Thursday, August 11, 2005

shorter post than usual

Okay… What happened to nice, understanding sitcom mothers who say Oh as long as your comfortable, wear what you want. ^^” -_______- My mom just called me (around 9:00 Wednesday night) and said that around 11 my dad was coming home from work to take me to Wal*Mart to go shopping (bleh) for an outfit to wear on Friday (the day of my school orientation) and she was basically PLANNING out my effing outfit!! And I quote: “Just try to find some pink socks and a pink shirt to wear under that hoodie you just got, and some cute shoes. Just get something that‘s not all ‘doom-and-gloom’.” What the hell? The only pink I have worn since I was little were the pink fishnets I borrowed from Jen and… I had pink hair in fifth grade. I think that is it…yes… But anyway, she hates the way I am. She just doesn’t get, no matter how many times I try to tell her, that not everyone thinks like she does or likes what she thinks they’ll like! She is getting so close-minded even my dad is noticing! I detest life so much sometimes it’s pathetic. I sound like the stereotype (see I can’t even spell that word) of a “goth” (hate that word too, but I use it. Damn hypocrisy…I cant even escape it) when I say this, but no one likes to accept what they think is stupid. Like my mom, she won’t accept me or what I like b/c she hates it. She won’t stop insulting me or my likes b/c she hates it. I’m ready to scream. In fact I think I will. Nope…nothing. Hopefully shopping with my dad, he’ll understand b/c he usually does when it comes to this issue, and let me get what I feel comfortable in. I doubt I’ll find anything at Wal-fucking-mart but I’ll try. Nothing much else… Maybe I’ll spray my hair with my fabulous red and black hair dye before I go to the orientation *evil laughter* ~Areina-chan ::Edit:: not going to WM on Wed. night. Change of plans Going on Thurs. night, so I’ll report my misery on Fri. ::end edit::

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

quick, ne?

Date written: August eigth - ninth Date posted: August tenth(midnight) Break’s over. I had to think some things over. Get away from this damned computer for a little while. Exercise some. Get some air from the outside world. I liked the feeling. My endorphins were working their happy-magic. Why is it that we swear on a bible in court? Just out of curiosity. I’ve always wondered that actually… Our country’s laws are based heavily on Christianity and religious circumstances. I mean what if someone swears on the bible that they won’t lie in court, but they are atheist? Then what happens? Or what if they’re Buddhist? Wiccan? Satanist? Something else? I’ll ask again… THEN what happens? Something I think about quite often and never get an answer to… And then there is the Homosexual Marriage thing… I’ve talked about it before. I think it’s the most ridiculous thing to even be DEBATED. It is based on religious views from everything I’ve gathered. It is considered a sin to have sexual relations with a member of the identical sex, isn’t it? I guess I really can’t say since I’m not Christian nor have I ever read anything from a bible. But I do think it is definitely ridiculous. I think this is what makes me really detest the dear old president we have right now. *nods* Well those aren’t the only reasons why I loathe Bush…but they certainly enhance it. -___- Yes…. Damn it all to hell I’m in a political mood again. Someone slap me please. My guilt complex has completely augmented. I feel so bad about creeping out those poor guys above Katie. I mean for gods’ sake I don’t even know their names. Well, I have 2 options of what I think may be the waiter’s name (Cameron or Kevin…not sure), but that is beside the point. I really wish I could have apologized better, more thoroughly. But I’m always too shy. Gods I’m pathetic sometimes. Perhaps if Anthony came he could translate for me, since he likes to talk with the waiter when he and Hana-chan go. I just don’t want to annoy him any more than I may already have. Maybe I can have Anthony ask him indirectly and without mention of my wanting to know what he thinks about me. It can’t be any worse than what I believe he thinks about me, and even if it were I suppose it wouldn’t bother me. Oh hell, who am I kidding. Of course it would bother me if he hated me. I want to make up with him and maybe even start a conversation, I doubt we could ever be friends or something close but at least just be friendly. Or at least have him only think of me as a strange-looking yet still slightly normal customer in the restaurant he works in. I would merely prefer he didn’t think I was a freaky stalker or something. I could care less if he thinks I’m just a little strange or even really strange, I’m used to that. I don’t know… I guess I’m just hypocritical. Exactly like the Earth’s inhabitants that I can‘t seem to stand. *bangs head on desk* *groan* In honor of Kami-sama, once more I offer a moment of silence for his deceased body, and his wandering soul. I have a new button I made for my site. I will be putting it up shortly. And I recently submitted a poem to ‘Poets Corner’ dedicated to Kami-sama. I don’t know when it will be put up but I will tell you when it is. Ja ne, My friends. ::Edit:: We went to the AB today (Tuesday) and everyone seemed fairly normal if not nicer to me since I apologized. I was surprised, I must say. The waiter actually smiled at me and asked me how I was doing. Of course, he stared at me as he walked into the bathroom, but that is normal, heh. He used to look at me a lot and smile, probably teasing me b/c everyone in that restaurant knows we all love him to death, lol. The manager winked at me on the way out b/c right before we left I glanced as the waiter bent to clean a table and I smiled ^^; Not my fault he has a nice ass… ::End Edit::

