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Saturday, February 2, 2008


I'm in a crappy mood.
And it sucks.

Damn emotions.




Uh.
Boring daysboringdaysboringdays.
I need a life.
Or some friends.
I have no friends.

I'm hungry.
The rest of the household went out to dinner.
Whenever my brother doesn't go they get him food, but not me.
How niceee.
I don't care.
I don't need more food.


I need to pack.
I peg this to be a shitty weekend.
Boringggg.




Happy groundhog day.
I always forget about this holiday.

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Thursday, January 31, 2008


Ew, uniform day.

Not much else to say.
Bye!!

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008


Lick it Dan! Touch it Dan! Dan does his own stunts!
I wonder how long this is gonna be.

I'm talking to Brittany... and this dude who hasn't told me his name but whatever.

I wayyy overselpt this morning.
And there ws an accident like two minutes away from school and it took ten minutes to get by because the lady in front of us wouldn't go and was blocking two lanes. Dumbass old people can't drive...

So when I finally got to school, my back was hurting. Stil hurt during homeroom.
Then ROTC class it started to grow to where I couldn't concentrate and do my work. Also I was getting a head ache.
Then Bio I was in pain still.. And I was standing but them we watched this stupid movie and I had to sit and it was wicked uncomfortable.
Then lunch I like leaned over and laid half on the table then eventually sat down and it hurt still.
Then Enlgish it got real bad. And so uncomfortable.
The Foods it was reallllllly bad. And surprisingly enough a teacher actually noticed I was in pain. Hah, it hurt so bad I wanted to cry and that never happens to me.

Then colorguard I went in the bathroom and I texted my dad and asked if he could come dismiss me because I really wanted to go home because standing around was making it worse. Then I went to the bathroom twice more during that class. One because I really had to pee then the next because I almost puked on Stephanie.. the "teacher."

So yea I left 10-15 minutes before class ended and went to puke in the bathroom.
It wasn't a lot though, and mainly liquid.
I didn't wanna go back because, just didn't wanna, and didn't wanna actually puke a crapload up all over the place.

So yea, went to my uncles and waited out in the car til my dad finished installing this light for him.
Then my moms office.
My sister was being an obnoxious little brat, like usualllll.
My parents were getting aggravated.
I laid on the floor and got comfortableish finally then my mom mad me move.
I started tearing up a bit because I was in soooo much pain.
Then she tried telling me I could have gall bladder disease.. and if that's hereditary thean maybe because her mom had it.
Then finally went home. and I laid in the shower with the water nice and hottt and fell asleep asfter a bit. WOke up washed my hair and stuff and got out. It wish I had a bath pillow.. it would've been so much more comfortable.Anyways. After that I felt soooooo much better.
I wasn't on the verge of tears in pain so badly anymore.

Anyhow.. my back hurts a bit and it's starting to hurt a little again now so maybe I should get off to bed.


Anyways.
The stupid school messed up my new schedule.
They gave me the wrong study hall in the morning so it's a normal one instead of so I can be there by 8:15 latest because waking up too early gives me headaches and it sucks.
And I'm not supposed to have stupid geometry anymore!
That's the second time they got rid of my gym class.
Ughhhhhh.....

Stupid fucking retarded school staff!!!

I gotta pee, and my boobs itchy.
Brittany and I were talking about past times we've had.
It was funny and happy =]

oh, and I poked Candy and she was softly snoring but the after I poked her she like jumped up awake and snorted it was cute and funny.

I want ice cream, the kind my dad made once.
It was vanilla with chunks of cherry and chocolate chips. It was soooooooooo good.

I think Candy's getting mad I keep waking her up.
Not my fault they don't switch places and she's closer than Maple to me!!


Hmmmmmmmmm........

Oh yes part of a conversation.
Then off to bed perhaps Cuase my heads starting to hurt real bad.


