AIM madhattergirl02 E-mail Click Here Yahoo! Messenger Lovelesskat13
Birthday 1993-03-08 Gender
Female Location in the world of anime Member Since 2005-10-15 Occupation loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name Cam
Achievements ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since a long time Favorite Anime Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals become the best otaku I can Hobbies being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents writing, being Gidgit
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Time: 6:35 pm
Music: Pretty Fly [for a white guy], The Offspring
-Hey people. I'm sneaking again...God I'm such a bad girl. There's just that today I was pretty much up-and-down. Damn math class. Anyways, I thought it'd be good to update today. My mom's out at work again [I need to get paid badly, I'm so BROKE!!] and my brother's being an idiot so there's no way he'll catch me.
-There was an Invention Convention thing at my old elementary school today, so N was absent for most of the day. So what if she's gonna be on television, I've been on it too. But mostly it's been same-old, same here. Blah really. Haha!
-I'm pretty much just waiting for the weekend. This week seemed to go really fast for me, which is a good thing. I'm sick right now, so getting better faster is a good thing in my book. Cyberlove!
You Are Likely an Only Child
At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.
At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.
When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.
In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.
Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.
You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.
-Hello everyone. I kinda have a quesy stomach so I'm at home by myself.....and we all know thats the cue for updating. Thanx for the comments, it was weird that I have the same opinion on things as older people do [thanks for the compliment, Elves!]. Do I really seem older? Wow that's an odd thouught. Heh just thinking about it makes my head spin even more.
-Well I really don't like the alcohalic thing because mainly, of my dad. He's an alcohalic, and it got really bad when I was about...actually, it was the beginning of last year. He never hit us, just he'd say things and yell at us. But he's gotten a lot better since, and he's still a great dad. Not like my brother's asshole dad....that's a different story altogether. On a side note, I got my new glasses yesterday and a swimsuit from Target. My glasses are really cool, and the swimsuit's a little different than what I normally get. But ah well, live with what you have right?
-Alright here's a list of the opinions I have that have been suggested by my...MyO friends.
-Music: I like listening to music, a lot. My iPod is my boyfriend, Lol. But I'm not really crazy about the music that rules my area, rap. Most of it's just a bunch of shit about having sex and basically a lot of violence. Now if my generation could have a lot more common sense [a little 4th grader from my school is recently missing, she left school grounds by herself and hasn't been found], then maybe people wouldn't look down at us like that.
-Racism: Stupid, dumb, ignorant, etc. The next time someone calls me some racist label again, I'm going to kick out the K49 and murder them. Who the hell gives you a right to decide what I am? And I'm not just one thing either. Does it really threaten people that I'm a black girl and I actually want to be something when I get older? Just saying.
-MySpace: I can't bag on it without feeling a little guilty. I use MySpace, it's how I communicate with my friends outside school. It's easy, convenient, and not that hard to apply. But the media sees a few insidents with some kids that just don't care, and all of a sudden it's not safe. Sure, we're wrong being nowhere near 14 and still we use it, but we're careful. We look after each other. And it's not like we just add anyone on there [not even Moe]. That's why they have the "Friends Only" and "Private" settings.
-Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove! And I think my punishment should be over soon. At least I hope.
You Are a Schoolgirl!
You're not quite as wild as a "kogyaru", but with your short plaid skirt
and silly white socks, you're still a sexual fetish object.
You can usually be seen hanging out in the girly section of the video game places,
collecting photobooth stickers of you and your friends. You may not be as innocent as you look.
Did those vending machine panties once belong to you?
Time: 5:46 pm
Music: The Sun Always Shines on TV, Milk Inc.
-Hey people! Wow today was pretty mellowed-out type of crazy. You ever get those days? Well I went to the library and rented out these two books that I've been dying to read since forever. And there was this sort of dtreet festival for the Harley Davidson near my dad's house. All day there was the smell of booze [which I absolutely hate >.<] and those roaring beasts. I walked around with my sisters mostly and we saw some of her friends. It was fun, I think.
-There isn't really much to report on for today to tell you the truth. I was looking at Full Metal Panic AMVs earlier today...so I guess that was a clue that I was in a good-ish mood. Sweetness. But I guess I'm just trying to make sense of things that have been happening, I'm not exactly freaking out over the whole N-touching-me thing that happened yesterday. Weirdness, I know, but something just isn't clicking. Like I really don't have any problem with homosexuality. It's normal, and not at all a problem, just as long as it's not thrown in my face constantly.
-Same goes with religion. How many times I've been called a "Saitan Worshiper" I'm not going to share, but it's just really shallow and shit. I mean, Wiccans DO NOT celebrate whatever evil beings uptight assholes believe in, and no burning of those people that believe in anything else, or that are actual Satianists. [Yeah, they exist]. It's just that the constant accusations and nagging gets to a person, yknow?
-On a completely different note, I think it would be cool to be like an advice colunist. THat would be a really cool job to me, cause then you're helping people and stating your opinion all at once. That's really inspiring to me, you know? Too bad nobody asks for my opinion on anything [sniff].
