Friday, January 14, 2005

   I AM SOSOSO HAPPY DESI'S SITE IS ALL DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	AH!! I AM SO HAPPY DESI'S SITE IS ALL DONE DONE DONE!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!! Her username is drum roll please..*cuzs banging table loudly* hon3st mistake!!! SO GO TO HER SITE AND SIGN HER GUEST BOOK!!!!! i dunno if she posted yet...i dunno but go to her site and sign her guestbook! Oh my mom wanted me to tell you all that she said THANK YOU!!!!! And that you guys were right about her loving my poem. She pacticully squeezed the life outta me in only ONE hug. hehe But that's okay. hehe And I wanted to THANK YOU SO MUCH SO SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM!!!! Well now my cuz is here. I had to throw her out of my room but "gently" cause my mom didn't want us to make alotta noise and you know you can't EVER say no to your mom when it's her special day..well days since mother's day. well right now I am listening to the song "1985" i dunno the group because i CAN'T THINK! there is this so called "soft" BANGING ON MY DOOR FROM MY CUZ! AHA! i can't hold myself from not laughing. hahahhahahahahha. REMEMBER POEM POLL COMING UP THIS WEEKEND!!!!! SO SAWWY NO POEM TODAY I PROMISE TO PUT UP ONE TOMMROOW!!

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

WAAAHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN GONE I AM SO FORGETFUL!!! *SMACKS HEAD AGAINST WALL REPEATEDLY* WAAH!!! ow *rubs head and smacks head on wall again*

	I*smack*can't*smack*be-*smack*lieve*smack*ME!!!!!!! *SMACKS 5 times* GGRR!! Oh sawwy i forgot you were here...and now my head is bruised. OWW!! well guess what? SOmething is wrong with my computer again! As if things couldn't get more wrong. Let's see homework is piling up, tests are coming soon, i am kinda pissed off at some friends, I am having writers block SO I CAN'T WRITE!, and also my computer has now found a way to get more than 50 pop-ups on my computer AFTER I AM OFFLINE!, no to mention how slow it has become. I want to curse so bad yet I look so calm. I guess it's because there actually IS a bright side. *mutters* not like I could see it though. ANYWAY! The bright side is that now put a smile on my face ^__^ is one of my very good friends are COMING TO MY OTAKU!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!! Okay I told you about Desiree, well SHE IS JOINING MY OTAKU!!! Well she did but she need to get her whole site ready. ^_______^ I AM SO EXCITED!!!! The other good thing is that my mom's birthday is tommorow. And I made a poem for her like yesterday. So I will be putting up that poem that I made just for her. Oh I hope she likes it. Do you think so? Tell me or give me a HUGG! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!! My Mom She is the one who kisses me at night She is the one who gets rid of fright She is the one no women can compare Especially when it comes to her hair(She dyed it a few times hehe) She is the one who is soft and sweet She is someone way cool to meet That someone is someone special to me Because that somone fills my life with glee You know she makes my life pure bliss She is someone sure you are to miss All my friends say she is the bomb(Only thing that can rhyme can you believe that??) And you know that someone is my mom And since now I am not very calm(I am really not calm isn't that weird?) I just have to say I LOVE MY MOM!!!! well tell me what you think! I PROMISE TO UPDATE TOMMOROW AND REMEMBER POEM POLL COMING THIS WEEKEND SO EVERYONE CAN SEE!!!!!!! AND DESI'S SITE SHOULD BE DONE BY THEN TOO!! AH I AM SO HAPPY NOW!!!! I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY DAY!!! I am serious ya know even if you think you didn't do anything YOU REALLY DID YOU MADE ME SO HAPPY I CAN'T STOP SMILING!!!!!!!! AHA! BYE BYE *waves ^___^*

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Monday, January 10, 2005

   READ THE FREAKING POST BELOW!!!!!!!!!

	Okay Just read the post below and just in case your confused. Desiree's poem is the first one. My poem is the second one. And with that HERE ARE QUIZZES!!! you are the epitome of innocence. you get along well with others. sweet and docile, you aren't the one to start an argument, and if one should occur, you would definitely be the pacifist trying to keep the peace. your only fault is that sometimes you can be a bit of a doormat. people walk all over you, and you let them. every once in a while you should stand up for yourself; you won't be disliked just because you don't want to do anything and everything people tell you. in fact, others may develop a newfound respect for you! quiet and serene, you tend to calm people down with your peaceful demeanor. .:anime pics:. what are you the epitome of? (you know you wanna take it!!) brought to you by Quizilla lalalalalalla You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love. You can't help but sigh when you see to people kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go over board and believe in a small steady relationship at first so that it can grow. You also like to think that you can have that kiss that puts you into a portal and you can't get back until he/she stops. How much do you love? GOOD PICS brought to you by Quizilla okay...that MAYBE true...maybe