I love Ashy <33 says:
-__-
Caitlin... says:
Anyways
Caitlin... says:
My ass hurts.
Caitlin... says:
hah.
I love Ashy <33 says:
._.
I love Ashy <33 says:
Too much buttsecks, gotta lay off that.
Caitlin... says:
Oh definatly.
Caitlin... says:
I can't help it.. I like my fudge all compact
I love Ashy <33 says:
EWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Caitlin... says:
Lmaoooooooo
I love Ashy <33 says:
DUUUUUUUDE!!!!
I love Ashy <33 says:
NEXT MONTH!
I love Ashy <33 says:
SP!
Caitlin... says:
OMG!
Caitlin... says:
theyre going on tour supposedly..
Caitlin... says:
but like. in the uk and germany and shit.
I love Ashy <33 says:
yeah -_-
Caitlin... says:
heh
I love Ashy <33 says:
That's 'cause that's where most their fans are. -_-
Caitlin... says:
hahaaa..
I love Ashy <33 says:
-__-
I love Ashy <33 says:
unfair!
Caitlin... says:
my sternums itchhyyyy
I love Ashy <33 says:
hahahahah!
I love Ashy <33 says:
LMFAO!
Caitlin... says:
?
I love Ashy <33 says:
THAT SOUNDS FUNNY!
Caitlin... says:
how about booby bone instead?
I love Ashy <33 says:
ahahahahaha!!!
Caitlin... says:
instead of brest bone its booby bone
Caitlin... says:
breast
I love Ashy <33 says:
lawl
Caitlin... says:
O_o
I love Ashy <33 says:
*yawnyawnyawn*
Caitlin... says:
SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP
I love Ashy <33 says:
nooo
Caitlin... says:
yesyesyes
I love Ashy <33 says:
no siry bob
Caitlin... says:
why the hell not bertaknee!
I love Ashy <33 says:
haha
I love Ashy <33 says:
taknee
Caitlin... says:
bert-a-knee



Nuh night!!

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Monday, January 28, 2008


I have my last midterms this morning.
Foods class.
Eassyyyyy....


I just took a shower, and my mom got me a new bra... and it's fucking huge >_<
Hahh...
My boobs are actually too small for it.

Brittany is the only one that can honestly understand that and how like "OMG" type thing that is...

Lmao.......

It's just like BOOM out there.






Maples ears are flipped back.
And Candy's trying to rape her.
And she was raping candy earlier.
And blahblahblah
It's so fucking hot in here!?!



I bit away all my nail polish again because it was chipping.
I need new colors.
I have boring colors.
And I hate getting pink and reds.
I just don't like all those colors for my nails.


AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Nothing to post about.
Boring day.
Blahblahblah.


Oh also I started watching Green Green today and it was good. But I stopped after 7 because the 7th was in Japanese and I don't like watching it in Japanese. >_
GOODNIGHT!

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Sunday, January 27, 2008


Sooooooooooo
I watched all 13 episodes of Elfen Lied today.
Brittany made me.
It's the only anime, I've ever liked.
Everything else I'd seen had bored me.

It's pretty good though... was kinda sad it ended.
I spent like 6.5 hours watching it though.
>_<


She said she choked on her Coke because I said I kinda liked it around episode 6?
Then told me to change my "Anime Fan Since" and "Favoite Anime" things.
So I did.
You should go to the guestbook page, and check it out.
Not that interesting but ya know right?
http://www.veoh.com/videos/v13543297gS5YF98?searchId=7242767936801128421&rank=2
GO WATCH THAT!
Then the rest of it.. the other 12 episodes.


Ummmmmmmm..
Two cars came down to the culdesac and hadnt come back up yet so my dadwent to go check it out and they sped away leaving a car still there.
So my brother called the cops saying there was an abandoned car outside.
Then the guy came back.
And it was a sennior that goes to my school.
He was out there with his girlfriend. hahh...

Anyways yea. That was funny.
I wanna laugh at him next time I see him at school.
Hes the same guy that got mad at me on the bus last year when I was pissed off and was blaring my ipod.







