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Birthday 1993-03-08 Gender
Female Location in the world of anime Member Since 2005-10-15 Occupation loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name Cam
Achievements ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since a long time Favorite Anime Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals become the best otaku I can Hobbies being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents writing, being Gidgit
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Time: 8:06 am
Music: Black Horse And A Cherry Tree, KT Turnstall
Mood: spacing out.....zzzz
+ Wow I havent updated in a while. I've been really out and about lately, and the only break I get is in Creative Writing, and guess what? The Internet is barely working on my computer there >.<. So instead, I went and updated MyDearDiary.com [sorrys]. Oh, and I did write a lot on Thursday but there was a fire down the street from my apartment building, sooo the power was out.
+ Outside is like blech. Yesterday it rained in the afternoon but today is what I hate [ summer rain is on my list of favorite things]. The aftermath, and all the soggy wet stuff leftover. That sounds like my cereal and when my mom cooks leftovers. Ha, I'm such a poet.
+ Speaking of writing, I am officially finished with the ending for my writing project. Well since I finished it, I cant call it a writing project anymore. Now I shall call it, ahh......*thinks* how about Offbeat Fantasy Crap for now? That'll probably do. So...I'll tell you all about it later. Though, I really dont think I wrote a satisfying ending. Has anyone ever seen the anime Sorcerer Hunters? Well at the ending, everyone except Carrot wakes up in a different universe in another life, cause that evil dude with the bad hair kills them. Well my ending has my main couple in college and accidentally meet each other because they're past lives are in a book. It's pretty strange, but I think I wrote it soo wrongly. Ah well, thats why God created revision.
+ Well here's todays extras: the quiz, AMV, the goodbye. Au revior everyone! [haha and Cyberlove]
Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: Deer
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda
You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.
+ Hey everyone. Hmm just got an intersting call from my cell. So it's a sweltering 86 degrees here in Jersey [and I had to wait in the sun for the bus] and I came home and immediatly jumped into that cold shower [you know you'd take one too...]. Then faithful N called ASKING ME FOR A FAVOr!! She wanted me to 3way her and her gf in Flordia. Of course after the obnoxious silence had us going, she apologized. I'm just too wired up, so I made up some lame-ass excuse about finishing homework, and we humg up. Honestly, I'm tired of being so tolerant and quiet and such a wallflower when she prances along. God, I want to slam something into the wall now!!
+ School was better. In gym we went to the park across the street and ran two laps in the sweltering heat. Mind you, two laps was enough for my couch potato-butt to get a little strain in her muscles. At least I'm not like Andrew D, who was panting and about to cough out a lung after one puny lap. Then we got into a conversation about religion [I'm now thinking of going into full Athist mode] when dumb Andrew goes, "I don't believe in Mosis". WIhat the BOB?
+ I've been listening to a lot of The Offspring. The Greatest Hits album, cause they've got all the nice hits on there. Pretty Fly, Come Out and Play, The Kids Aren't Alright, Hit That. Alright, so what if I'm talking nonesense now? Im pretty bored. Let me go stick my head in the freezer before I melt. Cyberlove!
You Are Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream
You just don't know when you've had enough (or too much)!
+ Hey people. Wow it's almost June *^_^*. I'm sort of mad because my sister graduates from the hell of middle school early next month and I won't get out till the end of the month. Added to the fact most of my oter-state friends [ahem, Colorado] are already out. They still have to go back in Augest, but I'm still jealous nonetheless.
+ My hair looks like dog crap from me going *swimming* yesterday in the pool. Damn you, chlorine. Lately I've been listening to a lot of Liz Phair too, that's not a good sign. Mainly it's repeating my iPod to play yesterday's "Little Digger" cause that song makes me cry sometimes. I can relate to it so much.....sad huh? Makes me wanna crawl up with my teddy bear and watch Titanic.
+ Not much happening lately. I don't even know why I'm updating, since my comment box has been pretty much empty since of a few days ago, and nobody's online updating anyway. I guess it makes me feel calmed from my real life, blogging does. Like when I get frustrated with myself [like I am now] or feel like hitting something, I write. And write till that hand cramp turnes into a vessel popping in my hand. Writing's really the only thing I can see myself doing and actually enjoying. And blogging's just another form of that I guess.
+ Wow I really am talking to myself now. Happy Memorial Day, everyone, and let's see if my teacher will notice if I update in the middle of class like I'm infamous of doing lately. Cyberlove!
