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Birthday 1993-03-08 Gender
Female Location in the world of anime Member Since 2005-10-15 Occupation loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name Cam
Achievements ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since a long time Favorite Anime Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals become the best otaku I can Hobbies being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents writing, being Gidgit
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
-Hey people. I was just checking my MyDearDiary.Com and one of my online friends,Audrey was talking about that it's been six months since she tried to commit suicide. I mean when anyone, whether I know them like myself or not, talk about comittting suicide, I get this really sad feeling in my chest. It just feels so wrong, mainly since I guess I know what that feels like and everything. Since I was depressed and shit last year, and I dont want that to happen to other people. And well...I guess I wear my heart on my sleeve or something since I always tell people what Im feeling. That's just who I am. And it may get me into trouble sometimes, but where would I be if that wasnt something I took pride in?
-The weather was really spring-ish and warm, like about 65 degress or something. Well I'm totally gonna stand out tomorrow, since I'm wearing my new denium blue-and-yellow- Converse and my capris, and just about every other girl at my school will be wearing a miniskirt. I dont get that, but who cares? I like standing out [cue for laughter].
-I've been listening to that Nickelback song again [Savin Me, mainly from watching that AMV from yesterday *drools over Sasuke*], man that is one really emotional song. Maybe its just me but it matched perfectly with everything in the viewing, the emotion, the tone....okay am I boring some people now? And so sorry to offend some Yuki fans yesterday [mainly ElvesAteMyRamen] by saying that I dont like Yuki. You could say he just PISSES ME OFF for no reason. I mean, why cant he and Kyo just get along? And I never really cared for the uptight, mature guys much. I think thats why I like Haru *swoons* so much. BTW, what anime character would you guys marry? Just a thought....
-I've blabbed enough methinks. Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove!!
Xo gidgit Xo
-Hey all! So I really didnt expect to change the site this early but Chii was just too adorable ^_^. I really love what CLAMP did to her character, she's one of my favorites. And well thanx foor the comments for yesterday's post. The party was a lot of fun and all, but a lot of people [like ElvesAteMyRamen and LS] were concerened with the fact that I may change the person that I am. That's actually something I never want to happen, since I actually like the dork that I am [lol im a total goofball] and when i try to see myself as something else, I feel ready to puke. Lol I just wish everyone was as comfortable as me.
-I'm currently in a writing slump [my brain's been mush for a while] so lately I've been doing super reading, manga and Western styled. I like how other people refer to us as Westerns, it sounds so mature and cool *starry eyes*. And well....I just finished reading Fruits Basket, Vol. 10 and it was so...sad. Personally I think Tohru, Yuki, and Akito should all be burned in hell and my friends can fight for Kyo, bt my main Fubura guy would definatly be Hatsuharu. He's the most badass one. I dont know, I'm usually a fangirl for the cool, dreamy poserboy-for-badass ones. Like Haru and Sasuke [SASUKE IS MINE DAMMIT, THE REST OF YOU BACK OFF!! *foams at the mouth*]. Man they are hott!!
-This brings up a funny story [since the guy in the back is bored as hell]. I was in a chatroom on Tagged.Com and there was this guy with my name, Cameron for those who dont know. And well I got an IM from this other girl who's totally interrigating me for no flipping reason. Well long story short, Cameron 2 turned out to be her guy and she totally thought we were trying to hook up behind her back. I mean, the guy lives in some random city in the middle of nowhere and I didnt even know him. This makes me think, would I ever be that crazy if my imaginary boyfriend ever came to life? Eh, I wouldnt go crazy everytime he chatted with some random girl. But at least both of them backed off when I was honest with them and myself.
-Okay enough of my babble. And since I love you all so much, I'm posting two AMVs. The first is the hilarious one called "Date Rape" and it features FullMetal Alchemist. Man it's pure ROTGLMAO funny. And the second one is the song I'm currently obsessing over, Savin' Me, Nickelback. So enjoy and have a good day! Cyberlove!!
Xo gidgit Xo
Time: 11:35 am
Music: none [bored azz hell for it]
-Hey people! Sorry for not updating in a few days [all the days seem mushed together now, dont they?]. Yay to the warm weather soon to come and all, but I want it to hurry up already. It's so confusing when you switch seasons and all, because you never know how to react. I went to the mall and got some spring/summer stuff. I barely see any winter stuff anymore, which is a good thing.
-The party was so much fun, lol. We prank-called people, ate until we were pretty much bloated lol. And we fell asleep around 4 or later on Sunday watching the Texas Chainsaw Massacure. Oh and N made these really nasty oatmeal facial masks that actually worked. My face was supersoft when I washed it off. Oh and it defiantly wouldn't be a party without the DDR matches! Oh man, I think that was my favorite part next to the Truth Or Dare. No comment on that, though!