Uhmmmmmmmmm
Yea.
Nothing else to say.
Maybe I'll go to bed.
Good night.

Oh and I got a message.
And yea.
People are psychotic if they think I'm bi.
Haha..

So girly.

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Saturday, January 26, 2008


I'mterriblehorribleanythingbadI'mit.
I hate moods.
Despisedespisedespise.



Good night.
Blahblahblah.


I'm painting my nails blue.
This is the fifth color in less than a week.


I'm so god damned bored.

>_<




Goodfuckingnight
Kkthnxxbye.



Shit.
I'm a fuckupfuckupfuckup.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
My mind needs to not think.
And then make me act one way.
Because it's bad.
Badbadbad.
FUCK.fuckfuckfuck.




Like my new layout?
I needed to take the stress out on something.
And I got sick of my old one.
The background was too boring.
I think I'll move on to myspace next..
But I don't wanna right now.
I'm gonna go to bed now.


Also.
I hate boobs.
I hatehatehate them
And bras.
Because they just don't fit right ways where needed and all that stupid shit.


FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK


10:57AM

It's not letting me comment people..
Like the comment window opens but the area where to type and such doesn't show up in anyones.
Kinda aggravating.

I'm hungry.. I'll go eat lunch or brunch or something now.
Maybe I'll make my yummy cheesy scrambled eggs.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008


So yea.
I have midterms Wed-Fri.
Then On Mon.

==Tomorrow I have.

-Art; second test period.

==Thursday

-ROTC; first test period.
-Biology; second test period.

==Friday

-English; second test period.

==Monday

-Foods; first test period.


This is the schedule each day.
Announcements - 7:45 - 7:50
1st Exam - 7:50 - 9:20
Break - 9:25 - 9:45
2nd Exam - 9:55 - 11:25


Soooo...
Yea.
It's 11:36.
The puppies are spread out on my bed.
Damn doggies..


I'm supposed to be going to Florida Feb. 7th-10th.
Because last year my Dad, sister, brother Jonathan, Nanny, Papa, and I were supposed to go to San Diego.
And my mom had a year to use the tickets for something else.
We couldn't go to san Diego as planned lasat year because my Memere had died.
Oh btw, my Nanny and Papa are my mom's mother and step-father.
But he's more a father than her actual dad.
So yea.
And my Memere was my great grandmother on my dad's side.

11:39.

I need to touch up my nails..
The nail polish lately.
Won't like... stay nice and neat and all.
I need nail polish remover.
Then I can do that, and start with nice fresh clean alcohol smelling nails.
I havn't bit them for a bit so they're growing some.
Help me scratch my itches better.
=]!


11:42

This old lady was having sex with her young husband and he had a seizure and she was like " Whoaa super orgasm!"
It was funny...

Nip/Tuck is pretty funny.

My head hurts.
I'm thirsty.

Ohh my god.
Cracking my back and stretchign felt so good >_<

11:48

I'll go downstairs now.
Commercial.

11:53
I got left over mashed potatoes.
They're pretty good.
I made them, mostly.
My dad put the butter and milk in them.

They're scrumpcious.
DAMNIT I forgot a drink.

11:55

Ugh..............

Why can't time go by faster!!
Or at least right now.
I have nothing better to be.
But finish watching Nip/Tuck, the same episode as just played the hour before.

OMFG It's only been a minute!
Ooh, I have Orange gatorade..

Yummy.

11:5777777777777.

11:58.

Oh herecomes the part when they're screwing each other on top of a building.
He, I think accidentally, pushes her off the ledge and she falls and dies.
It's wuite funny.

She's screaming reaching up to the skys looking at him wanting him to help her.

Hehhheheheh.
I'll go snuggle and sleep with the darned doggies now.
Oh yea.
I gave Maple a hair cut and she looks sooo funny, but adorable I think.
It's all choppy and short..
I didnt mean to do that but I accidentally messed up... sooooo I had to make it look somewhat normal..

