Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Short post, sorry guys ^^;

Current song: None…watching TV Second day of school and I survived!! *throws confetti* And I met again with my new peoples, and while I was leaving to get to my bus I had out my Jrock folder which has Kaoru (in all his sexy glory) on the front and the girl who loves hide (*hug hug hug*) saw it and her friend evidently likes Gackt and I have a sexy pic of Gackt in his Illuminati outfit (full body pose pic) and they went “Oh my god I love it!” lol I like them, and the hide-loving one (Jessica, I think is her name) has cool hair. Not the Miyavi hari, Joanna has that hair, but Jessica’s is blonde with black undertones, like I wanted to do MY hair. And Art class lets you listen to CD players when we’re working, so that makes me happy ^^ Though I was REALLY embarrassed in that class today ;-; B/c we had this warm-up w/e thing we had to do, and I didn’t really get it b/c it was a little vague. It said something like: list some ideas about what projects you would like to do. I was really confused so I just decided “Fuck it” and was forced to improvise. Thus I just listed specifics like a portrait of so and so and w/e (remember my decision-making skills are extremely lacking), I knew I was doing it wrong but I figured it wouldn’t matter b/c she would throw it out. I was wrong. So very wrong. She read them all. Out loud. I almost cried. Actually I blushed really REALLY hard, I’m sure of it b/c I felt my face turn hot. But this girl was wearing a long white Samurai Champloo shirt with Mugen on it. I was like this ^o^, and we talked for about three seconds b/c I mentioned that I liked it though I wish it had Jin on it and she informed me of a Jin shirt on sale at Media Play! ^O^ So happy!! Yes well, anyway… I slept bad last night *dies* I woke up about three or four times in between 3 and 4:30 am. And my cat wouldn’t leave me alone, he kept licking my mouth and my face XP Bleh, I have homework again! Gomen nasai for the shortness!! ~Areina-chan

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Back from school ^^

Current song: ‘Crucify My Love’ by X Japan Got back from school today!! It was actually great! I never thought I’d say that, but I met so many cool people and I wore my hide/X-Japan shirt and this girl called to me “OH MY GOD I LOVE YOUR SHIRT!!” And I made a face like this: O.O And then she told me that hide was all over her room and he was her idol and I hugged her, lol. Hugging random people is okay under special circumstances. And I met this girl who knew a little about Jrock, and she had total Miyavi hair!!!! I freaked and started petting her head and she was like ^_^, lol. And another girl who was a sophmore knows Diru and she likes them so that made me happy too!!! And I also met the skaters that live a few houses away from me, b/c they ride my bus, and one of them was really nice (they were all VERY perverted, and their entertainment included rubbing themselves -_-;; but it was kind of funny, I guess b/c I have MY mind XD) and he asked me my name and then asked me why I never came out of my house XD It’s true, I usually don’t go outside unless we’re going out to eat or I’m going to my friends’ house. But anyway, he said that one of his friends who hangs out with him in the neighborhood thought I was cool or something and wanted to know who I was. O_o Unexpected, I must say. But I’m glad I now have a place to sit on the bus and actually know the ppl around me ^^ Oh, and I showed him my Jrock binder b/c he asked what music I mainly listened to (we were talking about American bands and I told him I actually don’t listen to American music that often, even though I knew all the bands we talked about anyway, lol) and I had to say repeatedly “THERE ARE NO GIRLS IN THIS BINDER!!” b/c people kept doing double-takes and asking me if they were girls *dies* He laughed though, after making the ‘O__o’ face, hehehe. He also said that he thought my dad had a “hot bike” as he put it, lol. I didn’t find Chris, sadly. But OH MY GACKT there were even MORE hot Asian boys there TODAY!!!!! *happy dance* Many hot Asian boys and 3 Jrock-knowing people? Hell yeah. And I have to do something for my dear sweet friend Sakura-chan: Thank you sooooo sooooo much for helping me with my fan art submissions!! I hope they work! I found the sweetest pics for Ayashi no Ceres ^o^ Slightly sexual but not “nasty” lol. I like Shoujo, I think it’s my damned girly “romantic” hormones kicking in. I blame everything on hormones, don’t I? XD I haven’t given you guys a pic in a while have I? Not of Jrock or anime anyway, lol. Well here you go, to make up for it ^^ One of the sweet AnC pics I was talking about ^o^ I made Sakura-chan a button! ^o^ Woo, don’t I feel talented? Lol I stopped by Katie’s house day b4 yesterday b/c she has had my precious large pic of Kaoru-san for a couple months and I was dying b/c I missed him ^^; I showed up and all I said when she opened the door was “Kaoru.” and she went -___-; “YOU SAME ALL THE WAY HERE FOR A PICTURE?!” ^________________^ hehehe that would be correct! I think I should go to the Hobby Lobby for some of those buttons you can buy that you can put pics in….I need to make some Jrock/anime buttons for my backpack. Oh! And-- I’m sorry to have to ask anyone but I’ve been having trouble with putting songs on my site. I’ve found an html code allowing me to put an mp3 on a website, and I tried it and it wouldn’t work. If you know you don’t HAVE to tell me, of course, I’d just appreciate it if someone would assist me b/c I’m technologically brainless. Arigato gozaimasu! Baibai! ~Areina-chan