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Sunday, January 9, 2005

HIYA!!!! You all get to see one of my best friend's work!!! POEM POLL WILL COME SOON!! (if you call next week soon) yeah on weekend so everyone can read em

	OKAY! well right now I am singing along with the radio. ^_^ Nothing is really happening except for hoemwork! UGH!!! I hate it it' so boring and I don't want to do it. grrr well I will post up some of my friend's work. Her name is Desiree. But there is one umm little detail eheh ^_^' Inuyasha: She writes like she commits suicide and cuts herself like a mental b***. me: INUAYSHA! *punches Inuyasha in his back* NEVER TALK ABOUT MY FRIENDS LIKE THAT EVER!!!!! *eyes burning* Inuyasha: OKAY! Jeez *mutter stuff I can't hear* As I was saying before he acted like a jerk. She well does write sad stuff like what Inuyasha says. Excpet the last part. Idiot Inuyasha. Well here is some of her stuff. I know it sounds suicidal and she cuts but in real life she doesn't. I SWEAR! Inuyasha: Not. You know she cuts and so do I. INUYASHA SHUT UP ALREADY BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS!!!! Inuyasha: O.O *backs away* Thank you. Now look I can't say that she does or doesn't cut because I swore to her I wouldn't. Okay? well here is some of her stuff. WARNING: VERY SAD, DEPRESSING, And yes SUICIDAL THERE IS NO TITLE FOR THIS In the middle of the night Tears spill from my eyes Only these walls hear my silent cries While the beating from my heart becomes faint One by one they fall, like the shattered pieces of my heart Falling to the ground, making me feel torn apart Screaming from insides and not coming out The cause: all your wretched lies. A pool of blood on the floor, my heart screaming for more More of the pain you caused me More of the cries that enclose me My open wounds are here for everyone to see It feels like a knife slitting down my throat I can't stand the pain Kicked and stepped and thrown into the dirt And you think I'm going to live after this? That's her writing and now here is mine. I would like to know who's you like more just for the poem poll kay? TITLE: Caused by you, made by me The Blood stained walls trap my heart A flood of red tears flow in the dark The flood was caused by me I wasn't made to breath I will wither and die I will bleed and cry No more will this girl be She will never be free The flood forms around her Her vision becomes a blur And after all she has done She will never see the sun Her dream will never come true And all this was caused by you So thats my work. Yeah they seem to have the same amount of sadness. SO SAY WHETHER YOU LIEK DESIREE'S POEM OR MY POEM, CAUSED BY YOU, MADE BY ME!!! Inuyasha: do you really feel that way? Me:....uhhhhhhh

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Friday, January 7, 2005

   POEM POLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RULES AND OH THIS IS NOT ABOUT MY DAY SAWWY BUT ONLY BOUT POEM POLL!!!!!!!!!

	Okay yeah this isn't bout my day only about my poem poll. Oh and I uhh *chough*cha*chough*nged *scratches back of head* some...stuff. ehehee ^_^" cuz:SOME?!?! YOU PRACTICULLY SAID YOU TURNED EVERYTHING me: NOT NOW CUZ!!!! so eh yeah for once she is right. I did change a lotta the stuff eheh. Don't worry it still is pretty easy to fallow....i think. Okay so here is whats happening. >There wil be two days of the poem poll and I will post them really early and on weekends so yeah >the first day will have 2 poems and a special type a writing >The second day there will be the oppisite. Two special types of writing and one poem >You can vote one poem or type of writing for each day. So in all you'll have two votes. >Only one vote a day kay? >Oh and it's next weekend i dunno the date One last little tiny detail....THANK YOU ALL FOR SAYING I SHOULD HAVE A PEOM POLL!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! *huggs all of you* OKAY then now i will tell you about the "special" writing. hehe sounding weird but it is really deep and so meaningful. Okay my friend Desiree has well a split personality. At school she acts hyper and fun and mostly care free. But online she has a xanga and on that xanga she well....tells a truth that seems so like lies. It's really weird. I read her work and when you read it you can just feel her emotions, You can reallly understnad her from her writing. Well i will put up some of her stuff since a lotta people say they are really good. I'll put up a preview of her stuff. I think you will be able to tell who's writing is who. hehe. seeya

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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   HIYA!!!!! I leave two days and THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END!!! no j/k but i have lotsa work so i couldn't come earlier! UGH!!!!

