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Thursday, January 29, 2009


I Am The Drug You Can't Deny

listening to: the church of hot addiction-cobra starship

writing: down my dreams

icon of the day:

Cassie's Comment Corner:

krissy: hee that is a cute story. i would let my husband sing to me if he wanted.

roseeyes: good point but it sucks when i can't do my school work because my computer isn't good enough. no, my mom and my brother and i all live in a house that we're renting from my mom's brother a.k.a my uncle. my brother is only seventeen he does not have his own place.

belinda: i was pretty much like this through that whole video: O.O but the group dancing made me laugh. ha, i wish we were related though that meanst i would still find him attractive but i dun care.

jenny: your comments are meeeeean. imma go stick mah dick in your soup now.


I was a little late to class yesterday due to the weather. Only by maybe three minutes. Good thing I went though because yesterday was my first exam. Not too hard because we got to use our notes and book sooo yeah.

About twenty questions and they were all like short anwser, anwsers.

I'm pretty sure I aced it.

It snowed pretty badly yesterday. The sidewalks at college were all slick and I slide around while walking at least five times.

One point I almost fell and cute scene boy was like "Woah, be careful." He was hot. I saw a lot of hot guys in fact.

I've taken up people watching as of late.

Computer lab was closed so I was bored for about thirty minutes until I found an open space in the other computer lab.

Does anyone watch Lost? Ah, I love that show.

This post was pretty much useless. I need to straighten my hair now because it's coming out all frizzy.

I love you korean Jon.

xoxo

Cassie

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009


You Know You'll Find Us Here When We Return

listening to: our town-we the kings

writing: the baby story

icon of the day:

Cassie's Comment Corner:

yoji: you get the complimentary first comment cookie!

roseeyes: i haven't had a chance to read the other chapters yet because i've been so tired/busy from college but i will get around to it i swear.

belinda: i know, i read that when i first got pretty.odd. and i was like whut? jwalk's girl is named cassie? annnd then i fell in love with him. lol.

emily: not jwalk's mouth. it's bden. yeah, it's different because i didn't get in trouble. they don't care whether or not you come to school because you're the one paying for the classes so if you miss them it's your own cash that you're wasting.

jenny: no way, i hate that smell and i can smell it for days afterwards. i do love my psych class it's pretty damn interesting. DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE ROCKS THAT I GOT, I'M STILL, I'M STILL JENNY FROM THE BLOCK.

angel z: idk because it's not like i ever put my number out anywhere. i sneeze too when there's smoke around but i just hate how my hair stinks like it.

krissy: huzzah. you were the only one who got the bden right. oh, how i creeply enjoy his mouth. that do be weird.


I forgot to tell this story on Sunday.

So, our washer leaks sometimes and it leaves little water puddles on the back room floor. I went to go and put my clothes in the dryer so I had the dryer door open and my foot was wet and I touch the door and bam! I get this electric shock.

The kind that makes your finger numb and also feel like it's hard to pull away. It didn't really hurt but I told my brother and he came and tried it too and then we went all scientist and held hands and he touched the dryer and the shock went through him and got me. It was cool and we were totally passing electricty back and forth.

Cause Smith kids are awesome like that.

My mom just told me that somehow we are related to some people in my family that have the last name Walker. Yeaaah, I think half of you know where I would go with that.

ME AND JWALK BE LONG LOST COUSINS!

Only not really. Spencer totally is my cousin though. *shifty eyes*

Class went well except for how my cell went off when I was in the library so Brendon Urie's voice was all like "Anwser your phone!" and I swear the guy next to me was laughing.

Ah well.

Also, they moved my pysch class and I asked the lady where they moved it to and she told me room number 2106 so me and this other girl were looking for it and we ran into this other girl from our class and she started looking for it too. We found it but turns out the class was not there.

So, then we looked for 2160 [which does not even existm btw] needless to say we didn't find it. We went back to ask the lady what room number she said and that's when we found out that the class was moved right next door.

Stupid lady.

Class was good though. I like my professor a lot and the really cute guy was sitting right behind me. He's so cute.

Learned about the effects of drugs on the brain.

Heroine is scary.

Classes again today and then no more for the week. Though I gotta take my music book with me and attempt to do my work while at school.

God, I need that new computer.

xoxo

OMFG WATCH THIS VIDEO. PANIC NEEDS TO LAY OFF THE DRUGS!