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

Gomen Nasai

Taking a short break. Aren’t you weary of hearing that? Everyone is taking a break lately. Seems for a short while we all get some nature of a life. No matter how inane and worthless it may conclude to be. I will be leaving for only a brief period of time. Perchance if something stirring occurs I will report it. In the meantime, my deepest apologies for adding myself to the accumulation of people who cannot seem to put their lives into order. I realize my responsibility by having this as my journal and means of communication, thus I also comprehend the obligation I must administer to by means of visiting all of yours. But the dullness that is my life has taken a new turn, many incidents of which I cannot seem to grasp properly in order to mend them. I do not want to attempt something which I cannot do properly, and to disappoint anyone on here would disconcert me significantly. Again, I ask for your exoneration. I cannot fathom the idea of social congregation any longer, subsequently the thought of isolation is beginning to seem rather alluring. One proposal from myself I can actually tolerate, a rare situation indeed nowadays. Please forgive my lack of brevity. Goodbye for now. ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, August 6, 2005

::WARNING:: AB info ahead, but this is unsual and humilatingly funny. So this piece of info you may actually want to read.

Current song: the noises emanating from the television @_@ (theme change! Like it? Yu~ki is so ignored ;-; [huggles Yu~ki]) O_O Okay…. LONG story ahead, ppl, as usual. And yes, this is mostly about the Asian Buffet, but trust me on this one, it is MUCH more interesting than my usual “oh my gods he is so cute ^o^” rants. Otherwise, as in if you dont care even if it MAY be funny, I would skip ¾’s of this. Especially if you don’t want to know how I got embarrassed as hell in front of one of the hottest guys in this state. *nervous pause* First, I spent the night at Katie’s house, Katie was at EJ’s house so I hung out with Jen and Rachel and Hana-chan came over so we went to the mall on Thursday. Hana-chan spotted the HOTTEST Japanese boy ever (well, in this state, so far *shifty eyes* lol). And he WAS Japanese b/c we were being stupid giggly girls and Jen wasn’t, lol, and we followed him into an elevator with his (supposed) sister and grandmother and we HEARD specific Japanese words so that made us happier. Plus I was wearing my X Japan shirt and it made me really happy ^_^ Well we kind of stalked him for a few minutes, and then when we were about to leave, Jen got REALLY brave and followed him into (very unfortunately) American Eagle. Lemme just say, me Hana-chan, and Jen look EXTREMELY out of place, in places like American Eagle. Use the stereotypical side of your imaginations. So we followed him to the back and Jen tapped him on the shoulder, and asked for his picture (she has a camera phone, lucky biotch XP) and he was like *shifty eyes* *nervous/creeped out smile* “Um…” *nod* So she took his picture, and he looks like Kyo! Only his nose is a LITTLE bigger (but still hot ^o^) and his face was a little more round. So that was our FIRST Asian hotness encounter. Next morning, I slept in Jen’s bed with her (not like THAT you morons -__-;;) and when I woke up, around 10, which is when “they” leave for work *huge grin* I sat up and pulled down the shades to see if they were out there. I heard voices but couldn’t tell where they were coming from, then I looked to my left and saw them, on the SIDE of the apartments, just behind a big pine tree (NOOOO) so I tried to wake Jen up but she was dead, lol. Then I looked back and the infamous yet still hot waiter (we dubbed him Chi Weng, XD b/c we are freaks, though I think his real name is Cameron…or Kevin….) so I went OoO And shook Jen awake saying “CHI WENG IS OUTSIDE!! WAKE UP!!” and she SHOT upright, completely awake, ripped open the shades (*smacks forehead*) and we conveniently decided that her garbage can was too full and needed to be taken out. We hurried up and took it out, passing right by them and trying not to laugh b/c we are morons (wow I am SO not obvious -___- it gets worse, read on if you trust me) and RIGHT when I was about ten feet away from the group I almost fell on the ground laughing, but caught myself and stayed calm and we made it to the garbage bin (nearly getting run over by the AB manager, whom I had NO IDEA lived there too o_____o;; *blush* oh gods…) and back safely. Then we decided that it would be hilarious to GO to the Asian Buffet (b/c they were kind of like “Oh god its them again, teehee, morons.” XD my impression anyway) right when they opened. They open at 11 on Fridays, we got there around 1. But it was still fun. The manager saw me and talked to me for about 5 seconds, and Jen was next me, and “Chi Weng” walked out of the bathroom, walked two inches away from me, and Jen got the goofiest grin on her face for some reason when he walked back into the kitchen. I got done talking to the manager and turned around, curious. And she laughed. O_o confused? I was. She said that when the waiter went into the kitchen the long