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Birthday 1993-03-08 Gender
Female Location in the world of anime Member Since 2005-10-15 Occupation loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name Cam
Achievements ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since a long time Favorite Anime Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals become the best otaku I can Hobbies being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents writing, being Gidgit
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
-Holy shitaki mushrooms. WTF i feel like i just took a long-ass nape (a la Rip Van Winkle) and woke up like in the future. So anyways, whats up? Theres like a lot that I want to talk about so here goes in the best way that I know how.
-I guess the big thing that happened recently was my bf. Well...deal is that he dumped me. And that's not even the worst part...it's that it was over MYSPACE. Like what the hell, he wasn't man enough to say it to my face? With like all that said I was really sad and it like ruined my whole weekend. Sure things had been crappy for us lately but was that really reason to end it? So I come to find out that he was cheating on me w/his new girlfriend anyway. So now that I've had time to vent I'm better now. We're kinda sorta in that "akward friends" stage now but I know I can do better without him. So whatever.
-Also, my math teacher is seriously evil. Like he called my mom and now on top of having to come in next week for tutoring tuesday through thursday, I have to come to school tomorrow from 9 to 12. I'm sorry but CG does not do well w/early-morning anythings. Especially when it comes to school and her weekend. Damn, what a crap.
-So how was everyone's Vday? Mine was weird. Since I live in Jersey and all, we had a HUUGE snowstorm on Valentine's Day. So I ended up not having school (the yay part) and also having all of my valentines being virtual (a la via MySpace =]). It was mostly a chill day. But seriously, I don't see what's the big deal? Not to sound like a bitter old lady here but why do you need one special day to be romantic? There's nothing wrong w/being romantic everyday, just as long as you don't overdo it. That's all I'm saying. Otherwise, I just think that it's all some commercial horseshit.
-Hmm I guess that's all I have to vent about now. So I'm probably going to get back into the groove of blogging soon. I may or may not get a new username (IDK!!) because I can't see my blogs on my iMac but it looks fine on the Windows at my dad's. Whatever.
Time: 2:17 pm
Music: Tell Me Baby, Red Hot Chili Peppers
Mood: happy its TGIF ! !
Hey everyone. Can't believe its almost Thanksgiving. That means its been like a month since I last updated, lol. Oh wow. Soo I guess there really havent been much that happened that need to be explained. Well except a few things...
First of all, my cell phone got stolen. It fell out of my pocket when I was walking home from school a few weeks ago (was it just two weeks ago?). So I got a new one, which ironically turned out to be the same model that I last had. Talk about irony. So I have to go and collect all the numbers I can remember...and I should have my old number by this weekend.
I'm leaving for Atl this upcoming Wednesday. I'm excited, I'm gonna be meeting a whole bunch of family...at least its not gonna be boring. But while my Mom's checking out the club scene with her (our?) cousins, I'm gonna be sitting with some of my family. The ones closest to my age is in college alreay. At least it's better than sitting around every night with Nanny Pat. You know how old people can get.
And something that happened like right after Halloween is that I got a boyfriend. His name's Jeff and he's cool. We've been friends since like the sixth grade so it doesnt feel all weird that we're together. Well lately, it doesnt seem that he wants to be around me. Like his first words with me were in gym last period. Hello! He'd better wake up...I was thinking that it was because he's been spending a lot of time with K.C.. Should I really be so paranoid?
On another note, I have like ten more pages left in that new novel Twilight by Stephanie Myer. It's extremly good, especially for those that are into that whole forbidden-love/vampires-in-love-with-a-human genre of reading. I can't pass my time on manga alone. And speaking of that life, I've finished Ouran Host Club. The ending was satisfying, though I miss the antics. I wonder if soon someone's gonna liscence it. I hope that happens soon, I want to see who'll be cast as who. Wouldn't it be funny if someone like Chris Patton was Huni-chan and Kirby Morrow turned out to be Mozi-kun? Lol!
I should start getting into the blogging mood again. It's like one of those things that you don't realize you miss until you experience again like. It sort of feels like the first time all over again. I guess I'll start with changing the layout, I'm tired of looking at FLCL all over the place, lol. So yeah.
I'm gonna leave you all with a joke, curtosy of the genious that is Yo Momma!. Peace?!
Yo momma is so fat her butt looks like two Jamacians doin the heel toe.
