Tuesday, July 26, 2005

sorry

	im so sorry i havent been updating in awhile.i just didnt feel like updating...im just stress out k? i been very weak but i need to handle it.right now my mom is yelling at me so im gonna make this quick k. something is really bugging me lately and i been thinking way to much lately.*sighs* i just wish all my problems can just disappear..this bg reminds me of derick and mina ...well im gonna go now my mom is yelling even louder so see ya...here is a quiz i took Your embrace is as warm as the sun's rays on a hot summer day :) You're heart is made of pure gold and you only want the best for your friends and family members. You see good in everything and everyone; even when doubtful at times. You're always beautiful because you've got that genuine smile of truth and reassurance :D A hug means many things: love, hurt, anger, celebration, kindness, support, and thank you... In this case, yours stands for love, support, kindness and celebration. Love, support, and kindness towards the people you care about most and your beliefs, and celebration towards your prosperous life you've been living and will continue to live! But just don't get caught up in everything, keep yourself down to earth; great things can fall apart :) What Does Your Embrace Feel Like? brought to you by Quizilla

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Friday, July 22, 2005

im so freakin piss off

	ok remeber my friends who died! well he freakin lie to me! he is alive! he justed wanted to see how would i react "if" he died! omg i am so freakin piss off right now.*sighs* he only wanted my attention on him .he wanted me to worry about him and now he is begging for forgivess that he didnt meant to pretend to die, omg gezz...im gonna go right now oh i wanted to say that my comptuer hates me so i think its gonna die so if u guys want to keep in touch please leave ur email or just email me. well im gonna go right now or esle i'll break something .

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

....................

	...i cant believe it..*looks down*..remeber the guy i told u about yesterday...he died..i cant believe it. he died...he said he was sorry and he loves me but i didnt listen..was i that mad at him??? he said he wouldnt cause me more pain..but he killed himself...he promise me that he wouldnt kill himself..but no...why..why does this happen!*looks down with tears*.....this cant be happening....he died..and i cant change that..*sighs*...

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

EWWWWWWWW OMG!

	*twiches* ok well nothing much is happening over here,*sighs*... but remeber the my friend? teh guy who run away. well anyways who know where he is but he wont come home. lets say he is at a "friends" house. and that friend is a girl..and i AM SO FREAKIN OUT! IM GROSS OUT! IM GONNA FREAKIN DIE NOW! EWWWWWW I JUST HEARD THE MOST NASTY DIGUSEING THING! EWW..i am in complete shock right now. and he is only 17 years old and if u guys know what i mean. but do u guys think he can handle being a parent? ewww....i have dedicded not to talk to him again.ew.ew.ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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Monday, July 18, 2005

very sorry

	im sorry i havent been updating lately. can anyone one forgive me? well *sighs* i havent been myself lately.one of my best buds run away from home..and no one can find him.no one.*sighs* he turned of his cellphone so no one can call him..this is all my fault! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!AHHH!!! his brother said i acted like our friendship doesnt matter to me. but it does...*looks down and tears start to form* im not a good friend.so if u want to delete me..or yell at me or betary me..go ahead. nothing matters anymore.not even my life. well i just came back from the store and i saw this cute guy..but i wasnt interst it in him.but he did look like this character in s-cry-ed.*sighs* the world has turn it's back on me.. good bye....

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Friday, July 15, 2005

konnichiwa everyone!

	*bows* i hope everyone is having a great day...oh forget acting that this!im so bored!-_- sorry about that but i am bored!its almost time to go back to school. not really but i want to go back to school!its so boring here.school is better i would say. dont hit me*shields herself* lol well yesterday at the 14th it was mailee's birthday.u know what is so sad?she didnt get to celebrate it. anyways it was wierd cause i was suppose to call her cause it was her birthday but intstead she called me.o_0 wierd,anyways we talked alot and i tell u i was so busy but yet i still had time to talk to her.we talk about our memories back in 6th grade and at summer school.could u believe her she is still teasing me about loving matthew!ahhhh!!!!!! i hate matthew!ewewew he is such a jerk..but he is so cute.lol.i remeber this one time back in 6th grade mailee give me her memory back to sign.well i sign it during singing lessons.it was so boring and i said letd sing simple and clean from kingdoms hearts.well me.ally,and jenna had to sing in front of the whole class.it was so embrassed but then our writting teacher came in and saw us singing and i was like MRS...... then we stop singing it was so embrassing.anyways back to the memory book well after that lesson we went by the benches and sit.me and ally had a little prank for mailee. we put in the dection(sp) page."2:mailee from: kongx message: u better go out with me" LOLOLOL omg well something like that LOLOL it was os freakin funny when mailee first read it!she was like tidy im gonna kill u! and she did.lol anyways she did a little prank on me too. she put" tidy i hope u and matthew lasts forever" and i was like MAI IM GONNA KILL U! then today she put"i hope u and matthew get married" and i was like:"IM GONNA KILL U!" but it was her birthday so i wont kill her.lol.anyways i made mailee a promise today she ask me if i was going to the same middle school as her.(cause im moving to the next town so thats way she ask) and i said yea and she said really then i said i promise.then she told me about 8th grade and i said i promise ill go to school with u till we passed college,but thats a big promblem cause i promise another friend i would moved to flordia and go to college with her.im in bog dodo-_- anyways ill work it out somehow. blah.sorry this post is long.i know u guys dont want to hear about my boring life so i'll stop so see ya guys later.

