Saturday, March 5, 2005

   WOO I GOT ON!

	Okay right now I am in the process of editing some graphics. And in like 20 minutes I am going to go shopping. I'm gonna try and get some mangs so that'll be good! ^_^ Oh kagomeinuyasha199 is having a best web site contest. Thats why the layout is all changed. I entered the contest! ^-^ My site need a lil more work but will be done sometime today. Well I MUST GO SO BYE EVERYONE!! and like yesterday SRY BOUT NOT BEIN ABLE TO GO TO YALLS SITES!! BYE!

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Friday, March 4, 2005

   HIYAZ!!! OWW I BURNT MY TONGUE!!!!!!!!

	OW OW I now have ice on my tongue and can't really talk well. I just had hot cocoa cuz...I felt like it! Oh and its RAINING WOOHOO!!! ^_^ I am very very VERY sorry for not posting yesterday!!! Well lets see cuz and Nicole aren't here at all because they had to visit their aunt today after skool and my cuz's parents have no time to pick them up in the morning or after skool over there. Well I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE DOING THIS!!!!! But...I can't put up the part of the story today or tomorrow either for that matter. And I am also very sorry that i couldn't get to anyones sites at all!! Busy busy me oh and not just homework now. My mom "offered" me to do all the chores yesterday, today, and tomorrow. Meaning she asked nicely, all I heard was "Do the chores and you won't be grounded". And tomorrow I am gonna go to the mall with some friends and my cuz and Nicole. We might even go to the movies oh I dunno! I have no idea if I am going to be able to post then either. It's looking like a big no. waaaahhh! So I am probably not gonna post for the next two days. I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY!! Well I hafta go to bed soon seeya in a few days yall!!!

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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

LALALALA HIYAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	HIYA EVERYONE!!!! Well right now I have no idea why but I am beginning to take more and more fruits basket quizzes...and more weird is that they are mostly of Kyo...I DON'T EVEN KNOW PRACTICULLY ANYTHING OF FRUITS BASKET!!! God this is weird. Well I am probably gonna take more quizzes before bed and then dreamland of nothingness here I come! hehe ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ TERROR OF FASHION NETWORK!!!! Episode 3: Leave and don't return (NOTE: For the people who wanna come and be in the show I wanna know what you guys would wanna do and say in the show meaning you get to help with what the payback comes into! So you all pm me whichever way make it before tomorrow!) Right when Inuyasha was pushed against the door right in front of my view my cuz ran making gagging noises. Jaken had fallowed because he was disgusted as well. I froze and fury was beginning to boil in my blood. ME: INUYASHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *my eyes were burning with fire at this point* Inuyasha FINALLY stopped kissing them and was shocked to see me home. I glared at him and saw the two girls hold Inuyasha...LIKE HE IS GOING TO PROECT THEM FROM ME!!!!!! INU:K-K-Kristie???? W-W-what are you-you doing here? *my facial expression calmed down and began slowly walking down the steps* ME; oh nothing really...just stayed home wanted to make sure Nicole doesn't break the wall...oh and something else...*I stopped in front of Inuyasha looking away pretending to think*...oh yeah I WANTED TO CATCH YOU TWO TIMING YOU YOU-!!! Okay you DO NOT want to know what I all Inuyasha and those girls. Especially Inuyasha. After all my yelling they were on the ground trying to back into the wall. ME: NOW GET OUT OF MY FACE!!!!!!!! *pointed to the door and the two girls ran outside for their lives* ME: YOUR STILL HERE YOU TWO TIMING(skipping really long cursing)?!?!?!? INU: Look, Kristie. Can't we talk about this? ME: talk...TALK!?!??!?!??!?!?!? IVE BEEN TALKING!!! ABOUT WHO I WANTED YOU TO LEAVE AND DONT COME BACK!!!!!!! *I turned my back to him and stormed up the stairs* I finally heard the front door close and grabbed the phone. ME: Kagome? *pause* yeah it's me look-(skipping to the end of explaining all the yelling and two timing and all)so you get Kikyo *pause* we have to though! *pause* because she is the only other one who pretty much wants to kill Inuyasha...and after hearing this there is no doubt she will want to either...oh and one more thing...call Inuyasha311 and have her and Kurama come over...*pause* okay...bye *hangs up phone grabs the back of Nicole's shirt and pulls her into living room and throw her on couch while I turn off TV* NICOLE: Huh...what? Ow why...why am I bleeding??? WHat happened????? ME: You were a zombie while watching the fashion network and *stops because we all heard a huge crash of something falling* oh shoot. *we all run to hallway to see the wall Nicole kept running into...falling...into the backyard* ME: OH SHOOT!!!!! OH BYE EVERYONE OMFG MY MOM IS GOING TO KILL ME AND MY DAD IS GOING TO YELL HIS HEAD OFF AAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I BLAME YOU NICOLE!! NICOLE: ME!?!?!??! WhAT DID I DO??? ME: YOU BROKE THE WALL!!!!! DUH!!!!!! NICOLE: I WOULD NEVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!! ME: IF YOU WEREN A SLAVE TO THE FASHION NETWROK!!!!!! BUT NOOOO YOU JUST HAVE TO WATCH THE NETWROK AND BECOME A ZOMBIE DO YOU!?!?!?!? *continues argueing for like thrity minutes as cuz and Jaken are downstairs looking at the broken wall and can hear our yells like it's in their ears oi that must hurt*