haired one (KAWAII, lol) peeked around the door and got a face like O.O when he saw us, then backed back in. *dies* I feel so bad for being creepy. I make a vow to tone it down, even if only a tiny bit. lol Okay if you thought that was boring, I’m sorry, this is the best part. Her mom saw us checking them out and was like *evil grin* so she told the waitress to go GET him b/c we wanted his photo ._______. *transforms into human tomato* She laughed, I don’t think she got it, lol. Me and Jen followed him from our seats with her phone and got 2 pics b/c we are stalkers, I know, lol, so her mom said, “give me the phone, I’ll go ask him.” b/c me and Jen argued over and over about “you go do it.” “no, YOU go do it.” *smacks head* I’m such a GIRL. So she ACTUALLY went up to him and said something like “My daughter is a complete retard and thinks you're cute, so she wants your picture but she’s too scared to take it, do you mind?” he doesn’t speak that much English (but its okay ^-^ lol) so a waitress (laughing) translated. He had the same reaction as the mall guy. So she got his picture (they were across the room from us) and I grabbed Jen to bring her over so we could say hi to him since my day could not get any more embarrassing (or SO I thought ;-;) and Jen (this makes me laugh) FELL out of the booth, got tangled up in her bondage pants, and tripped on her way to her feet. By the time we reached him we were both red as Shun-san’s hair. Then we laughed on the way back to our seats, turned around to see what he was doing afterwards-- Him and the waitresses….were laughing. So hard. He almost fell over. *hides face* at least it was cute? *nervous laughter* wow I need a hobby, lol. THEN Hana-chan got jealous and saw the picture later on when we went to Mcdonalds where her and Rachel work (she wasn’t with us at the AB) and freaked and we decided to go AGAIN that night .____. It was me, Hana-chan, Rachel, Erin, Hana-chan's friend Sarah, & Hana-chan’s little sister. Jen was at work. The whole time I was there, I was SO effing paranoid, and “chi weng” (*snickers*) kept looking at me and laughing his ass off AGAIN. Everywhere I went in that restaurant the workers either smiled as if to say “Awwww, poor pathetic thing.” or they laughed and whispered. Not that they NEEDED to seeing as how I don’t know more than one useless word in Mandarin Chinese. By the end of our visit I couldn’t take it anymore and Hana-chan made me (literally, she dragged me b/c 1-she wanted to talk to “Chi Weng” XD and 2- she knew I felt really bad about being a freak stalker.) and I apologized to him for being creepy. Lol. Well, the waitresstranslated and we left b4 we saw his reaction but I heard him say "Oh" really casually so I'm hoping he didnt like, burst into laughter when we left, lol. ^^ The manager saw us later walking down the sidewalk and smiled, what was funny, is that right after he passed us on the sidewalk I was telling the group I HAD to be in front of the movie theatre to meet my dad, and I yelled into the pet store “MY DAD IS GONNA EAT MY FACE, COME ON!” and I saw him stumble and laugh. Lol, it made me happy. Really it made me feel better to apologize, but I think I’ll wait a while before I go back, lol. Twice in one day, I only ate three plates all together (2 the first time, one of which was JUST fruit, go me, lol. 1 the second time) but still, that is two weeks worth of average visits. Then we stopped by the party store and Hana-chan and I bought some temp. hair dye spray. She got blue and white, I got red and black. I got the red b/c I was gonna dye my hair red over the summer anyway, and I got black b/c I wanted to test out how I’d look with the black under layers. I might put the under layers black and the top layers red… O_O oh gods…I’ll have to dye my eyebrows… GR I hate having fecking Albino eyebrows/lashes. Not literally Albino, but they are translucent white *cries* Jen owes me $40.….Katie owes me $3.75.…Erin owes me $4.75...hm…random I know but I thought I’d share my loan problems XD OH OH!! And Anthony made me and Jen copies of Diru DVD’s and Moi Dix Mois DVD’s ^O^ I was soooo happy. The Diru one has Final 2003 Ugly Kingdom and some random clips and pv’s. MDM has Scars of Sabbath? I dunno I haven’t seen very many of their lives but I love it ^^ I'm going with Hana-chan and her sister (not Joanna but a different one) to the mall today -.^ I'm gonna dye my hair. UGH I just remembered, as I was goin down the movie theatre steps to meet my dad's truck, I heard someone say "Hey Alayna, wat's up" and when I turned around it was the most ANNOYING kid from my middle school named Rick. I was like o_O wtf? But he looked at me weird b/c I was with all my "goth" friends and wearing fishnets/bondagey pants/accesories, lol. I love freaking out ppl I hate. Me: "hi..." *runs down steps to car door* Okay, wow this is really long, lol. I could have said a LOT more details, a LOT more funny stories, trust me, but this is so long already. Gomen for explaining things so “thoroughly” XD I should really stop doing that…Damn you Katie you’re rubbing off on me, lol. Okay, maybe more later if anyone wants them, otherwise you don’t need to know ^^; ~Areina-chan

