Friday, September 2, 2005

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

*cries hysterically* My dad rebooted the whole computer, as in had to trash EVERYTHING in it ;-; ALL MY STUFF IS GONE!!! ALL MY JROCK VIDEOS!!! ALL THE PICTURES I HAVEN'T PUT IT PHOTOBUCKET!!! ALL MY WRITTEN DOCUMENTS INCLUDING MY MANY POEMS I'VE WRITTEN OVER A COURSE OF HALF A YEAR, TWO STORIES, ALL MY BUTTON CODES, ALL MY HTML CODES, MY SCHOOL SUMMER ASSIGNMENT, EVERY-FUCKING-THING!!! *Cry cry* All my favorites are gone as well ;-; It took me soooo long to find all those Duel Jewel concert reports and all those sites dedicated to them and all my many Jrock sites that (as good Jrock fans will know) are EXTREMELY difficult to find ;-; Gods I want to cry, I did earlier for a minute but it was more frustrated/pissed screaming and I blasted Manson for a small while then calmed down with half of a Duel Jewel song (Tsuki to Tawamure) Yes, so that sucked severely. VERY severely. But I have my own profile on the comp now, so I can design it however I want to. I hope my dad didn't disable all my downloading capabilities... I was GOING to put all my videos on DVDs and I WOULD of if my gacktdamn dad had just BOUGHT THEM the first TEN times my mom and I told him to, then I wouldn't be this upset ;-; I'm so mad I can't even express it in words *SOBS HYSTERICALLY* *sniff* But I'm probably going to the AB with Hana-chan tonight. ^^ That makes me happy, I must admit. And she is coming over tommorrow too, spending the night. Sakura-chan is coming over as well but not spending the night. I WANT Katie and Jen to come over but they NEVER fucking can *cry* ;-; I should go now. After all I have a whole FIVE days of my mom being home to "enjoy" -___- ~Areina-chan

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Thursday, September 1, 2005

Current Song:: Dirty Little Secret:: by The All-American Rejects

WHOA I'm listening to American music O_O OKay, everyone together now-- *GASP* Okay today was not as bad. I had fun most of the time. I had a very INTERESTING conversation with this guy named Nick (I wont repeat it for his privacy purposes XD)and Sam from my art class during an Emergency Evacuation drill. Art club was fun too, more fun than I thought it would be. We planned out what to paint on the windows for the Homecoming (I still think the theme is stupid and boring, "Evening in Paris", so typical) and people were making jokes about painting a mime or using one of the fashion design dummies in the art room XD It was rather funny. But after that I realized I had no ride home o___o I was with another friend named Caitlin (dont know if i spelled it right lol, she was the first person I met at Orientation, in a rather...strange way, might I add...but that is another story ^^;) and I waited with her since A) I had no ride and B) her mom was picking her up so we were gonna try to convince her to take me home I called all 3 phones (home phone, mom/dad's cells) and no one answered so I figured I was screwed. Anyway, while waiting, me and her started talking and we got into talking about Karate. She is in Shodokan, I believe, private lessons with her and a couple friend/instructors and I cant remember but I think she is in the upper-class ranking belts, around black. Then suddenly I hear this rumbling sound start from down the highway and I said "Whoa is that my dad?" (harley) but hten I remembered he was at work and so I forgot about it, but then a few minutes later it got louder and louder and eventually this purple/black harley coems up and I jumped up and was like O_O lol yes, in case u didnt notice, it was indeed my dad. We had MOST conveniently come home to get his store keys (works at Home Depot, manager) and got my message. Caitlin was in love with the bike, it was funny. But I had to ride back w/o a helmet ;-; my hair is a rat's nest, bleh. My mom started bitching about my dad again...*sigh* I suppose it's inevitable, now, guys (I meant that to the specific people who know of the situation of my okasan and otosan) Sooo... How about a sexy Duel Jewel picture? I have been searching for days and every day I find at least one completely never-before-seen-by-me-or-my-friends gallery of Duel Jewel at a convention ^^ or a live report, I LOVE those b/c they are always soooo cute or hilarious. Oh like in one, I laughed sooo hard b/c Natsuki-chan (bassist of DJ to all who are not familiar with my favorite band in existence) had gotten drunk at, I think it was Fanimecon, when the bands (Camino was there too) all went out to eat b/c they were guests of honor. XD I'll bet Hayato and Shun had SOMETHING to do with that *suspicious eyes at the two bishounens of extreme sexy* Oh anyway, Here is one of the many (*coughatleast180cough*) pictures I have found so far! Gods Shun-san is so sexy *drools uncontrollably* My idols! W00t! LOL Caitlin said my new school nickname should be 'Jrock' and she started to call me it, maybe it'll catch on. XD' Okay, enough of that, I am leaving now! Farewell my minions of animeness!!! ~Areina-chan

