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Wednesday, September 21, 2005


Ah, it's been a long time. I didn't realise that my last post was that long. Thank you to those who made it to the end and commented. ^^

I am really tired. From schoolwork. But mainly, I am tired of my classmates.

I am so not proud that I'm in the same school, much less same class, as those people. I totally loathe them.

They, for some reason, have a knack for making simple things complicated. Why, oh why, must they complicate an already complicated world? I hate them so.

I shall not explain, it'd be too difficult and you may not understand. But the most important thing is that you have to note is the difference between friends and classmates.

Friends are friends. Classmates are merely the people in the same class as you, nothing more.

I hope you understand that. And also why I keep calling them classmates.

I am so not looking forward to meeting the people in school. I am only interested in studying, not the the social element of school. I am not interested in them.

I want to study hard and break away from this 'seal'. I feel like I'm in a dome, sheltered from all the things that are considered as 'bad influence'. Though who decides what is a 'bad influence' is a mystery... I really can't wait to get out of school and get on with post O-Level education.

I can go to a polytechnic, like my sister, star~wolf. Or, I can go to a Junior College. Only a few people from my school go to Junior College. It's very rare. You have to be smart to get in. So therefore, I want to concentrate on my studies and ignore the people around me. I want to get into a Junior College. I need to. It's the only way I can break away from my classmates. Most of them will go to Polytechnics. I do not want to end up in the same school as them - though there are a lot of Polys in Singapore.

If I go to a Junior College, there'd be less chances of meeting someone from my school there. So that's my aim.

To get into JC. To get away from my classmates. To get away from the people in my school.



This may all sound weird to you all. But hey, it's my life. Right? ^^

Anyway, that's my rant for now. It's bed time. Good night! ^^

Hope you all had brighter days. ^^

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