Cassie

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009


Say A Prayer, The Summer Nights Are Dead

listening to: august is over-we the kings

writing: the apocalypse diaries

icon of the day:
one guess to who's mouth that is

pimpage: jenny-[she's golden], krissy-[fast times at eue claire university], megan-[she's hailing the heartbreaker], belinda-[she wants to know where your boy is tonight?], emily-[she can feel the pressure], yoji-[he lives on skyway avenue]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

roseeyes: yeah, spelling things wrong tends to happen when you're tired and you update at three in the morning.

jenny: i believe we broached that subject on the phone last night. it's funny because it's true. krisseh be dancin' to the HSM soundtrack. lol at you listening to clay aiken last night.

belinda: i see you being all zen.

emily: not much to tell except that i used to get these terrible long scratches on my back and legs, in places that i couldn't reach and it kept happening and i told my mom about it and she talked to the neighbor and he said that a teacher used to live there and she had died but she always scratched her nails on the chalkboard in her classroom.

yoji: ah, how did you figure it out? i thought i hid it so well. lol.


I swear to god if one more telemarketer calls my cell phone I'm gonna blow it up.

Classes went fine yesterday despite me being late for my first hour [by seven minutes but still everyone was staring at me] and the creepy moment in the bathroom it was fine.

My hair is starting to constantly smell like cigarettes mostly because people keep smoking in our house and I go out and talk to Pamela while she smokes during our break.

Uhn, I forgot my cell phone yesterday too so I had to go the whole day without texting anyone. Pure torture that was.

Bought new eyeshadow cause my old one broke and my other ran out.

Went to sleep like a normal person.

I have to go to my classes earlier than usual today because I'm meeting my cousin at the library and she's going to help me with my music class because the assignments confuse me.

Besides that I have my Psychology class tonight. Which I like despite how we always get off topic. Shit, I should probably be reading for that class.

Meh, I still got around four hours before I have to go.

xoxo

Cassie

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Monday, January 26, 2009


You Say You Got My Baby But I Know It Ain't True

listening to: baby, i got your money-say anything

writing: the baby story

icon of the day:

pimpage: jenny-[forever the sickest kid], krissy-[dance, krissy, dance], megan-[megan at the disco], belinda-[the belinda is...], emily-[gym class emily]


At least I finally caught myself up on my reading for one out of four of my classes. Cause I'm awesome like that.

What I learned about myself today; I cannot concentrait.

Dad came over not much happened but I told him I appreciated him. Annnd he yelled at me but I totally pulled the pouty face and he cannot resist the pouty face.

Greg owes meh money now.

I think I have a quiz at school today..but I can't remember if it was today or Wednesday. *shrugs*

Enjoy this plz:

1. Is it cruel to keep a dog in a cage or tied up most of the time?
i really think it is, animals shouldn't be kept just to be tied up and only able to go around in a tiny circle.

2. About what things are you most selfish?
myself, maybe about things i want.


3. Do you have a dream that repeats again and again? What is it?
i have a repeating dream about zombies a lot. but it scares the crap out of me.

4. What makes you feel secure and safe?
music, jenny, megan, krissy.


5. Are you able to keep secrets? Is it hard for you?
if it's a really bad secret i tend to think about it too much and i have to tell someone.


6. Is there anything you constantly worry about?
i worry too much at times. i'm definitly a worrier.


7. What makes you feel important?
um...i dunno. when someone likes my writing.


8. Why do you feel that you are trustworthy?
because i don't really do shady things.


9. Are there any rituals you do everyday? What are they?
check my myo, write.


10. What makes life worth living?
my friends, my passion, music


11. Are you camera shy? Why/why not?
not really. but i think i analyze myself too harshly.


12. Do you/would you allow your pet on your bed? Even if they shed?
Not Patrick cause he does gross things but Jonnie is alright.


13. Do you fear looking older? Why/why not?
i doubt i'll ever look old. i mean i'm twenty and i look like i'm sixteen.


14. Live to eat or eat to live?
way to call people fat survey.


15. Do you have any allergies? If yes, what are they?
i do not


16. Have you ever been hospitalized? If yes, what for?
a really terrible case of bronchitis and the flu at the same time.


17. Have you ever traveled out of the country? Where/why not?
nope.


18. What do you think about pornography?
does slash count as porn? i don't know but if it does...it's great!


19. How do you feel about people who wear (real) fur coats?
imma throw teh paint on yew.


20. Do you believe that most people are trustworthy and honest?
not really.


21. Do you believe in ghosts, angels or aliens?
i seriously do because our old house was haunted and the ghost used to hurt me.


22. Were you ever teased when you were younger? (How did that make you feel?)
yeah, i think that's what has made me so self-concious and awkward now.


23. What are your top five goals for your lifetime?
1. get something published. i only need the one goal as of right now.