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Current Song:: Ride on A Shooting Star :: by The Pillows

Wow I haven't put the song up in a while, have I? lol School was okay... rather bad day actually. I think a lot of people hate me now, of course I could just be paranoid. Which I am. Like a lot of people who usually talk to me are just not anymore. T.T That is why I hate getting close to people... b/c once they find out what I'm like they leave me b/c I'm too weird or I'm too quiet or whatever... which is kind of strange b/c I'm usually loud and sometimes even funny (but not really, I think I'm kind of a dork) but I'm too scared of ruining any relationship I may develop with them, so I never speak much and I'm really withdrawn and shy. I like to observe how they are, which is another reason I'm so quiet when people first meet me. And see if they are like me or not, what differences they have from me and whether or not it is worth continuing with. And I think I'm pitied or something behind my back, b/c that girl who complimented my eyes just smiles at me (I can't tell if it's sympathetic or not, but knowing my severe paranoia, I do think it is) or compliments me on something. See? I'm not joking about how paranoid I am! Even compliments get me suspicious. I'm better at talking with people I first meet over the computer or something. Verbal or visual contact just...doesn't make me feel too comfortable. I'm too self-conscious as well, and that affects it. But yeah... I have yet to find anyone I can be around full-time, like Katie, Jen-chan, or Hana-chan... b/c around them I'm so comfortable b/c even though I think much differently than all of them (it's more politcal and religious beliefs in this category) and Hana-chan and Jen-chan are both 16 so they are older than me, they all make me laugh so much and I'm so comfortable around them that I can crack the most stupid-sounding, random jokes, and they will think it's funny, or I can just talk about anything even if they believe different, and I know that they will not judge. Wow a short mention about school turned into a big lecture on friends. I hate it when I do that. It's just been a bad day *sigh* I miss my buddies T.T I wish I could see them in the hallways, just say hi, or yell across the cafeteria some obscene and random phrase or an inside joke and watch them laugh at my idiocy. I miss that a lot. I miss Jen-chan and Katie and Han-chan the most. I'll admit that. They make me feel so much better anytime I need it. Thank you, you guys, a lot. *sigh* I hate these moods, don't you guys? I should invove you guys more, I feel like I'm just talking about myself nonstop. (isn't that the point of this? XD) Um... okay answer me some of these questions, no limit to how many u can or have to choose: 1) Favorite band? (gee, that's not common at ALL) 2) Boxers or briefs? (XD I couldn't resist) 3) how many piercings do you have? 4) how many do you WANT? and where? (*wink wink* LMAO j/k j/k) 5) what do YOU use sharpies for? (wow that was weird @_@) 6) silver or gold? Okay now I'll answer them: 1)Duel Jewel!!! ^o^ What, like no one knows that XD 2) boxers. They are so sexy on guys, and I wear them sometiems too XD 3) ;-; 2. one on each earlobe. 4) I want 11, counting the 2 I already have. I want 2 in my lower lip, 2 in the top of my left ear, 1 bridge (between my eyes, which I think will be the first one I get, b/c my dad agreed to pay for it ^^), 2 in my right eyebrow, 1 in my nose, 1 on the top of my right ear. 5) Sharpies are my other best friends!! lol. I write on everything with them. My nails, my skin, paper, CD's, notebooks, shirts, pants, etc. etc. 6) silver is just so pretty, and gold is too warm of a color/metal I think. Okay wow that was long, lol. have fun! ~Areina-chan

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Yay new shirts are sexy!