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   HIYAZ!!!! Well more terror of fashion network is here! not to mention a special suprise at the end of the post!

	wazzup yall? hehe Okay so tomorrow lets see computer shop had a water thing and took longer than I thought so it's comin back tomorrow. Blah to the water problem!! Well still excited it's coming back tomorrow!!!!! So the prizes will be pmed on wed or thurs latest! ^______^ Well I may get to all your guys sites or may not I dunno! hard to get to everyone's site lately. But I'll try. Now lets see what is happening in the Terror of Fashion Network (ahahhaha that is a messed up title AHA! sry but i thought it was.) Replay I am being chased for my life as my cuz is asnwering the door...and letting Nicole try to slap me dangit. Well lets see who is at the door shalllllll we? CUZ: OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right there standing in the door is none other than...well I thought it was someone really weird like Koga or someone...but noooooo I had to get... CUZ: AHHH!!!! ITS A TOAD THINGY!!!! GROSS!!!!!! *cuz runs upstairs and hides behind me and forces me to face the stairs. ME: A-a...toad thingy?... *making really confused face here* CUZ: YES ITS A TOAD THING!! ITS GREEN AND UNGLY AND DONT LET IT EAT ME!!!!!!! *my cuz is like strangling my leg!!!* ME: ...??? ????: I most certainly am not ugly!!! *Toad thing steps onto stairs where we can see him...no...more like it* ME: Hey I know that really annoying voice...*steps forward and looks closer* yup I was right *Nicole runs past me still looking at TV and then runs into the wall...backs up and then runs into the wall again...she repeats this around 10 times...ow* CUZ: YOU KNOW THAT UGLY GREEN TOAD THINGY?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??! ????: I am not a toad thingy I am highly loyal servant of Lord Sesshomaru! ME: yup I knew it...hey Jaken...wazzup? (calmed down and completely brought and shot down since it wasn't someone...more interesting...go figure) JAKEN: I will tell you what is up!!...I haven't been able to get this horrad(too tired to spll right) make up off me!! I-I mean I lost Rin and his excillence will kill me if I do not find her before the sun sets. ME: *eye twitchs at his outfit and make up* Y-Your wearing...*tries not to laugh*...OMG THATS TOO FUNNY!! *laughs my head off* Y-YOUR WEARING A-A-A AHAHAHAA YOUR WEARING THAT BARBIE PRINCESS OUTFIT F-FROM TV OMFG!!!! HAHAHAHAHAA!!! *calms down after tne minutes* ah...hehe okay okay okay...You lost Rin...well how the heck should I know where the hell she is...cuz... Cuz was trying to look really innocent. We all heard a huge crash behind us and saw Nicole still running into the wall and is now suceeding in breaking it down. You know what is worse then find having a wall in your home being destroyed while you in it...and all because of the fashion network??????? Jaken was upstairs now and cuz was giggling at his barbie outfit. But what was even worse was what began when we heard the door shut...and some really disgusting stuff. I thought that Nicole's lectures were bad but whats worse...OH YEAH!! FINDING OUT THE GUY YOU SO-CALLED "MARRIED" IS CHEATING ON YOU!!! AND WHATS THAT YOU ASK??? HOW COULD I KNOW THIS???? BY HIM WALKING INSIDE YOUR HOME WHILE MAKING OUT WITH NOT ONE BUT TWO GIRLS!!!!!!!!! To make a LONG and angry story short...Inuyasha came into MY HOME and was making out with...oh not only one girl but....ggrrrr TWO GIRLS!!!! THAT TWO TIMER!!!!!!!!! ggrrrr...and one of them wasn't even Kagome nor Kikyo either...I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHO THEY FREAKING WERE!!!!!! GGRRRR!!!!! oh but I still love him...I JUST WANT TO STRANGLE HIM SO HARD!!!!...gggrr details tomorrow on what Kagome, Kikyo, and I are going to do to Inuyasha...ggrrr it's payback time Inuyashie...he is going to pay big time... OKAY!! I am going to be REALLY REALLY REALLY weird and I have no idea but I'll let someone come in the be on story and help me get payback!! AND I WILL ALLOW ANOTHER ANIME CHARACTER TO BE ON WITH THEM!!! ^_^ I will just choose everyone who wants ta be on the story but I will pick them and put them in the story in different posts! well thanx for reading the long story and LATAZ!!!