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Thursday, August 4, 2005

I got more pics -.^ aren't you proud of me? lol

Current song: Shoku Artist: Duel Jewel I love this song ^___^ Don’t you love this song? I love this song… *seething from results occurring because of last post* That is the last time I try to ask for assistance. EVER. (I know I will eventually but I’m mad right now so leave me alone on this) I Dled some Diru clips yesterday. It made me happy ^O^ OH OH!! AND--- I got one of this show on BBC interviewing Kyo and Die!!! I have seen it b4 but then I realized-- I HAVE BBC!!! So I freaked out and started fervently looking on search engines for a BBC schedule and I found a forum where people were saying that they were watching it and the posts were as recent as mid-July of this year. When I failed to find any Diru stuff on numerous BBC sites I gave up on the internet and went to my Direct TV channel guide, searching and everything. NOTHING. I spent about ten minutes afterwards being frustrated with myself and screaming dramatically, lol. Ewww the inu just drooled all over my wrist XP BLEH Canines…feh…. I’m hopefully going to the mall with Hana-chan today. I’ve been looking forward to it for days now, I really have. It’s SO dull around here. -______- I need to get ahold of her though and see if we’re going to Jen and Katie’s first or what =\ *sigh* The complications of my life, ne? lol I need to get my shirt back from Jen. I was going to go yesterday but my otosan is evil and wouldn’t take me, lol. I miss my hideto-sama!!! *sobs**grabs Jen’s shoulders* GIVE ME MY HIDE-SAMA, JEN, BEFORE I BITE YOUR ANKLE!!!! ROAR!! FEAR MY WRATH!!! XO .__. Gomen. I don’t know how you guys deal with my temporary insanity, lol. But applause goes to you for doing so, lol. I found my photo album with all the pictures I took on the last day of school ;-; I liked my hair, it was shorter. It was barely brushing my shoulders and it looked kind of like Shinya-san’s b/c it flipped out just a tiny bit at the ends but it wasn’t stupid looking like those 50’s housewives EEK, lol. It was slightly spiky on it’s own and I liked it! I actually didn’t’ look like a hideous whorish freak! Lol ^O^ It is one of the few pictures that I actually can stand of myself. My makeup looked good and my hair was cooperative for once! Yatta! Hehehe I’m thinking about cutting it like that again b/c I looked better with shorter hair. And if I dye it, I was also thinking of all possibilities… 1) I dye the under layers black and the top layer that pretty Shun-san-at-Akon-13 red, lol I like that one. It sounds pretty I think… 2) I just dye the under layer black and leave my top layers strawberry blonde (my original-born color) That is so Kyo, lol. But not bad…hm….*thinking* I just want to look…original. But in my own way…which means original, I guess…lol. ^^; and I don’t want to look original so others will be like “omg! She is so unique! How awesome!” b/c 1 - I want to do it b/c it is MY style and I like the way it looks, to hell with other ppl! Lol And 2 - most ppl don’t react like that anyway, lol. They would be like “o_O;; whoa, freak” XD I love watching ppl react like that! Especially when I go to the mall with Jen XD omg it is so grat to watch other snobby ppl look her up and down and get “the look” on their face lol. It makes me laugh. ~~~~~~~~~~*half-hour long pause*~~~~~~~~~~ Oh yay!! Hana-chan just called! (around 10 pm Wed. night) Good I was worried that I wouldn’t get to talk to her…she got a Moi Dix Mois DVD from Anthony! ^o^ lol. But she’s calling tomorrow morning b/c she had to leave, house-drama, lol. Gods I hope we can go somewhere…so…bored…. x__________x OW SON OF A GACKT!!!!!! SOMETHING BIT ME ON MY STOMACH!!!! O__o It was this huge fucking beetle with pincers!! It was crawling on my stomach, like on the inside hem on my pants ;o; *sob sob* and bit me!!! Awww man…I didn’t mean to kill it! *slaps self* Now I have murder by self-defense on my conscience -____- *looks at stomach* oh well, at least it didn’t get me too hard… It was a fucking inch long insect grrr….I don’t even WANT to know how it got in my FECKING PANTS O_o eeww *shudder* only on my waist, thank the gods. Damn Klaha is hot in this o_O Good sweet mother of Gackt! o_o Kami-sama you sexy beast, you. @_____@ He is not dead, remember that. NOT dead, I tell you! (Or at least according to Jen XD) OoO Gackt…so….effing…sexy….*drool* Okay, all for now! ^^ ~Areina-chan

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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