I went to the AB yesterday about an hour or two after I posted *huge grin* Aren't you glad to hear another story? The manager was no where is sight (although he is so adorabely cute ^o^) but then I saw this little short cute guy putting out food and actually going back into the kitchen (which contains sexy wonders of hotness XD) and it was him! He was wearing a backwards ballcap and a hoodie and jeans, which is strange for him b/c every other time I see him he is in a suit o_O Chi weng (Real name = Cameron, I believe)was ther *huge grin again* the waitresses and him all changed their uniforms. They all wear these gorgeous kimono tops, and before, the waitresses all wore light purple ones with white flowers and he wore a blue one. Now they are even prettier. The waitresses are all wearing these pretty silvery blue tops (still kimono stlye) and Mr. Gorgeous-waiter was wearing a black one with golden designs embroidered on it. Oh my gods he was sooo pretty in black. Anyway... school today. bleh. I almost cried in 1st period... lots on my mind, many many MANY personal issues that upset me to think about, and not to mention I had not done my HW for that class b/c 1) i had forgotten about it and left it in my locker and 2) I didn't understand it AT ALL I have HW to do in Economics & Algebra, and I still have to finish my summer reading assignment XD But anyway...yes I was really upset this morning b/c of my severe frustration and the things bothering me. But other than that it was pretty much boring and normal. Pretty down...but otherwise normal. Oh wait -- I got to brush against a hot Asian boy at school. XD Can you feel the excitement? It was raining like hell, and I mean POURING, all day yesterday and today. Today was worse though -___-;; Even a short walk to the bus from the curb allowed enough time to drench you. *sigh* Damned hurricane... Report tommorrow ~Areina-chan

