Saturday, July 22, 2006

Thankies for all the comments yesterday! Wow, I sure got a lot even though I barely wrote anything...and I'm sorry it was so short. It makes me unhappy to see disappointed comments with what I write. ^^; I always thought that no one likes to read long posts (especially mine), but apparently not! So thanks sooo much. I'm over the whole gaia messages thing...it doesn't matter since I did save most of the important ones. ^^ Plus, it's not like I erased my account or anything! That would suck! So, yeah. ^^; Anyhoo, I can visit today! Yay! Weather pending, that is...cause I can hear the thunder in the distance! It's supposed to thunderstorm this afternoon...so I hope the electricity doesn't go out!! I'll try to make this post as long as they usually are then! ^^ So...let's see...ah yes, yesterday. Yesterday we (dad, mom, Corey, me) went out to do some errands, but first we went to EBgames cause Corey wanted to see if there were any rare ps1 games left there (he's somewhat of a game collector...it seems to be an obsession for him...). We got some (yay), and even though we don't have an xbox yet, he got the Dead or Alive Ultimate collection thing used. They had a few copies of it, so we were comparing them, and one box had different covers on the booklets! We're like, "hey, those are cooler!" So we switched them...well, we didn't look inside the booklets unfortunately. ^^; Much later we found that they were Chinese!!! And even the disc that the guy gave us was Chinese, too! >< Sure, usually it'd be like "cool", but import/foreign games don't play on xboxes, and the only reason he got the game was to play it (though we don't even have an xbox yet!). So, he was worrying about it all day... Then before dinner, he decided to go back and return it. I went with him (cause it seems that I'm attached to him...or like his dog...or slave...or something), and the game place didn't even have more of the game to trade for it! Even though they had the boxes, they couldn't find the games. ^^; So at least he got his money back...but still...it was really stupid! I can't believe they'd even accept a traded-in Chinese version. So...yeah...sorry if that story of my day yesterday didn't make any sense or seemed disjointed. ^^; I can't really concentrate on what I'm typing since my mom's exercising right now with really loud music!!! You know...I haven't really complained much lately, have I? Like, most of my posts lately have been somewhat good...and no mentions of crying! ^^; Well...I suppose that's good, but it won't last long! I think I've gotta complain in this post today. Sorry! Ugh...lately, I've been feeling bleh! You know, real "bleh"? Just like...worn out, depressed, sorta. *sigh* It just absolutely sucks. Nothing's getting better with my mom, in fact, it seems to be getting worse. Before, my dad was in a renovation mood (to get the house to look nice if we sold it), so he painted the laundry room. Well, it turns out that the reactions from the kitchen has made my mom allergic to other substances, too...and that includes the paint!!! *sigh* So now she can't even go in the laundry room. That used to be one of her only safe havens, but now it's dangerous, too. She can only stay in her room. *sigh* So she probably won't be able to do the laundry anymore...so I'm sure that job will be passed on to me, too. That means more housework for me! I swear, it's like I'm the second mom now. I don't really mind it all that much cause I want to help my mom out...and some of it's sorta fun, but you know, it's hard. Especially since my brothers hardly help at all! Like last night, ugh, Corey really was annoying me. He decided to start making rice crispy treats while we (me and dad) were making dinner. We already had 2 pots on the stove, but then he wanted to add more! Since he can't really do anything on his own anyway, he asked me to help out...well, I was already having to make the salad, noodles, and cook the asparagus, but then he wanted me to help with that, too. So I start pouring in the rice krispies...and I accidentally hit the microwave with the box, causing the rice krispies to spill all over the stovetop...they started to burn and smoke and everything. Luckily, it wasn't that bad...but it did make some heck of a mess on the stove. Then, he was about to put the treats into the pan, and he's like, "Did you even butter the pan?? Hurry up!" So he was yelling at me and ordering me around to do everything even though I already had to make all the other stuff, too...man, it's just horrible. I do all the work!! >< *sigh* Ok...sorry for the stupidly long post about nothing. My mind wasn't all there when writing it. I'm sure there was other stuff I wanted to mention, but even if I do, it won't come out right. ^^; Well, I hope you all have a wonderful day today!! Maybe I'll make brownies... P.S. Sorry! Making this longer...but here's the link to my Ichigo pic! Enjoy! ^^

