myOtaku.com: Mew Wem

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Birthday
• 1987-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• New Zealand,Ak
Member Since
• 2003-09-16
Occupation
• Summer Girl Friend
Real Name
• Gin and Coke

Personal

Achievements
• Greening my site
Anime Fan Since
• Does it matter?
Favorite Anime
• I'm not sure
Goals
• Maybe get an apprenticeship...
Hobbies
• Painting pictures, painting models, painting in my head...
Talents
• I bet I could have an anxiety attack on command.

myOtaku.com: Mew Wem

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Monday, July 12, 2004

*drool*

Candy, snacks, chocolates....slurp

I have an entire small school bag full of that stuff now...mmm

And it's soo cute, there's like pokemon gummies which are so yummy, and I love the fact I name it when I pull it out and then chomp it down in one swift gulp.

Basically I was all "MINe MINE MINE!! *Laughs hysterically* and hid it all in my room. Not to mention quickly threw out the four packets of dried peas for my brother, which to me, constitutes as sharing, in case you're wondering.

Oh yea, before I lose your interest, my mum came back from Hong Kong, which is why I also have an enormous bag of mango gummies. mmmmmmmm.

So um...enjoy your holidays peeps, I know I am and will ^^

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Friday, July 9, 2004

Marathon today

Today a bunch of us went to a friend's place to have a Lord of the Rings movie marathon.

Well, more like a semi-marathon. See, we kept pausing during the first movie so I could get photos of us watching the movie and they wanted Legolas on screen *rolls eyes* Although it was rather funny, we'd argue whether or not to pause and then it would pause and someone would complain "Nooo, not that shot!! Legolas' lips look gay!!"

Then we decided to skip the second movie and went straight to the third.

We didn't watch most of the third, in fact I didn't even watch the ending. Since it was decided most of it was fairly boring we kept on skipping to the next chapter.

I on the other hand, just got really bored and fell asleep..eh..

But today was by far the coldest it's been for awhile, very cold.

Then later I think I went for about a half hour straight playing Dance Dance Revolution. Except I was too tired from the boredom and too cold to do much good.

Embarassingly enough one side of my butt hurts so sometimes I just want to fall over coz it feels like it's paralyzed my leg :-/
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I dunno, I ain't scared of anything but hypodermic needles..and...seeing my Ex.

Jeez, it's so pathetic how nauseous I get just seeing the guy. I seriuosly don't know how I'll handle him being at the ball.

It's kinda sad.

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Tuesday, July 6, 2004

Wow...it's just getting WAaay over my head now

Do any of you remember me posting aaaages ago (maybe 1-2months ago) that I had a horrible nightmare that my Ex was my date to the ball??

well....

It came true, to a certain point.

To put it simply, he's going, and I distinctly remember having that dream that he was going. I even wrote it down, and told some people about it. Of course at the time I knew it was ridiculous and that I had nothing to worry about, since I knew as we had broken up there was no way I'd take him.

*sigh*, I can't believe my friend got so pissed off at her own date she gave her spare ticket to my Ex as a birthday present. Hence he explained apologetically he really had no choice but to go.

As if it wasn't enough that the 'mystery' friend of my bro's I was taking to the ball turns out to my Ex's good friend. Who I had already previously been introduced to.

Damnit, this is the fourth prophetic dream I have had this year. The fourth which I actually wrote down that I remember.

I suppose this just means, no matter how absurd it is (as long as it's within the laws of normal physics) my dream might actually come true. Damn.

A minor dream I had once was being texted in my Bio class. The funny thing is that I knew it was stupid, since she'd have no reason to do so plus, what were the chances it'd be on the only day that we were in a different room. And whaddya know. She really does text me in my bio class, in the exact room I dreamt it would be and she had a good reason. She's over seas and misses me.

I just really need some sleep...I'll try visit everyone's sites asap.

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Friday, July 2, 2004

WHOOOOOOO!!!!!SCHOOL's OUT

oh yea

oh yea

oh yea

no school for the next two weeks

oh yea

oh yea

oh yea

And before I go fall asleep again from the sheer exhaustion of the last day of school. I hope ya'll have a nice night^^

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

"The future is not set. Our fate is what we make"

heh, guess what movie that quote came from:p

I just made an unfortunate discovery. After watching 'Mean Girls', a chick flick, but a surprisingly good one at that. It occured to me that I myself has started slipping into a behaviour pattern that I never use to want any part of.

I'm a horrible person, not that it really matters to me. But the point is that I have gotten myself involved with all this crap about gossip about people and more gossip about people.

And I'm hating it!!