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Monday, August 29, 2005

Gatorade...the new cocaine

LMAO lunch today was hilarious, lol. My friend had gatorade powder and when she opened the jar thing a big puff of powdery smoke blew on my face and I thought someone was smoking so I turned around. THere was some powder on the table and another friend (guy-friend) was being funny and bent down to snort it XD it was so funny b/c his face went all "in pain" b/c apparently i burns. So being the idiot I am, I bent down and snorted a huge amount right up my nose, and about cried. I was holding my face and fell (rather dramatically) on the floor. it made my friends laugh though, lol. Sorry I didnt update over hte wekend I was at Katie's house (FINALLY) and Hana and Erin came over and we had soo much fun ^^ We stuffed all of us in the back of her mom's car (about five people, mind you) and there were only two seats big enough for our huge butts, so we had to stack ourselves, literally STACK ourselves, on top of each other. We were folded up and hands were touching body parts but couldn't move b/c someone was sitting on the appendage, people started tickling eachother for that same reason (including me T.T and I SCREECH when I am tickled, which they learned fairly quickly...lol) Anyway it was lots of fun ^^ Then the next day me and Jen and Rachel and their mom went to Krogers b/c Jenny had gotten some allergies (Usually I am the one with those, so I was surprised)and we saw a REALLY hot Chinese guy with his girlfriend in the next aisle and about freaked. hehe I took a picture of him with Jen's camera to add to her little collection of hot Asian guys XD We are freaks aren't we? Usually she ASKS for their picture, so dont think we just do it like this all the time, lol. We didn't ask this time b/c his girlfriend scared us, lol, well...me at least. They were so cute together though ^o^ Anyway...school today was okay. I wore Jen's red hsirt with a Pocky box on it, but it says 'Bocky' instead of 'Pocky' LOL If you don't know what that means in Japanese you wont get it, but it makes me laugh XD Even if it IS spelled wrong. And I wore her red plaid skirt which goes up to my ribs b/c my hips are too wide to fit into it *dies* over a pair of my black pants (I felt so Natsuki-chan XD) with Jen's studded belt and my boots and my mesh armwarmers/studded & spiked accesories. I hardly wear my own clothing, huh? lol And I about finished my still life for art class, yay for me! lol wow that was entirely stupid sounding. XD OH! And I joined the Art Club ^^ Our first meeting is on Thursday, I just need a ride home T.T this may be a problem... But we are painting the homecoming dance *LOADS of sarcastic enthusiasm* Woooo My "friend" (more of a friendly aquaintence, but she is nice and really funny) Sam made me sign up, I got the last spot. Somehow I think I mentioned this before but maybe not, lol. Oh yes, and in art today a girl complimented my eyes, she said they were beautiful. I am not sure if I should be scared or flattered, lol. I just said thanks and walked away. Oh yes and I found Chris, the hot Asian boy that I met on Orientation day, but he didnt remember me XD I jogged his (rather dense, but still adorable!) memory and I think he remembered, but now whenever he passes me he gives me this look like "What the hell are you?" XD Oh well... gods there are so many hot Asian boys in my school I'm overdosing...I walked next to one on the way to homeroom this morning, and he was REALLY gorgeous! *dies* He had spiky dark hair that I had to practicaly smack myself to resist the urge to pet, and his face was soooooo beautiful. I just stared at him from behind my other friend b/c he was about three feet away. He never noticed I dont think XD But he went up the stairs, where all the classes for higher ranking students are (as in NOT freshman like poor lil me, lol) so either his homeroom was in the new wing (the Freshman wing) on the top floor or he was older. Oh well, at least he was hot, right? XD Hana-chan and Jen-chan want sooo badly to come to my dances b/c of that advantage lol. Katie does too so I'm hoping to get them into the homecoming *shifty eyes* if at all possible. OH MY GODS!!! *screams* I found SO MUCH NEW DUEL JEWEL STUFF!!!! AND ANTHONY BURNED ME ANOTHER DVD!!! IT HAS A DUEL JEWEL PV FOR TRUST (their FIRST ONE EVER) AND "Tsuki To Tawamure" FROM AKON 13 ACOUSTIC LIVE!!!! EEEEEEEEE!!!!! I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!!!! Not to mention Malice Mizer re-doing someone's house and Diru's 04 Code of Vulgarism ^^ Wow that was long @_@ I could put LOTS more in here but...I'll save it for tommorrow, lol. baibai! ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

New theme

You like it? I just love Kohta, he is so pretty. Gomen nasai about the freakout yesterday, it wasn't about school or anything, it's just that...I was looking forward to this thing I wanted to happen today all week, and something happened to stop it and I just got severely disappointed and...I freaked out for a few hours. I got to cuss my ass off about it though and no one seemed to mind. But I'm fine now, I guess... still really sad and disappointed about it but I guess I can wait and do it another time... Well I have nothing else really to say so I'll just go. ... byebye

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Friday, August 26, 2005

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I wrote a post in school but i dont feel like typing it. I'm REALLY fucking pissed, I feel like cussing at everything that could possibly interact with me. Fair warning. I have things I could say but it's all just boring freshman shit anyway so I'll just go. I hope you all have a nice day, because the gods know I would like to fucking blow my head off right now. ~Areina-chan