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

ok today is really her day..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAILEE!

	HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MAILEE!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! YAY! HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY MY BEST FRIEND! never change gurl and i hope u have the greatest birthday ever.but im so so sorry i cant come.but ill give u ur gift when we get back to school*animesweat* well see ya little sister monkey! hello everyone today is my best friends birthday.and she is the greatest friend oh and mailee thanks for doing my homework when i "forgot" to do it.lol.hey everyonw i got a question for u. should mailee join myotaku? that would be so cool if she join?dont u guys think so?well yea so yea.well my annoying cousin are over and there are giving me a major headace!blah.ha.oh jenna if ur reading this are u ever on myotaku?u having been replying back to me and i want to talk about the story and the drawings. so nothing much but here is something for mailee it from sparrow.net.even though she cant read it hahaha! yup thats right mai u will always be my lil sister. have a great day everyone!

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   im getting real piss off now

	ok before i begin talking i just wanted to say something.*ahem* OK WHOEVER IS PRANK CALLING ME!U HAVE TO STOP RIGHT NOW!ITS REALLY GETTING ANNOYING! IM SO FREAKIN PISS OFF AT U RIGHT NOW.AND ALLY IS PISS OFF AT U TOO!GURL U BETTER STOP!YOU KNOW WHO U ARE AND I KNOW WHO U ARE!NOW U HAVE TO STOP OR ELSE!I MEAN IT!IM GETTING REALLY TIRED GETTING UP AND PICKING UP THE PHONE AND U HANGING UP OR SAYING STIUD THINGS LIKE"U WILL DIE IN SEVEN DAYS" OR "I KNOW WHERE U ARE AND I KNOW UR ALONE" WHATEVER PRANK CALL SOMEONE ESLE U BAKA!IM GETTING REAL PISS OF HERE.AND MY MOM IS GETTING PISS OFF TO!U BETTER STOP RIGHT NOW OR ILL TELL MY HOMEBOYS AMD HOMEGURLS TO GET U!I REALLY MEAN THIS!U STOP RIGHT NOW!NO ONE LIKES U OK!NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE U!IM NOT DUMB THAT U THINK!I ACE MY STATE TEST CASUE I GOT AN ADVANCE AND I ACE MY GLASS TEST! THINGS HAPPEN TO ME AND I KNOW IT!SO U BETTER STOP!IM WARINING U! *ahem* sorry about news everyone*bows* im just getting piss of and someone for prank calling me.okk well nothing much happening but that.my story is going ok.hmm nothing esle im just piss off.hmmm...nah oh well. *sighs* byebye everyone.

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

this post is for the one i love

	ok i just wanted to tell a special guy that i love out there something.hey i love u with every beat of my heart.i would give my life for u.i would give u my final breath.i want u to be happy and i know u dont feel the same way,but i just want u to know i love so much.when i see u smile,i smile.when i see u laugh,i laugh,when i see u cry i cry.i really miss u.i love u.ur the only guy.your my first love.i know i will find another but i will always keep u in my heart.i walk alone and think about those memories i used to share.the time u torn my heart apart.the time u felt rejected.i will always be there.though i know u wont be there for me.i still love u with all my heart.i hope u find that right girl.i hope u live a happy life too.i just wish i could see u smile and laugh again.i cant live without u.i need u,but i do understand that u dont need me.i know we can only be apart.i wrote to u,but u refuse.i refuse to love u but i cant deny it,cause i know i really truly love u.i cry every night when i think about u.u just left me to face this world alone.i could tell u five million times but u still wont understand.so now i leave with my heart broken.but still i'll love u till the end of my life. and if u know who i am talking about dont tell anyone cause i know who u are and i know where u are.so yea *sighs* today i have to walk to the next town and i hate being chased my dogs,they torn my favorite jeans again!oh well.thier is something wrong with me,i cant eat i cant even drink from a cup!oh my well yea *sighs* bye everyone. "When you love someone and they don't love you back, it's hard to find a way to keep yourself on track. It leaves you broken hearted and hurts so much. I guess that's why they call it a crush."-unknown

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Monday, July 11, 2005

*sighs*

	well if i dont find that person for mailee.if i cant find him i have to walk to the next town.ok well do u guys like my new bg?anyways yea*sighs* im not feeling that well.im alone too.*sighs* i just hate my life right now but oh well.i feel like im gonna die..but oh well and jenna can U PLEASE TELL ME WHO U DREW ALREADY! oh and jenna at least go me once in awhile so u can help me with the story.. ok well im gonna get going..need alot of rest before getting chase by dogs again.lol.well bye.

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