24. Are you ever able to fall asleep with the lights/TV/radio on?
i can only sleep with lights on if i am really fucking tired. usually i need complete silence and darkness to sleep but i guess i was tired last night because i slept with my mp3 player on.


25. What color is your toothbrush? Did you get to pick the color?
white and green. no, the dentist gave it to me.


26. What chore do you detest the most? Why?
changing the kitty litter..maybe the dishes.


27. Do you think you read too much or too little?
i think i read an average amount..maybe a little above average.

27. What role does art play in your life?
musically speaking, a huge role


28. What are your three favorite board/card games?
bullshit, life, uno


29. What crazy thing have you done in the name of "love," if any?
um...i did some stupid shit back when i was a sophmore. bitching at a teacher lol, skipping classes.


30. Do you like it when friends are comfortable with dropping by unexpectedly?
i don't mind it all that much. Taylor is pretty much the only one who does.


xoxo

Cassie


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Saturday, January 24, 2009


So, It Seems I'm Someone I've Never Met

listening to: that green gentleman-panic at the disco

writing: nothing at the moment

pimpage: jenny-[she will never believe in anything again], krissy-[oh baby, she's a classic], megan-[call her ms.benezdrine], belinda-[there's a kickdrum beating in her chest again], emily-[she doesn't care what you think as long as it's about her]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

roseeyes: i did like it.

nightshade: crap, i hope i'm not eating cloned chickens.

megan: coleslaw is delicious as are the wedges.

belinda: aww dead stories make me saaaad.


Wooo, I'm not hungover.

But I don't feel well.

We had a party last night but more on that in a moment.

My brother and I ran around yesterday. We picked up Greg and went to the bank and acted like adults. Sort of.

I had to go this school to sign up for an appointment to watch children for my child education class.

After that we went to the store and I bought cigarettes for Greg and I didn't get carded. That was surprising really.

There was a ordeal at Arbys because my brother was high and an idiot.

Then came the party and at first it was Greg, Ellie, my brother and I. We were drinking and I got a good buzz going but then Greg was like "Chug with me!" so I did and then I had to go puke.

I took pictures with my camera so, hopefully I can figure out a way to put them up soon.

Ellie was being a slut last night. I swear to god, maybe attention whore would be a better word for it because she bounced around to every guy that showed up to the party.

Nate, Sam, and this guy named Vontae all came over too.

Greg ending up puking all over our back floor and outside and in my brothers room and all over himself.

Ellie kissed Greg pre-puking. She also kissed Nate and showed him and my brother her boobs and let them touch them. What's worse is that Nate has a girlfriend. And Ellie says that she's falling in love with my brother.

My brother played fighted with Nate and made his nosebleed. The sink in the bathroom is still blood stained.

I went to sleep at like four and Ellie left at six. Greg and the others spent the night but they left around eleven this morning and Greg's still with us right now but he has to go home in about three hours.

Oh, I've seen Greg's dick like three times now.

And I need a shower too but Greg's in there right now. Jesus.

Yeah, and on that note. Imma go call Jenny.

xoxo

Cassie

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Friday, January 23, 2009


You're Paper Thin, It's Visible

listening to: the town's been talking-the maine

writing: not writing at the moment, just editing.

pimpage: jenny-[my 99.9% gay lover], krissy-[she lives on the oregon trail], megan-[the most awesomest creeper ever], belinda-[god's homie], emily-[warped tour ninja]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

roseeyes: i'm glad you liked my story so far. i enjoyed yours too.

emily: ha ha. yeah, i think i dreamed that i had updated and then i woke up and was like, nope. yeah, the post office is stoopid.

belinda: yeah, i still miss the catalyst but didn't you say that that story is dead? new stuff is goooood. that's like my favorite line from that song.

megan: them creepers be creeping on me all the time.

jenny: no, yew r a moron because pepper is spelt with two P's! ew no fingering plz. HA HA LOL YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THAT MADE ME LAUGH. horse dildo scares me. ha, i can't remember the next line either. to get better...something, something. go do the drivethru next. you leave me the best comments.

I'm sleeeeepy. It's what I get for actually sleeping like a normal person would.

Dad came over yesterday for not so noble reasons. Oh well, I love him and I'll forever be a daddy's girl.

Talked to Jenny and we now have a tradition that we watch Grey's Anatomy together over the phone.

It made us cry.

Ate some KFC and I always get too full when I do.