She's all soft now.
And a bit bumpy and choppy but otherwise I like it...
Candy needs a hair cut too, but I don't know if I dare.


I SO FUCKING WANNA GO SEE THAT "MEET THE SPARTANS" MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I wanna see Cloverfield.
And One Missed Call.
And The Eye.
And movies I can't think of right now.


12:02!!

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE.


I'll make Maple jealous and cuddle with a teddybear..


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Sunday, January 20, 2008


So... people yesterday that commented after I had redone my site seemed to like it.

But any comments on my song were basically they didn't like it.
Oh well, I do SO DEALLL...

Haha.

Sorry.



So hows everyone that hadn't seen it yet like it?
I don't know if I like the background so much, but it currently works.




Ummm.........
So I made myself scrambled eggs yesterday for a late lunch.
I mixed shredded cheese in with them.
OMG They're so god damn good >_<


Thennnn I had stupid girlscouts.
I stalled for maybe a half hour.
Then went downstairs finally and helped Alyssa with two blankets.
While Sam and Melanie did two others.
After that i learned what that whole "that's what she said" thing means.
When people say things, and you could link them to sex somehow, people say it.
It's so fucked up but it made the night hilarious.
Then, ate pizza.
Then got bitched at about what we're gonna do this year.
Then Sam had to leave.
Then went downstairs and attempted at teaching them how to play pool but it didn't quite work out.
Then Meghan got there.
And we started just rolling the balls fast and Meghan and I rolled to head on to each other and one went and hit melanie then another went and landed on the couch.
Then started playing with the Wii for a bit.
It was funny as hell >_<
Uhm, the four of us did another blanket.
Then they went home.
Then computer.
Then then then...... THIS!

Uh yea.

And oh look I have a text... I'm afraid to look kinda. Oh well.
Bye. Must reply I can't just leave her hanging...

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Saturday, January 19, 2008


Does this post box look like... ridiculously retarded?
You know I truly hate this post box..

Well I don't entirely, but in some circumstances yes I do.

Like how on some computers it doesn't look right and you can't read everything.

But I hate the picture on the right with the scroll inbetween because I think it looks stupid. I only like the scroll on the right all the way over.


Whatever.

I didn't have my iPod nor my song on a disk -or is it disc? Shit.. I think disc. CD! There we go...- for midterms for colorguard.
And Kerri had brought an adapter.
Sooo yea that blows.
I didn't wanna do it anyways.
So I told her to just fail me so she wouldn't yell at me.

Oh welllll......


Like my new song?
I found it on myspace looking at Atreyu songs and fell in love with it basically.
Heh..

I'm strange.
But whatever.

Uhhhm......

I'm thinking about changing my layout but I don't know what to do.
Oh well..
This is fine for not.
Only thing I like is the picture for the background and this picture.
<---
Arrow points to it if you didn't realize...

They don't really match well though.
But they're rainbowy.

I slept yesterday afternoon, I was falling asleep while watching a movie because I hadn't anything better to do so I went to sleep.
Slept a good 4-5 hours.
I'm still a little tired though.
Blahhhhhh
It's cold downstairs.
Always is, except when you want it to be.
Sucks how things work like that.
Well, yea.
I'm gonna go make myself something to eat because I'm hungry and my dogs at the pizza thats gross anyways, that my sister left on my desk for me because i was asleep.
Damn dogs, they're barking.. AH>_< My mom's gonna flip out which is annoying but you get used to it after a while.
I hear talking in the other room that''s like my parents... but the tvs on, and it's not loud enough.
Oh well...

Probably just the tv.
I'm gonna go make myself Ramen!
Byebyeee.....

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Friday, January 18, 2008


God ddamn I hate this family with a burning passion.

Opinion time.

Do you think underwear that say most popular on them, in the crotch area, seems slutty in a sense?

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