-N's bugging me for another reason. She says that I've completely wasted my year at school, cause I didn't go through with this program at the beginning of the year. She swears that now I cannot get into a good high school, since you can't do anything next year as an eighth-grader, except run for president. I actually want to do that though. But she's so uptight in that way, I guess that's why a lot of people are turned off by her. She can be a real pain in the ass. Grr.
-Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove!
You Are a Frappacino
At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Time: 6:13 pm
Music: Untitled [How Could This Happen To Me?], Simple Plan
-Hey people. Well it's the weekend [finally, right??] and that means I'm gonna be on the comp, but don't tell my mom! So today was my homeroom teacher, Ms K's birthday, so we loaded up on the food. There was ice cream [that really good kind by Turkey Hill that has all three in one], two cakes and some cookies. And lots of sprinkles. There was a lot of sprinkles.
-It's actually weird being on now. N and me were goofing off today...but she was doing weird things when we were flipping through mags in socials studies and listening to my iPod. She was, well touching me a lot. Like her hand was almost always on my shoulders and her knee on mine. I kind of moved a bit and she just smozzed right there next to me. I actually kind of put off telling you guys this but I've known it for a while. N's a lesbian, with a girlfriend and everything. Maybe this is why she acts like such a bitch sometimes [or most times, as I yawn in this blog]. She wrote me a note before saying that she had a crush on me, and that's when she came out. Personally, I never would have known since N seems like the preppiest smart girl you ever saw.
-I'm not homophobic or anything, I actually get along with N's girlfriend Jaime. She's a total sweetheart...but she lives all the way in Flordia so she and N are doing the long-distancing thing. Hah, I want to see how that's gonna turn out, especially in the summer.
-Maybe I should go see someone, I've been really really super tired lately. It's gotten to the point that I'm taking an average of two naps a day, nodding off around math and when I get home and completely zonking out for two to three hours. It could be that I'm completely oversleeping that could be the pronlem. Well I'm getting suger high as we *speak* to see what the problem is.
-Here's today's quiz and AMV. More of my Jersey lifestyle tomorrow, promise. Can't wait for the new Naruto dub, that's my favorite anime at the moment. After Sakura cut her hair, I had a lot more respect for her. Though I was looking up spoilers on the 'Net [thanks, Google] and it's so sad what happens to Team 7. Not that I'm gonna ruin it for all the die-hard fans or anything. All I'm saying is a death's gonna hit them hard and Orochimaru or whatever-his-name-is [he looks like a ninja MJ]'s gonna be sticking around for a while. Cyberlove!!
You Should Be Fashion Designer
Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends
You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!
-Hey people. Wow I feel like nobody even noticed I was gone *sniff* Just because I'm grounded doesnt mean that I don't sneak on for five minutes to check my email and blogs [note it's plural]. So yeah....I'm still grounded sadly but otherwise everything is everything. Again, I'm not sure when's the next time I'll update is, good thing we were working on the laptops today.
-I've been really tired lately. Maybe it's because now that my mom is working the 6-10 at the mall, things have slowed down a bit. Mostly all my brother does is blast these has-been rap stars from his stereo upstairs and I'm watching those crazy reruns of over-the-top MTV shows. I know, I know, I'm a loser without my electronic communication. So sue me, huh?
-Glad everyone'e enjoying the new theme. I was already thinking about the next one, but I probably will keep this one for a while. So don't get too excited, alright?
-Damn. I'd better get off before my teacher gets suspicious. Cyberlove!
Your Personality Is
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
-Hey everyone. Really really uber sorry that I havent been updating. Hate to be the bearer of bad news, but I'm grounded from using the computer at my mom's house. Meaning now I cant update during the week unless I'm at my dad's or a friend's or school. I know, its a total bummer to me too. And all cause my stupid Spanish teacher just had to give me a damn C for her class. Well my mom's pissed about that part too, since she kept referring to me as a he after mommy told her I was completely missing the Y chromosone. Damn teachers.
-Speaking of my mom, she has a new part-time job at this ritzy mall here in Jersey. The store? Banana Republic...*cue for laughter*. The really good thing is that I get paid 10% of her salery...so it's $34 to watch my annoying little brother. That's on top of the $5-$20 allowence I normally get. This is super good since I'm really broke right now. I cant even pay my library late fees right now. Lolz
-A lot of people I know at school are getting MySpace now, and it sort of bothers me. It seems like they're just getting it for the exposere and that everyone else has one and they're followers. And then their sites seem more like a personal ad than a site. My best friend Moe's site makes her seem like a complete slut than a really sweet girl. Good thing she has me on her Top 30 to make sure things stay good.
-I'm worried about my other friend, D.F.. I love her like crazy and I seriously want to steal her eyelashes....[dont ask]....but she's been IMing me all week and the things she says are really bothering me. Like how her dad just goes out and doesnt even come back till the next afternoon. And her family thinks she's just kidding when she tells them she tried to kill herself more than once. It makes me realize I'm lucky. Most of my friends dont even go anywhere for vacation.
-Here's today's AMV. I'll try to update as soon as I can. Has anyone read the new Gravitation novel yet? I saw that and one for Love Hina and thought it was interesting. Cyberlove!