You Are 32% Shy
You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.
You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.
Time: 2:13 pm
Music: These Words (I Love You), Natasha Bendingfield
Mood: excited basically
Okay, still pretty much on hiatus. Don't really know but a little break from blogging life is really....refreshing. Like when my mom took away my cell for like two days, it let me take a break and enjoy the me time.
Thank you for all those that recently signed my gbook. It was starting to get really dusty there ^^. I'm uber excited for tomorrow because well it's Halloween. Meaning no schoolwork, there's a breakfast that my homeroom teacher's hosting, and I'm gonna be in my math teacher's annuel Haunted House (I'm at the very end staring at everyone that passes....hilarious). I still haven't found out my trick-or-treatin buddies yet, but I'll work something out. I'm gonna be a neko this year, and I actually look pretty cute if I do say so myself. I'm thinking of takin a million pics and postin it on MySpace. Haha!
Also, there's a money-grabbin scheme in Halloween. Trick or treat. Eat all desired candy. Then sell all unwanted candy next day at school. Make some fast cash and get rid of that candy. What else is it gonna be doing, rotting till V-Day?
I'm in Creative Writing ninth period, so this isnt very long. I'm gonna get to the others now, that are still keepin up the blogging thing. Way to go!
Halloween Horoscope for Pisces
You tend to go for traditional, if not a bit historical, Halloween themes.
Candied apples, pumpkins, and warm cider make you excited each year.
Costume suggestions: An evil sorceress / sorcerer or a renaissance pirate / wench.
Time: 5:33 pm
Music: I Never Told You What I Do For A Living, My Chemical Romance
Guess who's back. Okay so I took a little break, and I'm sooo sorry I didn't say anything. But I sort of fell into a rut you know. Like how you fall into a rut with everything. I don't think it was some sort of revolutionary rut or anything...but I feel like somehow I'm a different perseon than when I last updated. What was that like a month or so ago? I can't even tell.
Yesh, I'm addicted to MySpace and my social life is finally becoming a boom so that and AIM are like the only things I have time to do. Well during the week anyway. GEPA practice is like boring me to tears (quite liturally I'm afraid) and there's homework and then IMing, then bed.
Right now, I'm like this close from getting J. It's totally in my reach, but then there's other people that are in the way (or are hoping to be possible candidates) like my pal Jeffery and of course that total sweetie pie Evan.
I'm watching my old Sailor Moon tapes with my little sister. Start training them young, I say. First there was Naruto, now Sailor. Next I might try InuYasha. Aren't those old episodes on On Demand, anyway?
I'm totally in love with the Jersey-native band My Chemical Romance. Their new single's called "Welcome to The Black Parade", and it sure is catchy. Of course it's currently on repeat on my iPod. Lol, listen to it and just tell me it isnt awsome.
Well I gotta go watch those epidoses of "Peach Girl" now. Peace!
Time: 4:42 pm
Music: Man Eater, Nelly Furtado
Lesson Of The Day: sometimes you need to stop and think about what your horoscope is telling you
Hey everyone. Oh god, I'm turning into one of those annoying people that only blog when something especially juicy happens. Well what happened today, you may ask? Or even over my stretced absanse. Well let me see...I kidnapped my stepsister over the weekend. There was a tail gate party that we went to with my mom, my little brother, and a bunch of her friends and their friends. I just went to the halftime show, which was just as corny as say, watching a Disney movie in the middle of class (as we did with the sub in drama today). My sis loved it when they played "Chicken Noodle Soup".
(For those that havent heard it yet, get to YouTube and type in "chicken noodle soup official video". the goodness is to die for.)
Today was pretty basic. We all know the horror of coming back to school on a Monday, when everyone's too partied out to do anything productive. N had this warped idea that I was going to be her substitute lover till she could wrap her gills around her real girlfriend....So we walked to the bus stop together holding hands and giving people that asked the stupid question ("Why are you guys holding hands? That's so gay!!") with a flipping bird and a smart remark. Yeah totally bad ass.
Alright I've been leading up to this. The climax of my day. We were chillin at the park across the street from school...just like usual. I've been texting Evan back and forth the past few days...and I asked him about advice about J. Evan comes out of nowhere and says ("I felt really jealous when you told me about ur crush"). I felt like playing dumb and asked him to elaborate, and he says ("Yeah not until now did i really notice. you're smart cute funny and liked me").