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Friday, July 21, 2006

Gomen, I'm going to make this super quick!! ^^; I really don't have time to post...sorry! I visited some that updated already (11:30am), and I had to do some stuff on other sites...like gaiaonline and this other forum I belong to. ^^; I'm really upset about gaia though...cause I accidentally deleted all my pm's!!! I NEVER delete messages from friends! *sob* Now I don't have any...ugh, it makes me so mad and upset!! Anyhoo, thank you tremendously for the comments! *hugs* I see, of course, that no one likes having the electricity go out. ^^; It's not that fun...but it is sorta exciting. I would've read the whole time...but it'd get dark, and plus I don't have my summer reading books yet (and I finished the only good books I wanted to read at home)!! I really need to get those...ugh...school... Yeah, so I submitted my Ichigo drawing today. It will probably be up much later. *nods* So look for it! Tomorrow I'll put up a link for it though. ^^ Nothing much else to say...and not much time. I'm sorry I can't visit many today either. *sigh* Tomorrow and sunday I can though!!!! Yay!! Oh, and Harvey, I can't believe your comment...that was all you had to say?? I already felt stupid enough for forgetting!! *sob* Alrighty, everyone have a great day today! I'm sorry again for not visiting much!! ^^; And for writing such a short post!

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

Wah! (said in Misuzu's voice) Gomennasai, gomennasai, gomennasai!!! Hontou ni gomennasai!! >< (translation: I'm sorry x3, I'm really sorry!!) I didn't post yesterday NOR did I visit anyone...*sob* You know why?? Because of a stupid storm the night before!!! It only lasted a half-hour, but the winds were so strong that they sure did damage...so our electricity was out for the rest of that night (from 7pm on) until last night (around 9). So I had to go a whole night and whole day without electricity! *sigh* It was quite hard...I'm glad to have it back. We're luckier than some people, getting it back last night. Cause some are still out and might not have it back till the weekend! So it was quite the "adventure"...the night before, me and my mom (and Corey for a bit) played cards for who-knows how long, while I listened/constantly changed channels on my handy-dandy little radio from my grandpa. Before that though, I played my gameboy (Fire Emblem 2:Sacred Stones, or whatever it's called) for a while. So that was that night, but then all yesterday...well, I had that radio on practically all day. I've realized that there are NO good radio stations around here! Ugh, I got so annoyed by listening to the crap they play. ^^; Anyhoo, other than that I read some manga, drew (a pic of Ichigo from Tokyo Mew Mew; i'll scan/put it up soon), and played my gameboys to death, literally. I ran my DS out of power and my SP...so then only the advance was left, but that has no back-lit screen! *sigh* We went out to dinner last night to have some crappy food, and then after that we went to Grand Slam for about 20 minutes. It's a big arcade (sorta) with games, DDR, skee-ball, batting cages, and all those other games that no one can win with all the pretty lights and stuff where waste tons of tokens on them. ^^; I just played some skee-ball, won some tickets, and that was it. It was too hot in here...and I didn't have proper DDR shoes. ^^; I was wearing platform sandals...yeah, that'd be dangerous. So anyway, after we got back, then me and Corey went out again to get some stuff like batteries and whatnot (but we stopped off at blockbuster first and got some used games ^^). By the time we got back, the electricity was on!! Oh, happy day! So, yeah, that was my exciting day...I can't believe I lasted a whole day or more without electricity...computer, tv, dvd player...everything!! *sigh of relief* But it's all back now...^^ Anyhoo, about the other day's trip to the far away mall...it went well. I got some manga (Short Cuts vol.2, Marmalade Boy vol.7, a "fan guide" to Sailor Venus *laugh*, and Descendants of Darkness vol.2). All were $5 except for Descendants *sob*...I need them all!! And they had all the volumes...but they weren't on sale...*sob* Other than that, we got lots of good used games and a used box set of Shrine of the Morning Mist (Asagiri no Miko) for only $16. ^^ It was a rather nice trip. *nods* Corey was fairly nice the whole time, so it was good! Wow...I'm sorry if this is a long post...but I had so much to talk about! I haven't even thanked you for your comments yet!!! *hugs* Thanks for all of your comments from the other day!! They were all very nice. *nods* I just don't know what to do about these dreams. ^^; Oh, and again...no time to visit...I'm SOOOO sorry!! Please forgive me...saturday and sunday I'll make it up to you all!!! Well, have a good day today!! ^^ If it's your b-day, then happy birthday, if it's not...then, happy un-birthday!! Oh yeah! ^^