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

I forget things too easily ._.

Current song: ‘Monophobia’ by Moi Dix Mois Okay, I must ask this of everyone. Because obviously I’m just too stupid to get it right. I have put up fanart multiple times. Why multiple times you may ask? Well, simply because each time I put it up, it never works, thus I must repeat. Don’t get the wrong idea, it accepts it and everything, and the window will say “Your fanart was accepted and in our database. You will see it up in 48 hours” or w/e it is supposed to say. But then it so conveniently decides that it dislikes my work or something to that extent and never puts it up on the website. Any ideas people? I’m open to suggestions ;.; I practiced my Hiragana yesterday ^^ I’m so proud of myself, lol. I got the vowels, K’s, S’s, T’s, and N’s down in my memory. I’m working on the rest still, however. My mind can only hold so much info at once!! @____@ I was watching music videos on TV yesterday. Hollaback Girl came on and I must admit, I think Gwen Stefani is very pretty, I’m jealous, lol. And, was it just me, or at the beginning of the video did she say “Super kawaii!”? B/c I heard that and went O.O and then…was that kanji on the floor? I cannot believe school is tomorrow!!! *cries hysterically* *stops abruptly* O_O KUSO I FORGOT TO CALL MY SCHOOL!!!! .___. Oops… Okay see…I lose things easily…and forget them…I lost my schedule (still looking for it -_-;) and I had this book project I was supposed to do over the summer that I just found out about on Tuesday (since I transferred schools around then I didn’t know). So when I went and looked up the assignment online, I discovered that I needed to head to the library, b/c they picked the damn book for me (stupid bastards XP) and when I got to the library, I looked on their (as well as all other libraries in my area) database on their comp. and NONE of them had it in or it as being held. OH SHIT, SPEAKING OF WHICH!!! I have to call the library and renew my other Japanese book!!!!! Well I should go do that now ^o^;; Baibai!! ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

There are blisters on my eyeballs!!

