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Monday, September 26, 2005

I am so excited!!! They're playing Gundam SEED Destiny! It's in Dual Sound! We can listen to either the English or the Japanese audio. ^^ They even have the subtitles! I am so happy!

Only thing is, my television doesn't have dual sound. So I can't watch it in Japanese. So sad. But at least, we get to see Gundam SEED Destiny! ^^

They're going to play it! Ahahaha... I'm so happy! It starts next week, on Sunday. At 1100. Whee~! I can't wait! It's something to look forward to!

One thing though, exams are nearing, I can't be too distracted by the television, or computer. -_-;

I've just finished my A Maths homework. Or rather, left out the parts that I couldn't solve. I'll just have to ask my friend tomorrow. Good thing I have a genius as a friend. ^^

Ooh. I am NOT going to miss tonight's documentary. I am NOT going to miss it. Tonight's documentary of the week is about dinosaurs. I'm not a history fan, but dinosaurs are interesting.

I missed last week's documentary, which is about the human evolution, about Darwin's theory of how man evolved from apes. Or something like that. Too bad I missed it.

Anyway, I'm not missing tonight's show. I am so totally not.

I am hungry. Is it time for dinner already? *looks at clock* It's 1810. Now wonder I'm hungry. But it's not time for dinner yet. My mother cooked some doughnuts. I shall have that while waiting for dinner. ^^

Have a nice day! ^^

*goes off* Now where's that doughnut...

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Good afternoon! ^^

I changed my background again. Haha. I don't know why I did it. Just decided to try it. ^^

It has been a long time since I checked my Hotmail account. As a result, the account was deactivated and all e-mails were deleted.

I was just wondering if any of you had sent me any e-mail to tensaisama@hotmail.com as that was my stated e-mail. If you did, then I didn't open it and it has already been deleted by Hotmail. I am so not going to use Hotmail anymore. Sorry if I missed your mails.

To be on the safe side, I changed my e-mail address. So if any of you want to e-mail me, I'll most probably answer. ^^


That's now my frequently used e-mail. Send me anything but spam/junk, etc. ^^

Just wanted to tell all of you that. ^^ Now I shall get back to reading Silverfin, a book on the Young Bond - James Bond when he was a kid. A random book picked up by my sister at the library. ^^

Have a nice day! ^^

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Friday, September 23, 2005

School today was... um... er... okay, I guess. Though for some reason, whenever I'm at school, I feel so sad. Not as in sad, sad; but sad, lonely. I don't know why. But from what I heard, the time you feel most lonely is when you are in a crowd. Ironic, isn't it? There are people all around you, and yet, you are lonely.

It does make some sort of sense. The people all around you - they don't care about you. They only care for themselves. They avoid you. They ignore you. So it makes you feel lonely. So the saying is true, no?

For some reason, I keep hoping that I can go away right now. Get out of this school forever. Right now. I just wish I could. But without completing my O Levels, I can't go anywhere. I have to endure another year in my pathetic school. Ugh. How I wish time would go faster.

On the brighter side of school life, I passed my Maths test. But sadly, I didn't get full marks. I am frustrated with myself. All of the mistakes that I made were careless mistakes. It's just so irritating.

I have this bad mindset of I-have-to-better-than-everyone-else-no-matter-what. I know it's not good, but I can't help it. When someone else got more marks than I do, I feel jealous. I would vow to do better than that person next time. In a way, it's good; it makes me motivated not only to pass, but to score. But on the other side, It makes me kind of like an arrogant person who can't stand it when there are other people better than me.

I know there are always other people who are better than me, and there are people who are worse off. I have to appreciate what I have and strive to better than other people. But it's not easy.


It's the weekend! Time to relax and have fun! Whee~!

But I have to keep in mind that exams are just around the corner and I need to start revising. -_- I really need to buck up on my Additional Maths, Chemistry and Biology. I really need to revise those subjects.

But not tonight. I want to watch Scrapped Princess and Peacemaker Kurogane. They are on at midnight. So late... But I don't care. It's been a long time since I watched those two animes. SInce school started, I haven't been able to watch.

It's only 2215 now. I guess I'll go do a bit of my homeork to kill time. ^^

People see sadness in your eyes. You seem to be
hurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you are
alone or feel like no one cares about you. Or
it may be because something very awful has
happened to you. Whatever the cause, you go
through each day just waiting for night to come
with sweet relief in the form of your dreams.
But you may have even lost hope in your dreams.
Chin up. Things should get better for you and
there is always at least one person who cares
about you. Have hope.(Image copyrighted to
Tasuki-no-Miko of deviantART)

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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Have a nice day! ^^

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

I just got back from school. THank goodness I managed to escape from those classmates of mine. Ugh. I can't stand their always beating-around-the-bush behaviour. Why can't they just get straight to the point? That puzzles me.