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Hello! *hugs* Thanks for the comments...I really don't have time to post right now since I took the time to visit those that updated today. Though it's only 11:30am...so there's hardly anyone...but that's still the time I get to go on!! So I'm sorry again for not visiting...*sigh* I got to some, like I said, but that's it. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments again...I'm glad you all like my new avatar that Harvey made. ^^ I'm sure he appreciates the compliments, too. Yes, Harvey, I knew you made it! Don't worry, you needn't show me proof if you don't want. ^^ So thanks again. Sleep...well, I did have natural sleep last night, but not that great...I had to lay there for a few hours before I actually fell asleep. *sigh* So I'm pretty tired right now. I also had not-so-good dreams...I was always getting hurt in them. Hurt leg, strange disease, hurt some more...I was a helpless injured person! >< It was horrible...and I cried a lot, too. *sigh* Today it's super hot...SUPER HOT...it's supposed to go up to 105 degrees. *sigh* Grossly humid and horrible. Anyhoo, today, me and my bro are going to this mall that's sorta far away. They have this comic store that usually has manga (or so he says) half-off in a bin, so I'm hoping to get some deals!! That's nice of him for once. ^^ To want to just take me there mainly for the good deals on manga...cause he doesn't read at all, so, yeah. I hope all goes well! I hope he isn't crabby or meant to me... Hah, well, I managed to write a post and visit some! I feel better now. ^^ I'm sorry though to the rest of you that I didn't get to visit. *bows* If I don't visit the day you update, I try to visit the next day...that's what I always do with you, Harvey. ^^ So, yeah, again, I'm sorry! Oh, and Skomie, Misuzu is the main character from the anime Air TV, which is one of my faves. You can look it up, and I'm sure you'll get info and whatnot on it. *nods* Well, I hope you all have a fantabulous day...and try to stay cool! Oh, and thanks for visiting me still...even if I don't get to.

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Monday, July 17, 2006

*hugs* Thanks for the comments yesterday!!!! ^^ They were all very sweet, and I got a lot of long ones, too. I'm glad you all enjoyed/laughed at the funny quote in my mom's book...yes, it was from a murder mystery. ^^; I don't know what the orange speedo guy had to do with anything though. *laugh* It was just really funny. As for my muffins, yummy. ^^ I'd send you all some if I could! Too bad I can't...for one thing, they're pretty much all gone. ^^; Yes, natural sleep!! It feels oh-so-good! I slept without a pill last night, too! I had pretty weird dreams though...not nightmares, just really weird ones. Sorry I won't have visiting time today (nor probably any day this week) unless I decide to visit instead of post. The thing is, I still won't be able to visit many people cause my time on the computer is in the morning...and not many people update by then. ^^; So I'm really sorry! I just hope you guys don't forget about me! As you can see, I've changed my avi back to one with Misuzu. ^^ My dear and sweet friend Harvey, whom I've mentioned many times before, requested that I go back to a Misuzu one so he made it for me! ^^ I love it a lot. I shall use this one for quite a while now. *nods* Thank you again, Harvey!!! *hugs* I suppose Misuzu is my character...as in, I'm most like her. ^^; I actually could look pretty similar, too. But I do agree that she reminds me of me. ^^ Anyhoo, I wish I could make avatars like that. ^^; Whenever I try to make them...they don't look very good...so I don't use them. I might use one for like a day (or less), but then quickly dispose of it for a professionally made one. I really don't like seeing stuff that I do...including drawings/paintings. I always think they look like crap so I never want to see it again after doing it. *sigh* Almost the same with writing...I don't like reading something I wrote over again unless I really really loved it. ^^; Yesterday my day was full of...hmm...nothing...and a lot of cooking/preparation. My dad and I peeled and cut the peaches he picked off of our tree to make it into peach shortcake. That took a long time...and I've never peeled fruit (or anything) before with just a normal knife. I'm used to using an actual peeler...so this was quite hard for me, especially since I'm always afraid of cutting myself. Most of the peaches I did had hardly any fruit left on them after I peeled. ^^; But my dad peaked my interest with "If you peel one in one peel, then you get $5." So, if I peeled a whole peach without any skin falling off before I get to the end, I'd get the money...well, he was a cheater!! >< I got to the very end in all one peel, but there was a tiny bit left on the peach...so he didn't give it to me. My oldest bro (Derek) was there and he considered himself the "judge", and because he didn't want me to get the $5 (he was jealous), he said it didn't count. Evil, evil people!!! So, yeah...I didn't get the $5, but I got a $1 consolation prize. *sigh* Oh well. I suppose I should end this post here...maybe I can visit some people quickly. Today is a deathly hot and humid day here, so hopefully it's not so bad where you are. Have a fantabulous and cool day!!! ^^

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

   no moving, no time...no coverage?