I use to always hate it, and now I kinda feel stinky for it. I know it's one thing to be annoyed with people, but it's another to b**** about them.

Oh well...next time I'll just have to resist that urge.

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

*sigh*

I was about to check to see if the computer decided to update my last post. But I think it's safe to assume it didn't.

Watching the play Macbeth is waaay cool. I just loved the final fight scene between Macbeth and Macduff.

By the time it finished Macduff's face was half covered in blood and there was a pool of blood on the ground. Then when Macbeth was killed by being jabbed to death with a rifle butt a final fountain of blood shot up.

It was BeauTIfUl 0.0

hehehe...nah...just really cool. As for the rest of it...eh, kinda boring since if I lost concentration I totally lost what the guy was talking about (assuming I even understood a single word of what they were talking about)
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Apparently I'm actually British.

I know!!

I always just thought I was Chinese/New Zealander, but from what I've recently learnt I'm one of the 50,000(I think) people that got a British passport that was being given to anyone who wanted one in Hong Kong, during 1987. Which was obviously when HK was still a British colony.

Hence making me British/Chinese.

KEWL~~

It's probably slightly more complicated than that, but it's a cool thought.

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Thinking...as usual

Well...er...I'm going to go watch Macbeth tonight with my English class.

"Who kills a man kills a reasonable creature, but he who destroys a good book kills reason itself." John Milton Aereopagitica, 1644

Kinda random quote...I was staring at my book trying to think of something interesting to say, and this was on the book mark.

Maybe it's just me, or I'm being unparallely unreasonable with myself. I have a most terrible feeling about the up-and-coming ball. I haven't paid for the tickets yet, but I feel so hesistant about it. I did mention this feeling to a friend but she's rather...excitable...and only insisted that I should go.

I never wanted to go that badly, it's just that my dad did all the shopping for me without really asking.
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If you're interested to know, the book I was staring at is about psychology. It talked about a trend about the kind of personality people looked for in a partner, and I'd have to say, I'm rather inclined to agree.

It was saying how people generally fit into three dominance levels.
-high dominance (tendency to be promiscuous and experimentative)
-medium dominance (might have a high libido, experimentation limited and usually a 'one-man woman'
-low dominance (tended to feel sex is disgusting and preferred admiration from a distance for a long time before actual contact is made)

Basically, depending on how dominant you are, you'll look for people in the same dominance level as you. Generally women went for men who were slightly more dominant but not in the higher levels because they found it frightening.

Men didn't go for women a level below their dominance because they find it's too easy to get their way so the sense of conquest is lost. Vice versa for women.

I've noted the concept fairly vaguely but it really makes sense. It makes a lot more sense once you start dating too, mostly the reason I've been thinking about this is because I remembered how much people were asking what I wanted from a guy.

After much consideration before I learnt this new concept I honestly had no idea.

Now I realize, I do like confident guys, confident/dominant enough to try pick a fight with me. That, I don't know why, but...it just made sense. Seriously though, I find the less dominant male...wussy to put it bluntly. They may be nice and all, but they're weak and somewhat of an insult to my own personal sense of pride(?)control(?)...can't think of the exact word right now.

It would just be nice to have someone who'll challege my 'authority'.
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Anyway, thanks for the sympathy in relation to yesterday's rather...tiresome events and I'll just stop rambling and go eat before I have to go to the play.
ciao

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Monday, June 21, 2004

Fine....okay...

Freaking hell...I give up. I typed up a complainy post and it doesn't go through because of my computer.

I waaaas complaining how it's bad enough to spend a total of one hour trying to get home. 15 mins to wait for the bus, 15 mins for the car ride after getting of the bus.

But noooo...the computer didn't like it.

I spent a total of two..TWO freaking hours trying to get home today. And $4.80.

$2 for the usual bus fare.

$1.40 for phone call to dad after waiting half and hour in the wind, cold and rain.

$1.40 for the phone call to my bro because I decided after waiting and additional half hour to the previous half hour I might as well get my brother to pick me up. That way I wouldn't:
1/burst into tears from sheer frustration and general pissiness.
2/ignore my dad. Then when he says sorry I tell him off. Then ignore him.
3/I hate myself if I cry.

So I waited for my brother to pick me up. I realize I missed out on a lot of details...but the general idea is pretty much there.

But really...I can't be bothered typing up much else.

Except Nick wants my brother to go to the ball too soooo, I asked a few people who said yes, but only if their other choice didn't go.

I guess my brother is alright... sometimes...

