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myOtaku.com: Mew Wem


Tuesday, January 20, 2004

   *sigh*
Good evening...I'm sitting here freezing my fingers off as I type this. But you know..I don't seem to care anymore. I was hoping for my first post to be happy but it doesn't matter anymore. I am in a depressed mood.

I've yet to figure out why this happens, but when it does I wonder why friends around me worry...so what if I'm more sarcastic than usual? so what if I'm more out spoken about my love of destruction? so what if I'm too tired to care that my friend tried to commit suicide...

It's weird, whenever I go through this (bout every few weeks or so) I just get soo aggravated that everyone relies on me to calm them down. To listen to their problems. To help find solutions to all the..*stuff*..they're going through which all seems so trivial.

They all still think I'm the "don't know don't care person" I use to be therefore I'm the best person to just dump problems onto. I've found that I can't stay that way. To the point where I've made their issues my own.

I'm done ranting..and I also doubt anyone will be reading this..but if you do..thanks..it doesn't matter if you understand what any of this means since all that matters is that someone took the time to read this..

ps.next time I post I'll make sure I'm feeling more peachy:)
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