Thanks for the comments yesterday though not many read the second one. ^^; It's ok since I'll just end up reiterating in this post anyway. First off, I slept!! I had natural (I think) sleep last night! ^^ It was sooo great to not take a sleeping pill and actually sleep! My mom had me try this nose spray to help me breathe better (and it said it might make you drowsy), and I could breathe better so I slept! Ahh...it was so nice. It might've just been because I was so tired from not sleeping well for the past week, but whatever, all that matters is that I slept! Now then...about what I said in my last post yesterday. I was extremely upset because my mom and dad got back from signing papers (for 2 hours) for that house she really liked (the one I mention yesterday that had a lot of toilets)...and my mom had a really bad reaction, one of the worst she's had in a long time. *sigh* So that means that that house used the same grout or tile or whatever it is that affects my mom so badly. So now we won't move for a while (I'm sorta happy about that, but I don't want my mom suffering more), but I suppose we're still looking for a new house...the problem is that it seems we're running out of houses in this area! *sigh* If we move, we'll probably end up moving far away so that no matter what I wouldn't be able to go to my same school. *sigh* We're just very mixed up right now...my family doesn't know what to do, and I certainly don't either. So sorry for putting so much emphasis on this moving stuff for so long...and now have it be that we're not moving...I feel stupid now. ^^; Oh well...whatever happens, happens. Anyhoo, this is something I've been meaning to say, but I kept on forgetting!! >< My brother Corey from now on is only working weekends. *sigh* So that means that I'll have much limited time to be on here during the week. I'm sorry!! I'll need to devise a schedule or something to follow because I can't not visit you guys everyday (though I only get time in the morning usually). Maybe every other day I'll post and then on the other days I'll visit or something...*sigh* I don't know!! >< I'll try my best to do something though. He'll be looking for a new job, too, so hopefully he'll get one quick and have it be during the week. I hope!!! So I'm extremely sorry ahead of time for not being able to visit a lot during the week... My mom was reading her book last night (some murder mystery, she loves those), and she read out loud a line from it...*laugh* It was the best ever...it went something like this: "She looked up to see a young guy in an orange speedo, so small that comparing it to a loincloth to be an insult to loincloths." *laugh* OMG, that was just so hillarious..."an insult to loincloths"!! Oh gosh...I'd like to see some bishies in that. *laugh* I just had to mention this quote to you guys. I hope you liked it as much as I did. ^^ Alrighty then...time for me to end this post! As always, I thank you for your wonderful comments. I think they all help...so AurionAddict, you shouldn't say such things! I'd accept anything you'd have to say. I doubt it'd hurt my feelings...having you say that makes me feel worse! Any comfort is accepted, especially from my great friends!! *hugs* Well, it's extremely hot and humid today so I hope I can survive. And hopefully I'll sleep well tonight, too! So I wish you all a fantabulous day!!! *hugs again* P.S. Muffins are yummy. ^^ I've been baking lately...I find it fun. Last night was chocolate-chip muffins and the night before was blueberry...I wonder if I'll make more today? Everyone loved them though. *nods* That makes me happy. ^^

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

*sob* Forget that house (yeah, the toilet one), too...nevermind...my mom just got back from looking at it again, and guess what? Yeah, her face flared up again. We're running out of houses in this area to check out. Of course this means that we're not moving yet, but I don't want my mom to be like this longer...but I sure don't want to move either. It's horrible...this summer sucks. Nothing's working out for anyone. I just want my mom to be better...and to actually have fun, but no. I was actually starting to get excited about that house, but now what? There's no way if we're gonna move (now, I don't even think we will for a while) that it'll be near my school...*sigh* Well, don't forget to read my other post, too...

