Friday, May 26, 2006

   Am I really Apathetic?
This quiz answers a question I've tried to ask myself many times: Do I really care? Every time I try to comfort someone I feel as though I'm lying to myself and to that person...I used to try to comfort people all the time, but even then, I really didn't feel anything toward what happened to that person... I know it sounds mean but I guess I'm just like that... that's just how I am...I recently got sick and tired of pretending and I stopped trying to comfort people. I'm trying to be myself, but will the people around me let it happen? I'm honestly a very quiet person who prefers books and television to people, but when I moved, I tried to be nice to people, and thus burying my true self beneath layers of smiles, and laughs. And expressions of joy, which I know are not really there....It's not my fault that I just don't care. I've tried and failed and this shows that at least I do feel something, right? My so called 'friends' don't really understand me the way they think they do...In my opinion though, some of them won't be able to handle the real me...I'll stop spewing nonsense now, they probably won't even believe me even if I did tell them that. Maybe one of the semi-close ones might, but the others wouldn't...they'd just ignore what I say. Especially the one that ignored my oh, so precious 100.9% on ADV L.A. and yes I'm mad about that. And FYI it's not just that one thing, there's a mountain of things that she does that make me angry. That's probably the only true emotion I've got anyway. Anger and maybe even a tinge of regret...not much though.
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What Emotion Dominates you?

Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways. You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you don't care. But that does not make you a bad person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a little more. Trust me life hurts, most people who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt. But don't worry, life is pain, its also pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Athrun Pics!!!
YAYNESS!!!


This picture might be my wallpaper next month...

bet you weren't expecting this! BAM! Chibi Naruto!

Well, I gotta clean my room, so bye!

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My Icon thingy won't change....
I keep trying to replace it and it won't work!! It sucks!! I want a GS one!!!*cries of frustration*
Hiei: Man...She's crying again!Where's the cork?
Kurama: Surely you wouldn't-
Hiei:*plugs my mouth* wouldn't what?
Kurama: *sighs*
Ed: *walks in* OMG! Maisha what happened?
Me: mmhhhmmmn
Ed: Oh, I see so you're giving me your computer?
Me: nm mn
Ed:oh fine. *yanks cork out of my mouth*
Kuram: um......you know, you weren't tied up or anything, you could have taken it out yourself.
Me: I could've? O_O
Kurama: Never mind....
Ed: I came because I needed to talk to your little brother...is he in?
Me: No he went home.
Ed; but this is your home....
Me: oh, right.*smiles sheepishly*
Ed:.......HOW STUPID ARE YOU?!
Me: I'm sorry!
*ed and hiei start shouting at me about how slow I am*
Ed: How the heck are you academically smart and have NO common sense whatsoever! It doesn't work that way!
Hiei: Every word that comes out of your mouth adds to your density!
Both: WHY CAN'T YOU ACT SMART FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!?
all:..................
Me: Kurama?
Kurama: what is it?
Me: are you the only one that doesn't hate me?
Hiei: Yes. Yes he is.
Kurama: Hiei!
Hiei: *leaves*
Ed: well, i'm going to look for your little brother...Last time i was here that runt took my watch! I'M GONNA KILL HIM!!!!!*runs off in search of my lil bro*
Me and Kurama:......
Kurama: Well, let's go to a movie.
Me: sure! hey wait what about my icooooonn!!!*get's dragged away*
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Monday, May 22, 2006

   I didn't expect this to happen....
I mde this site with the full intention of having it MIXED anime. Now though, almost all the things on my site are GS! I only have about Two .hack//sign! I don't know how to go with this...Oh well...I used to have an Inu Yash picture on here but I replaced it with the Athrun icon of him shooting the gun. Man....I was looking for Naraku just a moment ago and yes, I am woking on the slow computer. Just because my friend IMed me and my big brother didn't know what to do. You know what's funny? Ever since I started watching full metal alchemist(like, some years ago) I've wanted to just call my big bro, brother(like al) but if i did that both of my brothers would answer.lol. Oh and soon I will be up and running on my own computer so I'll have a better time! I'm getting the internet! AND it's in my room!YAY ME!
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

   Switched computer...
Man, yesterday my mom put my computer back into my room where it can't acces the internet and now I have to use hers....this computer is ten times slower than my dell...It sucks so much that it doesn't even have sound! now I can't listen to any AMV's and watching GSD won't be fun with no sound even if it is in Japanese and I couldn't understand it in the first place....This computer is horrible! And to top it off it has a virus!! I don't know how those work but I do know that they can really screw up the computer even worse than it already is. I probably won't be on here for a while...And since my computer is screwy I can't IM my friends as often... well now I've done my five minute computer complaint so I'm leaving. It feels better to complain this to go with junk. Even typing takes time to load....man this computer sucks bad....
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

   This wallpaper....
Man this wallpaper is hard to keep on...It keeps disappearing.....But I shall keep it until I find a cuter wallpaper of Kira!!!He is after all, my official bgb!!!Oh and that reminds me(I don't know how...) I wanna put up a story soon...I don't know if i should though.....If I do it's gonna be in this section, with my posts...That seems wrong to me...It might be a Gundam Seed story with maybe a bunch of other anime people... any way Keep watch for that.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   What Happened?
I just finished watching GSD episode number 23 and Stellar just killed Heine and Kira just knocked Stellar down. Is she dead? What was Athrun doing just sitting there? what happened? Why isn't he able to contact the Freedom? I don't understand...And Orb? What's the deal with Yuna? I think he just wanted to marry Cagalli in order to take control of Orb, but still, how could the soldiers of Orb listen to his orders and actually believe that Cagalli was a fake? What's wrong with those people?? Heine was only there on the Minerva for one episode and he's already gone... I miss Nicol...I feel so sorry for Athrun. Every time he fights the ones he loves are on the other side...Cagalli, Lacus, and Kira. And I like Athrun's car...And Mirialia became a photographer? Wow, had it not been for war they all would have bright futures, but there's also this: had it not been for war they would not have met... There's also something else. I didn't know that Athrun knew Mirialia...i'm watching episode number 24 now...Why is Lunamaria following him? Does she have permission? Why won't Athrun do what he feels is right? Man, this anime is confusing....
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   Hmmmmm.......
I'm not at school today and I just got back from shopping....Man this is the worst...something went wrong yesterday and my cousin, her mom and my grandma got into a fight..(not a fist fight, just shoutiing.) I stayed home for that and we went SHOPPING! Of all the horrible things my mom could think of we went shopping! Now my friend probably thinks somethings wrong with me cause she IMed me and I had to go...oh well bad things happen right? Right? RIGHT? *sigh* I'm gonna go watch GSD and drown my sorrow...*eye twitch* shopping.....
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

   MY NEW BACKGROUND!!!
Thanks kagomeandsangofan!!!!! I got: *does pokemon style twirl* a kira background! *pik pikachu* sry...I sort of went out of it....Any way I was looking for an Athrun wall paper but then i saw this kawaii one of kira and so now kira is now my official background boy!!!! So now he is officially a part of my page!And i had felt so bad about leaving him off yesterday and put up a video of him, and now he's my bgb(background boy) lol! now i have to find a bunch of *drools* Athrun pics.....



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Sunday, May 14, 2006

   Tribute to Kira, I love you too, Kira.
Although my name is athrunsgurl and i completly adore Athrun, I still love Kira. I loved him up until i fell for Athrun. (I started watching the series late, like in the middle) I want this video here for him so i don't feel bad for not having a picture of him on the top. Kira gets a video!

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