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Monday, February 28, 2005

   HIYAZ! OH WE HAVE A WINNER!!!

	Yup yup yup we have a winner. It was 'Imaginary' by Evanescence!! CONGRATS fox ressurected!!! Your prize will be pmed to ya along with venomous kistune's prize on Wednesday! ^-^ Next week I'll put another lyric hehe hopefully it will be more easier. hehe. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Aside from that lets see...well skool today duh! oh I don't wanna go! I like hanging wit friends at skool...I just hate the class part of it all. and the homework part blah! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ It seems none of you got what happened in the little story from yesterday...GOOD! ^___^ You weren't supposed to...I did though...cause i read the fan fiction. I dunno if I should put up the other part...it's like what happened in the last post...and my cuz doesn't want to be slapped again...somehow Nicole chased my cuz and kepting slapping her...while watching the fashion network...oh that musta hurt...well I have no idea what to put then...hmmmmm... ~*~*~LET THE TERROR OF FASHION NETOWRK BEGIN!!!!~*~*~ CUZ: KRISTIE!!!! NICOLE IS TRYING TO SLAP ME AGAIN!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!! *looks behind to see cuz being chased my Nicole and is comign straight for me* ME: What do you want me to do about it? I'm the lazy ass here (she called me lazy ass like yesterday...pay bach aha.) *cuz pulls chair to face Nicole and is hiding behind like a coward* ME: WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING??!?!? oh no *Nicole still running forward* RUN FOR IT! *me jumps out of chair and runs to TV* CUZ:i yi yi. well Kristie is running from the zombie Nicole and...and and OMG NICOLE IS RIGHT ABOUT TO-*hears doorbell ring*I'LL GET THAT! Cuz jumps outta the chair and runs downstairs to the door while avoiding Nicole and me. Cuz creaks open the door and leans back in horror. CUZ: OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You'll have to find out tomorrow who it was at the door! and I will too. cause I am still RUNNING FROM NICOLE AHHHH!!!!! *keeps running FOR MY FREAKING LIFE AS NICOLE IS CHASING THE HECK OUTTA ME*

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

   HIYAZ! God if someone doesn't get the right song and pm me venomous kitsune will win AGAIN!!!! GOD! ahahhaha that would be funny!