nooo! Save the AB!! OoO

Current song: Tentation Artist: Moi Dix Mois NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING RACIST IDIOTS!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OoO ASIAN RESTAURANTS ARE GETTING ROBBED IN MY AREA!!! AND EVIL PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING EMPLOYEES HOME AND ROBBING THEM!!! KATIE!!! WARN THE HOT CHINESE GUYS!!!!!! WAARRRRNN THEEEEEMMMMMM!!!! Wait-- Don’t do it without me!!!!!!! *cries* *deep breath* okay. I’m good now. *exhales slowly* Omg I was soooo excited on Tuesday! I found tons of new Duel Jewel pics and clips that I have never seen b4! Some were so cute I was literally freaking out and bouncing up and down in my chair XD I’ve had too much sugar yesterday, I’m a total spaz when I’m hyper .__. …gods I’m immature sometimes, lol. But one site that had the best clips (besides the live I DLEd a long time ago) wouldn’t work!! I almost cried, I was so frustrated. I tried to get them to work for hours, I’m not exaggerating, HOURS. But anyway, all the pics were adorable and I was like this: ^O^ OH MY GOSH ITS DUEL JEWEL! Lol No wonder Hana says I’m magic and always finding new Duel Jewel stuff…I have lack-of-life syndrome and have nothing better to do other than LOOK for it XD My mom must have thought I was getting killed I was screaming so much. Yuck, if I do that again shoot me. I hate feeling like a crazed fan-girl. Lol I’m not normally like this, honestly. Just when I’m…hyperactive to an extreme extent. Promise me you’ll whack me with a dead fish or something next time I do a rabid fangirl shriek. Disrespectful girls who see their “favorite band” and shriek and molest and spaz out, not b/c they love their music, but b/c they are really hot, should just be dragged off the premises. Even if they do love their music and don’t only like them b/c of looks, they are still normal people, and deserve to be respected and NOT, I repeat, NOT physically violated. Yes, yes, I KNOW how tempting it is, lol, but refrain people! Refrain for the sake of their dignity!! Jrockers are people too! Very amazingly overly-hot people who are astoundingly skilled in music, but normal all the same. ^______^ Granted, I WOULD probably hyperventilate in the presence of Duel Jewel even being 20 yards away from me, but I would try my best to regain control and approach as calmly as possible. I will NOT be remembered as just another rabid psycho she-bitch freak-fanatic. No, I want to be remembered by Duel Jewel as a normally calm, yet still enthusiastic, fun and interesting fan. Yes. That is my goal. Lol Moral of the story: Being a “fangirl” is generally acceptable. It doesn’t have to mean you’re crazy, it can just mean you’re a fan, and coincidentally, a girl. Being a “RABID fangirl” speaks for itself. It is a deadly disease that must be eliminated, or there will be conflict. Very painful, very fatal conflict. *leers at rabidness* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh my goodness… Has anyone else heard about this brainwashing thing they are doing to help ppl lose weight? I’m watching the news as I type this, hence the freak-out in the beginning of the post, and they are saying that by telling people that certain foods (centered on fattening ones) made them sick when they were young, thus brainwashing them into believing false memories, they will not eat those foods and stay healthier. …… I am SO moving to Tokyo. *rolls eyes* I’m sorry, but seriously. Even if it does work….jeez…. My gods…. I can’t even think of a smart-ass comment in reply to that. X_____x Yeah… Most definitely moving to Tokyo. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Quiz results I didn’t feel like putting in my results page just yet, lol: Mwahahahahaha…Man people use this picture of them a LOT. O_O Not that it’s bad or anything, lol. ^__^ wow!! you are a Duel Jewel expert!! *applause* nice work! How well do you know Duel Jewel? brought to you by Quizilla Okay, I’m really lazy right now… So that will count as the picture. Gomen nasai guys!! T.T Have a good day everybody ^o^ ~Areina-chan Oh OH!! P.S. !!! While looking around for Duel Jewel I encountered pictures of a band called BLOOD who was at the same convention as them! It was a review of the convention by a BLOOD fan (lucky biotch ran into Duel Jewel in an elevator!! ToT *cries*). She had many encounters with BLOOD members and there were numerous pictures taken by her and her friends. They each sounded so interesting (the members) and the things they had said and done were so cute, lol. One of them reminded me of Shun at Akon 13 .___. (Kaede?) Lol, but anyway, I know I’ve heard of them from somewhere before….*ponders*…..I just don’t remember where XD gomen. Probably some random sites…@___@ I was wondering if anyone knew where I could listen to them, perhaps a preview of their songs or something? I DLed one song called “Byakuya” and I like it so far -.^ I am really very interested in them from what I read (in lamence terms: I was laughing my ass off at their little antics! XD) and I’m researching them a little more to see if they would be my type of musicians. If you talk to me a lot you should know a little about my musical taste, so if you have listened to BLOOD I’d like to hear your opinions on them and whatnot ^^ Arigato gozaimasu! *bow bow*

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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

again with long posts!!!! lol gomen *bows head in shame*

Current song: none -___- damn my dad watching tv. I have a song stuck in my head, does that count? Lol. Nazi Halo by Jack off Jill (damn u nirvana_faerie, lol) XD Hahaha I saw a pic of Marilyn Manson in his high school yearbook. It was on this television show called Celebrity Yearbook or something like that. LOL it was so weird looking o_O he went to a Catholic school, which explains quite a lot. ^^;; We went to the Shanghai Garden again yesterday. The staff there is so sweet ^^ Unlike the AB where all of the waitresses close in on me and my friends (whom they see at Jen/Katie’s house) like crazed vultures ._. I think they just hate us b/c we are always indirectly hitting on their boyfriends…assuming the hot male staff of the AB are their b/fs…hm… But at the SG there was this tiny little chibi (maybe two yrs old, but if so then just barely) and he was so cute ^O^ he belonged to a staff member b/c he was hugging onto their legs and he kept smiling and peeking around corners to look at me and my dad ^^ I wanted to hug him, he was so adorable. I rode my dad’s Harley there and it wasn’t so bad this time, but I admit I got a little scare when I loosened my grip for a moment and almost fell off. O_O that woke me up, lol. My dad built an entertainment center today so I had to paint some of it, but I got lazy in the middle of it and let my dad finish XD I’m so mean, I know, but he offered. He is rearranging the living room behind me. Damn the vacuum is loud -___- I’m still debating on whether I should dye my hair…I found this coloring shampoo that HT carries online (damn it, I don’t like shopping there, so crowded, besides I think the one here doesn’t have it b/c I remember scouring every inch of their hair color display). I wanted it b/c it IS temporary and they had it in purple and red ^o^ my 2 favorite colors. Grr…I’m sick of ranting on my hair color, I’m sure you guys are too. Lol. But what if I dye it and then discover I looked better and a strawberry-blonde? I can’t exactly dye it back, my hair color is almost impossible to get precisely the same. I guess it all depends on how much I’m willing to take a risk. *sigh* Such bad timing, I’m starting freshman year and if I look terrible, well…actually I don’t really care if THEY think I look terrible b/c if I look how I want to look they would think I was a freak anyway XD, but if I don’t like the way I look, THEN I care. You get it? Lol -___- My dad just turned the radio on over the TV. Curse him. *glare glare* Hehehe I feel giggly today. Good thing I didn’t go to the AB or I’d be a total nerd XD I’d start up my idiocy vibes by giggling and blushing every time the waiter looked at me XD Oh wait… I do that anyway. Gods I’m such a girly freak -.- I found my ‘Anime Freak’ shirt! Woo! I’ve been looking for it for a while ^^ It was hidden within the depths of one of my many laundry baskets *shifty eyes* ^^;; I have a bad habit of letting my clothes pile up until the point comes when I either cannot maneuver my way through my room without coming in contact with an article of clothing, or I have no choice but to wash it b/c I’ll have to wear dirty clothes the next day if I don’t. Sad, ne? I’ll never survive on my own. That is why they invented disposable utensils and plates. So people like me can continue to live independently. *nod nod* I talked to Hana for about 3 hours on the phone yesterday O_o I’ve never talked to her that long b4, nor ever on the phone. It was a mass of very interesting conversations, actually. I enjoy talking with Hana, she’s very nice and funny, lol. I suppose you’ll want another few pictures *dramatic sigh* Lol j/k I’d love to ^o^ Mana-sama is so hot. How weird is that to say? XD Did I say Mana-sama? I meant Gaku-san *drool* And last but not least, Ni~ya-san of Naitomea ^o^ He is so pretty, isn’t he? I love his hair in this photo, my favorite color, purple! Yay! Lol That’s it for today! Baibai ~Areina-chan

