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Sunday, March 14, 2004


   If you don't like speeding tickets, raise your right foot!!

Guess what? All serial killers were psychopaths however not all psychopaths will become serial killers.

If you want to know if you're dealing with a psychopath I have a neat little list you can follow:
-superficial charm
-self-centered and self-important
-deceptive behaviour and lying
-conning and manipulative
-little remorse or guilt
-shallow emtional response
-callouse with a lack of empathy
-living off others and predatory
-porr self-control
-promiscuous sexual behavious
-early behavioural problems
-lack of realistic long term goals
-impulsive lifestyle
-irresponsible behaviours
-blaming others for their actions
-short term relationships
-juvenile delinquency
-breaking parole or probation
-varied criminal activity

3 general signs of a psychopath:
-fire starter
-cruelty to animals
-wets their bed into teenage years.
(if I was still wetting my bed at that age I think I'd be inclined to be a bit angry about it too)

Don't confuse them psychopaths with psychotics though, apparently they're harmless.

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Saturday, March 13, 2004


In light of the crap that has been happening..

My brother is no kid. I kid you not!
He is 21 years old, twenty-one years old...yea I know, a 21yr old violently man-handling his little sister. He's about 65Kgs (compared to my 43Kgs,I'm tiny) and a good head taller than me (I'm just 154cm)

I'm only 16 and you know the best part? I haven't spoken to him since then, unless absolutely necessary.

So sorry Godel, he doesn't have any excuse for the way he treated me. Not that I was all that smart trying to confront him alone in the house. *thinks about it*

Anyways, I'd update more often but I've been caught up in the live journal I created. It's so much fun!!

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Thursday, February 19, 2004


   I can't believe that jus happened...

My brother just attacked me..not punches or anything but he quite forcefully restrained/pushed me away from the tv because I told him to use the one in the bedroom.

He wanted to watch 24 and I refused because I was watching some anime on the dvd player (the only one in the house whereas we have 3 tvs). He got so angry he wouldn't let go of me for 15mins at shouted and demanded I let him watch it.When I continued refusal he decided he only wanted 30mins on the tv then he'd let me have it back, but after the initial struggle I didn't want to back down...to be honest,I've never seen him quite so angry..

Eventually I got sick of it and stalked over here to the computer.I honestly can't believe he would treat me like that.I now have a bruise on my wrist where he wouldn't let go...

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Saturday, February 14, 2004


   I had a great Valentine's Day!!!

I went out with my boy friend, his friend and my girl friend.

I got a single stemmed rose and a cute little soft toy from my boy friend. His friend gave me...er...a pottery thing...:P and I gave the boys a chuppa chup each which had this really funny toy attached to it(it was one of those sticky stretchy things that you can whip around)

Anyway, needless to say, guys can get really immature if you give them childish toys.

Oh well..I ended up sharing the joy and gave a total of four valentine cards ^^

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Sunday, February 8, 2004


   I am dead tired...

okie doke then...

I'm so freaking tired,but the stupid thing is I slept for about half of yesterday.

Anyway, I'm actually trying to do some personal research on HBV (Hepatitis-b virus), because a close friend of mine has it, and well... I want to learn more about it.I did try asking them, but they themselves know very little.

So if anyone can tell me a good website to go to, or actually tell me the how it works, how it's transmitted and other things I'd be forever grateful to return the favour.

:D so kudos to y'all who read my humble site!
ps.I think I'll take a nap..it's only 5 in the afternoon..lol

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Tuesday, February 3, 2004


Oh man...

I am currently having an unstated war with my bro...in fact I'm not totally sure what started it,maybe coz I find his self-righteous it's-past-midnight-so-I-have-auto-right-to-the-internet attitude annoying.Or perhaps he has to have an opinion of everything in his attempt to dictate what he finds acceptable to watch on tv/read or even to do.But who can forget trying to tell him an "amusing" story about something silly that happens but he has to go and say "What a dumbass,they soo deserved it!!" in a cruel tone. Sure I tried saying it was an accident but his response is to...repeat the previously stated statement,it's all very well saying that about me(I can take it),but when he says that about my closest friends,it really gets to me.

Anyway,the first thing I've done is hidden his phoneline cable and played dumb while he tries to figure out where it is.I suppose he tried to get back at me by threatening to leave me stranded at a bus stop if the bus drops me off late.

How ever when I did accidently delete the saved password.that.that.that *----*----* wouldn't tell me what it is and said "You deserved it for being so stupid!!"in a laughing way to top it off...grr...as you may notice,I can get online,but still,I don't know the password.

One more thing to feel bad about,my bf..lately..he's done nothing wrong at all,but when mum said "you're young,what do you know about love?"..it struck me as true,I personally don't believe in 'romantic love' so what am I doing?!Sometimes I tend to think of him more as being a wonderful friend whom everytime I'm with cheers me up or even if I'm happy has me even more happy.

I know I should tell him,or maybe it's a phase,so I shouldn't tell him..I'm not sure anymore.

But what I do know is the fact I'm about to be killed by his sweetness and generosity...I feel so bad if I say the slightest hurtful thing.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2004


   oh the horror!!!

bleah...

School officially starts tomorrow and you know what?I lost my timetable already:'( I can't believe I did something as stupid as that!!!GAH!!!

stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.

okay..I'm done beating myself up over it..no wait...not quite

idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot...

hmm...yea...i'm definitely done now.But at least I did learn something,'idiot' is slightly easier to type than 'stupid'.

Now where was I, oh yes...thanks to a certain friend of mine they've caused me to start rambling about pokemon.More specifically about the new games. Ruby and Sapphire...I only just managed to kick the habit of playing Ruby all the time but now my friend has Sapphire and keeps playing it all the time. Then asks me a whole bunch of stuff...

Must.resist.pokemon.

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Friday, January 23, 2004


   hahaha...I'm so bored I could just cry..

wow...right now I'm am extremeley resentful of those who can drive.

Ok so it's my fault I didn't get my learner's as soon as possible...and it's my fault that I won't actually be able to drive unsupervised until July. But still...resentful.

Outside here in Auckland the weather is absolutely perfection and it feels so wasted for me to be stuck inside.

Sure I could go out but the transport system sucks..for me to go anyplace worthwhile it'll take at least 40mins by train to the city. Or 1hr by bus!!

How about the mall I wonder...I was just there yesterday...and really...going to those place by oneself is no fun. Come to think of it neither is anywhere else.

Tomorrow, with or without anyone I am and will be gone... have fun y'all!!

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Tuesday, January 20, 2004


   *sigh*

Good evening...I'm sitting here freezing my fingers off as I type this. But you know..I don't seem to care anymore. I was hoping for my first post to be happy but it doesn't matter anymore. I am in a depressed mood.

I've yet to figure out why this happens, but when it does I wonder why friends around me worry...so what if I'm more sarcastic than usual? so what if I'm more out spoken about my love of destruction? so what if I'm too tired to care that my friend tried to commit suicide...

It's weird, whenever I go through this (bout every few weeks or so) I just get soo aggravated that everyone relies on me to calm them down. To listen to their problems. To help find solutions to all the..*stuff*..they're going through which all seems so trivial.

They all still think I'm the "don't know don't care person" I use to be therefore I'm the best person to just dump problems onto. I've found that I can't stay that way. To the point where I've made their issues my own.

I'm done ranting..and I also doubt anyone will be reading this..but if you do..thanks..it doesn't matter if you understand what any of this means since all that matters is that someone took the time to read this..

ps.next time I post I'll make sure I'm feeling more peachy:)

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