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Monday, September 18, 2006

Revolutionary Girl Utena is love.
Revolutionary Girl Utena is too much love!
Music: The Mixed Tape, Jack's Mannequin
Lesson Of The Day: Don't listen to your heart, cause it'll just mess things up

Hey everyone. Today was alright I guess...I was quite pissed this weekend cause my dad effin treats me like a two year old. A little sample of what happened: he told me to get off of the phone with my mom to do something stuupid (wash one little dish). All that bastard knows how to do is yell, he doesn't know how to sit down and talk to people. Yeah, I'm not sure if I'm gonna go visit him this weekend. S'cha, its not like I'll be crying over it.

I have a predicament, and I've been putting off blogging this. I got a text last night right before I went to bed....it was from my ex/bestest-guy-buddy-since-Darryl called J. He sent me an mp3 ( a cruddy one but still one nonetheless) of the song "Cold, Crossfade". I was all gaspy and dorkish over it, cause that's like our song. I broke up with J for some loser....it only lasted like the summer with the new guy (whose name wont even pass my fingertips). Then I send a text back (omg, this is like our song or something?) and he replies like twenty minutes later (i g2g i c u 2mrow baby). That had me going from like 10 last night to all day. I've been thinking about it, wondering if it meant anything.

First of all, he's my ex but my head and my heart feels like it's trying to tell me, "Eff it, he's totally compatable and that's all that matters. JUST GO OUT WITH HIM !!". But then some dark and gloomy voice is saying with a sad smile, "He has a girlfriend. He's happy, and you're the one holding on to a slim chance that he still likes you. Face is Cameron, you're just desperate and stuck on the past. Get over it!!". I don't know which voice to listen to, so instead I'll just listen to cheezy romantic songs and wait things out.

My mom got me the soundtrack to Step Up, the movie. She also got me FutureSex/LoveSounds. AHHH, my mommy is the bestest.

Here's today's AMV and Quiz.
x-o-x Gidgit

In my mind/I'll always be his lady...In my mind/I'll always be his girl...." Heather Headley, In My Mind

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay

"Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah they were all yellow"

You're so in love, it's like a drug.

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