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Monday, August 1, 2005

doo doo doo.....@_@

Current song: Dear Artist: Miyavi I actually got on the comp! yatta! *looks around nervously* Well, nothing really exciting happened today (does it ever -_-?). My mom just cleaned the entire bottom half of the house and I cleaned my bathroom and folded my laundry. XD I’m so helpful, aren’t I? I’m still pissed off at her for last night. *hears noise upstairs* ._. Okay…I think it’s gone… I found a magazine in my house worthy of chopping to bits, Seventeen. As much as I hate to admit it I used to get that magazine every month when I was in fifth & sixth grade, lol. I cut out perverted-sounding articles (I can make almost ANYTHING sound hentai XD) and little cell phone wallpaper examples that had kanji on them. I taped them all to my three-ring binder insert. A few months ago and found an article about this girl from Tokyo in that dreaded magazine! I was like this: OoO So I ripped it out and stuck it to my door ^o^ She was holding a picture of Hanamuke (her fave band) and said had on the coolest outfit. Damn the amazing Asian clothing stores T.T My door is so Japaned-out, lol. There are these pretty chopsticks stuck to it next to that article, and two boxes of Pocky (they are empty, what? Lol. I get really bored ^^;) and a paper with the hiragana for anime on it. Of course there is also my bamboo wall scroll calendar from like, 1985, lol…it’s cool, but I think it is Chinese. Not that that’s bad -.^ Hehehe Ow, remember how I banged up my leg? Well I took a shower today and looked at it and there is this big bruise on my thigh XP *whimper* My mom was watching America’s Funniest Home Videos or w/e it is, and I turned around in time to see this kawaii Asian boy eating in school (I think it was in his school) with his chopsticks, and evidently it was something sour or hot b/c he made the cutest sour face and covered it with his hands. ^o^ So cute, so cute… Lol. I was talking to Jen last night, and that really important news was that she “accidentally” DLed my other favorite DJ song! I have only heard it in a live that I DLed a long time ago and it was a brand new song back when they did that live (‘03) and I didn’t know the name of it. We THOUGHT it was called Hell’s Drive b/c on Shun-san’s site he had it for the BG-music and when I translated the site it said “BGM=Hell’s Drive” -__-;; *pokes Shun-san’s head* It is really called Shoku, I think. ^o^ I love it so much! ^^ Okay, I found an html generator to put a video on my site, I don’t know if it works. See the real player thing up there in my profile? Click play. Lol It works for me when I hit play, but Katie said it didn’t. I will be very sad b/c it is the most kawaii video ever and I love it ^o^ Lol Tell me if it works for you guys and if not, I’ll take it off. I don’t know why it wouldn’t though, b/c It works fine for me .___. I want to babysit… T.T Really bad… I miss the little chibis ;o; I want to play with a baby again, *sniff* My aunts have babies, all 3 of them on my dads side, lol. They were SUPPOSED to come up from Florida (except for my aunt Chris who lives in TX, she wasn’t planning on coming anyway) this summer when my grandpa came down from Massachusetts (which should be in Sept or so). But now my aunts aren’t coming ;-; I want the babies!!!! *cries* But my grandparents are coming *sly grin* My grandparents love me…and they never get to see me which makes them feel guilty. I hate using that to my advantage, so I don’t. They buy me things w/o me asking XD Besides they are effing rich, the houses up where they live are half a million dollars on average @__@ I remember visiting them last Halloween, it was soooo great! We went to Salem the day b4 Halloween ^o^ The reason we didn’t go there ON Halloween was b/c that was the day when Salem was most crowded. Then we went to Boston on Halloween b/c the day BEFORE Halloween in Boston was the busiest. ^^ So we avoided crowds, got to see the Witchcraft trials reenactments in the middle of the streets (those were great ^^), go to various Wicca stores and look in this Victorian clothing store Mana would have been happy to visit, and I managed to see a few really hot guys. ^__^ I remember one in particular was soo gorgeous, he was with his girlfriend (I assume she was anyway b/c they were holding hands) and he was really tall, with long dark hair (the dark brown that looks almost black), and wearing a long black trench coat and black gloves. The funny thing is, he was a Westerner. American. Lol I remember watching him walk down the roads and my brother and dad and mom all teasing me about it. *sigh* They INSIST upon doing that every time I happen to lose my self-control and drool over hotness. -___- Anyway, off the topic of the boy-crazy section of my mind-- My mom completely spaced that she had said I was grounded. -___-;; Well, no complaints here. I didn’t expect it this time, but they usually DO forget when I’m grounded. Probably b/c I AM so often……lol ^^; Okay okay, I’ll put in a pic this time. How about one of the sexy Totchi ones I got on my new galleries? Yes I think that will do ^______^ *drool drool* @________@ Totchi-san you sex-bunny, you. @____@ Yes, that one made me stop breathing. lol Baibai! ~Areina-chan