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Saturday, June 19, 2004

*yawn??*

I hate it when I'm tired but can't sleep...isn't that like insomnia or something??? Considering it's about 12:30am

I actually don't mind so much the sleeping bit, other than somewhat believing it wastes precious time. Except the part I absolutely despise is the getting up bit. I could never do that without being cranky. I don't talk to anyone in the mornings because if I do I'm likely to bite their head off.

Oh well, never mind.

Just to update on my ball date...I met him tonight and well..he's pretty cool.

But he's TERRIBLY nice...and I'm not being sarcastic.

He is so nice he decided not to mention anything about hip hop or R&B because I told him I hated that kind of music. Then decided that he'd have an orange car because I said orange is cool. He also wasn't the least bit annoyed when my brother and I were late to meet up with him, in fact, Nick's response to my brother forgetting his wallet was: "don't worry, I'll just wait some more..."

What a freaking door mat!!??
He's too goddamn nice!!!

Other than that we got along fine so he's coming as my escort to the ball. Which, isn't until...24th of July. Which seems a lengthy eternally short time away.

Since I'm on that subject, my two inch heels are not doing me any favours. Thank diablo they aren't three inch stilettos as pre-planned. My friend told my heels are called kitten heels and my dad tells me they're actual dancing shoes, so if I wanted (and if I could) I could do the tango in them or something^^

I would love to learn the tango.

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Friday, June 18, 2004

Hey...it's my rational side!! *waves hello*

Okay, now that I've had a chance to sleep on it (or lack of sleep), where I didn't fall asleep til abou 1am to which I was promptly woken up by my alarm reminding me it's 6:30am and should be getting up.

I realized, maybe the situation isn't all that bad. Considering the fact I didn't know Nick all that well.

Anyway, when it comes down to it, I can introduce him as my brother's friend. ^^

I live a twisted ironic life, so I guess I've had to develop a REAALLY good sense of humour and the amazing ability not to even react to some of the craziest things.

My brother finds my life amusing too ironically enough, and he describes it being like a soap opera : /

He's probably some what right. He claims:
-I know a disproportionately large number of Bi-sexuals ('only' 4-5 but I'm sure some are wannabes)
-I know too many depressed/suicidal/unhappy people ('only' 3-4 where 'only' 2 tried to commit suicide)....
-I know too many "OMG!!It's a GUY!!" syndrome type girls (when you think about it, even one is too much)
-Too many people trust me easily with their 'life stories' ie, a girl on my bus, after a sum total of 30mins I learnt that her brother had tried to kill her twice V.V

Now that I look at those figures...he could be right...

Maybe I should give serious though into becoming a psychologist rather than a forensic scientist.
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I accidently deleted my last post:

Oh for bloody dungeons and wagons diablo's christ's sake!!

Can my life not be without irony for once??!?!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Do you get the point??? As if the day wasn't bad enough =_=

okay...I've almost worked that out of my system, so I think I can put this together coherently.

First off, I've been called, "freak" "retard", pointed and laughed at, stared at and all that stupid stuff for carrying a sign advertising for a concert tonight. I was trying to bloody sell stupid crappy tickets.

As if that weren't enough.

I find out that this mystery escort of mine whom my brother is introducing me to is none other...than...a guy I already know...

Even worse. He's my Ex's good friend.

%$#&@)$@*@#)@(#!!!!!????

Well, anyway, I'll call this mystery guy Nick. Nick talked to my Ex and well, apparently he was telling him to go for it. Being the anime fanatics they are they related it to Full Metal Panic where a similar situation happened and heaps of "cool stuff happened", as Nick so eloquently put it.

Well...Nick didn't tell my brother he already knew me because he didn't want to make Chemistry classes awkward.

Regardless, my brother laughed his freaking head off. I was shaking with the inhumane irony...

Why is it out of a university campus full of people, my brother just HAD to pick one of the THREE friends of my Ex who I KNEW!!!

WHY!!!!!!!

I honestly wondered why my Ex just randomly asked me if I was going to the ball -_-""

I really, don't know if I want to cry or laugh now...

Damn.

I'll probably laugh about this later.

Now I can't sleep.

Anyway, I'm still going to go hang out with Nick this weekend so now it's MY decision whether or not to go.

Oh yes...I just remembered something Nick told me. He said my Ex said HE dumped ME...

*takes a deep breath*

He did a 'fine' job of that. That's is such a lie. I decided to tell people it was mutual...but oh no, he just had to take that path didn't he =_=

Crap...sorry for all the muffled profanities...sorry if I don't make any sense...

But it's just....wrong.

Btw, we're studying "About a Boy", that's actually quite funny.

Ps...how ironic...again

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