-Lately, I've been thinking on how to imporve myself. Cause it seems like I'm this dull erson that seems to be fading into the background lately. Cause it seems like I've been crying for just random reasons that fall into my head as I go along [like this morning when my mom was going on about something that happened Saturday, pre-party]. And everyone seems to talk to me or communicate to me like I'm flippin' three yrs old. I mean, COME ON!! Anyone that sees my picture on MySpace says I look like a 9 yr old in the face but I guess that I cant complain with that. And I'm stating to exercise more, so I wont be all flabby and gross come spring break or N's bday party in May. Of course, it's at the hotel and most people from school will be there [Darryl says he might come, I wanna see him in his swimtrunks *winkiwnk*] so I'm excited about that. I really need to kick my ass into shape, lol.
-Here's today's AMV. Sorry I updated so early [I'm in my lunch period at school] but I'll be really busy after school with stuff. Cyberlove and see you tomorrow [or whenever].
Xo gidgit Xo
-Hullo everyone. Sorry I'm updating so late, I've been busting my ass cleaning my house for the last few hours. My arms feel sort of sore but that's alright. Oh today was actually a fun day. See, we ordered Chinese food for lunch, and everyone else was jealous since they had stupid little fishsticks . Lol they were trying to come in the classroom and take our food cause the cafeteria food totally sucked. But man, I still have a lot of food left and it's still good. Hmm, maybe after this I should go on a diet? I hope I'm not getting too fat....
-Anywayz, I've been listening to this song a lot lately. Well mainly because I was looking at the AMV of the Day and I found it totally by accident. The AMV was awsome [it's Inuyasha, btw] and the song goes so well with it. See it for yourself below. And so, it fits a lot with the writing project I'm doing currently. It's really confusing to explain here, so I'll tell about it when I'm done.
-And I was thinking about me and Darryl. Like as a couple like. Which is weird since I didnt think of him as boyfriend material before. And he's already my best dude friend and everything, so its not like this came from nowhere. I've always loved him, in a way. But this is sortof a different kind of love. But we all know that I get crushes on everyone and they go on-off throughout my young life. Ah, sometimes I think my mind just likes torturing me for fun. This would be so much easier if I had a boyfriend already, like a real hug-me-love-me-like-crazy-shit boyfriend. Whatever that is.
-Well here's today's AMV. Cyberlove everyone!
Xo gidgit Xo
Time: 2:39 pm
Music: Cry Me A River, Justin Timberlake [no laughing]
-Hey everyone. Hmm yesterday was pretty fun [though it may sound a little boring here]. See me, mommy and my lil bro went to the Eye Doctor and they put these nasty looking/smelling/etc. eyedrops in my eyes. The first one stinged really bad and the second did nothing but irritate. And afterwards we went to Friday's and I swear, it was like I was on the 'shrooms or something. Everything was blurry and numb and just...distorted would be the best word. Lol, it was sooo funny.
-I've been thinking a lot about pairings. It was mainly because of last night, my dream was entirely from Sakura [Naruto]'s POV. And it was soooo weird, since a thought occured to me. Sasuke's so hott that he could shag Naruto, Sakura, Kakashi and maybe even the other characters and we would all still love him. So yea, pretty much he could be in any pairing and we would still love him. Is that weird? Because mainly, the pairings are the rational and hetrosexual ones, though I do have some favorites that are homosexual. Like for instance, everyone knows one of the best homosexual pairings are ShuichiXYuki from Gravitation. For Naruto, I guess I mostly go for the ones that circle around Naruto, Sasuke and Sakura mostly. And with Inuyasha, I am an avid InuyashaXKagome fangirl. I ABSOLUTELY HATEHATEHATE KIKYO!!!! And some occasional MirokuXSango is thrown in there to keep me happy.
-Most of the time I dont understand the off-the-wall pairings, like Sesshomaru and Kagome for instance. I just dont see any connection between them. Like at all. And I can sort of see the SesshomaruXKagura thing [since she does stalk him] and SessXRin is completely alright in my book. But others.....grr my brain hurts just thinking about them.
-Sorry dedicating this post to pairings from selected animes. I should make a list or something. Well here's today's AMV. Seeya tomorrow [or whenever, you know me]. Cyberlove!!
XO gidgit Xo
-Hey everybody. Wow this song is really freakin' awsome [yay for iTunes radio ^^], I am a Yellowcard fan actually. But enough about me, how's everyone today? I'm actually happy to report nothing out of the ordinary happened today. Except at lunch when Renee did some sort of Matrix-y backflip off the bench and hit herself flat on her back. I think I saw her stop in midair just like the real Matrix, but no worries since she's alright. But man, that was ROTFLMAO funny ^_^.
