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Friday, May 26, 2006


   Am I really Apathetic?
This quiz answers a question I've tried to ask myself many times: Do I really care? Every time I try to comfort someone I feel as though I'm lying to myself and to that person...I used to try to comfort people all the time, but even then, I really didn't feel anything toward what happened to that person... I know it sounds mean but I guess I'm just like that... that's just how I am...I recently got sick and tired of pretending and I stopped trying to comfort people. I'm trying to be myself, but will the people around me let it happen? I'm honestly a very quiet person who prefers books and television to people, but when I moved, I tried to be nice to people, and thus burying my true self beneath layers of smiles, and laughs. And expressions of joy, which I know are not really there....It's not my fault that I just don't care. I've tried and failed and this shows that at least I do feel something, right? My so called 'friends' don't really understand me the way they think they do...In my opinion though, some of them won't be able to handle the real me...I'll stop spewing nonsense now, they probably won't even believe me even if I did tell them that. Maybe one of the semi-close ones might, but the others wouldn't...they'd just ignore what I say. Especially the one that ignored my oh, so precious 100.9% on ADV L.A. and yes I'm mad about that. And FYI it's not just that one thing, there's a mountain of things that she does that make me angry. That's probably the only true emotion I've got anyway. Anger and maybe even a tinge of regret...not much though.
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What Emotion Dominates you?

Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways. You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you don't care. But that does not make you a bad person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a little more. Trust me life hurts, most people who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt. But don't worry, life is pain, its also pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)
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