I got a text message from Fall Out Boy again. Ha. It's always fun to say that.

xoxo

Cassie



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Thursday, January 22, 2009


I'm Standing In The Arch Of The Door, Hating That Look That's On Your Face

listening to: calm before the storm-fall out boy

writing: kreta.

pimpage: jenny-[not a big fan of the cock], krissy-[greta's number one fangirl], megan-[she's a spicy beefstick], belinda-[not a big fan of the dan], emily-[the david]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

roseeyes: crap, i forgot to send you my story but i will do it today.

belinda: oh emm gee. didn't i meet you when you were fourteen? where has all the time gone? aha, far more embarressing things have happened to me then that. that was just awkward.

emily: i don't think i could ever pwn the wentz.


Ha. For the first time in a long time I was too tired to stay awake and update. So I do it now at... 11:55 am. Almost noon.

Fall Out Boy was on the Regis And Kelly show and they played America's Suitehearts but it doesn't translate well live.

Yesterday's classes went well. I was a total idiot and went to the wrong class in the morning but it all ended up okay. I worked in a group again with the same guy as before. Jaton I think his name is.

Trying to talk to more people and I'm trying and succeeding a bit so go me and my awkward little self. I'm thinking my new hair has given me confidence.

Totally got hit on my a super old man at the bookstore. He was like "You got a really beautiful smile!" and then proceeded to cheese at me and tell me that the stuffed animal I bought was cute.

I got a bib for my friend Sydney's babyshower which is on Saturday so, I need to call her and make sure she's still having it and whatnot.

Again, I am a moron and I lost two bucks in the vending machines at school because of my stupidity.

Ah, I should get my grant money soon, which means brand new computer for me. I cannot freaken wait because god, bless my poor computer now but it's on it's last leg I fear. Now I feel bad for the computer.

Remember that Panic At The Disco package I was supposed to get in the mail? Yeah, they might have sent it back to the company now so, I have to get in contact with them pronto incase they try to send my package to someone else.

*Sigh*

xoxo

Cassie

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009


Oh, Such Tortuous Things, Always Chewing Up The Only Ones I Ever Need

listening to: from a mountain in the middle of the cabins-panic at the disco[mine and jenny's suicide song]

writing: kreta story.

icon of the day:
cause rywalk is good every once in a while.

pimpage: jenny-[my girl friday], krissy-[the camerawhore], megan-[the final fantasy nerd], belinda-[the poet], angel z-[the good girl], emily-[the culvers worker], yoji-[the dude]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

belinda: well, it's not offical yet but i'm really, really gonna try hard to go to the concert because i love fob. wait, are you gonna be sixteen? jesus, now i feel old.

yoji: ha. i so had a feeling that you were gonna stop by for reals. but yeah, i think you're pretty much the only guy that still comes on my site. i know, it is a fear i have that the universe will make the concert the same night as the concert. band boys as pirates is good too.

emily: i so wanna buy a concert shirt from that because i want one that says that. sometimes i do miss the boys. i maybe once upon a time was a myo whore. lol.

jenny: i'm sorry! i'm sure that they'll tour again because the wentz says that they have a little life left in them *sad* BECAUSE I TOLD YOU ON THE PHONE BEFORE I HUNG UP THAT I WOULD HAVE A DREAM ABOUT JWALK AND I DIDIDIDIDIDID. yah, i like how you don't listen to meh, always mbating while i'm on the phone with you. don't cry bby.

angel z: yeah, you're kelsey because you're the only kelsey i know. i know! i think i've know you since my second year on here...possibly the first. awww i miss him, he had been coming around here but he was never really happy when he did. hee remember when you guys went out? that was cute. i hate low rise jeans.


So, I don't know how to count and the class is really only three hours but still. A looong time.

My professor happens to get off topic a lot and our class breaks into conversations a lot. I don't mind because that's less notes that I gotta take. I'm thinking that that's my favorite class and my favorite professor.

They did swith our class to a temporary classroom and I had a tiny desk and now my ass hurts from sitting in it.

At least I'm learning.

My brother brought his friend Ellie over and she straightened my hair for me and I love when it's straight. I look like a million times better in my own opinion.

Ellie and my brother dropped me off at school and my brother and I fight like a married couple at times because he took me to school in this totally retarded way and we were arguing about it the whole way there.

Ellie was still with my brother when they picked me up and I love Ellie but she's coo-coo bananas. A little on the crazy side. And she met Greg and I told her about how he and I had fooled around and so she called him and was like 'I know how you had sex with Cassie!" and I was like *FACEPALM* We didn't sleep together.

We took Ellie home and she gave me like fourty cents in all pennies so I went to Mcdonalds and got a burger because I was starving.

Turns out my brother was drinking. -_-

Idiot.

Talked to Jenny and she doesn't love my vampire story.

-_-

Ah, my sleep is all screwed up because I fall asleep around eleven at night then get back up at two in the morning and then go back to sleep again in a couple hours.