-I was looking for today's AMV and there's this really funny one for Rurouni Kenshin, and the song's to Juelz Santana, The Whistle Song. OMG, it's flippin' hilarious. Actually, it's odd for me seeing AMVs with rap songs. Its not that I dont like rap music, but that most of the time the magical AMV makers can't make a good AMV to save their lives. It comes out sooo horrible it makes me want to save the anime from humiliation. It kind of reminds me of the sad animes that evil 4Kids get into their cold, dead fingers.
-Okay, rant over. I'm actually going pretty good with after what happened with N last Thursday. Seems like things cooled down, cause she called me and told me that she was really sorry and still wanted to be my friend and etc. My mommy said I was being a good friend but I feel like all I ever do is mess things up. Am I really doing the right thing? I honestly dont want her at my party Saturday because of how everyone else is going to react but her mom may not even let her come. Hope things work out for her with that.
-Here's today's AMV. It's so sad, but the song matches the AMV. Hey, any other Eminem fans here? Well anyway....Hope everyone has a good day. Cyberlove!
Xo gidgit Xo
Time: 3:40 pm
Music: Numb, Linkin Park [luv that band ^^]
-Hey everybody. Thank you soooo much for all the supportive comments, now I dont think my idea to get N to splitsville wasnt such a bad idea. I'm really glad for the support, it helped me a lot...so THANKS for everyone that helped and commented/emailed/or whatever. It really means a lot to me.
-Well my bday party is happening at my house this Saturday [I know it's late, but i'm a busy person so it got pushed back a lot]. It's gonna be so much fun, I can hardly wait ^_^. I'm really excited, and everyone's gonna be there [Renee, Moe, Rachel and Kayla, etc] heehee. I'm personally ready for a bunch of 13-yr-old girls suger high and ready to annoy the hell out of my mom. That's alway's fun, lol.
-If you haven't heard the news, here it is [thank you LS]. Adult Swim will start airing Inuyasha again on Saturdays, starting the 25th, with back-to-back episodes of the episodes 127 and 128. This is fantastic news to me *does ancient rain-dance* because 128 is the episode of the school festival in Kagome's time and I totally wanted to see that. The commercial for it looked LMAO funny.
-Hi everyone. I'm not 100% better since something else came up [unusually it's late *hinthint*]. I emailed K-chan [thankies for the hugs I need them] about it and she made me feel better. To sum it up for those who couldnt get to the link [i apologize really] here's the short version. N was in a bitch mood and basically took her anger out on me...AGAIN. And this time, I really turned against myself. MyO family, I believed the things that N was throwing at me and I went into a depression at school. I think I cried like 10+ times since Thursday. And if anyone was my friend, they wouldnt make me cry like that.
-So that's it. She's just not my friend anymore. No more of her making me feel like shit, no more having her talk to me when she wants to, no more of her liturally making me tired by just being near me. Im so sick of it. So from this moment onward, N is officially not my friend or even acquaintace anymore. So that's that.
-I still feel a little hole of emptiness in myself and it sucks really. I guess I've got a long way to go. Well here's todays AMV. I'll try to update more when I feel 100% better. Right now, I'm like 47% there.
Xo gidgit Xo
-Hi everyone. Im not in a good mood and I dont really want to retype everything. So I suggest [please please] going to the following site.
http://pageboygirl123.mydeardiary.com/ [the first one @ top]
That's my MyDearDiary.Com blog, and everything's in there. So sorry today's not my day, but I really will properly post tomorrow. Right now, I need to cool my head. I feel like shit, and please tell me I dont deseve what I heard and saw today. Cyberlove.
Xo gidgit Xo
-Hullo people! Wow today was pretty exhausting, mentally and physically. All the teachers wanted reports done and it was almost driving me CRAZY!! And there was this whole fiasco cause Darryl got dumped by his *sweetheart* R.W. I was totally pissed, cause she didnt even do it to his face, she asked James H. to do it for him. She said "I dont like the way you dress..,etc. You need to be more like every other guy. I think that's a true trucload of bullshit, to tell you the truth. Like all yesterday, Darryl went on a eating rampage again [codeword for something was wrong]. I wanted to take R.W. and ram her ugly face in. Needless to say, just about the entire grade was thinking like me. So HA, she just lost a great guy!!
-*yawn*, it may not seem very much for someone say in high school [i'm a mesely seventh-grader mind you] but it's still nice to have somewhere to put all this excess energy. I can't wait for the weekend, because everyone'd be done with GEPA [the 8th graders] and life would pretty much be back to *normal* again. I'm just really worried aboutDarryl is all. He's one of my best friends after all.
-Here's today's AMV. Cyberlove, people!
Xo gidgit Xo