Enough of that. I had a weird dream last night. Or more like a nightmare.

I dreamt that I was alone in the house. There was a milipede. A HUGE, hairy milipede. For the record, insects, bugs and small little animals, etc. and me do not mix.

Then, there was a lobster. A very BIG lobster, bigger than the milipede; when compared to the lobster, it was actually small. I don't know how the lobster can still be alive without water. Really. Then the lobster ate the milipede. And I mean ATE the milipede. It was so disgusting! The lobster actually DEVOURED the milipede just like that!!! I thought it was going to eat ME, too. I was kind of afraid.

Then I woke up. It was kind of funny. Why on earth did I dream of a lobster and a milipede, anyway? It doesn't make sense. Now that I am fully awake, I can actually laugh at it. But if it were to happen in real life... I'd rather not complete that sentence.

Anyway, I got tons of homework. I'd better start on it right now. Okay, maybe not now, I'm a bit hungry. I shall go eat first. Then I'll do my homework. See you!

Have a nice day! ^^

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Ah, it's been a long time. I didn't realise that my last post was that long. Thank you to those who made it to the end and commented. ^^

I am really tired. From schoolwork. But mainly, I am tired of my classmates.

I am so not proud that I'm in the same school, much less same class, as those people. I totally loathe them.

They, for some reason, have a knack for making simple things complicated. Why, oh why, must they complicate an already complicated world? I hate them so.

I shall not explain, it'd be too difficult and you may not understand. But the most important thing is that you have to note is the difference between friends and classmates.

Friends are friends. Classmates are merely the people in the same class as you, nothing more.

I hope you understand that. And also why I keep calling them classmates.

I am so not looking forward to meeting the people in school. I am only interested in studying, not the the social element of school. I am not interested in them.

I want to study hard and break away from this 'seal'. I feel like I'm in a dome, sheltered from all the things that are considered as 'bad influence'. Though who decides what is a 'bad influence' is a mystery... I really can't wait to get out of school and get on with post O-Level education.

I can go to a polytechnic, like my sister, star~wolf. Or, I can go to a Junior College. Only a few people from my school go to Junior College. It's very rare. You have to be smart to get in. So therefore, I want to concentrate on my studies and ignore the people around me. I want to get into a Junior College. I need to. It's the only way I can break away from my classmates. Most of them will go to Polytechnics. I do not want to end up in the same school as them - though there are a lot of Polys in Singapore.

If I go to a Junior College, there'd be less chances of meeting someone from my school there. So that's my aim.

To get into JC. To get away from my classmates. To get away from the people in my school.

This may all sound weird to you all. But hey, it's my life. Right? ^^

Anyway, that's my rant for now. It's bed time. Good night! ^^

Hope you all had brighter days. ^^

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

My feelings are really mixed up right now. I am glad that my presentation is over, but...

There was a lot of technical problems. The laptop was not working properly. "Not responding". That was the messages that we got. It was really irritating!

In our presentation, we have video clips. When I tried to open it, the computer hung. I couldn't do anything. Whatever button that I presesd wouldn't work. I started to panic. I couldn't help it. It was okay earlier but when we were presenting, the computer went down on us.

It was at the last few slides, too. And they are quite important slides. They contained our conclusion and credits. Isn't the conclusion the most important part of our presentation/reserach?! It was a good thing that my friend who was assigned to talk about that part can explain without looking at the slides. At least that saved our skin.

But I'm most pissed off that our CREDITS got stuck, too. We couldn't show our CREDITS - the slide that we are most pround of. We spent a lot of time and energy on that slide. There were the pictures, music and animations. It was such a waste. But other than that, it is the content of the credits itself.

I mean, the last slide is usually where you say your name and acknowledge your teachers, etc. Our names didn't come out. And technically, we didn't acknowledge our lecturers/teachers and those who helped us. It was, to me, rude. We didn't wrap up our presentation nicely - the way that we all want it to be.

I am so sad. I really feel like crying.

But the hardest blow was the unfairness act done by the teacher-in-charge.

I can't believe we were given a five minute warning. Then followed by a 30 seconds warning. I know we have a time limit, but no matter what, even if we were given warnings, we cannot possibly shorten our presentation. It was almost impossible. What with the technical difficulties and all.

Which brings to my next point. WE had a lot of technical problems. The computer won't obey our commands. The computer went down on US, and yet, we weren't given extra time to cover up. But the group AFTER us got 'injury time' as they had technical problems.