Current song: none….*tumbleweed* Random title, ne? gomen V.V Bwa!! I got back from Sakura-chan’s party yesterday ^o^ It was very fun, I loved it *huggles Sakura-chan* Sakura-chan’s brother is so funny, lol, he is 17 I think, correct, Sakrua-chan? But anyway he was fun as well, lol (and cute too *shifty eyes*). We went to the mall for a few hours and made friends with the cashier at Spencers b/c he knew Dir en Grey! ^o^ this made me very happy! And this guy at a smoothie place, he was funny. I bought certain ppl some food (which you should be grateful for “certain people” b/c as everyone should know I am extremely cheap and not very generous in that sense, lol) and some mesh arm warmers and a new bracelet. After that we went to the movie thater to see “Skeleton Key” which was not a bad movie, I liked it. Before the movie, however, me and Sakura-chan (b/c Katie and EJ were too tired and stayed in the theater until the movie started) went the pet shop next door for a minute and ran into the Asian Buffet manager! ^^ He, being as enthusiastic and nice as he is, went: OoO “HI!” How are you?” and I was like this: O.O “Oh, Hi!!” *waves enthusiastically* Then we, coincidentally (for real this time!) left at the same time and since the AB is only two stores away (it’s a strip mall) and there is a party store that sells my hair dye RIGHT next to it (which is where us 2 were heading), we both headed in the same direction and me and Sakura-chan were talking to him and he was smiling as cute as ever (which is weird to say considering he must be at least 30, but he is pretty good-looking, lol. Kinda like Haido-san, ne? Age means nothing!!) and talking back and I can just imagine that he teases the poor Chi Weng (hehehe Jen-chan I love you and your amazingly fake Chinese names. &for all who don’t know, that is NOT his real name XD) whenever he runs into us. And I finally got to read the first 4 volumes of Kare First Love! *huggles Sakura-chan again* I love that manga so much, it is sooo sweet, lol. Whoa….Degrassi finale looks so good. Errrrr I can’t wait I’m so anxious ;-; I will change my theme later today, not enough time right now though, I‘m afraid! Anyway… I promised pics right? Okay well I took 8 but I will post just a few this time, and if you guys like them I may post more, lol. My personal favorite of all of them, I actually don’t look terrible in this. That one isn’t bad… LOL XD XD this one makes me laugh b/c I’m like OoO Eeek! Lol Okay enough eye-burning for today, ne? lol Report Later! ~Areina-chan

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Friday, August 19, 2005

WARNING AGAIN:: this post was not prewritten, thus very very short::

Okay, I was at Sakura-chan's house the other night with Katie and EJ so gomen for the late post. I had a photo-whoring moment b/c we just went out and bought some some new makeup (I've been out of mascara/eyeliner for weeks!! WEEKS!! *dies*), so I'll also post some pics tommorrow ^^ And I will definitely give a more DETAILED description of the visit as well. Mwahahaha!!!! lol baibai! ~Areina-chan

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Party! ^^

Current song: none…but ‘Ride on a Shooting Star’ by The Pillows (FLCL theme) is stuck in my head x________x I’m going to Sakura-chan’s party today ^o^ We’re going to see a movie and then the mall and then to her house again to spend the night. I have only been in her house once, on her birthday, and it was really odd b/c, although she warned us about it, we were stared at by random members of her family ._. Her mom and brother are really nice and I like them a lot ^^ and her little cousins, who won’t be there this time, were sooo cute ^^ and VERY expressive o_O Apparently no one’s parents think I’m pretty *sigh* It’s a sad, sad world. But understandable, I suppose, I mean, after all it is ME we’re talking about. I mean none said I was ugly (or at least no one told me about them saying it), they just always say Katie is the prettiest one. I don’t blame them though, she is prettier than me by a long shot -_-; and then Sakura-chan… My gigantic head doesn’t really add to the glory, though, ne? I find it insufferable to be repugnantly unsightly ;-; XP bleh I went over to Katie’s last night for a couple of hours, which was…odd…to say in the least. Lol I only went over b/c they don’t have a fucking PHONE and no one was online and Sakura-chan and I needed to know if she was coming tomorrow to the party thing, but I ended up staying for a lil while ^^ I watched the ending of Kung Fu Hussle(sp) o_O THAT was interesting, quite interesting indeed. The guy was kinda hot though… GAH STOP SAYING THAT!! *bashes hormonally-challenged self with metal bat* I had to sleep a bit early last night x________X I only have to go to bed early for a few days…so that I wake up earlier… Then eventually I can go to sleep later, like around 2, and I’ll still be able to get up around 6, lol. I went to the library yesterday and got the first two volumes of Fushigi Yugi. ^o^ I love Yu Watase so it was all good. I like it a lot, and I finished the books yesterday within a few hours so I’m gonna take them back ASAP and get the next few volumes ^^ (Hotohori is hot, I’ll admit it, Katie, lol) WHAT THE HELL IS WITH MY BOY-CRAZINESS LATELY?!?! AAAAUUUUGGGGHHHH!! *runs repeatedly into wall* Okay ^o^ I’ll report as soon as I can! ~Areina-chan P.S. …have you noticed the sudden decrease in my posts’ lengths recently? ^^; gomen nasai guys! Lol