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*hugs x 50 billion* I swear...you guys are too nice with your comments!! They'll bring me to tears...seriously. Yeah, call me a freak or whatever you want, but I get touched really easily by kind words...to tears. ^^; Like I tend to cry a lot, not because of something bad, but because of something really nice someone did for me or whatever. Anyhoo, yet another sleepless night...sorry. ^^; It's definitely because of all the thoughts going through my head recently with all this crap about moving. While I'm laying there, trying to sleep, i think about stuff like: Can I keep the door to my room? I want it for memories' sake...if we move during november, it'll suck because my b-day is the 12th. It'll ruin it! What about school?? How will I do homework and crap when we're moving?? *sigh* You know, crap like that. *sigh* Thanks again, Shizuka, for all the nice things you said and for your suggestions. I already read everynight before lying down (for about an hour), and I'm don't know if listening to music will help because I tend to sing songs all night in my head...causing me to sleep even less. ^^; Thanks though. *nods* Again, thanks for complimenting my new theme! ^^ I'm glad those of you that commented on it thought it was pefect! *hugs* Bishieluver, that's fine that you put it on your desktop. *nods* I didn't make this wallpaper though, but bg's are meant to be saved and used, right? So I'm glad you liked it enough to use it, too! Aw, and Harvey, thanks for your compliment on it, too!!! ^^ It made me so happy to read that! It was very sweet of you. *nods* Just to talk a little more about Sakura Taisen...it's genre is an interesting one (both the anime and game). It's romance/comedy/action/historical all in one...and the game is a battle/dating sim. Since there's a lot of characters, mainly female...well, it's your job as the main male character to (uh...) pick your...favorite? Um, yeah, it sounds really weird...I don't know how to explain it. ^^; Click on the link there to get info on the characters and mainly the anime. I'll need to find a site about the games. Just in case you're wondering, my fave character is Reni. *nods* But I think all of them are cool. ^^ Runner-up faves are Kohran and Sakura. Anyhoo...completely forget about that huge house I described before that I've been talking about...saying that that's the one we'd probably move into. It's gone, out of the picture. You know why?? They asked for more money, and they excluded the awesome theater room from the deal!!! >< That was the whole reason the house was cool...because of that huge screen and nice set-up. So the stingy sellers changed their minds and were like, "Oh, sorry, we've decided not to include all the theater room stuff anymore...and we'd also like more money." The jerks! So now we've got our eyes set on a different house. My mom loves it. It's the one they looked at yesterday; they took me and Corey to look at it later yesterday, too. I thought it was really nice. It's new so there's nothing in it, but it's still pretty cool. There's like 4 bedrooms (maybe 5), and every one but one has a bathroom. ^^; I've never seen so many toilets in one house, seriously. There must be at least 7! And in the majority of them, there was a shower/bath. This house may not be as big, but it's certainly got more bathrooms... Well, I think that's all I'll talk about right now...I'm not feeling too well at the moment. ^^; It's probably the lack of sleep kicking in with all the stress. I feel like crying, really I do, but it's sounds childish to cry because we're going to move...I'm sorry. I've sounded pretty immature recently with this stuff. It's just that I've never moved, but it's not like I'm the only one. I'm sorry for sounding selfish these past weeks about the house thing...it sounds stupid to get depressed and so upset over this when so many people out there have things much worse. I'm sorry again. Anyhoo, I can visit sites today (until 6-ish, but it's not like I'm staying online all day ^^;). I hope all of you have a great day, and thanks for sticking with me. Yes, Shizuka, you are my little guardian angels, whether you think so or not!!

