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Thursday, August 11, 2005


shorter post than usual
Okay…
What happened to nice, understanding sitcom mothers who say Oh as long as your comfortable, wear what you want. ^^”
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My mom just called me (around 9:00 Wednesday night) and said that around 11 my dad was coming home from work to take me to Wal*Mart to go shopping (bleh) for an outfit to wear on Friday (the day of my school orientation) and she was basically PLANNING out my effing outfit!!
And I quote: “Just try to find some pink socks and a pink shirt to wear under that hoodie you just got, and some cute shoes. Just get something that‘s not all ‘doom-and-gloom’.”
What the hell?
The only pink I have worn since I was little were the pink fishnets I borrowed from Jen and…
I had pink hair in fifth grade.
I think that is it…yes…
But anyway, she hates the way I am. She just doesn’t get, no matter how many times I try to tell her, that not everyone thinks like she does or likes what she thinks they’ll like!
She is getting so close-minded even my dad is noticing!

I detest life so much sometimes it’s pathetic.
I sound like the stereotype (see I can’t even spell that word) of a “goth” (hate that word too, but I use it. Damn hypocrisy…I cant even escape it) when I say this, but no one likes to accept what they think is stupid. Like my mom, she won’t accept me or what I like b/c she hates it. She won’t stop insulting me or my likes b/c she hates it.
I’m ready to scream.
In fact I think I will.
Nope…nothing.

Hopefully shopping with my dad, he’ll understand b/c he usually does when it comes to this issue, and let me get what I feel comfortable in.
I doubt I’ll find anything at Wal-fucking-mart but I’ll try.

Nothing much else…
Maybe I’ll spray my hair with my fabulous red and black hair dye before I go to the orientation
*evil laughter*

~Areina-chan

::Edit:: not going to WM on Wed. night. Change of plans Going on Thurs. night, so I’ll report my misery on Fri. ::end edit::




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