Time: 4:34 pm
Music: In The Shadows, The Rasmus [AGAIN!!]
-Hey everyone. Wow I'm so glad that everyone likes my new there ^^. It took me a while to find the right stuff, but I had used this background before [does anyone remember?]. I like using dark bgs because then I can actually see all of the writing that are in like the gbook and stuff. Are there any real Utena fans? It's a really really good anime, so I really do recommend it if you're into those revolutionary animes. Oops, no pun intended.
-So today was N's birthday. She says this weekend her dad's coming up from South Jersey and taking her and a two other girls and just spend a day shopping in this ritzy mall by my dad's house. I'm thinking if we go along with it, then that way I can get her a gift and vice versa. Good deal?
-I really dont understand some things. Especially why there are people that are soo obsessed with race. Like at my school it's always "White people, Black people...." After a while it gets a lot of annoying. Can't people focus on things other than race? Its really small and stupid, to judge someone just because of their race. I mean, it shouldn't matter if the person is black, blue, orange, green, even a rainbow. If you enjoy the company of that person, there's no reason to be so racist.
-That's the rant I have for today. Here's the AMV, and I really hope you enjoy the theme. Cyberlove!!
Your Lucky Underwear Is Red
You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.
You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.
When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.
So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!
-Hey people! Well I changed the theme today, as you probably could tell. The anime is the revolutionary shouji-ai, Revolutionary Girl Utena. in Otaku language, it's the Gravitation but with girls. Right now, I'm on the Black Rose saga, on episode 23. I can't reveal anymore [unless you people want some spoilers teehee] but yeah.
-Sorry I'm updating so late. I've been out all day and I'm super uber tired. I took like a two-hour nap after we came home, and that's added to the time that we were in the car and I was completely zonked out. Whew, testing really hurts my brain. Oh, tomorrow's N's birthday, she's turning 13 everyone. *scattered applause* Wow, thats sad. Ah well, she still hasn't given me a birthday present so until it happens I'm not getting her one either. Just that simple.
-I'm gonna go eat dinner now. Tell you all about the end of Testing tomorrow and everything. Cyberlove!
Your Theme Song is Groove is in the Heart by Dee-lite
"We're going to dance
And have some fun"
For you, life should be one huge party...
And even though it's not, you tend to dance your troubles away!
-Hey people. N's been acting weird lately, and its weird cause her birthday's on Thursday and her girlfriend-yes, girlfriend-Jaime said that she thought N wasn't telling her everything. That material-wise, N really seemed to have it together. I've had my other friends come up to me and tell me that even her MySpace seems a little misleading. Like in the intro, she goes to say that " don't like haters, posers, phoney people, and procrastinators. I hate LIARS also. Okay, maybe I shouldn't say that, I've told a few lies before but they were kind of for a good casue, but still bad. Anywho--" Um...newsflash hon. Theres a word for people like you. It's called HYPOCRITE.
-The Terra Nove was super easy, which in my book is always good. Oh, I went to Sixth Period Gym early, right [it's right after lunch, so its no biggie] and the teacher, 6"8 Mr C told me and about more than half the class to sit on the side and then write our names so he'd know. The rest of the class [N, the teacher's pet, among them] had a free period, and usually all I did was sit on the side and talk. After class, Mr C said that next time, he'd talk to the disapline adviser and try to push for detention or suspension. What the hell? So next time, I'll get suspended for getting to class early? That's like in Spanish when Moe almost got detention for reading a book. People these days....
-Okay, I'm in a name-dropping mood. I just didn't realize how many stupid things happened today until I wrote them down here. I know I'm late and everything, but I started reading Loveless Vol. 1 today. At first I thought Soubi was just a total child molester [MJ anyone?] and the fighting system confused me. But him and Ritsuka make a kawaii couple...and Ritsuka is just like Ed. They're both total shrimps, lol. I thought that was a funny thought.
-Here's todays AMV. Happy dayz everyone, and well....don't talk to strangers? Whatever. Cyberlove!
You Are Italian Food
Comforting yet overwhelming.
People love you, but sometimes you're just too much.
Time: 5:25 pm
Music: Til I Get Over You, Michelle Branch
-Hi everyone. I'm not 100% better since yesterday, but at least I'm not stuck in one place. I'm a little better if things help. I feel sort of helpless in this sense, but heartbreak is a hard thing to deal with. I never really thought about it before, because I never really let anyone love me before maybe. I mean, he was the first person that I thought that I really loved outside of my family. It hurts to let him go.
-I've been fooling around with stuff, I think I want to change the layour soon. I'm just so bored with it a lot, that's why the anime changes. And don't be too sad, most likely it'll be rotated and chosen again. Who knows?
-I'm taking the Terra Nova's starting tomorrow and to Friday? We all know how much I hate testing, but it has to be done. Just thinking about that too, it makes me realize that we have one more small month of school after May. It's so sad, but then again I love the freedom that you get along with summer, yknow? It's almost like you can do possibly anything that you want, lolz.
-Here's today's AMV. There's a new episode of Super Gals! that's calling my name. Cyberlove!