You can't imagine how confused I am. Now I'm sitting here, not knowing what to do. I thought Evan wasn't interested in me at all, so I just tried to like someone else (Notorious J comes into play). Now he comes out of nowhere and says he likes me? Where's the effin logic in all this? I'm so lost I probably couldn't find my feelings with a map and both hands in the light. I need to calm down.
Maybe eating something will help.
Okay, here's your AMV and Quiz. I fell in love with the song (One by Faith Hill) and this AMV on YouTube was awsome for it. That's my side note for the day. More later.
"One is breaking into two, and my heart is turning blue, but you still don't get it do you?"
Your Dosha is Pitta
You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.
With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you
In love: You are picky but passionate
To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.
Music: The Mixed Tape, Jack's Mannequin
Lesson Of The Day: Don't listen to your heart, cause it'll just mess things up
Hey everyone. Today was alright I guess...I was quite pissed this weekend cause my dad effin treats me like a two year old. A little sample of what happened: he told me to get off of the phone with my mom to do something stuupid (wash one little dish). All that bastard knows how to do is yell, he doesn't know how to sit down and talk to people. Yeah, I'm not sure if I'm gonna go visit him this weekend. S'cha, its not like I'll be crying over it.
I have a predicament, and I've been putting off blogging this. I got a text last night right before I went to bed....it was from my ex/bestest-guy-buddy-since-Darryl called J. He sent me an mp3 ( a cruddy one but still one nonetheless) of the song "Cold, Crossfade". I was all gaspy and dorkish over it, cause that's like our song. I broke up with J for some loser....it only lasted like the summer with the new guy (whose name wont even pass my fingertips). Then I send a text back (omg, this is like our song or something?) and he replies like twenty minutes later (i g2g i c u 2mrow baby). That had me going from like 10 last night to all day. I've been thinking about it, wondering if it meant anything.
First of all, he's my ex but my head and my heart feels like it's trying to tell me, "Eff it, he's totally compatable and that's all that matters. JUST GO OUT WITH HIM !!". But then some dark and gloomy voice is saying with a sad smile, "He has a girlfriend. He's happy, and you're the one holding on to a slim chance that he still likes you. Face is Cameron, you're just desperate and stuck on the past. Get over it!!". I don't know which voice to listen to, so instead I'll just listen to cheezy romantic songs and wait things out.
My mom got me the soundtrack to Step Up, the movie. She also got me FutureSex/LoveSounds. AHHH, my mommy is the bestest.
Here's today's AMV and Quiz.
"In my mind/I'll always be his lady...In my mind/I'll always be his girl...." Heather Headley, In My Mind
Time: 5:28 pm
Music: How To Save a Life, The Fray
Lesson Of The Day: homework music is mostly the same as workout music.
Hey everyone. Well...what is there to talk about? Well the new J.T. CD came out today. Yowzah, it's all over entertainment news today. All that I've been hearing about. It's actually kinda annoying.
But to be the bearer of bad news, me and Evan are over. Or at least what was trying to be develop into a relationship is. Because he hasnt talked to me or anything lately. There's no point in me waiting and wishing for someone that doesnt even want me. I just feel kind of used, that's all. I mean, it's not like he tried to tell me that he wasn't interested.
Me and N have been cool lately. Her girlfriend (the one that proposed and isnt isnt legal yet) is coming her like December-ish. About time that I meet her already >>, but she seems really sweet from what I've heard lately. She left me a comment on MySpace that I just checked today and she seemed to genuinely want to know about my life so far. Sent her an e-mail back, so it's all cool.
For the exception of one, I have cool gay friends. This makes me wonder why people are so homophobic these days.
Lately I've been rereading my shojo mangas over and over (like my new Confidential Confessions:Deai and Peach Girl). And I've had a strong urge to watch old black-and-white movies on AMC and look at pop art. Odd ness....
Okay, I gotta go defeat the evilness known as math homework *shudders*. I swear, whoever invented maht homework must have really hated kids.
"It takes cool people to do stupid things. That's why it's cool" -Haruko
Anyway, Peace? loves!
Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking
Objective, honest, and credible
Intellectually curious, with many diverse interests
More inclined toward ideas than people
Fiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional
Time: 2:10 pm
Music: Save Me From Myself, Christina Aguliera
Mood: can be described in Cascada's "Miricle" and "Evangelion"
Hey people! So it's the weekend, and I have a feeling that this'll be one of my rare times to relax. The teachers are reered for us getting to work on GEPA come monday. But for the most part, I've been kept running around so that I haven't really gotten a chance to talk to all my older friends (lol, the "rising freshmen" as I call them).
Evan's been ignoring me lately. Like we havent talked like before. He usually texts me like three times in a row before he just doesnt reply again until I bring it up. But I've been reading the book he gave me in Augest (Artemis Fowl if anyone's wondering ^^) and it's pretty good. I miss talking to him.
Ahh well, at least there's Host Club to cheer me up. I heart Tamaki *grins*.
I was talking to N about our friend that "did it" (I agree with Vestque about the whole Lockdown incident, lol). She said that her soon-to-be-fifteen-year-old girlfriend of a year asked her to marry her. I was like ..... hmm, like Mamimi when Haruko first gave CPR to Naota in FLCL. Yeah, that's an accurate portrayl.
I have a sicking feeling that I'm gonna be behind everyone for the first time in my life. Like I'm gonna be the youngest (it almost never happens since my birthday's at the beginning of March) and just like a little sister to everyone. Yet, I'm the hit person to come to with a secret or problem. Go figure, huh?
Okay AMV and Quiz. Did everyone hear about the making of new Evangelion movies next year (it's on the main MyO site). I'm so happy cause "End" was sorta unclear to me.
You Are 32% Shy
You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.
You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.
Hey eveyone. For once, I'm in a pretty happy mood ^^. 'Twas the first day of school and all was well. It's weird cause this year they said that:
a) no longer will junk food be tolerated on school hours, except pizza, since they claim that it has *almost* all of the vital food groups in it.
b) my math teacher from 6th grade is my math teacher now.
c) it's the first effin day and already they have me sick of GEPA.
I'm probably gonna have to take it on my birthday (which just happens to be in GEPA week). Just my damn luck >>
The usual suspects were present, but I got some shocking news around lunchtime. This time I won't name names, but one of my best friends in the world that I love to death had lost her virginity. That's right, not only am I guyless but I'm most likely gonna be the lone virgin. Nah, things won't get that extreme, but it's weird knowing that she well did it. My thing with the whole sex thing is that I want to be sure that my partner really really loves me. Plus, I plan to hold out for as long as possible, cause virginity sure does get a pretty price tag to it.
There was specuation that this year would be dramaless. I say "WHO THE HELL SAID THAT?" Even though the main people that cause drama (hello, N) are in the other homeroom, that doesn't mean that things can't erupt. Add stress levels from GEPA to the mix and it probably won't be a pretty picture.
Been listening to love ballads (mainly the bubblegum kind and the punky kind) and busted out the Avril CDs. Also heard that today, Ms. Paris Hilton got arrested for DUIing it in Cali. That means she's going to the big house. I heard that and almost died of laughter. What a way to start the morning.
Time: 3:39 pm
Music: The Queen and I, Gym Class Heroes
Mood: rushed >>
+ Hey people. Wow I can't believe that school starts tomorrow already....AHHH ! ! All my freshmen friends (omg, that flowed. ew!) called me to tell me what high school. Some scorned that it was ever made and others seemed pretty nonchalent about it all, and that made me wonder. Is high school really that bad? I mean, sure beefy neanderthal seniors that smell like a jockstrap are nightmare material, but it can't be that bad right?
+ I was wondering what was wrong with Otaku.Com this weekend. I was like "OMG WTH HAPPENED TO IT? THE WORLD'S GOING TO END! !" Then I calmed myself down by making some toast and watching the latest Ouran Host Club episodes on YouTube. Then I come back to find it working (hallelujah!) and everyone's dubbing it "The Otakulypse". That kinda sounds like a bad episode of Bo-BoBo, *laughs*
+ The Crocodile Hunter died on Monday. A stingray pierced his heart when he was snorkling in Aulstralia. I saw it on lordsesshomaru's site and E! News roughly around the same time. I was shocked really. A moment of silence for him, please.
+ I'm kind of tired of hearing "SexyBack" now. *destroys TV*. It can get pretty effing annoying.
+Okay, chickadees. Now to bug my sister on if any neanderthals got to her today. Here's the Quiz and AMV.
Peace♥! (my new catchphrase)
You Are From Neptune
You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.