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

*yawn*

Grrr my mom is such a bitchy freak sometimes I just can’t stand it *dies* WE were in the car and I mentioned something during a car conversation about how Japanese cars names are pronounced differently here. My mom said “Honda” (in the English version) and I told her that in Japanese it was “Honda“ (pronounced differently) and she completely flipped on me. I remember specifically what upset me the most was she said “You’re a fucking white girl, don’t go trying to sound Japanese. Your fake Japanese accent sounds so stupid!” I was TRYING to explain that “I wasn’t even TRYING to put in an accent!” b/c I know I can’t have one, and that “I know I’m white, thanks for the info, mom.” and “I was just saying that the car name is pronounced different!” but she interrupted me before I got to the fourth word of every sentence so she could adger me about how stupid I sounded speaking Japanese. They went into the grocery store and I told her I wasn’t going anywhere with her and stayed in the car. She bade me farewell from the car ever so nicely by repeating through the open door that “I am a white girl” and I went nuts when I saw them disappear through the doors. I am a baby, I know, but I started crying and I knew if she saw me crying she would laugh at me for being a baby so I abruptly stopped when they came back out, as best as I could anyway. She fucking WONDERS why I have such low ambition and self-esteem?! If she keeps telling me I sound stupid and look stupid and what I want to learn and do is stupid what the hell does she think I’m supposed to be like?! For gods’ sake, I am trying my best to retain my dignity and self-worth but she certainly is NOT handing out the support for free. No, I have to pay the fee of being who she expects. GR she makes me mad. I got my school schedule yesterday. And it turns out, I start on Monday! I had NO effing idea! I hardly have ANY clothes or supplies and I haven’t even started my English project yet!! *sigh* My classes are: Integrated Science 2 ~ English Honors ~ Algebra 1 (wow I’m so dead in this class x____x) ~ Economics ~ Government (great…just what I want -_-) ~ Art 1 (YAY!!) ~ PE 1 (NOO!!) ~ Health/Issues They are separated, of course, into different semesters, I just didn’t want to put which period/semester each class was in, lol. The damned fee was $109.00 !! Not even counting the fees for my art and Science classes. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I AM SO PISSED ABOUT THAT SALE STILL!!! ROAR!! I could have bought out my entire school wardrobe ;-; I’m very sad. Very very sad. I watched Ju-on yesterday. I liked it ^^ I was talking to Sakura-chan while watching it and she kept telling me parts though -_-; Thanks for that, sis.. And would anyone think I was a total freak I f I said that there were a couple of hot guys in it? XD The red demon of evil is upon me this week, okay? Hormone imbalance. That is what I’m blaming it on. HORMONES. Nothing much else. I will try to get a pic of my outfit I picked to wear on my first day, though I hope I don’t get in trouble if I show my entire boot *shifty eyes* ~Areina-chan

