Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Yup.
I get bitched at, because everyone else is being a cuntbag.
I'm the only one that really fucking did anything this weekend.
I asked one thing, get me a my uniform from the fucking tailor's.
But no, can anyone fucking do that?
STUPID ASSHOLES!!!!!!
I cleaned like I fucking said I would if she'd just let me sleep, but no be a stupid jackass.
I hate this family so much.
Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
All my mom does is take it out on everyone else that she drove Jonathan away.
Then just bitch about Kelsey, yea yea yea.
I don't want to hear anymore of this stupid shit.
Oh Kelsey's purposely gonna get pregnant now just to piss me off because she's so fucking controlling.
Like I give a damn!
She doesn't seem like a girl who'd do that.
She's not that stupid.
Ughhh.
Then she keeps complaining and complaining and if I say anything I get bitched at.
FUCK OFFFFFFwrlkfnhgrf.

I don't give a shit if i get in trouble for it.
I don't I don't I don't.
Then my mom keeps talking about she's gonna crash her car.
Then yesterday it seemed like she was gonna with me in it.

Then she says Jonathan's being an ass... I read some the emails.
She started out being a bitch, he replied calmly, then she replies being more bitchy and says he's dead to her.
LIKE THATS GONNA MAKE HIM WANT TO FUCKING SEE YOU OR COME BACK HOME IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna go move my car.... I think.
And clean inside it.
I think.
Bye.

Oh and my fuckheaded father.
It wasn't my fault my car went the other way.
You told me to do it the way I did.
The fact it's REAL WHEEL DRIVE makes it opposite then front wheel.
UGH
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Monday, October 8, 2007

It's my sister's 7th birthday.
I gave her a Halloween barbie.
And I slept in her room last night because she wanted me to.
She wants me to go play board games with her now.
We don't have school, Columbus Dya.
Oh well.... off to the day.

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Aggitation.
I wasn't grouchy but she kept saying I was.
Which in turn made me grouchy and I blew up at her.
I didn't mean to but it was starting to piss me off.
I just had a headache and people were annoying me.
Then, her mom tried making me go home with her.
I already had called and asked for a ride.
How am I to know if my dad had his phone or not?
I didn't want to get yelled at so i refused to go.
Thankfully, Stephane came over and sort of made it end.
I just walked away.
Her mom probably thinks I'm some bitch now.
Not like she hadn't already.
She's made fun of me.
She tries to force me to do things and it's stupid.
Like in the car once she unbuckled the seat belt and made me go get a drink on the way home from band camp.
It's just like, "Dude, what the fuck is your problem?!"
Sorry but I hate when people tell me to do things and she's not my mother so she shouldn't try to be.
I already have a bitchy enough one damnit.



Whatever, I took a bunch of asprin.
well, 6 not a lot a lot.
I feel like doing soemthing else, but I just can't anymore.
I want to so bad.
UGHHH.
I might. might might might.
Not likely.
Stupid dumbass I am.
Ughhreubfh,

Bad fucking night damnit.

EDIT: 12:09 AM

And I did it..... shocking.
Stings.
More then I remember.
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

Blah...
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Saturday, September 29, 2007

I hate my life and this stupid house with this stupid so called fucking family.
>_<
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Friday, September 28, 2007

So yea, my brother moved out.
Just up and left.
Sort of like my mom had back in the day...
Haha.
I'm eating Oatmeal Cookie Crunch Ben and Jerry's ice cream.
It's yummy.
I'm contemplating on what I feel about him gone..
I sort of miss him and already am questioning the next time I'm gonna see him..
But he's 19 and a half.. 20 in February.
He moved in with his girlfriends family.
Kelsey, her dad Ed, her brother "EJ", and other brother Danny.
Kelsey and Jonathan are the same age.
Eddie and I are the same age.
And Kristina and Danny are the same age.
It's kinda odd.
And they've lived most the places we've lived.
That's even stranger.
I kind of miss him and I don't really want to see Eddie in ROTC class tomorrow cause it'll remind me of him.
My mom kept crying, and being bitchy, and complaining about Jonathan leaving.
It's kind of annoying but whatever.


Blahhhhhhhhh........
I don't wanna go to bed but I'm tired.
Yet not.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

I tried to do a Halloween theme thing...
Didn't work out asgood as I had hoped it might.
I keep sneezing and coughing.
DAMN COMMANDER GOT ME SICK!...

11 5666666666666666666666


God damnit turn midnight already!

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Fucking family. -_-
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I wish people would just shut the hell up and leave her alone.
It's not like you guys are making things better.
Stupid imbeciles.
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Monday, September 24, 2007

AHHHHHHHHH!
Hmm, hi.
Just woe up woo hoo.
7:00 am.
SHOCKER!
Brittany would understand why.
I have to pee...
And I wanna take a quick shower but no my mom and sister are showering... my sisters young so yea.
EVIL BITCHES!
They're gonna make me late.
NOT MY FAULT TODAY!
So far...
Brittany has a doctors appointment, I don't know if she's gonna leave early from school.
Hope not, it's boring and I get all bitchy when people annoy me about why I'm not hanging out with everyone else.
I'm anti-social.
Heh heh....


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Sunday, September 23, 2007

I drove my car last night.... and a little it today.
Funnnn.

I've lost my only friend.
Joyous...
Sometimes I wish it were just over with so there wouldn't be all that pain there is.
Wish I could help but it's beyond it.
I don't want that to happen though cause then I'd have nothing.

My mom wants to put my dog down.
Because of the ulcer she has in her eye, and it'd be cheaper to do that then to have her eyelid sutured over.
Her third eyelid, because dogs and cats have those.
It's like a pinky membrane looking thing the vet said.
My mom doesn't want to pay the almost $400.
It's not necessarily going to be that though.
It could be more or less, they gave a bit higher of an estimate incase so we wouldn't think it'd be less and get mad it wasn't and such.
There's a like 80% chance of it working my dad said.
My mom doesn't think it's going to.
My dad got mad I was crying when my mom starting asking about putting her down.

She says the absolute worst things at such worst times.

AHHHHHHHHH >_<
I should go, not her.
Not her either.
I can't live without them...
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