HELLO?! WE HAD MORE TECHNICAL PROBLEMS!!! I can't believe our teacher. Didn't he see how panicked we all were? And yet he told us to hurry up. The OTHER GROUP, however, wasn't told to hurry up and was even given extra time to wrap up their presentation nicely.


I am so irritated, and disappointed that we couldn't show our WHOLE, COMPLETE presentation to everyone. The teachers, principles, parents, etc.

I am so angry, annoyed, irritated. I just want to cry. We had spent a lot of time doing our presentation and in the end, we had technical problems. It was such a waste. And the teacher... I feel like killing him.

Which I couldn't possibly do. *sigh* I can't do anything now. It's all in the past. I have to let it go. But let me mope about it first, okay? Just for a while. Let me mope about this uneventful day...

This post is written when my emotions are unstable. So please forgive me if there are any spelling mistakes. I am too tired and sleepy to do a spell-check.

It is now 2230. I shall go to bed now.

I hope you all had a better and brigher day than I have.

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Friday, September 16, 2005

I only have time to post a message today. I am very nervous. Tomorrow is THE day. The presentation day. I am supposed to present our research in front our principles, teachers, parents, friends from other schools... It'll be a very big audience. I am so nervous.

I am taking a break from memorising my 'script'. Since the computer was on, thought I'd just pop in to post a message. I'll get to your sites after the presentation ends. Tomorrow night, if I'm not too tired.

Lack of sleep since early this week. Came home around 2000 on Tuesday and Thursday, today I got back at 1730. I am so sleepy and tired. I need to go to sleep early tonight or I'll be yawning during my part of the presentation.

My English teacher gave one last advice. "Open your mouth. AAAAH." She also said to speak clearly and not too fast. Otherwise, people won't understand. hehe... I have a tendency to talk so fast I have to repeat myself. ^^

Well, this is supposed to be a short post. I need to go back to practising my presentation skills.

Have a nice day! ^^

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Monday, September 12, 2005

Something weird just happened. My whole profile disappeared! I don't know how or why, but suddenly, it's no longer there. I'll have to fix this.

I just got back from school. First day and we already have homework. But I already finished mine in school. hehe...

I have a test on Wednesday. I need to memorise everything. Surely it's better to understand than to memorise blankly, but it's in Arabic and my Arabic's horrible. So it's better for me to just memorise. ^_^

Aside from that, I watched a documentary! It's about Krakatoa. The volcano near Indonesia. It's a remarkable documentary. The way the volcano erupted, with all the smoke and all. And the tsunami. The waves all looked so real.

A lot of people died, but mostly from the tsunamis, not from the volcano eruption itself. So it's kond of ironic. It's hot magma and lava that's the cause of all of it, but it's water that people died from; they drowned.

It's quite sad, but what's most important is the future. No? The documentary is very eye-opening. Though I'm the only idiot who watches documentaries. hehe. ^^

Oh, and I read Newsweek. There was this article about a Japanese ship called Chikyu (it means earth) and it's for drilling the earth from the seabed. To try and be the first to drill to the mantle, which is very deep down... It's a very big ship and for it to be called 'chikyu'... it's so cute! ^^

Heh, I hope I didn't bore you with all that facts. ^^

I will go fix the problem with my profile now. See you later! ^^

Have a nice day!

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

School starts tomorrow. That means no more Internet whenever I like. I have to finish my homework before going online. I don't think I can be online often next week. Lots of tests. Then exams. Ugh.

Anyway, just realised. Today's September 11. It was so sad. Anyway, this banner is made by ayame clyne. It's very thoughtful of her. ^^

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Have a nice day! ^^

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Random quiz!

Today is Saturday and I finally have the computer all to myself! Whee~! ^^ I'll see if I can get to most of your sites. I have found two very interesting websites. I am exploring both sites. They are so cool! ^^ Lots of quizzes!

Another random quiz!

Whee~! Today is the last day I can enjoy myself. Starting tonight, I really have to start studying properly. Really. I need to pass my exams with flying colours. There's no time for me to slack off - which I am so good at. haha...

So, before I get all serious, I'd better go enjoy myself first. ^^ See if there's another quiz for me to take! ^^

Fifteen minutes later...

Hahaha! Never thought I was that kind of evil! ^^

I tried something new. What do you think of the background? Does it shimmer too much? Or is it just fine? Hmm?

Credit goes to

I love that site! ^^

Anyway, got to go now! See if I can distract myself from that great site to get to your sites... ^^

Have a nice day!

EDITED: I made my own banner! ^^ But it's a blank one that I took from a site - Sugoi Anime - which "you can use to link to your site, guild, or whatever". ^^

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Link me? ^^

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