	Okay like i said before...if no one gets the song in like I'll say 3 days then...GOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE??? j/k j/k j/k! But seriously Venomous Kistune will win again and I will have to make her a banner(1st song) and two buttons (this contest thingy). Okay then I will put other part of the lyric below. The prizes will be posted here on wednesday...computer is still in shop...god. Well NEW LAYOUT! Since my last wallpaper broke and died *sees cuz pretending to die and tries not to laugh*...ha...okay I aha can't hold it...AHAHAHAHHHHAHA!! OMG THAT WAS SO FUNNY!!!!!!! *almost falls out of chair* I'M OKAY! ahahah. She looks like a beatle OMG!!!! *sees Nicole looking like a laughing bug rolling on their back!* OH AHAHAHAH! Okay okay okay...*calms down*...okay so the wallpaper died *hears cuz gaging*...aha...and now I have a new layout! So yeah it's just CG art so yeah. Well hope you all like it and umm what else...*looks behind to see cuz looking at a copy of this fan fic I printed a while back*...and now she is quoting the fan fiction...oh boy...and Nicole is helping...OH god I might die of laughing from this...here I'll show what they did! Cuz is saying all the stuff...and Nicole is doing the cool part THE SLAPPING WOOHOO!!! Nicole: I'm not here for one of your stupid episodes *grabs cuz's arm but cuz pulls back* Cuz: YOU DARE TOUCH THE KNIGHT THAT SAYS "NI"?!?!??!?!? *me trying not to laugh* Nicole: You lied to me BI***! HOW DO YOU FIX ROBIN? (she screamed it) Cuz looks really scared and then screams: NI NI NI NI NI!!!! *Nicole slap* (COOOOOOOL) Cuz's eyes turn from fear into sadness: RET! PLEASE COME BACK I LOVE YOU! *me beginning to laugh like crazy as they try not to laugh from me* (oh and *slap* means she got slapped from Nicole) Cuz:*slap/cuz sings*TALE AS TOLD AS TIME*slap*I AM...BATMAN!*slap*Mirror mirror on the wall*slap*HERES JOHNY*slap*I'LL BE BACK!!!!*slap*OHHH I'M MELTING OH WHAT A WORLD(evil shreiking witch style)*slap*life is like a box o choco-lates!*slaps*FREEDOM!!!*slap*ow that hurt*slap*you can stop now*slap* I wasn't saying the line*slap and cuz turns into a daze*DO YOU KNOW THE MUFFIN MAN??...psst...Nicole...hey your supposed to SLAP ME! NICOLE!!?!?!?! *both me and cuz see Nicole watching the fashion network and slaps cuz while staring at the TV and I fell out of the seat from laughing* me: SRY THATS ALL FOR NOW!!!HAHAHAHAHHAH!!!!!! BYE I'll do the rest tomorrow...AHAHAHAH NICOLE IS SLAPPING MY CUZ AND IS STILL WATCHING THE TV!!!! lyric!!!!! In my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby I ly inside-(sp? oh well! I'm too tired)

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

HIYAZ! ummm...plns for next week, new lyric thing, and...lieing to my parents AHAHAH

