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Friday, October 14, 2005
an eyeliner story - the nerve....
hello. well heres the continualtion sorry it took so long......i was..er....revising...yeah thats right. lol.
Its a week after joel's lifesaving operation and hes home and resting.
there has been no sign of tre for the past....well month and green day are back home with there familes and you guys are looking after there flat.
Right now you guys are sitting in the living room at say......8.30 in the moring joel the only one still in bed.
"why are we up so early." yawns paul carry sitting on his lap.
"Don't know." says billy ,"why is she here."
paul looks at billy.
"hey. shes my girl friend she has a right to be here."
billy makes the fair enough face and puts his arm round you.
"My billy." you say.
he kisses you on the lips and replies.
You both start a passonate kiss.
Paul and carry hug passonitly and benji just sits in the corner.
"guys." he says descusded.
You and billy stop but paul and carry continue.
"sorry benji." you say.
you know that benji gets upset around stuff like that because he hasn't got anyone to love.
"im going to the store."he gets up and walks out of the door.
"poor benji." you say.
"he'll live."says paul.
You and billy snuggle into each other happyly.
"burrrrrrr its cold this morning." billy says.
"okay on to another subbject." says carry,"are you guys gonna try for another babay." she asks.
you and billy smile.
"well we kinda already ahve started trying."he says.
"we haven't noticed."says paul
"you guys have been to busy fucking like fucking rabbits to notice anything."says billy.
"so have you."
you shake your head.
"why are we talking about this."
"don no."says billy,"but can we please stop."
~at the store~
Benji is browseing the shelves of magazines.
"Might as well buy the paper." he says lifting it.
He looks at the cover and his face becomes shoked.
"oh my fucking god!"he screams."what the fuck"
so what has benji discovered and will it be at all bad.
find out next time on an eyeliner story.
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
an eyeliner story. - we can live like jack and sally.
well guys theres my new title but if you guys have any better ideas please do tell.
anyway u guys know what happened last time so you don't need a recap.
billys takes your hand. his guitar round his back and his hair wet with sweat.b
Benji paces up and down the hallway taking to himself.
Paul sits beside carry with his arm around her.
"what happened?"you hear her say.
" this dude just attacked him but we didn't see the guys face."paul explans," it was really weird though he said something about joel being a lieing bastard.which i know hes not."
You tighten your grip on billys hand.
"hey watch it." a guy in a blue nurses gown says as he knocks into benji.
"sorry."benji whisers quitly. he has tears in his voice.
"aww benji caome here." you say getting up and throwing your arms round him," itll be okay."
you hear carry get up off her chair and come to comfort him as well.
" poor benji." she says as she takes over from your hug.
" what about us." says billy
"yeah we had to watch that."
you look at them. thinking *billy it could of been you lieing on that table.*you take billys hands and pull him off his chair.
"where are we going" he asks dumbfounded.
you say nothing and just lead him outside into the fresh air.
you trun to look at him and hold his hands tightly.
"billy.......i love you and if anything happened to you i don't know what i would do."
he looks at you.
" i love you too but where is this all going"
"look i....i mean i have been thinking and....it could of been you on that table and not joel and you could be dieing and i just...i just want you to be careful and don't piss anyone off.....only joel or any of the guys and me or carry."
"so its kinda like jack and sally......where i can always find you and we can have halloween on christmas...."
you laugh and hug him.
he kisses you on the cheek.
" i will always be careful and love you.....after this is all over we are gonna go for dinner just you and me....i promise."
he puts his arm round you and leads you back into the warmth of the hospital.
Paul comes running up to you guys.
" the operations over and joels gonna be okay....."
you and billy smile and walk on.
"hey..guys did you hear me or do u not care...guys."
you look up at billy....
" life is beautiful....at last."
"raise my guitar to that...."
you both laugh.
so beautiful.....anyway iv done some cool pics for this and ill scan and upload them some time in the coming days.
anyways i hope the title gets good votes and you guys like the new welcome note.
'u take shit then u become shit'
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Monday, October 10, 2005
a new life - moving on 2 of 2
okay its been a while since my ost but here it is and i have a something to give u all coz u guys have been asking for it for ages so here u go.
you pick the phone up and look at it.