Beat that Pete Wentz.

...God, I'm clever.

xoxo

Cassie


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Tuesday, January 20, 2009


You Can Only Blame Your Problems On My World For So Long

listening to: the [shipped] gold standard-fall out boy

writing: hell or glory, because vampire jon eats my brain.

icon of the day:

pimpage: jenny-[she's not a big fan of horseshoe crabs], krissy-[she likes to sit in crowded rooms], megan-[she's still frustrated from last night], belinda-[she's a lady], emily-[she wants to call you honey, honey, honey], angel z-[she's enjoying the calm before the storm]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

night shade 2: aww your anwsers kind of made me sad! *hugs*

belinda: i would have given you ryden but jenny would beat me if i didn't fork it over to her. lawl. *doesn't see the ryden appeal* sure, i'll read it. it sounded interesting when you told me about it.

emily: ha, ha yeah. jenny was like 'they talk about michigan in this song' and i'm like yeaaah i love it. lake michigan is ftw. a yesman is someone who works for a celebrity that constantly gives into the celebrities needs, like they have no opinions of their own and only agree with whatever the famous person wants.

jenny: you can't rape the willing dear.


I just realized that there are no guys in my pimpage. What happened to all the myo dudes? Besides yoji of course.

Was being super lazy yesterday. I did get some of my reading done, not all of it but whatever, it's not exactly like i'm behind or something.

Went to Walmart and bought a pair of jeans. And looked at computers for when I get my grant money in the mail.

Which reminds me...I gotta go to the bank today.

Also have to do some laundry and take a shower and do the remainder of my reading. Good thing my class isn't until six at night. The only bad thing is that it's the class that lasts FOUR hours.

They show the stupidest movies on late at night.

I am so going to that Fall Out Boy concert in May.

Who knows if this is the last chance to seem them live?

Ah, I just made myself sad.

xoxo

P.S. Dreams about band boys are the best kind of dreams. Told you I'd have on Jenny.


Cassie

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Monday, January 19, 2009


Promise, Don't Let Me Miss It

listening to: i got punched in the face because i stuck my nose in other people's business-boys night out

writing: slow motion

icon of the day:

Pimpage: jenny-[ryden], krissy-[jondon], megan-[joncer], belinda-[brencer], kelsey-[rywalk], emily-[rycer]

Cassie's Comment Corner:

jenny: yah, you brought the pimpage back. heh, sing that to the tune of 'I'm bringing sexy back'. why do you hate all the hot guys? or maaaybe i was just listening to that song while i was writing your pimpage? because celebrities are so much more fun than all the average people are.

krissy: ha. for some reason that reminded me of a married couple reminescing about when their relationship was fresh.

angel z: come on! you are too totally awesome! we've been friends for like ever and you totally made me that wicked sweet banner for my story.

emily: ha. i don't think that will ever stop being funny to me. i so hope that william heard her yell that. risk is a board game that's about conquering the world and it's so long and just this side of boring. i was doing my bangs and hit the top of my finger with the straightener. no school because of martin luther king day.


I got a headache.

Probably because my idiot brother knocked my head against the door.

I think I got writers block. Someone should write something for meh. Yeaaaaaah.

Heh, I'm such a little procrastinator.

01. What are your nicknames?
cassie, casserole, cassie cop.

02. How do you style your hair?
well, now with my new hair style i plan on straightening it more often.

03. What's new in your life right now?
being in college and not giving a shit about him anymore.

04. How many colors are you wearing now?
white, grey, pink, black

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
depends on who i'm talking to.

06. What was the last book you read?
invisible monsters

07. Do you nap a lot?
ha. yeah, i just took a nap today.

08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
i don't really secretly like anyone right now soooo no anwser i suppose.

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
the fact that no one at the post office can tell me where in the fuck my package is!

10. What's your favorite dessert?
cup cakes are good. muffins too.

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
like 15 minutes or shorter.

12. What websites do you visit daily?
myotaku, theotaku, fanfiction site

13. Do you write fic? What was the last fic you wrote?
Um...the last thing i was writing was my vampire fic but before that was slow motion soooo a tie.

14. Do you like to clean?
fuck no. i hate it. if jenny and i ever lived together she would clean probably.

15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
west coast smoker by fall out boy

16. What's the last movie you saw?
pineapple express, which i found to be hilarious.

17. Would you enter a relationship with your ideal partner, even if you knew he/she was seriously involved with/married to someone else and would never leave them?
lol i would so be jwalks side thing.

18. What is your least favorite thing to do that you have to do everyday?
i find taking showers to be tedious.


xoxo

cassie

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