	~~For Venomous Kistune~~ I am REALLY SORRY but your banner will hafta wait until like wednesday. they took longer in the shop then I thought and I hafta wait until monday...and then dad is gonna get it back tuesday...i'm hoping I can find the time to make the banner for ya! well edit really hehe. ~~back to everyone else!!~~ Okay nothing much going on here I am just listening to whatever is on the music choice thing. Earlier I tried joining tripod cuz a friend told me it was better then freewebs and I was curios and all...it's really hard to get a username that they will ACTAULLY let you use before they ACTUALLY let you keep that one...I swear I musta tried over ten times until i got one username. and then came the harder part...editing the layout...oh my god was that hard. One thing would say something...and then do another thing...and then sumthin else...would do what the something before was supposed to do! oh my god was that hard. So...I quit hahah my friend Annie joined here...got confused...and did the same thing AHAHAH!! LOL well I'm still trying to convince her to join...and not get confused. *rolls eyes* Oh next week me and Desi are planning to go over to my house for a few minutes and then, well I am going to say(lie) my parents that I'm gonna walk her back to school (< It should be pretty easy for yall...but I can't say it is one of the most popular songs from the band. In my field of paper flowers and- DONE! BYE!! FIRST ONE WHO PMS ME WITH THE ANSWER WINS!! If venomous kistune wins again...DANG what is with you people and music lyrics!!??!?!? Youd DO listen to the lyrics right???? j/k j/k j/k hehehe but if she does win again...damn...hahhahah

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   HI!!!!!!!!!!!! SHORT POST TODAY SRY!!!!!!!!! (post from yesterday but for today as well)