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

I think I'm addicted to long posts ._.

Current song: None! W00t! I’m on a roll!! lol Actually I'm watching anime right now ^o^;; NEWS PEOPLE: Katie has changed her screen name and deleted her old account, so those of u who had her on ur friends list, and those who want to add her, her new name is: REVELATIONStoGod Okay. Now on to more news. Lol News about yesterday (remember what I said in my last post about prewriting my posts, lol) -- I finished “The Gospel According to Larry.” It’s a very good book, it had a big impact on my way of thinking. I won’t give away any secrets, in case someone takes my advice and checks it out, but it’s about this kid who tries to maintain his secret identity on his website, on which he writes about anti-consumerism, and as his site gets more and more famous, he has more and more trouble with people trying to figure out who he is. It gets really exciting and it makes you think a lot, but I can’t give away the exciting stuff! You have to read it! Lol I’m reading my Japanese book now ^^ Last night I went on my roof with my CD player and listened to some Gackt/Laruku. My cats got on there with me and were pouncing on me around the corner of my window XD, it was so cute. Then I took my flashlight and started reading on the roof, but a neighbor drove by so I did a “Mission Impossible” move through my window and banged up my leg pretty good on the window sill ^^; oops. Lol I found a bunch of bracelets that fit my style on Hottopic.com. Remember kiddies, I am not a huge HT fan, for many reasons, I would prefer to make my own stuff. But some stuff I will tolerate and wear, lol. HT is just…they have some good band shirts (for American bands, lol) and, okay yes, I admit it, I do like a lot of the stuff they carry, most of it looks cool (with the exception of some things… i.e. the care bear stuff and “cutesy” stuff, I would never wear that). But it is so cheaply made and falls apart so goddamn easily , that $50 for that pair of bondage pants that I like, just doesn’t seem worth it. I can easily take HALF of that money, go buy a pair of cheap baggy black jeans, some pyramid studs from a craft store, some spare fabric for straps, and make my own. Actually, I find homemade clothing is the most satisfying b/cit looks just how you want it to, and you can alter anything you want, lol. Of course…I do that with clothes I buy anyway…^^; That loses me some major points on the okasan’s anger-control, hahaha. You know what I really hate? I don’t truly hate many things…so this is a big moment in history, lol. I hate it when people dislike something only b/c it is considered “mainstream” or “popular” and they want to remain in the “out-crowd”. I’m not sure how exactly to explain this…but I’ll try my best. I am not saying to like everything in the “in-crowd”, I’m just saying that-- For example. Let’s take Hot Topic, since we were just talking about this store, and this happens to be a real issue nowadays. Say you like the store, a lot. Let’s pretend that you would go in there every time you go to the mall, beg your parents to let you run off just for moments to go look and see if something new came in. So in general, you really like the stuff there. Then one day-- You hear that people your friends consider “poseurs” (yes that is the proper way to spell it in this case) shop there. And suddenly, you hate the store. You couldn’t POSSIBLY be caught in a store where “POSEURS” shop, b/c that would mean ppl would think YOU were a “poseur”. I mean, how TERRIBLE that people would think something negative about you. Oh sure, you don’t care what others think, you have always said that, but for someone to think you’re a “poseur” b/c you shop at a place you love? NEVER. Who would actually do something they like if their friends hated it for that reason? Shouldn’t you hate it for that reason too? Of course! -_- That, my friends, is called hypocrisy. One of my few hates in life. I got a bit carried away in ranting, but I do hope that got my point across. Okay. Enough of that. Let’s get on with the happy! Lol Can I THINK of any happy? O_o Nope. Not tonight. Lol. OH! Wait!! I got some!! Ureshii desu yo ^O^ I’m gonna watch anime tonight (Saturday)! W00T! Lol. I missed last week’s Inuyasha, and Koga was on, wasn’t he? *cries* I love Koga! He is one of my favorite bishounens (along with Tooya from Ayashi no Ceres, Aya from Weiss Kruz, Jin from Samurai Champloo, and Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho ^o^ lol I feel like such a boy-chasing girly girl). Well no matter, I will see it tonight ^^ along with Samurai Champloo and S-CRY-ed. Yay! OMG I almost forgot! I was looking with Kori-chan, A.K.A. Angelsvoice (I hope u don’t mind me called u that on here, lol) for a specific pic of Totchi-san and I found it without even realizing it XD I found two or three new galleries of Diru and one of Naitomea that I have never seen b4 and we were both like: *melt melt* *droooool* *die* Lol So all in all it was productive. ^^ And Jen-chan is so mean ToT I got an email around 1:30 am yesterday night from her that said something along the lines of “GETON NOW!! ITS ABOUT DUEL JEWEL!!! SUPER SUPER IMPORTANT! I’LL CRY IF YOU DON’T GET ON!! *screams and cries in excitement*” I was like OoO HOLY GACKTFLAKES (lol, I keep saying that lately, and it was accidental the first time ._.)!!!! And I Imed Katie a million times but Jen went to AB with Hana and Anthony (DAMN THEM ALL!!! *sobs histerically* and I haven’t talked to her at all. I will find out soon though!! (remember I am writing this around 10:30 on Saturday night, lol, so by the time you read this I may already know) Okay, this is WAY too long o_o;; gomen nasai *bow bow bow* Baibai for now! ~Areina-chan P.S. Okay, this piece of information was added at 11:12 Sat. night. I’m grounded from the comp on Sunday. b/c I forgot to put soap in the washing machine for a few loads. We use this liquid fabric softener and I forgot that you have to add soap with it. And my mom is pissed at me and was screaming in my face about it…and I can’t get on after tonight…so there will be no update for Monday, I don’t think. Gomen nasai. My fault. I was stupid.