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I'm back again! ^^

Gomen nasai!! I was at Katie’s house all weekend ^o^; But it was sooooooooo effing fun. We went to the mall when I first got to her house, and I sprayed my hair black and red (actually it was more pinkish) and I felt like Shun-san’s and hide-sama’s love child XD Jen wasn’t used to people staring at me b/c they usually stare at HER, lol. I could state everything funny that happened, but that would make this post HUGE so I’ll refrain from saying everything, lol. But here is one short incident, lol. Katie was far ahead of us (this was the same day I sprayed my hair) when we were walking back from the mall. And Jen stopped and, being the hilarious idiot she is (I love you Jen ^^;), picked up this long box about a foot and a half across and about ten feet long and it was really colorful and happy looking, and she was overjoyed instantly -_-; It had two tabs sticking out of the end that looked specifically like a certain part of the male anatomy *ahem* XD We named it Gackt and it now resides in Jen’s closet. Monday was great. We went to the mall again for a little while and, remember I said I’m not a huge Hot Topic fan, though I will admit I do like some stuff there (I.E. most pants, jewelry, boots, band shirts though everything there is HELLISHLY expensive). But anyway, back on subject, there was an MASSIVE sale going on b/c Tuesday is the start of their new promo and even the clearance items were half off of their clearance price! Shoes were all 25% off, T-shirts were buy 1 get 1 half-off, all pants skirts and normal shirts (I think shirts...hm…) were $10 off, and there was a lot more but I can’t remember it, lol. Needless to say, we were all very happy until we realized the one flaw in our day. None of us had any money. Jen did not get paid until Tuesday, and that was when she was going to pay me my $40. So we were one day off. Then I got SOOOO pissed off b/c I REALLY wanted these boots (so did Katie, hahaha) that were normally $60 but after I took off all the discounts they were only around $12. But we ended up leaving the mall, everyone pretty mad, and I had to leave and go home around 8:00 but my dad came early around 7:00 and I begged and he gave in and bought them for me ^^ Here lemme try to find a pic of them on HT.com… Nope, gomen, can‘t find one. ;-; maybe I will take a pic of them, lol. They are black and go to my knee and they lace in the front and zip on the inside of my legs and there are buckles on the outside and they have platforms that are about 3-4 inches tall. There are 3 holes that go straight through the platforms and inside each of them is a black spring or something, lol. I love them *huggles boots* I was hoping to get most of my wardrobe covered since it was all so cheap on Monday, but my dad just payed a monster house bill and so we are low on cash that day. See? Mondays are TERRIBLE days for sales. I should sue. lol Well, I must go, I’ll report later! baibai ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

School orientation Friday

The orientation wasn’t that bad. I had ppl staring at me, but it was okay ^^ I expected it. And my mom woke up earlier than expected so I didn’t get a chance to dye my hair *sob* I was SO pissed about that. I guess I’ll have to use the red to go out and the black for school… Basically we had to split in to groups depending on the color of these cards we all got, but me and these other two kids (one from an entirely different group XD) just hung out in the hallway and avoided the groups. It was really boring until we got away from our groups anyway. Even though we missed about three of these mini-class things that teach you about the school *shifty eyes* *sweat drop* I guess I’ll figure it out eventually? ^^; UGH I saw 3 people from my school, one I was semi-friends with, I only talked to him a few times last year, but the other two I HATE!! XP I’ll have to avoid them… OMG the dress code is SO ridiculous ;-; I am beyond pissed about that too!! Only girls can wear shorts, and they must be below the knee. I am curious, b/c I wanna wear fishnets on the first day underneath my zip-off bondage pants (they are appropriate length) but I don’t know if I can ;-; Oh hell I will XD Okay, here was the highlight of my day-- I made friends with one of the hottest Asian boys I‘ve seen all day in my grade ^O^! Well, not really FRIENDS yet but we talked for a little while and he was SO adorable but SO slow XD Oh well, he makes up for it b/c he can ramble about random pointless subjects and I can just stare at him. His name is Chris. AND there were about three other hot Asian boys in my grade, and 1 really hot, really skinny one that was older than me, but I’m not sure how much. And a lot of really pretty Asian girls to make me jealous *dies* but maybe I can make friends with one of them… Maybe they’ll have a brother… XD no no no I’m not THAT pathetic, lol. *ahem* (most of the time *shifty eyes*) Let’s just say that, in conclusion, I think I’ll get along okay in the school. ^^ I got lost about four times when I was wandering with those other two boys, but oh well, lol. I have to get my schedule and pay my fees next week, everyone said we had to do it today, but there was a line that went up the 2-level stairs, and around an upper-level hallway -_-;; so it was basically a one-two hour line. My dad decided “fuck this” and went to the office to ask if we could come another day, and they said next week ^^ So we told Chris and his parents and some other random person and we were all “okay” and left XD I hope I see Chris again, at least I can sit by him at lunch, or maybe that other kid that I knew from last year -- WHOA -- That kid’s name is Chris too @____@ Oh great, I already suck at remembering names XD Well I guess I’ll only THEY will get mixed up, ne? lol GODS I’m starting to love N. KY… So many hot Asian guys ^^ Oh oh! And Chris, the Asian one, listens to Rammstein! ^^ So that made me happy. Until tomorrow! ~Areina-chan ::edit:: Um…I’m really, really sorry guys…I know I just got back from a short “break” but…new issues and fairly more important ones than last time…very much more serious ones…have arisen…. And they are more serious than I’ve ever had to deal with… So bad that…I may take a longer break next time than I’d like to. I’m so sorry…but this is so…I cant explain anything now…just…don’t worry if I am not on for a little while.