	okay nothing much really to say at all really. But okay I jus really hate it when people jus want to join something just to become popular...gr...I just hate that SO MUCH!! but ShadowDrifter207 there is more to myO then just becoming popular!! And don't you forget it!!! hmph. but then again there are some other people who I know on here who just kinda...complain bout them not bein popular and no one will visit their sites or whatever...BLAH THAT!! well aside from that I am glad you guys liked my poem. yeah I have been feeling down and I know its what you guys wouldn't want to hear...and guess where it got me? a threat saying I might loose a friend because of it. hehe. well I dunno how i would react really. so many friends have left I guess i would be used to it by now. ^-^ well seeya guys! QUIZZEY!!!!!!!! Oh yeah Pins I took the quiz and posted it on my xanga and then I got SUPER BORED so i posted here! Yeah I got this QUIZZ FROM PINS!!!! HEHEHEH!! QUIZ TIME! -------------DESCRIBE-------------- The shoes you wore today: these black ones I gots Your eyes: brown like always Your fears: umm knif(for obvious reasons), the dark, and being all alone --------------WHAT IS-------------- Your most overused phrase on aim: whats aim? *looks innocent* Your thoughts first waking up: ....(nothing) The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile Your best physical feature: ...I don't have one Your bedtime:around ten-midnight Your most missed memory: when I could smile and actually mean it -------------YOU PREFER------------ Pepsi or Coke: coke McDonald's or Burger King: i like both Single or group dates: group!!! Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino --------------DO YOU--------------- Smoke: NEVER!! I deal with the smoke enough at home from my parents and it's bad for my asthma!!! Curse: me????? HELL YA! Take a shower everyday: ....can I not comment and say i did?? Have any crushes: how could I not Who are they: now why would I tell a person who has no real life that made this long quiz something of my life Do you think you've been in love?:maybe...maybe not Want to go to college: Oh so I actually have a choice in the matter? Like high school: HAHAHAHAHAHHA....aha...your kidding me right? Want to get married: yes ^_^ Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: NEVER YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!!!! Believe in yourself: ....one word....never Get motion sickness: no Think you're a health freak: ...that's my friend...not me Have parents/guardian: I have both! Like thunderstorms: WHO DOESN'T ??? Oh wait thats Tina (friend) -----IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU----- Gone to the mall: YES! Eaten sushi: uhhh no Been on stage: HECK NO! Gone skating: I wanted to Made homemade cookies: no but I made stew wit my mom Dyed your hair: no...want to Cut your hair: no it's only at my shoulders Stolen anything: awww now why would I do that??? *looks innocent and confused look* ----------HAVE YOU EVER------------ Flown on a plane: yes!!! I loved it!! Missed school because it was raining: yeah and sometimes just...because! hehe Told a guy/girl that you liked him/her?: no...I'm too shy hehe Cried during a movie: no Ever thought an animated character was hot?: hehe a course...^-^ Had an imaginary friend: no...but Desi does! His name is Fred and Fred's friend is Bob the builder! Had sex: no... Had crush on a teacher: EWWWW REALLY REALLY DISGUSTING THOUGHT!!!! Been called a tease: no Gotten drunk: nop Gotten beaten up: NO I AM THE ONE WHO KICKS BOYS ASS OVER HERE!!!! Been in a fight: depends...*smirks* Shoplifted: no...that would be wrong... ------------THE FUTURE------------- Age you hope to be married: ummmm around 20... Number of children: I want only one... Descibe your dream wedding: I never thought of it How do you want to die: OH! COMMIT SUICIDE! I WILL SLIT MY WRISTS AND THEN BURN THE HOUSE ON FIRE AS I SIT IN THE CORNER AND BE BROUGHT INTO THE FLAMES OF HELL ITSELF!!!!!!!!! What do you want to be when you grow up: depends if I live that long... What country would you most like to visit: I like staying in Kali ^-^ -----------OPPOSITE SEX------------ Best eye color: I like all eyes colors Best hair color: Don't really care Short or long hair: umm short probably Best height: well as long as he is taller then me Best weight: well...I dunno Best first date location: ANy place where we can have FUN! -------------NUMBER OF------------- Number of real friends: *thinks for a minute* over twenty! Number of drugs taken illegally: zero! Number of people you could trust with your life: 2 Number of CDs that I own: over ten Number of piercings: 7! Number of tattoos: 3!! Number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper: zero, zip Number of scars on your body: *ooks at body* 10!! Number of things in your past that you regret:..18! Number of friends you've kissed: zero, zip, ze+ro Number of people you've had sex with: zero, zip, ze+ro, 0 ---------FAVORITES--------------- Shampoo: I don really have a fav Color(s): any shade or color a blue, silver, gold, the color of the night sky Day/Night: Night Summer/Winter: Winter Lace or Satin: Satin Cartoon: whats that cartoon with the aliens we watched, Nicole? (Nic) Futarama (me)YEAH! Food: ...so many good food...so hard...either spagetti(spll?? WHO CARES!) or...my moms stew hehe Sport: ...I don't have one Bands: bands...Yellow Card...and Linkin Park is pretty cool... Items you own: my poetry book, computer, and...my fire torch *grins evilly* Movie: Moulin Rouge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ------------RIGHT NOW-------------- Wearing: black velvet pants, white shirt saying "Boys are trouble" HAHAH! Thinking about: well now I am wondering how I am going to pull off my suicide... Drinking: coke! Listening to: this song on animes-sins.com...it's not in english... -------IN THE LAST 24 HRS--------- Cried:mmmm how about the last 25 hours??? then I could say yes! Worn jeans: yesterday Met someone new online: nop Done laundry: nop Had sex: NO! -------DO YOU BELIEVE IN---------- Yourself: NEVER!! what it's true! Your friends:I believe in all my friend even the ones i only meet online! ^_^ Tooth Fairy: oh you mean when I was like what 7 when my mom did it oh sure ya I believe in the tooth fairy... Destiny/Fate: OF COURSE! Ghosts: They could be out there *looks around* ------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------- Do you ever wish you had another name: ...sometimes... Wish you had a boyfriend or girlfriend: hehe how much is everyday? Which one of your friends acts the most like you:...none of them really hehe Are you close to any family member: yup yup Nicole! What's the best feeling in the world: feeling free What time is it: 11:06 p.m. but guess what it was around 9:4 sumthin when i started

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   hey everyone! ^-^ computer is gone from home, new poem arrived, and a question i want you to answer