"who is it" asks carry inpatitly.
"hello2 u say answering.
"____ its billy im calling from a payfone......u and carry get down to the city hospital now.!" he says
"but why...." u say
"its joel......hes been stabed."
you nearly drops the fone when he says this and he hangs up....u can hear the long sound.
"what!" says carry
"its joel hes been stabbed..."
"what!2 says carry.
u pull her arm towards the door and run.
you guys speed to the hospital
"oh my god" says carry as u two enter the hospital.
"what." you say loking at her
"we didn't pay." she repliys.
theres a long pase....
"so we don't pay for food anymore." you say
Suddenly billy walks out of one of the doors acompaned by paul.
"over here." you say waving.
Billy runs over with paul on his heels.
"jesus." says billy,"what took u so long."
"trafic, not paying for dinner and little duckes crossing the road...." carry says sarcasticly..
"wheres joel" you ask
" in there with benji, he is in alot of pain and the doctors are still trying to stop the bleeding.....to be honest i don't think he's gonna make it."
you look at billy thinking *oh god it could of been u*
"billy, im so glad it wasn't you." you throw your arms round him,"its only joel so it dosent matter."
"What!" says paul.
"oh did i say that outloud."
billy gives u a look and then you guys sit in the waiting room.
to be continued....
its me my ugly mug so many people have been asking me for this to be on in the last month so here it is.......
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Sunday, October 9, 2005
don't mind this
i just need it here so i can have it for again when i get my computer save me writing it all out.
im lazy (nah my hand just throbs)
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im sorry i will continue my story once my new computer comes. but in the meantime heres a form telling you about what men look for in a rape victum and it will help to prevent rape in the furture so please take your time to read it. even the guys.
but all us women must stick together in this sort of thing.
This is important information for females of ALL ages. Guys - please forward to the female members of your family and all your female friends and associates. When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends. I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along.
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:
*1)* The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
*2)* The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing.
*3)* They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.
*4)* Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00 am and 8:30 a.m.
*5)* The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parking lots. Number two is office parking lots/garages. Number three is public restrooms.
*6)* The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to another location where they don't have to worry about getting caught.
*7)* Only 2% said they carried weapons because rape carries a 3-5 year sentence but rape with a weapon is 15-20 years.
*8)* If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn't worth it because it will be time-consuming. *9)* These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas, or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands. Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you're not worth it.
*10)* Several defense mechanisms he taught us are: If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk: "I can't believe it is so cold out here", we're in for a bad Winter." Now you've seen their face and could identify them in a line-up; you lose appeal as a target.
*11)* If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell STOP or STAY BACK ! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they'd leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.
*12)* If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yell I HAVE PEPPER Spray and holding it out will be a deterrent.
*13)* If someone grabs you, you can't beat them with strength but you can by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm (between the elbow and armpit) OR in the upper inner thigh VERY VERY HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle trands - the guy needed stitches.Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it hurts.
*14)* After the initial hit, always GO for the GROIN. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy's parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you'll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he's out of there.
*15)* When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.
*16)* Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don't dismiss it, go with your instincts! You may feel a little silly at the time, but you'd feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.
Please forward this to every woman you know - it's simple stuff, but it could save her life.
and if you have any more time left and can read french then check out this site.
ill will inform u all of my new e-mail address and what not when the time comes.
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Saturday, October 1, 2005
a new life - movin on #1 of 2.......
welll kids...after these two im gonna start calling this by a different name.....so lok forward to calling it by something different. Im getting a new computer so i can scan in some pictures of what i have drawn....like i drew you not so long ago and i drew a really funny picture of benji one noght when i was staying up late at my freinds house.....injoy this next chapeter its really purdyful......all together now awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
You sit beside carry in the living room, billy walks in with his guitar over his back.
"Well, we're off." he says
"Am i not allowed to come." you ask already knowing the answer.
"Sorry, but tre will be there and i can't look after you all the time so i don't see that as a possibleity, unless you want to go through that all again."
"No i guess i don't" you say.
"Good girl" he says patting your head.
"I thought you where supposed to kiss your girlfriends not treat um like dogs."
You, nudge her.
"Shut up carry."
Benjni graps billys shirt and pulls him out the door.