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Saturday, July 30, 2005

Current song: None, watching Degrassi for the second time. Lol. Wow…. This may actually be a really short post. Btw, like the new theme? ^o^ I made the BG, as you can tell its very simple as I don’t have the proper software to make really cool ones, ;___; So technically I just altered it, as I did with the blog picture and the avatar, lol. But it is the Shinya-baby, and I love him ^o^ … Well -- I pre-type my posts now, I have for about a week and I found it is a lot less time-consuming. I do it in my free time, and then I post them in the early morning (i,e. 12:00 am - 3:00 am) of the date it says above. So like, if the date says Tuesday, I really wrote it on Monday, but posted it, perhaps after midnight. But I use the proper wording, so, using the same example as above, if I use ‘yesterday’ in that post, then I would mean Monday. Lol. I don’t really know why I’m explaining all this…I guess just to justify any future misunderstandings that might happen, like if the wording is confused or something, lol. Well….anyway… I got an assignment from Hell High already!!! ToT Unfair, I tell you! Un-fucking-fair. I wasn’t even aware of it until we went to the school a week ago to get my papers. It’s a reading assignment and we had to pick a book off of this short list and write journal entries about it on paper -___- Some of the terminology in the assignment I don’t understand, like it says on one of the requirements that must be in the ‘journal’ that I have to specify if the book uses “local color”. What, is that supposed to be like, it takes place with one race of people? @__@ And another says: What characters were ‘round’ or ‘dynamic’? ‘Flat’ or ‘Static’? …wtfh does that mean? And you’d THINK with all this stuff I don’t know in the general assignment that the book choices would be equally challenging, right? HA! The one I got (called ‘A Single Shard’) was 152 pages long and the font was at least size 14. XD I haven’t started it yet, but damn it all I can read that thing in two hours! Why would it be in a High school freshman class?! *shakes head* Oh well, at least it will be easy enough once I figure out these terms *stares at assignment instructions in puzzlement* I also got 2 other books when I went to the library to pick that one up. One on Japanese, to help me out while I’m learning. It’s very helpful, I like it a lot ^^, it explains everything very thoroughly and I’m already understanding Nihongo better than I did. The other book I checked out is called “The Gospel According to Larry”. It seemed okay, and so far it is not bad. I haven’t read a good book in a long time, and I used to always be in the middle of a book, even in elementary school. But -- and remember I do Not mean this in a bragging manner -- I have always been a quick reader, like when I was in kindergarten I read on a sixth grade level… Gah, I am supposed to be in Honors English this year…I hope so. I do terrible in classes that -- yet again, I DON’T mean this to boast -- don’t meet my level and make me work. I feel weird saying that b/c most ppl would WANT it to be easy but anyone who has been in my situation knows how utterly boring it is to be surrounded by unchallenging things. Ugh… I ate too much again XP but this time it could not be helped. My dad took my mom and I out to eat at the local Skyline (chili…bleh..) around 1:30 pm. I was really full from that, my appetite has not been the biggest lately, so it wasn’t a very large portion, THEN around 8:00 he made dinner. ToT I was like this, ‘what the hell, people, we just ate!’ But if I skip dinner my dad gets mad at me *sigh* So I had to eat it. Uugghh…. Whoa. On the news there is this thing about this messed up ‘game’ kids are playing called the choking game or something o_O This is really sad, lots of kids have died b/c they did one idiotic thing. They choke themselves out with a noose-like object or their hands or something like that until they pass out, b/c they said it gives them a short sort of high. How could you even take that risk? Even I DID commit suicide I would not use choking, so why would I do it for a GAME? Choking is in my nightmares, it’s a horrible sensation for me to ever endure. Okay, I will leave you now! And no pics, b/c you have new Shinya!! Lol. Baibai!! ~Areina-chan P.S. Remember what I said about a short post? You do? Well here is some news. I lied. lol

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