	Okay besides computer FINALLY GONE IN!!!! YES YES YES!!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!!!! Right now I am listening to Simple and Clean from Kingdom Heart I lov elistening to that song! ^_^ I have been listening to it for hours now hehe. Oh yeah yesterday i gots 11 comments...that the HIGHEST # A COMMENTS I EVER GOTS!!! YEAH!!!!!!! So happy! very low comments compared to many others but I'm still happy! I dunn why i am putting this but I just wanna put up my stats. I never have because I don't like looking at it and thinking I need to become more popular it sounds stupid to just join a site with lotsa cool people and then jsut wanna become popular BLAH! :P well here you guys go! Visits: 542 (yeah i already got 500 and I didn't tell u guys! BLAH!) Popularity Rank(y did I put this up again?): #1024 (out of 21, 156 active sites) (how many non-active sites huh? tell me that...oh wait u can't nvm) Guestbook entries total: 113 and last one was on...YESTERDAY! hehe Now that stats and all are outta the way I have a poem...but be warned it is not exactly the kind of poem you would want to hear...*sighs* it's just...I feel this need to be honest with all of you...for some reason i have never gotten these things off my chest in front of my real friends at school... Would it matter? Sometimes in my mind when I don't know what to do I think about laying down as cold as ice It may sound weird but it is very true I think of myself as nothing but a sacrifice To lie down and die, to never have to cry To never see the light, to never hear the night I have one thing to choose What do i have to loose? So why not listen to my mind for once Because what if I make the wrong choice I don't wat to die, I already lost my voice It explains why no one will listen to me Sometimes they won't even see That I am right in front of them It's not like they would care at all It's not like they come over when I fall So why bother being with people who ignore me It's not like even if I got hurt or die they'd see So why not just one little cut No don't say if, ands, or buts Just let it glid off our skin And then go harder but don't be in fright Becuase it, all of it, will end by daylight When done...rest your head na whisper "night" Sorry to say this but this is how I have been thinking lately...I feel like this girl who has no reason to be here at all...it's like I have prison chains around my heart chrushing it do cut myself and I can't break free...and all i want is freedom...But i don't want to talk about it anymore. I wouldn't want to worry you all like others have...it's too much for me to bare and probably as much for all of you. well I do have one question I want to ask....... what would happen...if this poem was true...what if I died...what would happen...would anything happen at all...I am kinda feeling like nothing won't...it's the reason i wanted to ask... well bye bye everyone...I have to go to sleep soon and I am not sure if I will be able to visit everyone's sites...night...

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   well school today...WAHH!! bUT GOOD NEWS IS THAT COMPTUER GOES IN SHOP TODAY TOO!!!!!!!

	YEAH COMPUTER GOES IN SHOP TODAY!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY! I hav ebeen waiting for this to come. Well before i go to bed I hafta unplug everything and bring it in front of the stairs. but its worth it. Let see well yesterday it was raining again! But only lightly and not much came down. waahhh!!! I'm glad you all like my new layout! I've been trying to find a Pita ten avatar but when I uploaded it it said it needed to be in a certain format. blah oh well. I have one that works now. ^_^ ...umm Inuyasha WAS here but he goes here and there and pretty much everywhere. LOL it's kinda scary. It must be exhausting but he is too stubborn to ever admit it. *rolls eyes* well right now my cuz and Nicole are over. Nicole is watching MTV and my cuz it looking outside the window for...who knows what. I don't thats for sure. I will try to go to everyone's sites. but i dunno.today at school i hafta wear the pink shirt i bought. It's not really all that bad since i picked one with only a few strips of pink. better then a whole pink shirt *shivers* wow I jus realized I haven't been cutting at all in so long!...now my minds question is...why do I miss it?...I don't get it...I'm happy I don't feel pain anymore but...why do i miss that feeling? I dunno...I'm happy...but confused at the same time...well maybe sleep will do me some good. well LATAZ EVERYONE!!

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