	Okay well since nothing much is going on here except homework! UGH! I will tell you all again that my poem poll is your choice to say whether I make one of not! SO SAY TODAY OR TOMMOROW!! ThOSE ARE THE ONLY DAYS!!! if ya don't say i won't make. kay? Oh and since Saying Goodbye got number one last time I am willing to keep it in the poll kay kay? well anyways my cuz isn't here since I gave her over to moonlilywolf for her cat to eat! YEAH!! no i wish but she will be back tommorow. It's like she can't die so she can annoying me all the time. Well science projects are coming up so that will keep me busy at home. Computer wil go in maybe tommorow or thursday latest. ummmmm nothing is really going on with my friends that much. Ashley is as crazy as ever, Desiree is still kinda umm hyper to say the least, Tina is still pure, Charlene is saying i am evil for saying things I didn't mean or care bout. lol It wasn't mean it was just a joke. Kay a lovey type poem. i dunno where it came from really weird. TITLE: I'll run to you The night stars are falling While my voice is calling I don't know what to do Since I am without you Since that faithful day When my heart froze away When you left me I don't want be I don't want to try I just want to cry I don't need a hand to lend I don't need a heart to mend I just want to cry!! I don't want to die 'Cause while your here There'll be no fear In my heart There's no dark 'Cause your the reason of me The only reason I will be There is no one else here Who will brush the new tear That I have started to cry Since you made my heart die But I will run to you You know my love is true No matter how tough No matter how rough I'll be there with you While wind blows through I will run to you yeah yeah yeah BYE BYE

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Sunday, January 2, 2005

   HIYA!! Ugh not really in a good mood cause SCHOOL IS TOMMOROW! UGH!!!!

	i don't wanna go back to school!!! it's so freakin' BORING AND ITS HELL WITH PRISON CHANES BROUGHT TO EARTH TO HAUNT US!!!!!!!! DON'T PEOPLE SEE THAT!?!?!?! well aside that my cuz's are going to stay home since school begining over at their schools too. YEAH! i am not worried about my back, my computer will go in the shop this week, I get to see my friends again, my excima is doing good and almost gone, and there is only one thing that is bothering me. Ladies you can guess what this is. ugh. well thank you for commenting on my poem. ^__^ it made me so happy. lets see anything else? no i did that....said that.....annything else?? i dunno you tell me. Well I was thinking of having another poem poll. Do a think I have enough poems for that? tell me today, tommorow, and the day after tommorow ^_^ just don't tommorow and the next day if ya do today ^_^

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Saturday, January 1, 2005

   HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalalala i am so hyper and happy and i didn't eat CHOCOLATE! HA!

	okay well sitll on mom's laptop. GRRR! my dad's computer is still in the shop and today me, mom, dad, grandma, and grandpa went to the Olive Garden. If ya dunno about it, TOUGH! no i'm kidding hehe i'm not that mean. ^_^ it's an Italian resteraunt(sp? I DUNNO right now i can't think oh how to spell my cuz is running around and it's giving me a headache). I really like the food there. It was for a New Year's eve thing. Except it was lunch. The waiter was really nice and funny. hehe he kept telling my grandpa he should be paying for the food and my mom should grovel him for a kind of frozen drink. I couldn't remember the name since it wasn't in english. It was in Italian. And I can't remember squat cuz a certan cuz is making my head spin. UGH! well THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO COMMENTED AND GAVE ME HUGGS! It makes me all fuzzy inside when you say such nice thing ^_^ cuz:Really I thought it was because you ate a live chicken? (yes with a smirk) me: no that wasn't a chicken and that wasn't me....it was when you ate my feathery pillow when you caught it with your teeth. (remember my payback on my cuz. Yeah that's what i'm talking about) Okay back to you guys! Well lets see we stayed there a little longer than we thought cuz we took home some of the food and my mom just "HAD" to get a Black Tie Moose Cake. It's just a piece. But dang does it look good. hehe well I wish you all A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Okay now i have been thinking of linking poems that you may have forgotten and bringing them back to your memory. So this poem is the second one after SAYING GOODBYE! I really hope you like it! TITLE: The return after a goodbye (or jus the return for short) The seasons change, years have passed The wind blows harder, harder than last When you left our home felt dead Everyone is home, resting in bed The winds have grown stronger The rain comes down longer I walk on the beat up path Thinking of this math You left and our home died Your gone, the plants seem fried You ran and the wind is strong You aren't here, the rain is long I open my eyes I think it's lies No the wind, it has stopped My eyes seems to of popped I see on the hill, you I now know it's true You are what keeps us alive I feel shakes but I strive I stand in front of you And from everything, I knew You keep us alive We can't live without you OKAY that's my poem It's kinda weird. But its kind of what happens emotionally when someone leaves but i turned it pyshically. hehe Well i hope you liked it. I may make another of it. Laterz!! and again HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

