Covered in clots and crud...
So now I ask you why...
I have been shot in the head...
You had to die...
And I dropped dead...
-Angel
5/17/05
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"Untitled"
It was all but true...
The bond between me and you...
You said we would be as one...
But I knew it was just for fun...
you said I love you and so did I...
All went wrong, now you want me to die...
But I still stand strong...
Even with the knowledge I will always be wrong...
Now I am forever alone...
So I may atone...
For the sin called my life...
All the time with the knife...
Until I am finally dead...
Only eternal nothingness within my head...
But I finally smile...
All the while...
Others fall...
From my selfish call...
-Angel
6/10/05
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before anyone asks... these were both written about dreams that i had... goodbye...
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hey... sorry i havent posted a poem in awile... i just havent been in the mood to... i will try to force myself to tomorrow... bye...
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Thursday, June 9, 2005
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i am finally off of school... and am no longer a freshman... yesterday was... interesting... my friends that i left school with were trying to get me to go to the beach... it was bad enough that we went to the mall... at least i got to go to hot topic... i hate being in public places... too many people... i would rather sit in the dark confines of my room... alone...
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005
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sorry i havent been able to visit others sites lately... i have been pretty swamped between seeing the shrink... pretending to study for finals... stuff like that... i still have three more finals to take tomorrow... then im out of school for 3 months... yay... goodye... for now...
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