"What the fuck!?"He yells hitting benji round the head.
"Hey!" he screams.
"Wy did you just pull me out the door."
"We're going now."
"Well you didn't have to pull me you coulda just said."
Billy pushes by benji and benji follows.
You and carry watch um leave and then go back and watch t.v.
"What you wanna do?" you ask
Carry shrugs her sholders.
"Donno, what is there really,"She thinks for a second,"we could go out for something to eat."
You look at her in a way that says 'how the hell we gonna do that'.
"How the hell we gonna do that," (told ya i was right)," we have no money."
Carry taps her nose.
"Ah, but they do."
"Yes buts thats their money."
"They wont miss it."
She wonders into the kitchen and takes joels wallet.
"Go get some sneakers on we're goning out."
You grap a pear of sneakers and you two head out.
"Shouldn't we have left a note or something."you ask
"Nah we'll be home long before the, besides billy will propably kill benji and go to jail so we have alot of time."
"Billy wouldn't kill benji."
"I know but he could."
You laugh all the way to the restarant at this thing is it isn't that funny.
You guys sit in the restarant for a while talking about things, and eating don't forget eating.
"I have a good joke for ya." carry says, smiling.
"Oh yeah, go on try and make me laugh."
"You would laugh at anything, no hard thing."
"Okay just listen, A young boy goes up ot his mother and says ' mom i wanna be a rock star when i grow up.'The mother looks at her son and says 'well you know you can't be both."
"Good one, i suppose benji lived that to a tee."
Suddenly your fone rings........
to be continued....
well there you go to be continued....oh and all of you keep rocking harder than heaven.
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Friday, September 30, 2005
okay so i don't feel like writing to night coz my head feels like shit and it feels like i ran into a brick wall so its bad.
im gonna go for a shower to try and tame the pain (ohh that rhymed)
it does work and i think u should try it.....but for now my own head trouble is enough.
i will leave you all before i faint or worse die.
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
a new life - the only thing we can do!
okay heres the drift. im getting a new computer next week and won't be on for a while coz dis one is getting taken away at the weekend. so ill have a new e-mail address and stuff and if i can't get on to my otaku ill look you guys all up and tell ya. kay? cool? alrighty then.
".....ya see tre dosen't know that we know that he knows that _____ reall ydidn't cheat on you....so you could just pretend to go on hating her and soon hell try to rape her again and we can catch him and then we can take it to court."
You look at benji.
"The readers waited a day for that crap...benji really.....couldn't you think of something better." joel says.
Billy puts his arm round you.
"Itll be okay." he says reasuring u.
You try not to cry but is so very tempted.
"Ill go by that." you say calmy forcing a smile.
"Thats my girl."he says happly though i haven't guite figured out why hes happy?!
Joel comes to the other side of you and takes you hand.
"Look why don't we bring billie joe and mike round tonight to see wot we can do. is that alright." he says
YOu look at him.
"Yeah. but u don't have to do this all for my sake i dont....."
Paul cuts you of, " don't say a word about it we are happy to help."
"Speak for yourself." says benji sulking in the corner.
Joel sticks his touge out like a kid.
"Hey!" yells benji
Benji goes back to sulking.
You have got settled back in and they have invited billie joe and mike round for a talk and some crack (fun)!
"So wot did happened again benji." says mike confussed.
"Well i left my fone on the table at the studio and tre was looking through it and saw the video and deleted it." he didn't even take a breath.
"You wing nut." says mike hitting on the side on the side of the head.
"Awwwwwwww." he crys
Joel laughs and so does paul.
"Ha ha benji got hit."sings joel.
Benji gives him a dirty look and he pipes down.
"So wot are we gonna do?" you ask looking at mike and bilie joe.
Billie joe shurks, mike just looks confussed even more.
"Well we could just confront him about it." says billy lightbulb above head shining bright.
"Wat good would that do." you ask
"Well we could beat the shit outta him"
You look at.
"Nice try honey." you say patting his hand.
"I know i know." he replys.
It was silent for about 5 mins until billie joe butts in.
"We could just leave it and see wot happens after all its the only thing we can do......"
You look up at billy.