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Friday, December 31, 2004

   HIYA!!! this post is for today and tommorow too jus to let ya know

	Okay so to the hospital and I had to dress in this kinda robe this. it wasn't cloth though. It was more like paper really. I had to stand in front of this kinda plastic box with my back against it. There was a kind of camer hanging from the ceiling from these tubes. And whenever the guy pushed or lifted the box behind me the camera would fallow. I also had to hold two pieces of rubber looking led against my chest so the picture would only show my spine. I dunno what is gonna happen. I wasn't thinking but i know its okay since i won't see the doctor for 6 months hehe. i guess i got a little nervous for nothing really. Well right now i'm watching degrassi. This girl Paige got raped by this guy she hardly even knew named Dean and the show is showing how she presses charges on him in court. Oh and am still on my mom's latptop. *sighs* my dad's computer is in the shop and my computer will have t wait until my dad gets his back. So i have to deal. But i'm pretty cool with it. I am really happy since Ice Angel Nikita got me to write my poems again. I made a romise to her saying i would write her a poem. It seems almost everyhour on anything i ryhme and soon in my head a poem appears. but i have forgotten them because everytime i get to my book. The inspiration slips my mind. hehe oh well. TITLE: Through the rain I can hear through the rain The cries of a girl in pain This time it is not me I look but I can't see I run outside and run while pray That screams are the last to say I hope I'm not to late I can only trust my fate Whether or not they let me save This young girl from her grave I slow and in an alley see That she was not meant be In the dark, I hear Her heart, I fear No beats are there Blood is in her hair Her cloths are torn But I could of sworn I saw her blink My heart could sink I brushed the hair out of her face And saw suck beauty and such grace In such a young child I see That she was someone like me I could see the man who killed her I saw him dead as well, then a blur I fell down in the rain Now I screamed in pain I don't remember who she was I don't know what happened of Those people in the rain The girl who screamed pain The man I saw with shame I think it was just a game No one found who they were But more lives were taken The last they saw was a blur Why was my soul was shaken? I never could found out But sometimes I can hear her shout Thats something like a story in poem form hehe tell me what you think!!! if you like it so much i may make it into a story. or maybe even a quiz! hehe seeya round everyone!!

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Thursday, December 30, 2004

   hiya!!!!!! *yawns* i'm kinda tired *rubs eyes* mmmso tired

	Yeah i just got back from the doctorsk. I have to get an x-ray. Don't ask. But i will say the doctor just wants to have my spine x-rayed. grrrr if anything is wrong i blame it for my cusion when she pushed me off my chair. I had to go to the doctors for my check up. I didn't want to though! they made me get out of bed. ggggrrrrr they will PAAAYY!!!!!! well anyway its like 11 p.m. over here so yeah. tommorow i will have to get up early again and then go to the hospital to get my spine check. I swear if anything is wong i will hurt my cusion. Oh and i gt a shot too. it was for i dunno what it is called but its to protect you when you get kinda sractched from rusty things and get infected. so yeah. Oh and I would like to thank the people who commented on my poem and the peope who gave me HUGGS too!! it means a lot to me. if ya wanna say which one ya like best the kinda story thing was now title "I tied and failed" and the poem "Someone haunting me" okay? ell me which one ya like best Oh this poem is like a second part to my last poem that I named "Someone is haunting me" okay? i may keep doing this if ya like it that is. TITLE: They are calling The night shines in the dark The blackness fills my heart I can't see that much As my fingers touch They feel around this way I do know I am by the bay I can hear someone falling? It's their screams calling I can feel that persons touch The one who put me in a rush The one who haunts me by night The one who showed me fright He is the one who made my hurt He is the one who ripped my shirt Who put blood in my hair Who made me not care And now he is back for me Now when I cannot see What will happen to me? All I know it seemed I am the one who screamed okay for all those who want to i dunno read some really weird story about me chasin my cuz and her running into my computer again read this. hehe i put it on pinsandneedles myO hehe yup me:cuzs are no fun no fun nop nop both my cuzs: WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TA MEAN!?!?!? me:Ya bang on my door, ya probably broke my spine, you ate ALL older cuz:SHE ATE ALL YOUR CHOCOLATE NOT ME!!! me:0.0 I wasn't gonna say chocola- YOU ATE MY CHOCOLATE *burning eyes* younger cuz:is she going over board again?? older cuz:ahyup me:you ate my chocolate NOW YOU MUST PAYYYY!!! *chases screaming cuz* cuz:PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! me:NEEEVERR!!! YOU EVIL MONSTER YOUR WITH THE GINGERBREAD MAN AND HIS ARMY OF CHOCLATE KILLING MONSTERS AREN'T YOU!?!?! *cuz stops and makes me stop* :what? me:the gingierbread men are hear to take all the chocolate and give out only gumdrop buttons cuz:oooo continue *cuz runs and i chase her again until she again runs into the computer* me:NOT AGAIN!!!!

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