+Hey people. Wow can't believe the weekend's almost over already. Good thing tomorrow's Memorial Day. I'm spending a majority of my mini-vacation in the pool since the tempature's going through the roof this week [80's and 90's baby!]. That's what I call vacation weather.
+I changed the theme, if you haven't noticed. Hey I can't help it if I have the attention span of a knat sometimes [laughs]. Of course it's Bleach, and I havent really had that much exposure to it like the other themes. But I love the artwork cause it's just so urban and you know, eccentric even for an anime. In a lot of ways, it reminds me of Samurai Champloo. So yeah, I'm still on the lookout for funny avis so that'll defiatly change.
+Hmm....what's everyone doing today and tomorrow? I found where Darryl went: his family kidnapped him and went to Wildwood. That resort-beachy place down in Southern Jersey? That's the place. On another note, I really wanted to see the new X-Men movie that came out Friday. Sucks to be me at the moment, since I'm being dragged to do other things. *Sigh* What a drag.
+Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove! BTW, I love this song by Korn ^^.
+Hey people. Wow...I had a doctor's appointment today and I got my checkup. Yayness to no needles applying [this time, anyways]. I learned something new about myself today: I have a annoying habit to say really embarrassing things without thinking about it. Yeah, really. Like you know when you have to pee in that little cup thingy? Well I overdid it this time, like I peed more than halfway. Lol, it's actually one of those little milestones-of-life moments that'll get enged in my memory for all time. Or at least until tomorrow.
+I'm nearly done with my story. It's moving at an accomplishing rate. Like, another one of my characters was killed *sniff* and I actually grew to love her. I'll miss that girl, she was really a lot more mature than I intended.
+Hmm does anyone pay attention to the music that I listen to? Usually it depends on my mood on what song or type I listen to, which I think is the rule for a lot of music-lovers. Lol, like that joke that my friends made like, "Cameron's boyfriend is her iPod!" Lolz, isn't that the truth?
+It's burning hot in this apartment here. Maybe I'll go jump in the pool or something. Cyberlove!
You Were a Horse
You can't be fenced in - you long to run free.
You are good at overcoming obstacles and realizing your potential.
+Hey people. Hmm...N's up to her old tricks again today. The chick has been ignoring me for a good portion of the week, but then my good friend A.H. told me that N's been talking smack behind my back again. This time she's just real mad that Darryl's my bestest guy friend in the world [he was absent today, damnit >.<.] and that ever since we've been best friends, that I've been acting super phony. AS IF!! This girl is seriously asking for it.....
+I'm listening to this French radio station online that plays cool American music. It's weird, I'm only catching the names of artists and stuff. Now it's this boss-sounding chick with a nice raspy English accent, Corinne Bailey Mae. Long interesting name. Someday I want to travel abroad to places like England, France, Aulstralia, Tokyo. It'd be really cool.
+I was writing more today. One of my characters met his death...*sniff* The inspiration for that character, Kiba, came a lot from Nuriko from Fushigi Yugi. Like he's my favorite character cause 1) He's the coolest guy this side of the world!! And he's got that whole bitchy-girl-kind-of-a-lot-like-N thing going on. But Kiba actually isn't shallow. A lot of the characters joke and tease him about that he always talks like he has all the answers. And the main character's a catgirl. I know, if it wasn't a fantasy it wouldn't make any sense at all.
+I think having a blog is really good for you. I mean, the typing is total murder for people that can't type that well....but it lets you meet all these cool people like on here and you can rant about anything you want. I actually bore people to death with mine abou things that happened in my day and the random things that go on in my head. But the freedom of them....I've seen really cool-looking blogs that look nothing at all like this. It's amazing like I get the *starry-eyed* look. Lol.
+Ranting again. Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove! Hey maybe I should market that or something. Haha, just like Paris Hilton. "Cyberlove* will be the next *That's Hot*. Oh, my sides hurt from laughing at the thought.
Time: 4:47 pm
Music: My Happy Ending, Avril Lavigne
+Hey everyone. Hmm...I was reading that gbook refrence [thanx btw] and it read...*ahem* "I guess you like Utena...some people said it's nasty" WTBOB? Utena is something I guess people are turned off by due to the whole openness with UtenaXAnthy. Whatever, it isnt total overpowering Yuri love in there. At times, Utena can have that cheezy 90's anime humor [good thing those days are over] but otherwise it's really revolutionary. Kinda like Evangelion is/was.
