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Thursday, January 5, 2006


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suddenly find myself looking toward solid disregreat... wind flowing though my hair... beating upon my face... gliding me through this.... until.... rain begins poaring... sirens blaring... others screaming... eyes glaring.... undecisive to action... blinded by teachings.... no idea to thought....
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, December 25, 2005


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Birth, death, and repercussion...
Signs of life anew...
Etheral burden of everlasting mind...
Trudging through dying world...
Living within the unseen era...
Breathing within unheard plane...
Some things were meant to fade...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Saturday, December 10, 2005


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....I sit upon rooftop.... poised for disarray.... frozen incandescent drop sitting utop cheek as i look upon this frozen world.... ice raining from above.... chilling embrace upon my skin.... nobody said this wouldnt hurt.... they expect me to leave my perch.... but where am I to run....? No friends.... nobody that cares.... Nowhere to run.... trapped forever....
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, December 4, 2005


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It dosen't quite feel real anymore... The perfect lullaby to forsaken dream... my moments peace no more... demons ripping upon feeble mind and shattered soul... unfolded success of the wandering soul... only wanted me to know simple fact... that which i was too blind to see... that which i was too deaf to hear... that which has long been purged from within... my disease...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Friday, November 25, 2005


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"Untitled"
Sensible berating of an unconscious soul… a broken mind… shattered mentality… walking these dreams with no other… forgotten through hours of intense forgiveness from the flame of the unseen… my wings torn from my back by broken hands and bloody kisses… left alone to strive… black feathers come unto me… cutting flesh like ebon razor… watch blood rush to the floor in the cascading embrace of a waterfall… a knife through my neck from your hand… hung and fallen to new heights… drug through the Adytum of the Midnight Sun… place where darkness rises as the sun falls… death before decapitation unless death is faithless… for now I fall… now I see… what it truly meant to me…
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Monday, November 14, 2005


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“Who Am I? What is This?”
Temporal falling into death and darkness…
Brought to dying breath…
Forced to breaking mind…
Sitting alone…
Watching flames blare…
The moon watches me…
Stars speak…
Tide recedes…
Sits mobile as a stone upon still broken sand…
Time for high tide upon the entirety of the shore…
Angels falling toward new heaven…
Rising toward new hell…
Broken hands and bloody kisses come unto me…
Hold me in place…
See to “well-being”…
Hear constant weakness…
Smell constant death…
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, November 13, 2005


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"Too Human"
Falling within light...
Flesh burning...
Eyes searing..
Thirst growing...
Though I cannot function without it..
Cannot live without contact with it...
A daily life depends upon it...
I am almost too human...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Saturday, November 12, 2005


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"Untitled"
One step...
My mind is falling...
My soul crawling...
My life on a teather...
Keep on going...

Another step...
More memories...
The past scratches...
Leaves life to drain...
Slowly moving forward...

Final step...
It's all too much...
There's no escape...
Life is within the corner...
Dropping toward the floor...
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, November 6, 2005


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my physical pain is nothing compared to all this anger i have bottled up inside of me... all this burden i carry... all that i know and refuse to tell... all that i see that others cannot... all that has happened, all that has striken... the smiling faces that left... those that forgot... i see not why i hold ties to ohers... they will merely become broken... leaving me alone... yet again... holding excess anguish... until it becomes too much... and the light breaks through... the light of...........
....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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Sunday, October 30, 2005


All these pains...
The pains I must face...
As I sit in the darkness...
Alone I break...
I know they're there...
Though it seems they are not...
It seems that they don't care....
Yet... it seems they do...
Confusion...
Fear...
Feelings of being forgotten...
Constant emotion...
Constant berating...
Constant... failure...
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....Look at the Angels fly... they left me... let me fall... left me to die...

....I just... need somewhere... that I can feel alive....


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