"Yeah i think your right billie joe....its the only thing to do."
so wots happening ahhh so confusstagateing.my new even longer word.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
a new life -
okay beofre i beign this chap i have a lil favor to ask. can anyone of you tell me the names of good scary movies that are aged between 12-15. i you can please pm me with suggestions....don't camment pm thank you.
and on with the story, as you know last time we left benji in a bit of a stick as you are going to kill him (go you!) hope you read it. ;\
"IM FUCKING GOING TO KILL YOU...." you scream.
Benji looks at you
"Jesus calm down not my fault that....."
You cut him off
"Don't even say it,and don't think it ether!"
Benji looks confussed.
You sit down on the couch.
"What the fuck are we going to do now." you sigh.
Benji sits as far away as possible form you (or as my da would say half way down the oldtown)
"Are you that scared of her." asks paul
Benji nods," i kinda like the way that im living now im to young to die!"
"She wouldn't kill you," says joel ," she would just send you to the ER!"
Billy sits beside you and cash jumps up beside him.
He starts to pet the dog, cash wagging his tiny tail.(ha tiny tail i like my gramer :P)
"We can still get tre caught, we have witnesses." he says
You look at him.
"Yeah but in court you need evidence....say it with me..e.v.i ...."
"Yeah yeah we get it...we don't need a spelling class." says joel throwing himself down on the chair opposite.
"Mybe they'll still beleave your case." says paul not hearing aword that you just said.
You give up and sigh.
"Damnit, damnit all to hell."
Benji laughs slightly.
You look up at him.
"What seems to be so funny."
"Nothing nothing at all." he says a hint of fear in his voice.
"Its just that well....if you think about it this tres the one thats fucked."
You look at billy.
"And how does that work now." says joel confussed
wanna find out what happens then wait till next time.....im using the 'lost' style.
i never post pics anymore why is that.
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Monday, September 26, 2005
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a new life - what the hell are we gonna do!?
okay so the last one was sweet and so will this for a bit but then......oh god i don't wanna give anything away......geez shut upi chloe.
billy sits beside you, his arm round your sholder and his other hand on your hand.
You put your head on his sholder.
"I love you billy" you say softly.
"I love you too."
You had been saying this to each other all night but it never got old.
"I wrote a song do you wanna here it." you ask him
He looks at you.
"Sure. lets hear it."
You break away from his grip and pick up the guitar in the coner.
You start to play it starting with a D7 cord (i think)
You sang and played and he loved it considering it was abit depressing.
"Very good....infact wonderful." he really was impressed.
You go over and kiss him.
He kisses you back and you snggle into him....and eventually you both fall asleep.
Billy wakes you up.
"_____, hey honey" he says as you open your eyes.
He kisses you and pulls you up.
"Come on, mikes making breakfast."
"Wot we having." you yawn.
"....Eggs i think." billy looks like hes thinking hard witch soetimes is dangerous for him.
You pull him into the kitchen and sit down at the table with him beside you.
"awww look at you two."billie joe sticks his head round the kitchen door way.
"Why are you always here?" you ask,"don't you have a home of your own."
Billie joe looks hurt.
"Or do u have a thing for mike." asks Billy
You look at billy, and then burst out laughing.
Things where back to normal and you liked it.
"Got every thing?" asks billy as he and you walk down the street.
You had you backpack over you back and billy carried your guitar.
"Yeah consideering the amount of crap i have in here."
You guys come up to he house and billy opens the front door.
Joel,paul and benji come running into greet you.
The fuss over you and shit.
"Okay guys calm down." billy says protecting you from your fans aka joel paul and benji.
"Gee its so good to see you." says paul
"yeah i missed you round the house."says joel missing his washed underwear.
Benji had nothing to say but he did look guite guilty.
"Benji whats up?" you ask
"Um...you know the video thing."he says, you guys all nod." well i had a meeting at the studio last night and tre took my fone when i wasn't looking and deleted tha video."
You all look shocked.
Billy looks at you.
You have nothing to say you just shake your head....
"BENJI YOU STUBID BASTARD IM GONNA KILL YOU FOR LEAVING YOUR FONE OUT FOR HIM TO GET." you scream.
Benji runs for his life while the guys watch in amazment.
"Should we help him" asks paul
Joel shakes his head...
to be continued.
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