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Tuesday, December 25, 2007


Merry Christmas to all that celebrate it.
Hope it's wonderful for all of you.
Have a lovely Christmas-y day.
I dislike Christmas more often then not.
Hope it's alright today.
=/
Who know what'll happen this year.
Have to go to my gradnmothers again.
As always.
Oh well...

what are you guys doing for Christmas?

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Saturday, December 22, 2007


Okay, so I accidentally just deleted everythign I just wrote.. and it was a lot. =[

I gotta pee still too.

So yes.
Today, I have a dance recitals.
They have it seperated into two showing, morning and evening.
Im so lucky I get to be in both!-_-
But yea, the costume top is tight on everyone.
And it like squishes my boobs.
Theyre "peacock blue" it says.
And black capri pants with it.
The tops that kind where on one shoulder the straps wider and the others a thin strap.. except theres three thin ones.
There sequin type things and it makes a diagonal striped design by going from bigger to smaller to bigger and so on.
It's cool fabric =]
Uhmmm...

The song the dance is is called "Greatest Time Of The Year" by Aly and AJ
I think it's in my playlist up there^
It's a tap dance, btw.
Been doing it since I was like, in first grade.
But last year I only did not even 2 months in it and quit the old dance studio I was at.
Now I'm where my sisters dance for 2-3 years.
I think I might try and hang out with her because there the dancers sit out front and watch the show.
So I'll be hanging out with the little 7 y/o.
Posssssibly.
She went to see Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus concert in Boston or whatever.
Her and my dad.
They got home like 30 minutes ago not even from it haha >_<
Uh,.......

Peeeeeeeee >_<
I gotta sorry.


But yes, I gotta shower.
I wanna see that One Missed Call movie, I just saw a commercial for it.

Hmm..
My arm there's this spot that hurts, and especially hurts if I poke it or something.
And My hands been all shakey.
Especially I notice when I have things in my hand.
I didn't notice my arm hurting till last night, and my hand the night or two before.
Uhhhhhhh.......
Yea.
Maybe I have like a clogged vien or something.
And it's my left arm.
My mom always thinks that it always relates to my heart if my left arm hurts.
It's strange.
Like she'd care if anything happened though hah.
Maybe I'll have a heartattack while Dancing.

Whatever, nothing else to say.
Oh but, Brittany wasn't in school nad I had a Christmas present for her butttttttt yea.
Whatever.
Ali asked where she was.
And showed me a huge hole in her wallet.
Mrs Francoeur made Ms Morris let the colorguard watch a movie with the band instead of doing flagwork for midterms
Muhahahahaaaaa..
Cause no one wanted to do anything.
Anywho..
NIGHT@!

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Thursday, December 20, 2007


Lalalaaa...

My backs itchy.
And I had a tad bit of headachedness.
I didn't go to school yesterday.
I was sooooo tired >_<
Can't wait til vacation, maybe I'll get to sleep.

I want it to snow.
It was snowing earlier.
My dad said it was supposed to snow from 9PM-9AM.
It probably isn't gonna snow enough. =[
If we have a delay we have to wear our ROTC uniforms tomorrow, if no school, no uniforms Friday like it'd normally do.


I wrapped some presents my dad got for my mom last night.
And presents I've gotten for people..

Uhhhhhhhhhhhh..
Wasted time at stupidgayasscuntfuckingdouchebag girlscouts.
I hate that shit so much, we don't fucking do anything interesting.


Borrrrringgggggggg.........
I'm sorta tired.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.



Good night.
I wanna dream some more.
I've been having dreams, about random things.
And I get woken up rudly, just as it seems to get good. =[
Damn people!!

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007


GAHHHHHHHHHHHH
Hi.
Bye.
I haven't eaten today, I'm hungry.

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Monday, December 17, 2007


Went to the game with my dad.

Didn't get there til the 2nd period though.
-_-
We lost too.
5-1
To Worcester sharks from Massachusetts...

My dad let me get stuff from the pro shop though.
I got a black shirt that says all guts no glory on the front in silver with the monarches symbol and then on the sleeve says old time hockey
then a stuffed animal monkey wearing the jersey and a helmet and its a dark purple blueish color and its sooo soft and fuzzy.
then a monarchs pin.
sooo yep.

Oh yea, was late because the stupid football game.
Damn Patriots
They won at least... haven't lost a game yet this season!!

But yea, had to wait for my dad cause he's the only one who could come with me. -_-
I hate how shit always fucking happens when something seems like it'll turn out right....


PRAY FOR A FUCKING SNOW DAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good night.

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Sunday, December 16, 2007


The movie was good.
Brittanys mom wouldn't let her go though...

Sooooo maybe hockeyyyy!!!!! game today?
If weather good.
It's supposed to snow, good snowman making type snow.
Today.



Uhhhh
cooked a bit,
At first it was so annoying because my mom was being so unorganized but meh.













BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, December 15, 2007


My dad said he'd take Brittany and i to see Alvin and the Chimpunks later.
Hopefully all works out well?

Lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........



I'm so tired >_<
Shockingly enough.

Ohh, and I wish Brittany and Ashley luck together.

^_^


Byeeeeeeee..........

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Thursday, December 13, 2007


Maybe if I wait long enough he'll finally hurt me so bad I'm dead.


But one could only wish...


It's all my fault.
I ruin everything.
He says I do so I must.
Parents are always right huh?
She says it too..





And people seem to wonder where I get these things..
These things as in all the things I say I am, and then others get mad at me and say I'm not.


I don't wanna go to school, I'll start thinking about it and start crying or something...


But I don't wanna stay here with him doing this...

Not as bad as before I guess though.
Or maybe I've just sucked it up enough and gotten used to it so it's not so bad.....


Who knows.
Not like any of you care.












Don't be surprised if I don't come on for a while.
They say they're gonna start taking things away from my room..

Computer...tv.... so on and so forth.
Better get dressed before he really does beat the shit outta me.
I definatly know he will if he catches me on the computer..









So long my friends, I bid you adieu...



I don't think I spelled that right.

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007


Don't you hate morning?
You sleep in way too late..
OR have to get up way too early..

Not matter what you don't wanna get up though..
Sometimes.
Most times?
Dreaming of something you wanna keep dreaming of..
Or dreaming and getting rudely awoken then fall back asleep accidentally.
Sucks.............












School.
Staying after for Art.
Need to catch up.
I have a stomach ache.
Then pictures for Christmas for my mom.
Though she already knows about them/

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007


Gahhhhhhhhhh.....



Our school got put in a lock down today.
Supposedly some kid saw a guy with a long gun walking around outside the middle and elementary schools which are a couple blocks away so there was cops circling the area and such.
I was in foods class.
No one would shut up like they were supposed to haha
It was funny.
And the principal called us her either little or lovely darlings.
Ms. McGorrys the greatest like that.
But yea...........

I was funny.
We got to eat our cookies.
And Mrs Dee was freaking out.
We were in the worst room.
A bunchhhh of windows so theres like no where you can be without being seen.

But yea... I kept laughing.

My stomach hurts. >_<

At least I don't have a headache tonight really.



Anywho.........
I'm freezing cold.
Because I'm soaking wet.
From taking a shower.
My hairs soaked and dripping.



Good night.

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