ok soo where do i start?
do you wanna hear problems or just recent activitities?
maybe both. i'll just tell you how my day went considering if i went into issues this post would go on forever.
well anyways, i've been a little down lately and my friends have been getting on my case about it.
i've been sooo annoyed cause one friends just like well be more happy and such.
and i argued with her today about how its not that easy to just be happy all of a sudden.
and she just kept going on and on and on and i wanted to scream. so i flipped out and i was like
ok so it seems i make you guys mad more then anything so just STOP wasting your time! [not to mention i was in guitar class so i didnt know where to go once i stormed out of the hall]
so i went to my teacher and i was like CAN I GO TO THE NURSE! and he was filling out the pass and he was like tell the girls they have to get back in here on your way out.
so then i was like omg never mind i dont want to go to the nurse [cause i didnt want to deal with them] and i went into a practice room and practiced by myself for the quiz tomorrow.
so after a little while one of my friends came in and was like..so whats going on?
and so i told her that im just annoyed and that i dont want to deal with people telling me that i cant "mope" when i just decided i wanted to be alone for a little bit. and so we just talked then she left.
then i went to my other classes and eventually it came time for math which is where i always see my other friend. and so i just talked to her cause i went up behind her and gave her a hug, as an apology for being a bitch.
i told her what was going on and everything and she was just like yeah, but you should try to put it aside and just try to be optimistic.
so i just let her talk and nodded and agreed and such.
and we were supposed to hang out today and she ditched me cause she had a bunch of stuff to do.
so i had to take the bus home [PURE torture] i havent taken the bus in weeks.
anyways, so then i decided to walk from my house ALL the way to a lake that has a gorgeous view.
and i got to see a friend of mine.
he picked me up like near where i wanted to meet haha.
but he couldnt stay long cause he had to go do an errand. so i just sat there. it was a pretty sight.
the water and such, i took a gorgeous pic lol.
when i was getting up to leave i met this kid.
hes my age  and hes going to go into the army, we just randomly started talking. he went to my school and his sister is some chick that i know.
blah blah blah. so then i left and did the whole nice meeting you scene.
and i was dreading the long walk home when my friend drives up next to me again.
i wasnt planning on seeing him but he was like i dont wanna make you walk this, so i'm going to be a nice guy and give you a ride home.
lol he is such a nice guy, not gunna lie.
but so we just talked and i got brought home and well here i am.
my legs hurt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad though!
but its ok cause it was so nice out and i got to meet someone new and see a friend i didnt expect to see today :]
and woohoo i get paid tomorrow!
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