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Friday, July 14, 2006

*hugs* Thank you all...for all your sweet comments yesterday. EK, thank you soo much for being so considerate, and yes, your comments do help! That was especially good advice you gave me (that your friend told you). Thanks for saying that I'm a strong person...in no way do I think I am, but it makes me feel better knowing that someone thinks that. *hugs* Shizuka, thanks for still reading my posts. Even if you don't comment, I'm sure your prayers will help. I know, it's ok that you can't always find the words to help or say to me...for one thing, I've been going on about this for a while so I'm sure you've already said enough to help. Don't force yourself to say more. *nods* If you can't think of something to comment with, then just the thought of you being there and reading my post is enough. Midnight Shadow, long time no see! Thanks for commenting! I look forward to when you start posting and everything again. To everyone else that commented, another big thank you! *hugs* I received a lot of hugs in those comments, too. I wanted to get one of those "hugs meter" things, you know, where people can click on it to give hugs...but I couldn't fit it in my profile (not enough room!). I wonder how many hugs I'd have...Hmmm....anyhoo, another bad sleeping night...another sleeping pill. It's not like I'm taking them so I don't have bad dreams, it's just that I can't sleep! I lay there for hours without sleep...and I hate it! Last night, it was a very full and bright moon out...whenever it's like that it's especially hard for me to sleep. ^^; I'm glad you liked my new theme! ^^ It's Sakura from Sakura Taisen. It's an anime, but it was first a dating sim/strategy battle video game for the Dreamcast. Yes, dating sim! I have all of the games (except for #5 cause that's on ps2, and I don't have an import chip to play it on there), and I've finished them all. Sure, they were all in Japanese cause they were imported (yay), but they're the most fun games ever! I was lucky to know enough Japanese to make sense of the majority of the game. I played #4 the most (I finished it 4 times I think) because it was shortest and because they had it dubbed (in japanese, of course) for most of it so I could understand more of it. I'm not so great at reading and understanding; I'm better at translating what I hear. ^^; So, yeah, you should look it up somewhere! It's an extremely popular series in Japan, and they even have a Sakura Taisen-themed cafe there, too!! So, yeah, I'm glad you like the new theme! And I think it's much easier to read now. *nods* At the moment, my mom and dad are looking at this house to possibly buy...they looked at it before, but they want to again. I've only seen the outside of it though. They asked me if I wanted to go, but I was too tired to...I need my sleep!! My beauty sleep! Ugh...I haven't had too much of that lately...I sure ain't a beauty!! >< I've been trying to grow my bangs out so they're long enough to be pulled back, but since my hair is pretty curly, they curl too much! So even though they're really long right now, they curl up...so they don't stay back. ^^; Maybe I'll just cut them and go back to my usual crappy hairstyle...*sigh* Alrighty, I suppose I shall end this here. I'm sorry but I won't have visiting time today!! *hugs* I visited like 3 people this morning, but that's all I have time for. Maybe I can slip some in later, but probably not. I hope that you all have a wonderful day, and thanks again for being like my little guardian angels there helping me!

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

yet another dispiriting post...

Thanks for your comments, like usual. ^^ It was quite a lot this time, 15! That's the most in a while...so many of my friends have stopped updated and/or deleted their accounts. *sigh* I wonder why? It's really sad...a lot of them were people that would actually comment on my site, too...and I liked visiting them. Why are so many of my friends going away??? *sob* Oh well...I can't do anything abou it, I guess. I'm glad that I've gotten lots of great new friends though. *nods* Anyhoo, sorry for the post being much later...I was way too tired this morning to post like I usually do. Again, I was fraught with insomnia and had to take a part of a sleeping pill...*sigh* Today I've been in an utterly depressed mood. I'm sorry, but I'll I've been able to write about lately is depressing crap...or just me complaining about the same stuff all the time. I doubt any of you want to read about the same crap everyday, especially in such long posts. I thank you for all your support and comforting words though...whether they're truthful or just hastily written shallow comments, I'm still grateful for them. *nods* Anyhoo, the reality of having to move has just been a great burden on me...pushing me down and making me feel overwhelmed with depressing emotions. I suppose I won't talk about that more though...I know you're tired of saying the same stuff over and over to me, so I won't talk about it...it's just that that's all I have to talk about. I have a boring life...I'm a boring person that doesn't do stuff with friends or do stuff with my family. I've never once been to a theme park or ridden a roller coaster. I've been to the beach once with a friend, and a few times with my family when we'd go to CA to visit relatives...other than that, nothing. This has been the worst summer of my life, and I actually just want it to be over with. I know this sounds selfish and childish, but whatever. I haven't had one day yet this summer that was thoroughly fun, nor have I had one day where there was no yelling/arguing in the family. Tomorrow my dad's going to the doctor to (hopefully) get some medicine to deal with his sudden outbursts of anger. We all think he's bipolar. If he is, then I hope that he can get some medicine that'll work and that'll make him more "normal." I doubt it though...cause a lot of the anger recently has all been because of the stress from the house and money situation. The only way he'll be stress-free and yelling-free is if someone hands him at least 4 million dollars for no reason to keep. Alrighty, sorry for the solemn post yet again. I'm typing this in a down-trodden mood anyway...so it's only right that it shows through. I haven't visited anyone's sites but Harvey's yet, and I see that not so many of you updated...I'll try to visit, but I'm not so sure I will. I'm just not in the mood right now...I'm sorry...and thank you for taking the time to read this and comment if you did. P.S. As you can see, I jus changed my bg...is it ok? I'm sorry if you can't read the text well. I can't find a color that you can see any better than black. ^^; It's from Sakura Taisen...of Sakura. P.P.S. I just made the bg lighter, so now you can read the text better! Thanks, Rachel, for telling me it was hard to read! I hope it's ok now.

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