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Friday, August 12, 2005

bleh...

I officially detest Wal*Mart even more. I actually found some purple fishnets, and some black fishnets, would my dad let me buy them? Hell no. I ended up HAVING to buy 2 pairs of jeans (my dad said the ones I am wearing, which are cut off at the knee and safety pinned back on courtesy of my boredom, have to be thrown away ;-;) and I got a white, button-up, collared shirt that you would wear under a business suit or w/e, so that my Kyo tie will look good on it. That was the only thing I liked. My dad was fussing b/c my mom was bitching at him over the phone to make me buy “color”. She is gonna flip out when she finds out I didn’t get what she wanted. I found plaid skirts, pleated too, but they were hideous colors. Brown and purple? For gods’ sake, people, gross. And anyway, I didn’t want any from Wal*Mart….I didn’t like the styles…. I am in such a stress I want to cry. And I bought black boots….those are okay too… I borrowed a shirt from Jen-chan hopefully to make it a little better… I was hoping terribly to borrow the one that says “Looking for a Japanese Boyfriend” or the one that has a Pocky box and instead of Pocky it says “Bocky” (you’ll only get it if u know what that means in Japanese, XD) but alas, she couldn’t find them and since her dad was bitching when she answered the door and she isn’t supposed to be lending clothes anyway b/c her dad wont let her, she had to sneak it out and her dad is probably mad at her now. And it is a shirt that says…well lets just say its something kind of dirty…in Japanese but if anyone asks I’ll just lie *shifty eyes* Thank you Jen-chan, anyway, for looking for two hours. Yes but now I have to rearrange my whole outfit b/c the shirt is black red and orange and my bondage pants have pink on them. *cries in stress* I hate my parents, both of them, sometimes. I ALWAYS hate my mom, but my dad usually lets me do stuff! Maybe I’m just spoiled… But I can’t stand anything today, everything makes me stressed and want to cry. I am going to be so uncomfortable in the clothes I have to wear. I could give a damn what everyone else at the orientation will be thinking, b/c the clothes I would LIKE to be wearing would make everyone else cringe anyway. But I want to LIKE what I’m wearing. *sigh* And I have to be at that orientation ALONE for six hours (12:30 - 6:30), when my parents come at 6:30 we get my schedule and hopefully get the hell outta there. But of course, my DEAR SWEET mother will make me sit through that dumbass “Fashion show” the school is having. WOO-FUCKING-HOO LETS ALL GET PEPPED UP FOR THAT, WHY DON’T WE?! I’m so strained right now I can’t even stand it. I have to go do something….maybe find SOMETHING I don’t actually hate that I can wear. I hope you all have a good day.

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