+There are so many trips that everyone's rearing for now that there's only 5-4 more weeks of school. The 3rd, my Quest teacher wants to the C Aquarium. N wants to go touch all the sharks, I'm thinking they'll go all Sopranos on us and bite her dumb hand off. Haha, funny violent image comes to mind. Blank......And also, my creative writing class is mucho tiny [*ahem* 20 6-8 kids] is going with the Music and Drama majors to DORNY PARK!! There's a $20 fee, but roller coasters and pigging out on bad hamburgers are definatly my summer love.
+My mom made me MAD today. I *accidentally* spilled black cherry soda on her white plush dining room chairs. And I sort of got really emotional over it. *Thinks* I let Evil Cam take over again. This morning I was better and back to Normal Cam, but my mom was like "If you kill yourself, it's a sin to God and you'll go straight to Hell." WTBOB? First of all, I'm not the one that's gonna go there if she gets married again, and had a child out of wedlock. But that thought right there...I think I'm gonna go completely atheist on her ass. No not liturally. But really damn close >.<.
+Let me go to deal with my chores. Cyberlove! And goodbye to KuramasGirl. She's shutting down her site in 1-2 days. *sniff* Byez!
Your Blog Should Be Red
Your blog is full of intensity and passion.
You are very opinionated - and people love or hate you for it.
You have the potential to be both a famous and infamous blogger.
-Hey people. N's at school now, which is pretty brave on her part. I had to keep an eye on her around here seeing as how that other girl, F was looking for another round. find this pretty stupid. Why do it again? But then again, I guess she's that kind of girl. All I know is that N's sticking around for a while, like it or not. Up for interpitation.
-Today was pretty relaxing, to say the least. Wish all Mondays were like this. In the morning, I reread my copy of Princess Ai, Vol.3 and watched a funny movie in First-Period Science about animal abuse in the form of a corny Matrix parody. The Meatrix [my teacher was trying to scare us into becoming vegetarians 0_o. Scary. And we finished up the filming just now for the Creative Writing project. Fun fun.
-My writing's going pretty good, btw. If I talk about it or show another person while I'm working about it, then I lose interest. I'll write about it after I'm done. But right now, it's looking at being a long novella-short novel. Whew, maybe I'm not that revolutionary as I thought.
-Better get off before I run out of time now. Cyberlove!
Your Deadly Sins
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%
You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek.
Time: 12:32 pm
Music: I Like The Way You Move, OutKast
-Hey people. Well I am still pretty worried about N. Her girlfriend Jaime emailed me and told me that she's alright though. I was seriously scared for her, but im not sure if she's gonna make an apperarence at school tomorrow, or the week for that matter. I'm seeing that the police take care of this from here on out.
-On the other hand, my mom and I were looking at a house [we're trying to move]. It's in the nice quiet town of P-Town, which is still in Jersey. I wouldn't mind living there, cause I'd have the attic rooms and it's like a mini apartment in itself. All the house needs is some serious TLC and it'd be up-to-date.
-I cant believe its almost June already! I cannot wait for the summer, all the beach and me [finally] learning how to swim and all that good stuff. Did you know there's only 78 days in summer? Or something like that, I read it in a magazine once. Anyways, I also like summer cause theres all this freedom. And plus I'm always doing something like vacation or whatever. Fun fun fun.
-Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove! And I also passed the 12K mark.
Your Birth Month is March
You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.
Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.
Your soul reflects: Respect, desire, and generosity
-Kay, I dont have long [as usual]. It's the end of Creative Writing and we just got done videotaping for the day. Whoop. Anyways, the biggest news story of the day. Of course it involves our favorite troublemaker, the infamous N. What happened now, you ask? Just read on.
-Today an eighth-grader by the name of F was messing with N in the morning. Critisism is so bad, that poor N was redused to tears. My sources tell me that she then called her mom and told the principal. Moments later, N was then found in the principal's office. To fill in the time gap, N's mom went straight ghetto on us. She called the N's aunt and they came to the school together. They went to get F from class and beat her up. N was a good girl and kept out of it. But her mom and aunt totally beat her. N, I mean.
-Honestly nobody saw that coming. It was so surreal. That was just so crazy it was worth sneaking on to tell you all.
-Here's today's AMV. I'm just too wound-up right now to talk about much else. Cyberlove!