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Bleh XP

The art class thing wasn't so bad, it was over with quick. but there is a Japanese girl in my class, and she has only been in the US for 3 years!!! Which means-- Guess where she was before?! Wai! lol I was tempted to mention that me and my friends are known as Japanophiles (before I knew she was in my class) but I forgot, probably a good thing XD Anyway I didn't dress up or anything but we had to draw who we were gonna "be" and since we didnt even have to act like them or anything I found it pointless to pick a person, so I had to ask b/c I hadn't thought of anything. She saw my (EXTREMELY SEXY) Kyo cover on my binder (i change it daily b/c i am pitiful and have no life XD) and told me that I had the clothes down if I just wanted to do Kyo -_-;; I wasn't sure if I should take that as a compliment or not, lol. O_o I got hit on by older boys today. And flirted with. I don't know why either! It was so weird, I thought boys only flirted with pretty, skinny, non-hyper girls (or boys...you know...depending on their...uh...yeah you get it ^o^;) I'm betting it was b/c I had my zip-off bondage pants on, with the bottoms zipped off, and pink fishnets on underneath and my 5-inch heeled boots...my hooker boots...lol. I'm hoping they were teasing me, b/c one passed when I was bending over in my locker and looked down at me and smiled and said something but I didnt hear him all the way. *sigh* Ugh... P.E. How I loathe it *angry fist* I had to play soccer. I hate soccer. I hate sports. Martial Arts are as far as I'll go. The rest suck, lol. My science teacher reminds me of the counselor on South Park... he always says "Mmkay" and he kind of looks the same (well, except for the inflated head, you know, lol) I have HW, again. I have to go. High school is my hell, now *dies* baibai! ~Areina-chan

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I WIN!!

okay well since the fanart section HATES me, I'll just put them up here for now ^^ One of Yu~ki (meh...I think I turned it a little bit when i took the pic b/c it looks wider somewhat in the pic..I think aynway @_@) [not done yet, haven't worked on it in months XD] I see you X___X lol gomen, that was so weird. I am ashamed. My Vash picture! GAH I've had this thing for so long XP A little more than a year I think. I've posted it before. This is a bunch of clips b/c this is very detailed (for me) and I couldnt zoom in w/o cutting off half the picture so I had to take seperates. gomen for the sizes ^o^; [this not done either XD I never finish anything] This is weird...I was in an odd mood when I drew this (I think i did it in Florida when my grandma died and we had to go down there) not a fanart, obviously XD My mom was arguing with me b/c I didnt want to take a pic b/c "it's my first day of high school and I have to remember it" XP That is what SHE said. lol She took like four *dies* Haha, I look really fat in this one XD Hey, that shirt is huge and it was early so I was high-looking XP that is all the pics for today! lol, happy aren't you? baibai!!

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YOU all have some EXPLAINING to do *suspicious eyes*

I got TWO comments yesterday when I checked last night. TWO!!! I want explanations!! I dont have time to prewrite my posts anymore *dies* Okay I put a black streak in my hair today for school and i forgot that the spray dye comes out onto my SKIN when I sweat if I dont put gel over it. Well I didnt put gel over it. If I even TOUCHED the piece ofh air it would turn my face and/or hands black. My hands are still semi-greyish black but im gonna wash em now. yet AGAIN I had to explain to two people that my binder holds NO girls in it -__-;; Oh and tommorrow for art (this is sooo stupid) we have to dress up as someone (anyone we want) and then go in the FRONT of the class and tlak baout ourselves but as if we were the person we are imitating. I want to do Kyo. I can pull off fairly decent Kyo hair since I'm strawberry blonde. and I have my magical Kyo tie ^^ However... I'm SEVERELY stage fright and I don't socialize very well unless someone talks to me first. So that sucked the fun right out of it. *sigh* SHIT I still haven't done my book project! But this girl in art (she is a Sophmore but she is hilarious and another anime fan as well as these other two whom are equally hilarious but I think are seniors...I always make friends with people not my age, lol.) said she had to read that book (which she said to burn b/c it SUCKED, and she's not kidding it really does) and that she has all the papers for it *evil grin* I know copying is wrong... but it's fo the sake of my sanity. If I continute reading this piece of shit literature. I'll die. Easy as that. oh I'll read it, b/c we have open response questions for it. But I'm gonna use HER paperwork journal entries b/c I dont know what half the stuff means anyway, lol okay I have to go do HW and wash my blackened face and hands off!!! Farewell my ponies of good fortune!!!! ~Areina-chan P.S. ONE FANART WORKED!! WOO!! Sad b/c I liked my other ones too... but YAY!! LOOK!!! PLEASE!! Tell me what u think about it! ::EDIT:: HOLY FUCKING HELL!!! O_O I edited the wording on the Fanart and it disappeared!! GAH!

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